Everything has become beautiful, even the Japanese bombers that have rumbled over their heads do not seem to be so frightening, they have an isolated world, they can't hear or see everything in the outside world, their little world, simple, clean, sunny, beautiful, the sky is so blue, the sun is so bright, all over the place is full of crystal clear, shining colorful love flowers, in the center of their world, there is a lush, dense and tall love tree, they are like a pair of birds in spring, or hovering around large trees, or nestling between branches.

Zhou Ruikang invited a middle-aged woman from a village at the foot of the mountain to take care of Ruojun's diet and daily life, and as soon as he finished working every day, he hurried to the cabin.

Ruojun recovered quickly under Ding Xiaohui's herbs and Ruikang's careful care, her complexion improved, her beauty gradually returned to her face, Ruikang loved her more and more, and couldn't do without her.

Unconsciously, more than half a month has passed, and the two are completely immersed in the reunion and passion after a long absence, forgetting the years, forgetting the reality, forgetting everything, and living a life of only envying the mandarin ducks and not the immortals.

At night, Zhou Ruikang hugged Mei Ruojun and slept on the wooden bed, she still had a slight cough, but it was no longer a big problem, he was very pleased, kissed her earlobe, and his big hand was irregular on her chest.

"I want you ......," he whispered in her ear in confusion.

Her whole body was hot and crispy, her arms gently wrapped around his neck, pulled him forward slightly, leaned up and kissed him on the lips, the fire in his chest quickly ignited, clasped her in his arms, unbuttoned her blouse, kissed her skin tenderly, strong arms and her soft arms entangled, his powerful fingers crossed with her slender fingers.

She enjoyed the wonderful sensation of his soft lips, but there was an uneasy touch between her fingers, in fact, almost every time they were intimate, the wedding ring on his ring finger would remind her from time to time, or rather warn her, that the man she loved so much did not belong to her, that she was usurping another woman's husband.

But she was reluctant and inseparable from him, after going through so many tribulations, she just wanted to snuggle with him, life and death, she hid the uneasiness and guilt in her heart, and she continued to linger with him as if nothing happened.

She knew that he hadn't been home for more than 20 days, and the uneasiness in her heart was constantly spreading, and while enjoying the time with him, she was always asking herself if she wanted to remind him to go home and see?

Seeing that he had no home, she was extremely happy to enjoy the time with her, she couldn't open her mouth and didn't want to open it, but the more time passed, the more scared she became, both afraid that Jiaqi would be hurt and afraid that he would leave her.

He sensed her absent-mindedness, stopped what he was doing, propped his forearms on the bed, looked at her underneath, and lightly touched the tip of her nose with the tip of his nose.

"What do you think? Dumbfounded. ”

She took her eyes and thoughts back, focused on his face, the special grace of God to him, a handsome face and a good figure, coupled with a passionate and stubborn character, no wonder Xu Manlin, Ruoli, Cheng Jiaqi These excellent women fell into his love network one by one.

She licked her lower lip and whispered cautiously, cautiously, tentatively, "Ruikang...... I think...... I think...... It's time for you to go back and see......"

Before she could finish speaking, his brow was already furrowed, and he groaned, and without saying a word, he turned his back to her. The same moonlight sprinkled in the cabin, but the difference was that this time, the silver-white moonlight was gentle with a hint of coldness, just like their hearts at this time.

He knew that she was right, he was carried away by love, he was carried away by happiness, but he did not lose his memory, he knew that he should go back, but every day as soon as he finished his work, he couldn't help but run here, because his heart was here, his soul was here. He didn't want to go back, but he knew he had to. He has commitments, responsibilities, indebtedness, and morality on his shoulders.

He found that he and Mei Ruojun never seemed to be able to get out of the demon barrier of moral judgment, and he didn't know why they would love so hard. He was very afraid to go back to that home, maybe because of the past separation, he had an inexplicable worry in his heart, he was afraid that once he went back, there would be turmoil between him and Mei Ruojun, so he kept avoiding it, he wanted to guard her firmly, live one day at a time, and slowly stay with her for a lifetime.

But...... He must go back even more, otherwise what will Cheng Jiaqi do? She was his wife, and poor Dingbang, although not his own, but nominally he was already the father of the child.

Mei Ruojun knew that he was in a low mood, so she wrapped her arms around his waist from behind and pressed her face against his smooth and sturdy back.

"Do you really want me back?" He asked.

"No, you know I want to stay with you for a long time, it's just, I can't be so selfish, what should Jiaqi do? And your children, I can imagine how much they need you. Like I need you. She kissed him on the back and sat up.

He also sat up and held her firmly in his arms: "I'm sorry Ruojun, I don't know why this happened, I don't want to." He buried his head in her neck, paused, and suddenly his eyes lit up, and he turned her over, facing himself, as if he saw a glimmer of hope in despair, and said hurriedly: "Ruojun, you ...... You...... I don't mind making ......" but the following words stuck in his throat are like a fish bone, and he can't spit it out.

His lit eyes quickly darkened again, he couldn't say those two words at all: "Erfang", God, he used to be a staunch supporter of monogamy, speaking at home, at school, and in society, but at this time, the polygamy that he once spurned, despised and opposed became a lifeline for his marriage, but it was so ironic that he couldn't say it, and how could he ask his beloved woman to be his concubine? As soon as he thought of making Mei Ruojun a concubine, he was so distressed that he wanted to crack.

Under the moonlight, her face was sprinkled with a faint moonlight, that little face, beautiful like a small plum blossom, flashing eyelashes, the beauty suffocated him, and he thought evil in his heart to hell with his helpless and painful marriage. He frowned, bit his lip, and held her face as if he were holding a fine piece of porcelain, shaking his head in pain.

"I don't mind being small." She actually said what was in his heart, looked at him firmly with bright eyes, and her grievances made him hurt to the bones, and pulled her into his arms: "No, no, no, I don't want you to be small." No, I want you to be my wife openly. Tears of pain rolled in his eyes.

She hugged his back tightly, buried her face in his chest, and his arms were wrapped around her like a tong, so tight that she couldn't breathe.

"Ruojun, I want to be with you openly, I will go back and say to Jiaqi, beg her to fulfill us. I'll give her whatever she wants. He said.

"No, you can't!" She pushed him away violently, shook her head desperately, and looked at him in horror: "No, no, I'd rather be sneaky with you, I'd rather be small, you can't let down Jiaqi, she loves you deeply, she treats me very well, she gave birth to a child for you, how can you be so ruthless to her?" ”

Ruikang couldn't tell her the truth that Jiaqi couldn't have children and the child was adopted, because he didn't want to divorce because of these, and this was a hidden pain in Jiaqi's heart, so far this secret is only Jiaqi, he and Jiawei know that if he says it, it will be too unkind, and it will be unfair to Xiao Dingbang.

He frowned, his body went limp, he leaned against the wall in despair and just shook his head, he didn't know what else he could do with Ruojun openly.

She looked at him distressedly, held his hand, looked at the wedding ring on his ring finger, and felt very sore in her heart, she couldn't let Ryan and Ruoli's tragedy repeat again, she must let Jiaqi have a complete home.

"Go back, I'll take care of myself, and come and see me when you have time."

He stared at her sadly, and somehow, tears fell from his nose, choking like a helpless child. She leaned up and gently embraced him into her arms, like a mother comforting her child, hugging him gently, patiently, and lovingly.

//

The next day, after a series of meetings and on-the-spot commands, Zhou Ruikang dragged his tired body and stepped on the stairs, returned to the door of the dormitory, facing the door, his mind was churning, his mind was in the cabin on Jinyun Mountain, he couldn't take it back at all, he didn't know how to face Cheng Jiaqi after opening the door, he knew that he had to put on the mask again, yes, the mask, hasn't he been wearing it for four years? What's so hard about it? Outside the door, he forced himself to take several deep breaths before he reluctantly put on his mask, took the key out of his trouser pocket, and opened the door.

The house is very quiet, there is no light, only some night light comes in through the window, and the air is filled with the smell of smoke, which makes Ruikang a little frightened, Jiaqi is not a smoker, is there anyone else at home?

He hurriedly felt the switch and turned on the light, the room was on, the room was full of smoke, she was wearing pajamas, sitting at the table, with her back to him, a burning cigarette between her fingers, the ashtray in front of her was already full of cigarette butts, as if she had not heard him coming back, she completely ignored him and walked into the room, and continued to put the cigarette in her mouth.

He took two steps forward, frowned, snatched the cigarette from her mouth, and pressed it out in the ashtray.

"What do you do?" He asked dissatisfied.

Her whole body trembled slightly, looking at him with her head raised, Ruikang's heart contracted, her bright eyes were full of grief and tears, the corners of her mouth kept twitching slightly downward, and tears overflowed her eyes the moment she saw him.

She stared at him with grief and scrutiny in her eyes, Ruikang was seen by her as weak, turned around and walked towards the cradle, Dingbang slept soundly, his round little face and chubby limbs were cute, he felt that he was really incompetent, neither a good husband nor a good father.

He sat on the edge of the bed and took off his military boots, unbuttoned his military uniform, and planned to take a shower, his mind was full of Mei Ruojun, he didn't know if she would be afraid if she stayed alone in the cabin, whether she would be lonely when she ate alone, whether she would miss him when she slept alone, he felt that he couldn't separate a head to think about how to talk to Jiaqi.

What to say? He was afraid that as soon as he opened his mouth, he would tell her about Ruojun coming to Chongqing to find him, he was afraid that as soon as he opened his mouth, he would beg her to agree to divorce and fulfill himself, and he was afraid that as soon as he opened his mouth, he would become a ruthless and unrighteous beast. So it's better to shut up and take a shower and sleep.

She watched him take off his clothes, revealing a toned and well-proportioned physique, sexy and charming and blood-boiling, he belonged to hers, he belonged to hers, she thought wildly, he had two scars on his left arm and shoulder, which were left after that injury, and there was a scar on his own body, on his lower abdomen, that scar was deeper, longer, and more painful than his.

"Do you have a woman out there?" She finally asked in a trembling voice.

He was stunned, frowning, struggling in his heart, he didn't want to lie to her, but he didn't want to hurt her, or he hadn't figured out how to talk to her frankly, procrastinating, he could only procrastinate, he needed time to think, after a long pause, he shook his head lightly and said in a low voice: "No." ”

She got up from the stool, flew over him, hugged him tightly, pressed her face and body against his chest, and cried: "Ruikang, I can't stand you falling in love with someone else, I can't stand you having women outside." Don't, don't betray our marriage. ”

Her plea was like a hammer on his head, and before she could say her request, she had already given the answer. It seems that she doesn't even need to ask, she won't accept Ruojun, she won't accept that she will marry another room. Hehe, even the last barely difficult way to survive has been blocked. Ruikang was left with nothing but despair and bitterness in his heart.

He sighed in pain and hugged her gently, her tears wetting his chest like fiery raindrops, burning his heart restlessly.

That night, she asked him again with her eyes to prove his love and loyalty to her with his body.

//

For three days, Ruikang did not come to the cabin, Mei Ruojun began to feel lost, her mind was a little confused, and her heart was sour, longing, worrying, worried, questioning, jealous, anxious, like a windmill in her mind.

She began to regret persuading him to go home, Cheng Jiaqi is beautiful and elegant, as graceful and luxurious as a peony flower, in comparison, she is pale and thin, without any extravagance, Ruikang's enthusiasm for herself may only stay in some regrets in the past, and now that he has such a beautiful woman as Jiaqi, why should he be immersed in the memories of the past?

Oh, by the way, they still have children, children are always the bond between parents, no matter how deep the love between himself and Ruikang is, it is impossible to outweigh their blood relationship, no matter what, with Ruikang by his side, Jiaqi must be very happy.

Although Ruikang has not yet agreed, she has accepted the arrangement of being his concubine, because only by accepting this arrangement can her heart be balanced, and she can safely accept the treatment that a concubine should have......

She sat alone in front of the window thinking nonsense, constantly trying to calm down the turbulent anxiety and jealousy in her heart, but no matter how she explained herself and comforted herself, she couldn't suppress her desire for him. She hoped for a miraculous appearance at once, and she felt like her head was going to explode.

Looking at the little alarm clock, it was already late at night, and she sighed in frustration, knowing that Ruikang would not come tonight.