Chapter 56 [Say Love Out Loud]

As soon as Zai arrived in the classroom, he put down his schoolbag and prepared to go to An'an. Twilight suddenly appears in the doorway of his classroom.

"Regeneration, how's it going?" The sun shone brightly between her eyebrows.

"That's all." Regeneration replied briefly.

"Can I come in and sit down?" As he spoke, he walked towards Rebirth.

"Sit down by yourself! I'll go first. ”

"Wait a minute!" The enthusiasm on her face instantly fell.

"What's wrong?" Regeneration then looked up at her.

"I have something to say." Ximu's heart was full of worries, and his brows crept.

"What?"

"Can you talk to me for a while?"

"What are you going to say?"

"Are you still mad at me about the past?"

"I don't want to talk about the past anymore."

"I'm really sorry, I was too selfish at that time, I've been reflecting on it for the past two years, I'm sorry for you, and I'm sorry for An'an!"

"Does it still make sense to say this?"

"I didn't ask you to forgive me, I just wanted to tell you."

As soon as he turned around to leave, he was grabbed by the arm by Nozomi.

"Can you wait until I'm done?" There was a pleading look in her eyes.

Regeneration pulled out his arm and didn't speak.

"Maybe you didn't know it all along, I didn't do that to hurt An'an, you must think I'm bad, but I did this for a reason."

"What do you want to say?"

"Can't you really see it?"

Regeneration didn't speak.

"Because I like you! Do you know? I already liked you before An'an appeared. ”

"What do you want to do?"

"I don't want to do anything, really, I've never dared to tell you, I really like you, I already liked you before An'an appeared, I know you never liked me, but I hope you can understand me, I didn't mean to hurt An'an. I don't expect you to forgive me, but when you're sad, I hope you can still remember someone, and that's me, and I'll be with you, anytime, whenever you need to! ”

"What are you talking about? I don't understand. He said as he left the classroom.

Twilight grabbed his arm again, "Don't you go, didn't you break up with An'an?" ”

"Who said I broke up with An'an?"

"I don't mean anything else, I just want to go back to the way I was, even if it's just a normal friend, okay? Let me come back to you! ”

Regeneration used her other hand to remove her hand and left the classroom. Twilight sat in the regeneration position, crying. That scene, the students who came early in the class saw it.

She knew they must have thought they were disgusting. But what could she do? She didn't know what better way to do it than to say it. He's been with An Shore for almost three years, but she's been liking him for six years. She had helped them pass on so many words, so many letters, if An'an had taken her as a friend, wouldn't she have seen that she liked to be reborn? Isn't An'an cruel to her? Is it because they like each other that she likes him? Why did he treat her so decisively. She cried for a while, as if the alcohol had evaporated a lot from her tears. She wiped away her tears and walked out of the regenerated classroom.

Under the influence of alcohol, she can say those words, it is a magical substance, since she learned to drink, she feels more free than ever, whether it is happy or painful, at least it is free, there is no need to be depressed, the pleasure of wanton catharsis makes her unable to do it herself, she often drinks with a group of people on Sundays, she is in love with alcohol as hopelessly as she likes to regenerate.

Regeneration and An'an had dinner in the cafeteria together, and An'an didn't say a word.

"Are you still mad at me?"

"Nope."

"I'm sorry, I really knew it was wrong."

"You're not wrong, I know it's me who is not good, and I will keep my distance from Shiyi in the future."

"That's not what I meant."

"I know."

An An lowered her head and sent food to her mouth one bite at a time, the expression on her face was very calm, but it was also very cold, she was still thinking about the dream last night, the text message, absent-mindedly. Reborn had never seen her like this, and suddenly felt a little overwhelmed.

He sandwiched his chicken leg into An'an's bowl, and An'an put the chicken leg back into the recycled bowl, and said lightly, "You can eat it, I can't eat it!" Thank you! During this time, I didn't look up at him.

He was very uncomfortable, there was no emotion in her tone, as if he was just an irrelevant person, which made Reborn feel afraid, it turned out that when he lost someone in front of her, she no longer had any hope for him.

An'an, however, just hasn't figured out how to continue. The breakup is not as easy for her as she thinks, and it can be over after breaking up and reconciling, but her heart will still hurt, like a hurdle, and it is not easy to cross it. It's like a cut wound that bleeds, and it's not done to wipe it off, it has to heal, it scabs, and finally it can be forgotten, and some even leave scars, which cannot be forgotten, and at worst it will probably be as difficult to stitch up as broken glass.

Rebirth is like a light in her life for An An, the day he appeared, she seemed to see a miracle, with expectations, with desires, she no longer has to grope forward alone in the dark night, she finally has someone to accompany her, he can rely on, can trust, can entrust his feelings. This breakup, she suddenly felt that the light was just a torch that could be extinguished at any time, she was still alone, just like when she was a child, she was temporarily staying in someone else's home, and she was only temporarily staying in the heart of regeneration, not knowing which day in the future he would turn around and leave.

Back in the dormitory at night, An'an hears someone calling her name. She ran out. The man kept shouting. The boys' dormitory and the girls' dormitory in the third year of high school happened to be facing each other. She couldn't make out the man, but it seemed to be a regenerated voice. I also saw her in the haze, and although she wasn't sure, she shouted louder.

An'an was too frightened to speak, and kept gesturing for him to stop, hoping that he wouldn't shout again.

I only heard him shout: "An'an, I love you!" "An'an, I love you!"

An'an was so frightened that he quickly blocked his ears with his hands and fled back to the dormitory. The roommates all laughed.

"An'an, it's regeneration, right? Shout so loud! ”

"It must be regeneration, otherwise you see her scared like this!"

"It's good to keep it secret, don't tell it!" An'an mysteriously said to his roommates, "Just don't have it." She didn't want to be in the spotlight of the school again.

"Don't worry, we'll forget about it when we leave the dormitory, okay?"

An Shore nodded reassuringly.

The shouts of regeneration alarmed many people, and even girls from other classes shouted: "You are so handsome!" Some boys also shouted: "Awesome! ”

The next day, the news spread at school. But everyone doesn't know who the protagonist is.,Shouting too loudly to hear the name.,Only the sentence I love you.,Anyone can hear it clearly.。

An An heard someone talking in the class, "There was a boy who was so handsome last night, it seemed to be a confession to a girl, what do I love you, shouted very loudly." ”

"yes, yes, I heard it too, it seems like we were in our third year of high school."

"It's so romantic!"

An An took a deep breath, fortunately, everyone couldn't hear that she was shouting, the voice was too loud, the words would become less clear, and the recognition would be significantly reduced, only An An could hear clearly, because it was calling her name. The same is true of feelings, others can't feel it, just like people drinking water, they know their own warmth and coldness.

Xidui staggered out of the KTV box with a few girls.

"What is she going to do when she's so drunk? Do you want to call her boyfriend? ”

At this time, Liang Cheng came over and said, "You guys go first, I'll take her back to school." ”

"You're his boyfriend?"

"Hmm." Liang Cheng nodded.

"What? We're friends with Twilight, we've never seen you in person, but you're willing to show up now? I thought you broke up, and she called your name when she got drunk. ”

"I'm sorry."

"Regeneration, right?" The girls asked in unison.

Liang Cheng didn't answer, and helped Xidui to leave. Twilight smells of alcohol and keeps shouting, regenerate.

Regeneration, these two words are very familiar to Liang Cheng, although he has never seen him, he can always see Ximu buying drunk for him, those two words are like a sharp knife on Liang Cheng's heart Countless cuts, cut and scabbed, layer by layer thick calluses, he has long been used to it.

Liang Cheng dragged her to the sink and helped her sit on a chair next to her. He took some water with his hand and threw it in her face.

Twilight was shocked, "What are you doing! Who! ”

"You see, who?" Liang Cheng glared at her.

Twilight blinked vigorously and looked at the person in front of her, "Why are you here?" ”

"Why am I not here, I just work here, you forgot? Can you recognize me? ”

"Oh? I know! ”

"Look at yourself, do you still look like a girl?"

Twilight looked at him and smirked. Her bangs were wet and sticking to her forehead, and her eye makeup was all gone, like a soaking flower in a heavy rain.

"Aren't you afraid of being thrown on the street when you drink like this?"

"Why, isn't there still you?" Ximu looked at him, still smirking.

He looked at her, and suddenly felt very distressed, so he walked over, squatted on the ground, looked up and said to her gently: "Don't drink with them in the future, okay, they don't have a good thing." ”

"But why are you showing up?"

"What?"

"If you don't show up, I can call him and he'll come, won't he?"

"Don't be stupid, can you? Are you worth it? He'll just hate you more. Why don't you cherish yourself and behave like this? ”

"Because I'm cheap! I know he likes An'an, I know that it doesn't belong to me, what can I do, I just want to rob it, I'm just cheap. ”

Liang Cheng stepped forward and hugged her in his arms, and she pushed him away hard, "What are you doing?" Do you feel sorry for me? She shook her head and gestured with her right hand, "I'm fine, I'm amazing, I can drink another bottle, a thousand cups!" ”

"Ximu, forget about him, you will meet a better one! Believe me! ”

"You say you stinky men, why do you like so-called simple pretentious girls? What's so good? ”

"Are you talking about a reborn girlfriend?"

"Is An'an simple? Bullshit! will ask for sympathy with tears. ”

"Not all boys like that."

"On the surface, she is so good with you, but in fact, she rejects people thousands of miles away, and she doesn't like regeneration that much at all! She was all pretending, she would only run away from something when something happened, and she never thought about regeneration. She's just a cold-blooded person. ”

Liang Cheng listened and did not speak. Ximu in front of him is like laughing at himself, he is the same as her, he is paranoid about feelings, obviously the other party doesn't like him, but he still refuses to back down, and in the end, he is only entangled with himself.