- Do you like me?

- Do you like it?

As night falls, the streamer gradually rises.

Fang Chuchu has been standing at the intersection, waiting for the red light to turn green, and then waiting for the green light to turn red.

"Why don't you leave?" The voice sounded, and a Lin Sen suddenly appeared beside Fang Chuchu.

There are a lot of cars coming and going, and there are a lot of people bustling with people, and it seems that everything in this world is done at the moment of night, and then you can leave time to yourself.

So the current father should be doing what he has to do, so when the teacher calls him and says that his daughter is fighting at school, he can say "teacher, you are responsible", so he didn't come to pick up Fang Chuchu just because there was something more important than his daughter - I see, even if Fang Chuchu didn't want to admit it at all.

"I'm waiting."

"What are you waiting for?" Lin Sen looked up, the red light was green, "This traffic light has been changing back and forth several times, what are you waiting for?" ”

Wait—wait for her father to come and take her home? It's impossible to know, but Fang Chuchu is wishful thinking. "It's your business." Without the patience to consume, Fang Chuchu couldn't help but burst into foul language.

Lin Sen was a little annoyed, and secretly slipped away when his grandfather was not paying attention, because he saw her helpless at the intersection and wanted to go up to comfort the man who continued to warm up, but he didn't expect the hot face to stick to the cold buttocks, and it was still stinky when he was pasted.

"Fang Chuchu!" couldn't pretend anymore, Lin Sen lowered his head and yelled at the girl, but when he saw the blush on the girl's side face, his heart suddenly softened again. The tone gradually softened, "Fang Chuchu, I don't care what's wrong with you, whether you're crazy or sick, but I beg you to be normal?" ”

The good man was provoked to anger, Fang Chuchu suddenly became interested, and finally looked back at him, "Then you say, what is a normal girl like?" ”

Seriously? Lin Sen was still thinking about how to answer, but his mouth grabbed the words uncontrollably, "Generally, a normal girl of your age is the master of the stars holding the moon, well-behaved, sensible, beautiful and gentle, if you want to attract more people, you can attract more people!" ”

The more Fang Chuchu listened, the more interesting it became, and he actually forgot about his sadness for the time being, "Then you mean me - not well-behaved, not sensible, not beautiful, not gentle, as annoying as annoying as I amuse!" ”

Needless to say, Lin Sen replied with silence.

"Big brother," Fang Chuchu called him, Lin Sen was startled, "... Why? ”

Smiling, Fang Chuchu leaned in the direction of Lin Sen, the boy's back instantly stiffened, cold sweat broke out from his scalp, and he heard the girl say, "Are you looking for a normal girl or are you looking for a girlfriend?" ”

A well-behaved, sensible, beautiful and gentle girl, Lin Sen has seen too many at that age, but she is not well-behaved, not sensible and gentle but a little beautiful girl, at that age, Lin Sen only met one, her name is Fang Chuchu.

And now this girl, at the chaotic and noisy intersection, fell slightly towards him, tilted her head and smiled happily. At that moment, to be honest, he was a little overwhelmed, and if the girl kept in such a position, he would definitely fall backwards stiffly.

At that time, Fang Chuchu saw not many people, and she had come into contact with many boys, but she never classified them, because they were just boys - boys of the opposite gender to girls.

Therefore, most of the boys are the same in Fang Chuchu's eyes - annoying. However, at that moment, Lin Sen, Fang Chuchu clearly witnessed that the right half of his face gradually blended into the color of the left half of his face, his pupils dilated, and his Adam's apple rolled.

After that moment, Fang Chuchu withdrew his body, stood up straight, and decided to classify Lin Sen into another category - interesting boys.

The two were embarrassed for a while, and Fang Chuchu finally said coldly, "I'm going home." ”

"Oh." The boy replied, with a soulless voice.

Fang Chuchu secretly looked at him stupidly, remembering how he used to be playing monkey at the front table, and suddenly burst out laughing.

This smile seemed inexplicable and extremely humiliating to Lin Sen, and he hurriedly asked, "What are you laughing at?" The word "laugh" broke because he was too anxious, and Lin Sen secretly regretted it.

Fang Chuchu laughed enough, and told Lin Sen the truth, "Actually, girls of this age are not normal, they just want to win the favor of caring about people, so they show what you call 'normal'." Didn't the movies you watch in class teach you? ”

"You ......" Lin Sen was so angry that he had nothing to say.

"What's wrong with me, I can't peek at the back desk if you can peek in class. But it's not for me to say, the film you chose is too tasteless, it's either kissing and hugging or going to bed, can you have a bit of a plot? ”

Lin Sen had learned the power of Fang Chuchu's mouth cannon, but he was "blown up" by her, and his face was blood-red, and he still had to resist with all his might, "That's not the film I chose!" ”

"Huh! I still understand the little bit of caution of your boys, and the explanation is superfluous, I can understand and understand it very well. When Fang Chuchu said this, he raised his head proudly, and his eyes were full of bright smiles.

Such Fang Chuchu is not a little pretty, but very beautiful, Lin Sen wanted to see her like this more, so he let the girl slap him, "Yes, yes, everything you say is right, thank you for understanding!"

The sudden praise made Fang Chuchu feel that Lin Sen at this time was particularly pleasing to the eye, so he said a few more words, "I also understand those girls, they all care about you." ”

"What do you mean by that?" Lin Sen was interested.

"I just like you! You're not good-looking, but you're much better than the boys in the class. And the words are so close, unlike some boys who don't have that life but want to put on a cold posture, and they hate it when they see it. If you can play ball, you have sports cells, and your grades are not bad, which means that you still have an IQ. Well, such boys and girls like it. ”

Lin Sen silently listened to Fang Chuchu's description of himself, and did not swell immediately, but just wanted to ask a special question: "Do you like me?" ”

The heartbeat came too quickly, and Fang Chuchu didn't know how to speak for a while.

The stubborn Lin Sen asked again, "Do you like me?" ”

In the face of the forced question, Fang Chuchu was extremely irritable, and strengthened his tone in return: "Do you like it?"

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"Loved it. What about you? "Genuine and warm as always.

- I like it

"Never." Concealment and deception, as always.

- Nope

"Then let's be friends!" - As always.

Then, seventeen-year-old Fang Chuchu accepted her only friend at school.

However, the twenty-five-year-old Fang Chuchu wanted to refuse, "What are you kidding, Lin Sen?" ”

"I'm not kidding. Let's be friends! Lin Sen held Fang Chuchu's wrist and was earnestly persistent. Let me be your friend! Fang Chuchu. ”

In the face of this superfluous tenderness, Fang Chuchu's attitude was cold and stiff from the beginning. "Do you think we're still kids, don't play with the house, okay?"

"We've never been kids, we've always been adults, haven't we? I have my girlfriend and you're going to have your boyfriend too, and we're just friends, isn't that good? ”

Is that good? It's been seven years since I disappeared from each other's world, and one day I suddenly appeared, saying that I wanted to go back to the beginning, start over, misunderstanding, deception, heartache, hesitation, give up chasing, and all the mess was over, as long as we got back together and started all over again, so would it be good?

"Not good." Fang Chuchu shook off Lin Sen's hand, "We have never been friends. She hoped it was the last thing she said tonight.

Sure enough, Lin Sen didn't stop her again, and Lin Sen didn't stop her until she walked out of the fog and couldn't see the way behind her.

The residual warmth on his wrist was still there, but that person seemed to disappear out of thin air, and Fang Chuchu finally couldn't help crying.

She felt she should tell him that "we are friends" was the warmest thing she had heard in months, but in the end she was ruined by herself.

Because reality tells her that she is destined to fight alone, even if the long night is long, and the road ahead is long.

Fang Chuchu knew that such an idea was very hypocritical and fucked up, but in order not to hurt the innocent, she would rather go on the road alone, wade through the mountains and rivers when she encounters the water, and surrender if she loses, anyway, it is her own business - whether she wins or loses, whether she is happy or sad, it is just her business.

She was left alone in this world, and she suddenly felt so relaxed, the stones that had been pressing on her heart were light, the tears were also light, and the whole person was light, as if she was going to break away from gravity and fly to the sky in the next second.

But in the next second, Fang Chuchu was still grabbed by gravity and slammed into the ground.

This is the world has never been her alone.

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"When she was in school, she would tell her teacher that others were bullying her, even if she was the first to bully others. When she grows up, she wants to tell the world that they killed her, even though she is a "murderer". She never needed the pity, sympathy, understanding, and help of others, she never needed others, she was like that - like she was abandoned by the whole world, but in fact she abandoned the world first. Ruthless, false, cruel...... Any bad word can describe her, but what can be done? That's what she is. The funny thing is that the more she is like this, the more I can't help it, I can't help but think about her, protect her, and guard her. You call me stupid, call me cheap, blame me for being abusive, I admit it, but I can't leave her, I don't want her to face this bad world alone, because I know it's bad enough, I don't want her to become the same as this world. I want to save her, as I did before, to save her.

So, Xiao Chu, accept me, okay? ”