Narrator: Gong Jingyang

I looked at the two figures in front of me propped up under a blue umbrella, silently following behind.

I can't say anything, anyway, when I heard that she asked for leave to go home and burn 100 days paper for her father, my heart "suddenly" hurt.

I thought of my dearest grandmother, who would be her 100-day paper for another month.

At that moment, I couldn't help but ask for leave, just to accompany her quietly like this.

In fact, she didn't need my company at all. She has the "Brother Wang Yang" she reads loudly.

My black umbrella, covering the whole sky, obscuring my vision.

I thought, should I go to an Internet café for fun? However, the footsteps have reached the bus stop.

Standing not far from them, purely a passerby.

Bus No. 121 came, and they got on it one after the other, and I followed, but I hid myself in the most inconspicuous place.

Eighteen years of life, the first time so sneaky!

I buttoned the hat over my black hoodie over my head and a black mask over my face. Be invisible!

Actually, I don't like black, it's too depressing, but I feel safe!

Through the gap between ten or eight people, I saw two people in front of me wearing the uniform of the 19th Middle School.

The girl sat down, and the boy stood next to him, and did not speak.

I don't know how long it took, about 20 minutes or half an hour, and I got off at the station.

I got out of the car with the two of them.

After getting out of the car, I found that the rain had stopped, and the wet air was damp heart...... Ahem, let me declare, I am not a poet, I just feel it!

Put the umbrella away, there is no cover, and it is even more sneaky.

The two of them went to the paper fire shop and bought a wreath.

Wang Yang hugged him, and Yin Piaoxu followed beside him. I don't know what Wang Yang said, a smile appeared on Yin Piaoxu's cold face, and I was jealous of the rays of sunshine hanging on her face.

After walking for ten minutes, they stopped at the entrance of the cemetery, as if waiting for someone.

Yin Piaoxu received a call or a phone call.

After a while, five came, all of whom I knew, her mother and younger siblings.

They went into the cemetery and went somewhere among the many graves. It must have been his father's grave.

I stopped two hundred meters away and could see Yin Piaoxu's silent appearance.

She didn't cry, she just stood dumbfounded...... But I could feel how much her heart hurt.

Because, when my grandmother died, I looked exactly like her!

Others say that I have no heart and no lungs, only I know that my heart is so sad that I have dried up tears.

I just looked at her like that......

Without overthinking it, just looking at her!

Someone else came, probably relatives and friends!

Who is that person?

I look closely.

Qin Guotai?

It's really him!

I can't be mistaken.

A week ago, I had already fought with him, but we tacitly concealed Yin Piaoxu.

That time it was He Shunjiang's words, and he asked me to meet at the fire bar.

As soon as we met, he punched me up.

However, I didn't give him a chance, grandpa, I wanted to beat him up a long time ago!

He didn't get the slightest bargain, and finally warned me angrily: "Boy, stay away from the fluttering! ”

"Do you say I'm far away? Why should I listen to you! "I can't even beat the master, what is the bull fork!

"She's not something you just play, you can't afford it!" He said with red eyes.

At that moment, I could see that Qin Guotai really liked Yin Piaoxu.

However, this is not a reason for me to stay away from her, and I will not sympathize with anyone!

"How do you think I'm playing!" I smiled, "I...... Seriously! ”

However, I ...... Just want to be angry surnamed Qin, his arrogant attitude, the master looks unhappy!

"......" He stared at me like that, trying to eat me.

I slapped him away, sat down, and grabbed a can of beer: "Feel free to do it!" ”

Then, I poured it on my own.

At the same time, I realized that I was fighting with someone else for a girl!

This kind of thing happened unexpectedly when it wasn't in my life plan.

There is a sense of absurdity, but also a sense of contentment!

I watched them until I left the cemetery, and then I wandered away alone.

Compared to Yin Piaoxu, I seem to be more lonely than her!

…………

"I feel like I'm about to forget you, I can't remember what you looked like, it's so vague, it's like a dream.

But I don't want to forget you.

It is my responsibility to remember you.

However, time will dilute what you look like in my heart, and at the same time dilute my memory. Let time heal me.

I know that the best way to remember someone is to love or hate. Although they are two extremes, they are very realistic.

You won't let me love you, and I don't want to hate you.

What this means. It's to forget, to forget you!

But I can't forget you!

It's a terrible ending, a blank slate, and I don't want to leave my memories and the way you look like a blank page.

In order not to become a blank, I try my best to think about you, miss you, and think about you again. ”

I scribbled these words on paper, and my mind was full of Yin Piaoxu's shadow.

One will be clear, the other will be blurry.

I don't want to answer Situ Jing's video, I don't want to answer the phone, and I don't want to watch the message.

The words she misses don't ripple in my heart.

My heart is full of a girl's shadow, and it is difficult to even breathe, how can I accommodate another person!

Situ Ming and a few others have information one after another, and I don't bother to read it.

I don't want to answer the phone call from my parents.

Ye was originally alone, so let a person like Ye live alone!

This week, I was still trying to prove one thing, to prove that I didn't care about her, and she couldn't affect her mood at all.

Therefore, I tried my best to make appointments with Xu Caijing, and even with more girls, who I didn't know, who were beautiful and not beautiful, and who were gentle and not gentle......

Whatever one is, I'm dating them with a vengeance.

Every time I go on a date, I say in my heart: Yin Piaoxu, you go on a date, I date more than you. What are you, in my heart you are nothing!

But what about the facts.

Yesterday, I watched her shadow from afar all day. I realized that I was not as free and easy as I thought. Where she couldn't be seen, there was no oxygen, and there was no breathing.

Is such a self still the ruthless, unrighteous, heartless person? Damn, when did you do this...... Injury!

My whole body was like hollowed out, cranky, and couldn't do anything.

Qin Hua, Liu Zixiong, and the "Five Tigers" came to play with me one by one, and I rejected them one by one under the pretext that there was something.

Xu Caijing, and a few girls whose names I didn't remember at all came to me, and I refused them one by one.

My eyes were only on her, and my mind was full of her.