Narrator: Gong Jingyang

Why, I got closer to her again and again, but I got farther away from her!

Is she staying away from me or am I deliberately running away from myself.

Steen. "If you're unfortunate today, you're going to die, and you can only make one phone call before you die," Levin said. Who will you call and what will you say?

Our lives are so limited, so why waste such precious time? ”

When I read this, there was only one shadow in my head.

There is only one shadow!

It's not grandma's, it's not my father's, my mother's, it's not Situ Ming's......

Only hers!

I realized how much she meant to me, more than my dear grandmother, more than all the people who cared about me and me that cared about me.

From the first time I saw her, to the quarrel with her, and then to the day we fought side by side; I think of her gently wiping my wounds; Remembering her gentleness, her ferocity. She has given me a kind of spiritual support here.

The affection, warmth, security, and satisfaction that I never wanted was something I experienced in her.

But I've been running away from her, and I'm running away from myself.

I didn't like her cold and cold appearance at first, then I liked to quarrel, tease, and then I wanted to be with her all the time.

However, I thought that I was not a person with feelings, and I was afraid that I would hurt her, so I didn't dare to approach her, and deliberately avoided her.

Now, fortunately, she's dating another guy.

I'm even more sure that I don't allow such a thing.

Although we still don't know what true love is, seeing her dating other boys together, I feel unhappy and sour.

It's true!

I struggled for a day and a night, and finally decided that I would not retreat and run away.

I took out the little star necklace that I accidentally broke the day before yesterday and put it on carefully one by one.

It's hers, and I'm going to have to wear it.

When I think of the scene that happened the day before yesterday, I regret it very much.

But, I really didn't mean it.

I just had the bad luck of stepping on something that had just fallen off her desk and hadn't had time to pick it up.

Before I could react at that time, Yin Piaoxu yelled and pushed me: "What are you doing?" ”

As he spoke, he had already squatted down and picked it up.

"I ......" I was in a bad mood for the past few days because of her, and then I looked at her like that, as if I had damaged some of her treasures, so I didn't say angrily, "What's the matter?" Isn't it just a broken thing! ”

"It's not a broken thing!" She reacted strongly.

"Qi", I don't care about it, isn't it just a necklace strung with little stars and beads, like a baby.

I reached out and grabbed it.

"What are you doing? Ah......h

She ducked to the side. The necklace hooked my finger.

"You let go!"

I'm not going to let it go!

In this way, two people work hard at the same time.

"Smack!" It broke, and the beads like little stars scattered all over the ground.

"You ......"

Her eyes were red and her lips trembled, and she pointed at me...... In the end, without saying anything, he squatted down all over the ground to pick it up.

I saw her wiping her eyes as she picked it up.

Me: "......"

"As for that, it's a big deal to buy you a bunch." Seeing her crying, I couldn't help but soften. However, I just don't give in.

"Buy? Where do you go to buy it? He made it for me with his own hands! Yin Piaoxu raised her head, and a string of tears slid down her cheeks to the corners of her mouth.

When I heard that someone else had given her it, my heart bubbled with acid.

Who is "he" in her mouth?

Qin Guotai?!

It must have been given to her by the kid surnamed Qin, who cherished it so much.

Girls generally cherish the things their boyfriends give, and she cries for such a broken thing, I've never seen her so fragile, is the surname Qin really so good!

As soon as I thought of this, I couldn't help but get angry, picked up the two stars at my feet, threw them directly through the window, and said, "What a thing, it's ugly!" ”

She picked up everything on the ground, carefully put it away, put it in her coat pocket, and then stood up, straight, her eyes were like ice, but she said very calmly: "There are twenty beads in all, and not one of them can be missing...... Otherwise, I'll fight with you!! ”

I was stunned by the chill that emanated from her.

I've never seen her like this.

"What Qin Guotai gave you, you value it like this?"

Still fighting with me?

He came over and punched me while I was ready and said, "Bastard, that's the only thing her dad left her...... You stinky boy! ”

Said another punch.

Her dad?

...... I'm stupid, it's her dad! No...... Qin Guotai.

I was almost confused by his words, which was not what I had in mind.

A "I'm sorry" stuck in my throat, I couldn't go up or down, and I choked to death...... However, I can't say it.

She took a deep look at me, turned and walked out of the classroom, going downstairs to find the two beads I had thrown out.

I clenched it tightly in my right hand, and inside were the two beads that I hadn't thrown out. But I couldn't get angry, and in the end I kept my sanity.

"Drifting ......"

He tried to chase him out, but I grabbed him, pushed him aside, and then dodged out of the classroom.

Just below the window of the school building is a garden, which is full of all kinds of flowers and exudes fragrance.

The figure, little by little, moved small steps, hunched over, looking carefully.

I spread my palms, and the two beads lay quietly in the palms of my hands, glowing with purple light.

This is a Baroque pearl, and although they are both star-shaped, no two are exactly the same.

The color is beautiful, and with different light angles, it has a purple and pink luster, mixed with other lusters, which is very beautiful.

Once upon a time, my grandmother also had a baroque ring, but it was decorated with gold, and she left it to me before she died...... I kept it in the bank safe as if it were with something else.

I came back to my senses and whistled at the people in the garden: "Hey, did you find it?" ”

I actually want to say: don't look for it, here. As a result, to speak out, it is something like that.

She pretended not to hear and continued to search.

"If you can't find it, will you really fight with me?" I'm more interested in this matter.

She still ignored it.

"That...... I can send you a prettier ...... than that," I continued.

She continued to ignore me.

"I'm sorry!" I sincerely apologize this time.

She finally stood up and looked up at me, her eyes were no longer angry, but more alienated: "Gong Jingyang, it's best to ask the Bodhisattva for protection!" ”

I didn't think so: "So, you really want to fight with me?" ”

"Gong Jingyang, you deceive people too much!"

When the words arrived, she rushed in front of me and grabbed me by the collar.

I looked up, and the tip of my nose slid across her cheek.

I gasped.

Me: "......"

She: "......"

Because it was too fast, too sudden, the two of them were stunned for a while. Crashed into her eyes.

Because I was so close, the vigilance in her eyes was clear, and I, suddenly, had a dry mouth and a faster heartbeat.

"You...... Rogue! ”

This girl, why is she so violent, she is a fist at every turn.

"You...... Let go! ”

Her wrists were soft and white.

"Let it go!" She said again irritably.

"You want to know, why are you fighting with me?"

As soon as I spoke, she raised her left hand, turned her palm into a fist, and struck me in the face.

I ducked my head and grabbed her wrist with my backhand.

She had slipped into the garden like a loach, her eyes wide open. It looks like it's ...... Lovely!

At this time, it was between classes, and the students who came and went looked at us curiously.

"You stinky rascal, you ......"

I chuckled, "You...... The face is so red, what about the fever? ”

She patted her face, and immediately found out that she had been fooled: "You ......"

"Floot!" At these moments, his voice rang out.

Before I could react, she had already jumped out of the garden and ran to his side. Without giving me a look, I walked into the school building side by side with him.

Me: "......"

Holding the little baroque star beads in his hand, he looked at the figures of the two of them......

Sometimes I really envy the kid who can be with her in a dignified manner, and I can see that she trusts him a lot.

But I won't.

I remembered what he said, "That's the only thing her dad left her"!

Thinking about her appearance at her father's grave again, I felt uncomfortable.

The reality is so cruel, there are many things, there is nothing we can do.

As soon as the bell rang for the end of the afternoon self-study class, I immediately stopped her.

She looked at me.

I looked at her and said solemnly, "I'm sorry!

As a result, she turned her face away as if she hadn't heard, and it hit me hard.

"Don't worry, I'll definitely get you a good --- little star necklace!" I don't want her to ignore me like this.

"Get it right?" She finally turned her head and looked at me seriously, "How do you get two missing?" ”

I put my hand in front of her and slowly unfolded, two little stars, shining brightly.

Her eyes were like beads, radiating wonder and realization: "You...... Didn't lose it! ”

I chuckled, "You're so stupid!" ”

She grabbed it away, and while Xizi checked, she said slowly: "It's good that I didn't lose it, otherwise I ......"

"Fight with me!" I laughed again.

“…… It's good to know! ”

She sorted out the book, picked up the English book and hesitated for a moment, then turned around and asked, "Are you free?" ”

"Yes!" I said it immediately, as if to please her.

I don't think my friends are here, otherwise they don't know me when they see me at this moment, and even I sometimes think of myself when I can't wait to get close to her, which is ridiculous, but I am willing to do it.

It's just that I didn't notice myself at the time, and if I did, I would definitely hit the wall!

No wonder she looked at me with some surprise.

"Let's make it up today. Didn't bother you, did you? She said politely and softly.

"So, aren't you angry?" I lost no time in asking excitedly, wanting to hear her say "forgive" with my own ears.

She glared at me and turned back to read the English text.

Although I was a little disappointed, I was already fine, at least she asked me to make up for the lessons, but she got along with me.

Later, I asked her for all the beads and promised to get them for her.

I went to a jewelry store in City A to learn how to make a beautiful necklace, bought the raw materials, took them home, and made them with my heart.