There are very few things that can make Fang Chuchu's heart move, but it is very easy.

Like the headband that Mickey wore on her head during her fifth birthday Disney trip; Like when he was ten years old, he got the first place in the grade and was rewarded by his grandmother with a big pot of braised pork; Like the smiling face of her father who came to pick her up from school in the last semester of the third year of junior high school, waiting at the school gate; Like the worst time in the sophomore math exam, the math ranking list that was hidden by Lin Sen; Like on the eve of the college entrance examination, in the balcony of the hotel in the early morning, the mother squatting by the big wooden barrel washes her underwear.

Like at this moment, the toddler babbling child, the blurred "Daddy, Daddy......"

At that moment, Fang Chuchu almost cried.

Such a long-lost heartbeat is like injecting a thin warm current into several layers of ice.

If you don't pay attention, the warm current will turn into ice, but if you pay attention to it, you will feel the crispy and sweet flow. Fang Chuchu felt that the blood in the meridians in his body began to flow again.

When she escaped from the hospital, she took off her blue and white gown, changed into a wet red dress, and walked on the streets in the depths of winter.

She thought she would freeze to the point of being unconscious, but she could still feel the biting cold. Maybe people don't feel it when they die.

Fang Chuchu stood there, I don't know how long she watched, even the child who was playing noticed her, and pointed at her with a small short finger at the father who was holding him, and said wow, wow, it seemed that she had a lot to say, but she couldn't say it.

The father looked back at Fang Chuchu and comforted his little baby, "It's an older sister, a beautiful sister in a red dress." Baby, it's rude to point at others, come on! Daddy takes you somewhere else to play......"

The happy father and son left, and Fang Chuchu did not follow, because greater sadness kept her.

She used to be such a child, coaxed and pampered by her father on his arm, saying some beautiful words, and then thinking that the world was as beautiful as her father's mouth.

She has been coquettish since she was a child, as if she was born with an innate ability, so her mother always follows her and follows her. As long as she doesn't hurt nature, everything will be as she wants, making her mistakenly think that anything in this world can be as she wishes.

She was spoiled child. Suddenly, one day, there was no "pet", only "bad".

That day, her parents divorced, her mother ran away, her father remarried, and her world collapsed.

So, she began to hide her coquettish skills, began to blur the traces of her existence, and began to slowly learn to grow up.

I would only look at what I wanted, and I would not make a noise for my father to buy it, even if my father had a good way to start a business at that time.

They will change into more ordinary clothes, and then wear them until they are a short part of the arm and then discard, even if there are a lot of trendy brands hidden in the wardrobe.

Very quiet and polite, don't cry or be impatient when you encounter difficulties, it's all on your own, even if you just need to say to others, "Can you help me?" "The problem is solved.

Later, if you get lost, you won't panic, you will immediately take out your mobile phone to look at the map, if you are hungry, you won't be distressed, you will continue to endure until you can't stand it, you won't get up to find something to eat, you won't be anxious when you have insomnia, you will open your eyes until dawn, turn off the alarm clock set the day before yesterday, and then get up, wash and dress and go out.

Even when I feel the loneliest, I don't think of finding a boyfriend to accompany me, or I will avoid more courtesy, refuse all kinds of courtship, and stay away from all kinds of ambiguity.

Later, I was sad and disappointed and powerless, and I would wait for it to get dark, shut myself in the dark, and cry silently.

Later, Fang Chuchu learned that this was a disease, a disease that penetrated deep into the bone marrow.

"Fang Chuchu!"

Fang Chuchu raised his head and saw Lu Yan with color on his face. She could have escaped from the hospital, and thanks to Lu Yan and Ou Yutian, if it weren't for their fight, her escape would not have been so successful.

Therefore, seeing Lu Yan with this appearance, Fang Chuchu was not shocked at all.

What was shocked was Lu Yan - the woman in front of her, her face so pale that there was no blood, her ruddy eyes, her lips that had turned black, her body that was so thin and vulnerable, and the red dress that wrapped her whole body but dripped all the time.

It's just that I haven't seen her for a few days, but Lu Yan feels that this woman has lost a lot of weight and has no energy.

Lu Yan immediately took off his clothes and put them on Fang Chuchu's shoulders.

He wanted to call her crazy, but he couldn't bear to say it. Looking at her expression, she should have been sad and sad, Lu Yan didn't want to make her unhappy anymore, so she didn't even mention Ou Yutian's matter.

"Fang Chuchu." Lu Yan, who was afraid of saying the wrong thing, just called her like this.

Fang Chuchu looked at his eyes, and at this moment she turned back to the indifference she had at the beginning, as if the fragility just now was Lu Yan's fantasy.

"I'll take you home."

Fang Chuchu ignored it, Lu Yan, who took off his coat, only then did he feel the chill of winter, thinking of the wet clothes on the girl's body, he wanted to take her back to the warm car as soon as possible.

So, without hesitation, he pulled up Fang Chuchu's wrist, he didn't know the weight of his hand, his thin wrist trembled lightly in his palm, and when Lu Yan came back to his senses, he had already missed her soft "hiss~" words.

He hurt her.

Lu Yan immediately remembered the wound that Ou Yutian had told him, and hurriedly looked down to check it, the thick bandage was so wet that it was not like words, it was water droplets and blood.

"How?" Lu Yan asked without thinking about it.

But then, I immediately regretted it.

He had warned himself not to ask such questions, not to make her sad again, but he just couldn't help it, he just couldn't control it, and he was upset for no reason.

As soon as he saw her, he went out of control and exploded.

Of course, Fang Chuchu didn't answer, withdrew his arm, tightened the clothes on his shoulders, and said to Lu Yan, "I'm so cold, take me home!" ”

Without waiting for Lu Yan to react, Fang Chuchu had already walked to Lu Yan's car, pulled the car door and sat in the co-pilot's seat - this was the first time that Fang Chuchu took the initiative to sit in his car.

Lu Yan was stunned, until he heard the sound of the horn on the car, and then returned to the car consciously.

The first thing he did when he sat in the car was to adjust the air conditioner to the highest temperature, and when the warm wind blew, Lu Yan anxiously asked, "Is it still cold?" ”

Fang Chuchu didn't have any expression all the time, and replied to him indifferently, "Cold." ”

Lu Yan was even more worried, "You should take off your clothes, I still have my spare clothes in this car, you can see if there is anything you can wear." After speaking, Lu Yan took out a pile of clothes from the back seat and placed them in front of Fang Chuchu.

Fang Chuchu still had no expression, but after carefully distinguishing which clothes, Lu Yan felt that there was a play, and asked anxiously: "How is it?" ”

The woman raised her head from her clothes, and then Lu Yan finally saw a trace of blood on her face, "I still like my clothes." ”

With an expressionless face, Fang Chuchu sat back in his position and leaned back in his chair, leaving only a pair of eyes looking around.

The coat that was originally on her shoulders had slipped down at this time, revealing the red dress inside. Lu Yan also realized at this time that in addition to the problem of "wet", the red dress was perfect on Fang Chuchu, and it was the first time he had seen such a feminine Fang Chuchu.

However, thinking that Fang Chuchu was wearing such clothes and staying with Ou Yutian all night, he felt uncomfortable, but he became more and more convinced that what the man said in the hospital was.

"Hurry up."

I don't know if it's because I'm too weak or because Lu Yan is hallucinating, the tone of these three words is soft like a coquette, Lu Yan instinctively put aside the word "fast" and fell into sweet tenderness.

"If you don't drive, I'll get out of the car."

Lu Yan immediately came back to his senses, and was about to chase back Fang Chuchu, who wanted to open the door and go out, but found that she was still in the car. It turned out that he forgot in a hurry, he had locked the door from the moment he got into the car, which was the habit she taught him the last time she jumped out of the car.

The car door couldn't be opened, Fang Chuchu turned his head and looked at Lu Yan angrily, and finally had an expression on his flat face. Lu Yan thought, still vivid and cute when he has an expression.

"Okay, okay, I'll do it right away." Lu Yan's doting response.

Didn't speak all the way. Fang Chuchu seemed to be asleep, lying on the back of the chair, tilting his head out of the window, motionless. Lu Yan drove the car downstairs, and when she turned around to wake up Fang Chuchu, she saw her empty eyes from the glass window—she had been awake all along.

"Fang Chuchu, it's here." Lu Yan reminded softly.

Fang Chuchu didn't move, just said, "Open the door." ”

Somehow, Lu Yan suddenly hesitated, he was afraid that as soon as he opened the door and went back to the past, this woman would evaporate from his side like air again.

The atmosphere in the car was slow and ambiguous, and Fang Chuchu couldn't stand it at first, "What do you want?" ”

This time, she finally made a gesture and turned to question him. Lu Yan didn't know how he could be like this, but he hated it - like a woman ink hesitating.

So learning from Fang Chuchu, Lu Yan also lay on the back of the chair, relaxed his whole body, and tilted his head to look at her.

"Be my girlfriend!" Lu Yan said, and added-

"I like you, Fang Chuchu."

Fang Chuchu didn't know how many times she could hear this kind of thing before she died.

But no matter how many times, as long as you hear Fang Chuchu, you will have an inexplicable heartbeat, this may be the weakness of the girl! But heartbeat does not mean action, Fang Chuchu still leaned on the back of the chair, his expression was silent, "Girlfriend? Isn't it a junior? Or a little four and a little five? ”

With such thoughts, perhaps she blames Li Xuan for instilling too much improper information into her before.

But Lu Yan smiled, "Fang Chuchu, how many women do you have for me?" ”

"It's not bad for me anyway." Fang Chuchu told the truth, crisp and neat.

Indeed, with his Lu Shao's appearance, family background, and ability...... Which one does not attract women, Lu Yan has indeed seen many women, but now, maybe so far-"I only want you." ”

is so domineering and tough that there is no reason, but Fang Chuchu doesn't like unfounded things, so he can only ask, "Why?" ”

Why? - Didn't the answer come out early? But why do you have to ask, are you testing yourself? So, how should we answer it? Lu Yan thought carefully and gave the answer.

"Because you're the one I like."

The heating in the car was still being continuously delivered, from the soles of her feet to the top of her head, Fang Chuchu's thin gauze skirt was almost dry, and her whole person was sunk in the chair, comfortable and warm.

The man sitting side by side with her, after saying that familiar confession, the two were silent for a long time, their eyes intertwined in the warm air, but they didn't want to interrupt the ambiguity without saying a word.

Then, tears overflowed from the corners of Fang Chuchu's eyes, slowly flowing in the direction of his face. Lu Yan had only one word in his mind at that time - Chu Chu was moving, so he couldn't help it, he leaned over and kissed the tears.

The demon will cry at night, because in the quiet night, she always thinks of the old story, the young man in the story, so beautiful that she can never forget it.

By the way, he also said that sentence - "Because you are the one I like." ”