"Are you going to stay here permanently?" She asked him with a smile.

"Don't you like it? The outside world is so chaotic, I'd rather live in seclusion in the mountains. He laughed.

"Of course I like it." She looked up at the lush mountains and forests around her, lush and verdant, like a natural barrier separating them from the complex world.

He looked at her with a smile, his eyes were full of tenderness, she smiled and picked up a towel to wipe the dirt off his face for him, he gently held her hand, and whispered: "Ruojun, the suffering will pass." ”

She looked into his eyes, his eyes were affectionate, his smile was kind, looking at him, her heart always felt warm, it was a very comfortable, very calm feeling, as if sleeping in a soft and warm velvet quilt.

The corners of her moved eyes flashed with a little tears, but the corners of her mouth were smiling, leaning forward slightly, leaning on his shoulder, he took her into his arms, everything was so natural, everything was so logical, no earth-shattering, no shocking, no storm, no hellfire, no conscience condemnation, everything happened so calmly and serenely, like a silent spring rain.

found that it was Ding Xiaohui who was standing at the intersection, his face was pale, and his whole body was stiff, he sighed lightly and patted Ruojun's shoulder, when Ruojun saw Ruikang standing there like a stone pillar, her originally calm heart lake was instantly like being thrown into a boulder, splashing waves several feet high, and her thoughts began to rush again, and her eyebrows involuntarily frowned. Ruikang didn't wear a military uniform, just a white shirt and trousers, as chic and handsome as ever.

The three of them stood in place for a long time, and everyone's heart was churning a thousand waves.

Ding Xiaohui shook his head, smiled bitterly and said, "I'll go for a walk in the mountains, let's talk." ”

Ruojun was a little scared to face Ruikang, she glanced at Ding Xiaohui for help, Ding Xiaohui pressed on her shoulder, smiled and shook his head: "Don't be afraid, I'm not far away." ”

Ding Xiaohui took a deep look at Zhou Ruikang, feeling sad for him in his heart, the pain in his eyes, he can understand the same man, this is a pair of injured men's eyes, there is anger, jealousy, affection, pain, helplessness in his eyes, however, how good is his own heart, problems always have to be solved, there needs to be a break between Zhou Ruikang and Mei Ruojun before their lives can continue, and he can't do anything in this regard, he sighed and turned to leave.

Mei Ruojun nervously kept pinching the corners of her clothes, and didn't dare to face Ruikang's questioning eyes. She thought that he would never come again, she thought that she had put Ruikang down and could start a new life with Ding Xiaohui.

But he actually came, he was standing a few steps away from him, she didn't know why he still came, he thought of himself so dirty, so cheap, why did he come to himself? She was completely unprepared and mentally prepared to talk to him about something.

Her heart was still beating wildly for him, but whether it was five years ago or five years later, it was always like an endless cycle between them, an endless cycle, but they could never find an exit. She's tired, so tired. The wedding ring on his ring finger was still shining, so dazzling, so dazzling, so dazzling......

Zhou Ruikang was stunned by the scene just now, he came because he missed her too much, he couldn't stand the torment of lovesickness, he wanted to find her to relive the old dream, he wanted to find her to repent and apologize, he knew that the child in her belly was his, he wanted to tell her that he was so happy, he wanted to tell her that he was going to have a showdown with Jiaqi, give up the insistence of monogamy, and marry her home. How he wished he wanted to be with her, and he had come to consult with her about their future. But the scene where she and Ding Xiaohui warmly embraced each other completely shattered his plan.

He knew that he was about to lose her, because he saw her smiling at Ding Xiaohui, she smiled so gently, so calmly, so beautiful, Ding Xiaohui could make her laugh, he was no longer the only one who could make her laugh, Ding Xiaohui was walking into her heart step by step, slowly replacing himself.

He walked up step by step, staring at her face, and she turned her face away from him, afraid that if she looked at him, all the stories would have to be rewritten.

"Why are you here?" Or did she speak first, her voice was obviously trembling, she was ready for him to scold her again for swaying from side to side, scolding her for three and four, scolding her for her watery Yang Hua, she closed her eyes, took a deep breath and prepared to meet his insults.

"I miss you." He replied very softly, she was stunned, her heart shook, she turned her head to look at him, his brows were tightly locked, his eyes were endless pain, she raised her eyelashes and looked at him with pity, the past was vivid, as if it happened yesterday.

She remembered his humiliation of herself, and she was still angry in her heart, and hardened her heart and said, "I am such an unbearable woman, what is there to think about? ”

"I'm sorry, Ruojun, I'm so tired, I'm in a bad mood...... Moreover, Ding Xiaohui made me feel threatened. I shouldn't have said that. I know the child is mine. You don't know how difficult it is for me to make this trip. ”

His lips trembled slightly, there were tears in his eyes, he was like a magnet, exuding a huge attraction, trying to suck her into his arms, she tried her best to resist his charm, she forgave him, but she felt very painful, once she struggled between Ryan and him, and now she struggled between Ding Xiaohui and him, and then she thought of Cheng Jiaqi, she couldn't build her happiness on Jiaqi's pain.

She took two steps back, bit her lip and said, "Go back, Jiaqi is waiting for you at home." ”

He shook his head in pain, waved his hateful fist in the air, and raised his voice a little: "Cheng Jiaqi, Xu Manlin, Mei Ruoli, Ding Xiaohui, and eldest brother, why?" Why is our love so bitter? ”

"Maybe this is fate, we don't have fate." She sighed.

"I don't believe it, I don't believe it, if we don't have fate, then we shouldn't know each other at all, or we shouldn't love each other if we do, but we know each other, we love each other so deeply, how can there be no fate?"

"Ruikang." She looked at him sadly, the magnetic field on his body was so strong that it was difficult for her to breathe, and she quickly took two steps back.

"What? Are you afraid of me? He stepped forward to grab her, but she withdrew her hand.

He was very angry: "You are like this again, you are avoiding me in the broken temple, so you can get to this point today." Ruojun, you swore that you would not leave me. ”

She was shocked, yes, she swore that there was an alliance between them in hell, and she should accompany him to hell, shouldn't she? The thought of their infernal alliance, the night of the thunderstorm, made her a little excited, and her eyes flashed with passion.

He saw the spark in her eyes flickering and continued to ask her, "Tell me, do you still love me?" He had already taken advantage of her inattention, grabbed her wrist, stepped forward, and took her in his arms.

She looked at his dark and shiny, pained eyes, he really asked the stupidest question, if she didn't love him, how could she risk death from Beiping to Chongqing?

"I love it. Never changed. She replied excitedly, tears welling up in her eyes, she couldn't lie on the subject.

His tears also flowed out, but he smiled deeply: "Ruojun, Ruojun, don't leave me." You are mine, you are mine. He kissed her, she was intoxicated by his lips, she was dizzy again, hugged his neck tightly, responded positively to him, and took the initiative to kiss him.

He held her face, kissed away the tears on her face, and said urgently: "Ruojun, come with me, go back with me, we have to face reality, let's go to a showdown with Jiaqi, we kneel and beg her to accept us, Jiaqi is understanding, and she has always liked you, I believe you will get along very well." Good no good? ”

Ruojun looked at his eager eyes and knew that he was sincere, he had made up his mind, but she couldn't predict how Jiaqi would react, not only did she come to Chongqing to have a tryst with her husband, but she was also pregnant with her husband's child, would Jiaqi forgive herself? Will you accept yourself? She didn't know, she was completely unsure, she looked at Ruikang in fear, and her whole body trembled. And what about Xiaohui? He is so giving, so loving himself, how can he be so ruthless and unrighteous?

She knows that Ruikang loves herself, and she loves Ruikang deeply, but the choice between love and righteousness is so difficult, but no matter how difficult it is, they must make a choice, she hugged him tightly, took the initiative to kiss his cheeks, lips, crying and kissing him, this big boy who rode a big white horse to marry him, Ruikang also hugged her tightly, the two were like glue, their lovesickness was entangled, and their love was burning.

But there was a very bad feeling in his heart, her kiss, her hug seemed to say goodbye to him, and sure enough, she sobbed and whispered in his ear: "Ruikang, I love you, love you, love you, but I'm sorry, I have to break our agreement again." ”

"What did you say?" He stared at her with wide eyes and excitement, his hands firmly grasping her wrists.

"We can't be so selfish, although I don't know why you married Jiaqi, but I believe that she must be very good to you, she must have touched you, and when you get married, you must have sworn to love her for the rest of your life. Is it? ”

He remembered the scene when Jiaqi was injured in the trenches, he remembered the scene when he proposed to her in front of the hospital bed, he remembered his vows, he lowered his head, he had no confidence to defend a word, but his hands still held her firmly, she was his true love, and he was reluctant to let go.

Ruojun's whole body trembled: "Even if Jiaqi can accept me, do you think you can make us both happy?" Eating with Xiaohui and me is enough to make you angry, so how can Jiaqi not be heartbroken if I share the same bed? …… And I'm not as generous as you think, when you and Jiaqi are intimate, won't I be jealous? You are an opponent of polygamy, you know it well. No matter who you love more, someone will get hurt. ”

She pursed her lips and continued: "Also, maybe I should be more honest with you, Xiaohui is my savior, if it weren't for him, you wouldn't see me today, he is as kind to me as Jiaqi is to you, if you can't leave Jiaqi, then I can't leave Xiaohui either." I'm already sorry for Ryan, and I don't want those tragedies to happen again and again. ”

She finished her heart in one breath with a trembling voice, and let out a long sigh.

She said it very sincerely and reasonably, but he couldn't accept it, he couldn't bear to lose and lose.

He had red eyes and begged her: "I can't watch you being chased away by Ding Xiaohui, you are my woman, you are pregnant with my child, how can you go with other men?" ”

She looked at him bitterly, choked up and said: "Maybe this is the arrangement of fate, God has given you such a good woman Jiaqi and a good man as Xiaohui, we should be grateful and content, you just need to remember that I love you, forever and ever." As for the child, you don't have this one, I swear, I will raise him, Xiaohui will be a good father. ”

He stared at her incredulously, his eyes as if he wanted to tear her apart: "I am the father of the child, you want my child to call someone else's father?" Mei Ruojun, how can you be so cruel to me! You let me lose yours and lose our children at the same time? How can you take away my right to be a father? How can you deprive me of my right to love him? You're so cruel! He yelled at her, shaking his head vigorously.

He originally thought that he would not have his own children in this life, he didn't expect that he would reunite with Ruojun, and he didn't expect that he would have children with Ruojun, this is a great gift, but she wants to take her children to marry other men, God, how can there be such a ridiculous thing?

She didn't understand why he was so excited, wasn't he already a father? Didn't he already have a child of his own?

"Didn't Jiaqi already give birth to a baby for you? You'll have more children in the future. She muttered, looking at him with some confusion.

He looked up to the sky and laughed bitterly, Mei Ruojun, you stupid, don't say that Jiaqi can't have children, even if she can give birth, even if she gives birth to a hundred, it is not as important as this one in your belly, because I love you, I don't love her, but even if these are his inner words, they are also the inner words that he can't say at all, he only has a desperate wry smile.

He felt like a collapsed edifice, crumbling and shattering into rubble.

Although he was laughing, tears flowed down his cheeks, and the Adam's apple kept moving up and down, and she cried with him in distress.

After a long time, the emotions of the two finally calmed down, he gently let go of her wrist, perhaps the pain was extreme, he was a little desperate, tired looking at her charming face, stretched out his hand and gently pressed on her already slightly bulging lower abdomen, as if he felt the child's weak heartbeat, he showed a loving and sad smile on his face.

Snorted, he wiped a handful of tears from his face, kissed her on the lips gently, stroked her hair, looked at her deeply, stopped talking, turned around resolutely, and strode away from her.

Looking at his rapidly disappearing figure, her heart seemed to be poached by life, and in pain, she staggered to the side of the cabin and held on to the wallboard.

Not long after Ruikang left, Ding Xiaohui walked down the mountain slowly, looked at the crying tearful Mei Ruojun with frowning eyebrows, and said softly: "It's not good for children for you to be sad like this." ”

She couldn't stop shaking her head and crying, her heart was gouged out, it hurt, it hurt.

"Do you want me to chase him back?" He asked.

"No, it's over, it's over, he's not coming back, I'm done with him. I'm sorry I cried like this...... But I can't stop it, I'm so sad, so sad. She cried so darkly that he gently hugged her and gave her a firm shoulder.