Because you're the one I like (1)
In the depths of my memory, I heard the roar of cars whistling by, and in front of me was the endless flow of the road, and the teenager on the side of the road couldn't see clearly, because there were dense vehicles blocking it. Then, peeling back from the cacophony of noise, his voice was heard, over and over againβ
"Because you're the one I like!"
His thoughts fell into the time tunnel, there was a deviation, the fruit knife in his hand was also out of control, and when the red blood spilled out, Fang Chuchu bit his lip in pain.
After putting down the knife and bandaging it simply, the first morning light ushered in by the window, and the woman who fell in the bathtub finally got a long peace.
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In the hazy morning, Lu Yan woke up from bed.
The darkness for too long made him unable to accept the too dazzling sunlight at this time, so he turned over and buried himself in the quilt, and rubbed in it several times before he was willing to open his eyes. However, consciousness wakes up earlier than the eyes -
The sweet fragrance of the quilt is very similar to the smell of a little girl when she was a student, where is this his bed, this is obviously a girl's bed! Such a thought simply passed through his mind, but Lu Yan had already and immediately turned over and sat up.
After a fright, while he was completely sleepy, what came into his eyes made Lu Yan more awake:
On a small bed of one meter and a half, a pink printed sheet, there is no one else but him (fortunately there is no one else).
The calendar on the bedside, the glasses on the bedside table and some bottles and jars, tall, short, fat and skinny, look like cosmetic things. Bed sheets mop the floor, carpeted floors, yellowish textures are clean and shiny. The corner of the wallpaper was stacked with a mess of books, and the only plastic "wardrobe" (Lu Yan couldn't find any other words to describe it) that didn't fit in with this room was stuffed with colorful clothes, and Lu Yan stepped forward and pulled up a corner of the "wardrobe".
After calming down, he was extremely calm and at the same time, he was extremely curious - it turned out that this was where Fang Chuchu lived.
This space, which is not as large as his toilet, turned out to be the place where Fang Chuchu lived, studied and worked. Crowded and warm, complicated and tidy, quiet in chaos, quiet in chaos.
Eventually, Lu Yan returned to the small bed, his favorite area in this small space, and lay down head-on, wanting to get more warmth from the soft cotton wool.
But just when Lu Yan was "asking", there was suddenly a sharp texture under his face, he raised his face, only to find that the ravaged post-it notes on the pink sheets were the words she left for him: After waking up, please leave immediately!
In a serious and serious tone, Lu Yan thought of her serious and serious - how serious she should be when writing a note! Thinking of her serious appearance, Lu Yan couldn't help but laugh.
Turning over and lying down, Lu Yan took the note in his hand and held it in front of his eyes, the sunlight outside the window just passed through, and the blue pen watermark was on the light pink and translucent square paper - light and cute, like its owner.
Lu Yan guessed that before Fang Chuchu left, he put a note on his forehead, who thought that he was sleeping unsteadily, he would actually rub off the note and fall into the pink sheet, no wonder he didn't find it before. But fortunately, I still saw it.
Lu Yan put the note on his forehead again, closed his eyes, and suddenly wanted to have that dream again - he kissed her, and she gently pushed it away. He followed her, the lights in the hallway getting brighter and darker, and the distance he flickered and flickered.
Without closing the door, he quietly hid inside. Separated by a door, the sound of rushing water, the more he imagined her inside, the more he didn't dare to turn the bathroom door.
So he could only hug her sheets and imagine again and again.
Covering his face with a sheet again, trying to breathe in the remaining smell on it, Lu Yan almost forgot to get up.
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However, the same early morning was not at all kind to Lin Sen.
On the warm bed, the two looked at each other, without a single superfluous word, only lingering embarrassment and embarrassment.
"What do you mean?" Lin Sen in the quilt asked Lin Chu outside the quilt what it meant to hold a bunch of his clothes in his arms, but not give them to him.
Lin Chu sat in front of Lin Sen, an arm's length away from him, and smiled, "Are you afraid, Lin Sen?" β
"Punish me?" Lin Sen smiled bitterly, "Isn't it fun?" Strip me naked and don't give me clothes, and you want me to run naked? β
"So, are you scared?" Lin Chu raised his chin, as if raising his voice, just to make himself look more confident.
Lin Sen thought of the worst outcome - running naked and running naked, and he had done a lot of exercise, but he was just worried, he had just come out of prison, and he really didn't dare to be caught again because of exhibitionism.
So, when the worst outcome is not certain, all efforts can still be done, such as - knocking her down. However, what if they fell, they still couldn't get their clothesβthey were pressed between the two. Lin Sen felt that it was already very shameless to fall down, and he had to put his hands on her, especially the person who was suppressed with a bright smile.
"What the hell do you want!" Lin Sen was afraid that he would be confused, so he would not choose to speak.
"I wanted to ask you! What do you want? Lin Chu was in a good mood, as if the person who was suppressed was not her, or she hoped that she would be overpowered.
Lin Sen didn't care about the shame and humiliation, and stretched out his hand to touch the two of them. Lin Chu changed his expression at this time, with a look of enjoyment, Lin Sen couldn't look at it directly, and at the same time, he immediately stopped his hand, "Don't have this expression!" β
"What's wrong with my expression, aren't you familiar with it?" Lin Chu looked at him calmly, seductive and charming. If it continues like this...... Lin Sen didn't dare to think about it.
If you want to succeed, you have to be fast, so he closed his eyes in a puff, and reached for his clothes again.
However, Lin Sen still underestimated her, even if she was pressed by the two, her clothes were still surrounded by Lin Chu on her chest, and Lin Sen had to continue to explore the "tiger's den".
"Where do you touch it? That's my chest~"
"I admit I lost, you win!" Lin Sen retreated to his place, disarmed and surrendered. With such a "treatment" in the morning, he was really afraid that some organs in his body would not obey the call, which he absolutely did not want.
Lin Chu got up from the bed, and after some tossing in front, his clothes and hair were a little messy, but they were still beautiful - beautiful from the inside out.
This may be the most beautiful morning for Lin Chu in the days since the breakup - getting up before dawn to put on makeup, the hair is a freshly dyed hair color, the clothes are carefully matched, sweet and seductive, and the best good mood in the past few days.
"Actually, it's just a little bit, and you can get it." Lin Chu said with a smile, in fact, he was seducing. Lin Sen grabbed the sheets and leaned against the head of the bed, indifferent.
"I don't want to go on any longer, it's boring! Do you find it interesting, Lin Chu? So, if you really don't want to give it to me, don't tempt me, take it!" I don't want it. β
Seeing that the man was so vigilant, Lin Chu's smile froze on his face, as if a cup of cold water had been poured into his chest, and he couldn't breathe. Yes, she's very good-looking, but those are just a fart in Lin Sen's eyes! Not even a fart.
"You don't want to? All right! As soon as the words fell, Lin Chu dropped all his clothes from the window, and Lin Sen didn't even have time to say anything to stop him, and the clothes disappeared from the window with the wind. But the mad woman leaned against the window, still smiling at him, "As you wish! Lin Sen. β
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Early in the morning, Fang Chuchu's situation in the hospital was not very friendly.
"Give me medicine."
"You shouldn't be taking medicine now, you should be hospitalized."
Fang Chuchu raised her head and stared at her attending doctor, "Give-me-medicine!" β
The attending doctor didn't listen, and was still persuading her, "Fang Chuchu, you are sick and need to be hospitalized." β
"I know! But I don't want to be hospitalized, I want medicine, and I'll be fine if I have medicine. For some reason, Fang Chuchu was already trembling uncontrollably.
"You're having a seizure."
"I didn't." Trembling too much, Fang Chuchu grabbed the edge of the table fiercely, but he couldn't stop.
"Didn't you? What's the deal with the bandages on your hands? Fang Chuchu didn't explain, pulled down her sleeve, retracted her whole hand, and then she smiled, "No!" β
The attending doctor just shook his head, "The symptoms are already very serious when you first come here." I warned you not to stop taking the medicine, but looking at the current situation, you should not have listened to me. Since the drug is off, it can only be hospitalized for observation. β
Fang Chuchu slid down from the chair and almost knelt in front of the doctor, "I'm sorry, I shouldn't have forgotten to take my medicine, but I really can't be hospitalized." Please give me medicine, I'm really uncomfortable, please, please, Doctor Gu. β
I can't remember the first time I came to the hospital, Fang Chuchu was found to have bipolar disorder, and it was a young doctor named Gu Juqing who discovered her symptoms. Because there are cases in the family, I know the other party's symptoms very well, and of course I have more sympathy.
Gu Juqing squatted down to help Fang Chuchu on the ground, but after all, he couldn't bear it, "I will give you medicine, but I want to tell you clearly that medicine cannot be cured." It's up to you to heal, you know? β
Fang Chuchu's head could hardly be lowered any longer, "Thank you, thank you, I will definitely follow the doctor's instructions in the future." β
Gu Juqing took out the familiar medicine list from the bookcase, and added a medicine at the bottom, "Take this list and get the medicine!" β
Fang Chuchu took it religiously, and Gu Juqing continued: "If the oral painkiller doesn't work, then remember to go to the hanging bottle for infusion in time." The wound must not be exposed to water, and it should be cleaned when bandaged by yourself, and it should be treated in time if it is suppurated......"
Sure enough, it was a doctor, even if the wound was not exposed, he knew that the injuries on Fang Chuchu's body were not only the wrists, but more and deeper injuries hidden in unknown places.
In the end, Fang Chuchu could only say: "Thank you, I will remember." When she got the medicine, she poured almost everything into her mouth desperately, so that the dense scratches in her heart calmed down.
On the way to the company, Fang Chuchu specially chose the bus, because she knew that every time she took the medicine, she would be confused for a while. She didn't want to bring this state to the company, so she chose the bus that wasted time. Sure enough, as soon as she got on the bus and got on the seat, she immediately fell asleep.