Chapter 55 [If the Earth Were a Circle]

"If the earth were a circle, hopefully we would meet at the original point of origin. Days without me, I hope you're doing well! ”

Regeneration wrote such a letter and asked the classmates in An'an's class to give it to her. He stood at the window and looked at An An, whose eyes were red, and suddenly felt unbearable.

Is this a peaceful breakup? An Shore thought to himself. Maybe it's really over, he was so calm, he wrote such a bland sentence, only a simple goodbye, no complaints, and didn't even say why they broke up.

On this day, it was Saturday, and the junior college class went home on vacation, but the undergraduate class did not have a holiday.

On the way home, the rebirth has been unrelenting. He knew that An An would not stay, and he would only leave without making trouble or entanglement, regardless of the reason. But this is such An An, which makes him extremely heartbroken, has she really not been serious about herself? Or is she just so used to swallowing all her sadness in her stomach? Thinking of this, Regeneration felt a little choked in his throat. The more he thought about it, the more sad he became, and he was afraid that he would really lose An'an like this.

After evening self-study, An'an received a call for regeneration.

"Hello?"

"Hello? You okay? ”

An'an was silent.

"I'm sorry, I was too impulsive!"

An'an still didn't speak.

"I'm wrong, okay, I shouldn't have done that to you."

An'an's tears suddenly flowed again, she had already shed too many tears this day, like a fish that was inadvertently washed up on the beach, about to dry up.

"But we've done it all!" She tried to keep her voice down so that she could hear her crying.

"It's me who is not good, can you forgive me?"

"You're not wrong, I'm the one who is wrong."

"I beg you, don't say that. I regret it, I really regret it, I can't do without you, An'an, I don't want to lose you. ”

"But you have already returned to me all that I gave you, and you have given me the rest of the tissues I used, which shows your determination! You've really decided that you don't want to have anything to do with me anymore, haven't you? You're so determined! ”

"No, I'm just impulsive, I'm hot-headed. I'm just jealous, jealous that he's in the same class as you, or if you're at the same table, I know he's good to you, and I always wonder why isn't that person me? Do you know? What he can do for you, I hope I can do for you! ”

"yes, I've often wondered, why aren't you him?" If you can be a little more mature, I can rely on you. An'an thought to himself.

"I was wrong, okay, you forgive me!"

"You're really not wrong, how can I forgive you?"

"You can do whatever you want me, you can punish me as much as you want, I just want you to come back to me, I'll go back to school tomorrow and go to you."

An'an was silent. She wanted to forgive him, but he was so resolute, so ruthless, and he hurt her like this, and she didn't want to say forgiveness so easily. But she was even more reluctant to let him be sad, afraid that he would not be able to sleep at night.

"You don't want to talk like this. I was wrong, I was really wrong. ”

On the other end of the phone, An An finally couldn't help but sob.

"An'an, don't cry, I want to cry if you cry. It's all my fault, I'm damned. I'm not like this again, can you forgive me? ”

"Hmm."

"Really? You forgive me. Hahaha, I can finally get a good night's sleep! An'an, I love you, I'm really sorry! I'm sorry for you! I'll never do this again, okay? ”

Reborn suddenly understood what Ayen's mood was like when he was with Twilight, just like he was now.

Although he liked An'an, but they got along every day, and some of his and Xidu's cross-border actions must have made An'an particularly uncomfortable at that time. He knew that what she was doing now and what she remembered was not An'an's fault, and he shouldn't have done this to her. If An Shore can forgive him at the time, why can't he.

In fact, ask yourself, regeneration is also grateful. He knew that An'an was particularly timid, would back down on everything, and would be easily bullied in a new class. He knew that Memories had helped An'an solve a lot of problems, and he had heard all of them from An'an. He knew what he couldn't do, and he could do it for him. He believed that An'an was only grateful to him, but he himself sometimes couldn't help but be confused.

In the evening, An'an had a similar dream that he had a long time ago. In the dream, she walked into a mysterious garden with a girl, and it was the same girl, the same garden. The girl's appearance was so clear, wearing a long gray and white dress, holding An An's hand and pointing forward. The deeper he went into the garden, the more frightened An's became. She said to the girl, "Let's go back!" Don't go any further! The girl let go of her hand, "Go back, this is not where you should be!" She walked on her own. An'an shouted desperately at her behind her back, and she didn't look back until she disappeared at the end of the road and it was getting dark.

An'an was frightened, and kept running back, and kept running, and the originally gorgeous plants on both sides withered and withered one by one, until he ran out of the entrance of the garden, and the iron gate behind him closed automatically, making a loud noise. Then An'an was awakened by the vibration of his mobile phone.

She sat up, broke out in a cold sweat, her chest was a little stuffy and she couldn't breathe, she subconsciously touched her forehead and breathed heavily. That dream was too real, and she still remembered it so clearly when she woke up, obviously she didn't dream of anything terrible, why was she so scared, and her hairs stood up.

She picked up her phone, saw an unread text message, and clicked on it.

"I'm sorry, I really can't hold on, I want to be with you forever, I really don't want to leave you, I don't want to lose you. I don't mean to hide it from you, I just don't want to leave any regrets in my days with you, I want to live a normal life and have a normal relationship with you. In my life, I will only marry you, I said. I don't regret it, it's already a miracle to meet you, I don't resent God, but I want some more days, even if it's one more day, to take a good look at you and let you hold me. But I knew it was too late. I was wrong, I'm sorry for you, you'll remember me, you"

An'an mission squeezed her eyes, she thought she was still dreaming. Looking at this unfamiliar number, I felt a little weird, who would send such a message in the middle of the night, and it was wrong, and the text message should have been sent before it was fully edited.

An Shore didn't dare to delve into the contents, just like that dream, she felt some inexplicable fear.

At this time, the roommate in the opposite bed carefully climbed out of bed to go to the bathroom. When she returned, An'an stopped her.

"Why don't you sleep in the middle of the night?"

"I had a dream, I was so scared, I couldn't sleep."

"Then come here, I'll sleep with you."

As if she had found a rescuer, An An carried her quilt, climbed to the opposite bed with satisfaction, and squeezed together with her roommate, she wrapped the quilt tightly, and then slept peacefully.

The next morning, when An'an woke up, she was the only one in the dormitory, she sat up from the bed in shock, and suddenly remembered that it was Sunday, and there was no need to go to class, so she slowly lay down under the covers again. Yesterday's scenes are back in front of me.

"So, it's true?" Before he could finish speaking, he turned to leave.

"I can fold a piece of paper in half nine times!"

"Really? Take it for me to see. ”

"Let's talk about it when we have a chance!"

"Then you bring the paper and come back to me!"

Regency's expression was extremely cold, his eyes were invisible, and the red mole on his neck was like a fire, burning her eyes.

"So, what does that mean?"

"Let's break up!"

"Okay, then I still have something to do, so I'll go first!"

She remembered that the regeneration had given her all her things back in one go, and that he had written to her in the cold "If the earth were round, I hope we would meet at the original point of origin." Days without me, I hope you're doing well! "I think of him apologizing on the phone, the way he burst into tears, and the girl in the Mysterious Garden, who escaped alone in the night.

It was just yesterday, it seemed that some time had passed, and she felt that her head was confused and she couldn't distinguish clearly. I kept switching between various scenes in my head, and I couldn't continue to sleep. She got up from the bed, carried the quilt and put it on her bed, saw the mobile phone, remembered the strange text message last night, so she subconsciously picked up the mobile phone, opened the text message, read the content of the text message again, and simply replied, "Sorry, you sent the wrong message!" ”

Grab a change of clothes and go to the bathroom to shower.

Warm water sloped down from the top of the head, ran down the hair and down the cheeks, and scattered down the skin on the tiled floor, making a rattling sound. The waterlike water covered his face, holding his breath, his thoughts were stagnant, and the whole person was wrapped in a warm column of water, lazily crawling out of his heart, not wanting to move.

"An'an, are you up? I bought you a custard bun! ”

"Oh, okay, thanks!" An'an shouted in response as he shouted out the bathroom door. Then I smeared the shower gel, then rinsed it off, put on my clothes, and walked out with a towel wrapped in my hair. After taking a bath, the whole person is much more awake, and it seems that his head is relaxed.

"Let's eat it clean, it won't taste good when it's cold later."

"Okay, I'll eat it now."

"What happened to you last night? What terrible dreams did you have? ”

"Oh, I don't remember exactly. It's good to have you, otherwise I really wouldn't have been able to sleep well. Won't it be crowded? An An said as he put steamed buns into his mouth and poured himself another cup of hot water.

"No, it won't. When I go to the cafeteria, I can hear your gossip, and a lot of people talk about your breakup yesterday. ”

"Spread so quickly?" Although An'an knew that this matter would definitely spread quickly, he just didn't expect it to be so fast. Regeneration has always been in the spotlight at school, with a handsome appearance and the red love birthmark on his neck, there are too many girls who are fascinated by him to count, if it weren't for a genuine girlfriend like her, it is estimated that love letters would have filled his drawers long ago.

"The more it spreads, the more chaotic it becomes, maybe what kind of version will come out?"

"What did they say?" An'an asked curiously.

"Say that you are stepping on two boats, two so good boys are not worth it for you to disagree, and there is even a version that you don't want to abandon you anymore, where is this!"

Yes, where is this, everyone just treats their affairs as an after-dinner conversation, and the truth doesn't matter at all. She didn't want to care about the rumors.

"I guess someone is going to start making a move again, I said that regeneration is also very strange, breaking up is so impulsive, and it is also strange to make peace with you when you break up!"

An Shore smiled helplessly.

"Are you really going to forgive him just like that?"

"I don't know."

"You can't not know, if I want me to say that I can't forgive him so easily, otherwise you will seem less important, break up when you say break up, reconcile when you say reconcile, you are not his toy, he has the final say on everything! You have to take the initiative yourself, it's too easy to get something that boys won't cherish. ”

An Shore nodded silently. Although she doesn't quite understand her roommate's theory, she doesn't want to think about it if she doesn't forgive.