Ding Xiaohui returned to the wooden house at noon with a look of melancholy and tiredness, Ruojun blushed, and stood at the table with his head down embarrassed, he must have guessed Ruikang's stay last night, no matter how much he and Ruikang love each other, but they are not husband and wife after all, they have a relationship with a man who is not their husband, and Ding Xiaohui's heart must have understood, which makes her unable to raise her head.

Of course, Ding Xiaohui understood, he intended to fulfill them at all, because he understood too well the pain of dying with regret and losing his lover, and it took him many years until he met Mei Ruojun to get out of the pain of losing his wife.

He originally thought that this was fulfilling Mei Ruojun's last wish, but he didn't expect her complexion to be much better, which surprised him very much, although he was still coughing, but his face was ruddy, his eyes were radiant, and his lips were also a little bloody.

He stretched out his hand and said, "I'll give you a pulse." ”

Ruojun looked at him, stretched out his wrist, his fingers were pressing on her wrist, which made him even more surprised, looked up at her, and the corners of his mouth hooked up an indescribably complicated smile: "Heh, someone once said that love will create miracles, I have never really seen it, especially when Yu Tong died, no matter how I cried, she didn't wake up, so I didn't believe it at all." However, today I saw it and believed it. Zhou Ruikang has created a miracle, although your pulse is still vain, but it is much better than before, just continue to recuperate, and you will recover slowly. I write a few prescriptions, and if you take them step by step, I think it won't take long to recover. ”

She is very happy, yes, she wants to recover as soon as possible, she wants to be with Ruikang, for a long time, she can't leave him alone in this world, if she dies, he will be in pain, so she must live well, live healthily. A smile bloomed on her face, and she looked at Ding Xiaohui gratefully: "Thank you Xiaohui, you are my nobleman." ”

Ding Xiaohui smiled bitterly and shook his head: "I should go." ”

"Where are you going?"

"I spent the night in the temple last night. I met a master and said that I have a relationship with the Buddha, hehe......" He smiled dryly, but Mei Ruojun didn't feel funny at all, but felt very surprised and guilty.

"You don't want to become a monk, do you? Xiaohui, if this is the case, I will be uneasy for the rest of my life. ”

"It's none of your business, you didn't fall in love with Zhou Ruikang after knowing me, your two predecessors have been decided, and I won't come to complete the mission."

She looked at him closely.

"Perhaps, my mission is to bring you from Peking to Chongqing and hand it over to him. Now that my mission is complete, it's time to go. He said it very indifferently and lightly, with a smile on the corner of his mouth, but his eyes were full of loneliness.

"No, Xiaohui, don't be like this, you can't become a monk." She shook her head desperately, feeling that she was simply guilty: "You are so good, you will definitely be able to find a woman who is in love with you to spend this life with you, don't because of me, I'm not worthy, really, I'm not worthy, I'm not a good woman......"

She shed tears, she owed him too much, in the past few years, if Ding Xiaohui hadn't been by her side to take care of her, she might have died a long time ago, where could she reunite with Ruikang, and what did she give him? There was nothing, she just brought him broken dreams and sadness, and at this time he had the idea of becoming a monk, and she really couldn't forgive herself.

"Ruojun ......" he interrupted her, and said with thick eyebrows: "You are a good woman, but your life is not good, I hope Zhou Ruikang can bring you happiness." He paused and smiled: "Besides, I don't want to be a monk, I just go to the temple to practice for a while, if you still live here, I will come to see your condition every once in a while." Isn't that bad? ”

Her face was already full of tears, and when she heard him say this, she felt a little relieved: "Promise me not to be a monk." ”

"Hehe, I, I can't be a monk before the dust is over, and I can't stand it if I keep fasting. It's just to stay in the temple for a while, don't worry. Besides, I don't shy away from anything, I think Zhou Ruikang will run to this cabin very diligently in the future, and it is not convenient for me to stay. ”

Her face flushed to the back of her ears.

Ding Xiaohui sighed, suddenly leaned over, kissed her on the cheek, and said softly, "Take care, Ruojun." ”

After saying that, he stopped talking, packed up his things, finished packing, prescribed a few prescriptions, handed them to Ruojun, and left.

Looking at the empty cabin, she was a little lost, this wooden house was repaired by Ding Xiaohui, although it was small, but it was clean and bright, just like the small attic in Beiping City, Mei Ruojun sat down for a while, sighed, remembered everything last night, and felt like in a dream.

Although she is still very weak, but her heart is so happy, she has finally become a woman of Ruikang, she no longer cares about the form of marriage, nor does she care what others call them, in her heart he is her husband, her God, she lives for him in this life, her belief is so firm, as long as there is his love, she can live.

What else could she linger on, she coughed for a while, and began to clean the house, as in a little attic, and she was going to furnish it in a cosy and comfortable place until he returned.

He came back late, and as soon as he entered the door and put down his briefcase, he eagerly picked her up.

"Oh my God, I'm going to kill you, I can't work all day, I always want to run up the mountain." Before she could speak, his lips pressed up, his arms clasped tightly around her, and she wrapped her arms around his neck in response, fingers gently inserting into his short hair. The volcano between them erupted again, longing for each other, absorbing each other's fragrance, they belonged to each other.

After going through all this, she also understands that life can't wait, can't miss it, they are not so lucky to meet again every time, she has to cherish every minute and every second, she is no longer reserved, she wants him to know that she loves him deeply, she passionately exchanges breath with him, the twisting of the tip of the tongue, and the touch of the body.

Their love sublimated and burned, and the cabin exuded the sweetness of love.

After the perfect union, he kissed her arm lightly and whispered, "It's good that I'm not the emperor, otherwise I would definitely be a faint king." I want to be tired of being with you every day and ignore the government. ”

She smiled: "If you were the emperor and there were three thousand beauties in the harem, you wouldn't like me." ”

"You're here again, is it hard for me to want three thousand beauties? But I just like you, and I don't know if I'm stupid. ”

She turned around, looked at him with sparkling eyes, kissed him on the lips, and said, "You know, I think I'm the luckiest woman because you love me." ”

He laughed, and finally he didn't have to hide between the two anymore, and there was a word of suffering, and he hugged her into his arms in distress.

"Do you remember your father's deathbed request?"

"Yes." She nodded, hugging his back tightly.

"I think your dad expected this today."

"Hmm."

"Ruojun, I want to fulfill my promise to your father, I want to take care of you and protect you for the rest of my life. Don't leave me again. He was still afraid that she would disappear again.

"No, you're my husband, my God." She said softly.

He loved her so much that he wanted to kiss her again, when suddenly there was a gurgling sound in her stomach, and she lowered her head in embarrassment.

"Huh? Didn't you eat? He asked.

She shook her head, "I want to wait for you to come back and eat together." She sat up and gestured to the small wooden table.

He turned over and saw that on the table, there were neat and beautiful dishes and chopsticks, covered with a gauze.

He has become accustomed to the life of going home without food, and has forgotten that Mei Ruojun has good cooking skills.

"I'm sorry, I'm used to eating and then going home."

She shook her head and smiled: "Eun, I didn't expect this, you work so late, naturally you have to eat first." ”

He turned over in distress and blamed himself: "Let's go and the meal will be hot, I happen to be hungry again, let's eat together." ”

She knew that he wasn't really hungry, but she didn't want to disappoint her, and she suddenly felt so happy and happy. The two worked together to heat up the meal and eat it relative to each other under the lamp.

Although the dishes are very cheap, just eggs, vegetables, tofu and the like, but each dish is so thoughtful and delicious.

"Ruojun, you will make me fat. Will you dislike me then? He smiled and sandwiched a piece of tofu, admired it for a long time, and was amazed: "How did you think of steaming tofu with bamboo leaves, it's really fragrant." ”

"It's just local materials, what's so surprising." Her smiling eyes were crooked.

"And why is this green vegetable so delicious?"

"You're exaggerating again, I cooked this green vegetable with dried bamboo shoots, and these dried bamboo shoots were the bamboo shoots dug by Xiaohui when I first came, and we couldn't finish eating them, so I dried them into dried bamboo shoots."

Speaking of Ding Xiaohui, a trace of vinegar appeared on Ruikang's face, glanced at her, coughed up, cleared his throat and said, "Ding Xiaohui said that if it weren't for me, you would marry him, is it true?" ”

Ruojun stopped the chopsticks in his hand, looked at him sideways, and saw that he was seriously jealous, so he was happy in his heart, biting the chopsticks and smiling silently.

"Mei Ruojun, are you really emotionally attracted to him?" He stared at her, his eyes round.

She looked at him anxiously, winked at him mischievously, just didn't tell her, he was anxious and said, "Hey, you won't be good with me while still thinking about him." ”

She shook her head, put down her rice bowl, held his face, kissed him heavily on the beautiful lips, and said, "Fool, if I am emotional, he doesn't have to go down the mountain to find you." I only had you in my heart all the time. If you still don't believe it, then we've been through so much in vain. ”

He smiled and pinched her face: "He's a beautiful man, I'm naturally shocked that you have been in the same room for so long." ”

"You don't believe me all the time." She sighed.

"Then you and Big Brother...... Why did you go back to Zhou's house? He asked a question that had been holding back in his heart for a long time.

Mei Ruojun's thoughts rushed back to five years ago, Mrs. Zhou's face was full of sadness, tears flowed, and the scene when Ai Ai walked up to the small attic, she remembered Ryan's desperate hunger strike, she remembered the "divorce consent letter" given to her by Ryan, she remembered the table of sumptuous wine and food in the chrysanthemum garden, and she remembered "Hehuansan......

Her heart was getting heavier and heavier, as heavy as a big piece of lead, Mrs. Zhou had gone, Ryan had gone, she didn't want to mention those painful pasts anymore, and she didn't want to talk about his mother's rights and wrongs in front of Ruikang.

Ruikang saw her increasingly sad look, and his heart was even more puzzled, but he knew that she was sad in her heart.

She raised her head, looked at him sadly, and pleaded: "Ruikang, don't ask about the past, we have been through too much, if we keep looking back, we will never recover." I just want to live every day with you now. No matter what happened in the past, I'm now your person and I love you. ”

He looked at her deeply for a long time, she is smart and mature, yes, if you turn everything over the past again, it will be like tearing open the scars on each other's hearts: "Okay, I asked the wrong question, baby Ruojun. We only look at the future, not the past. ”

Yes, they have gone through too much grief, helplessness, they shouldn't look back, they should have a good future, shouldn't they? But will you be kind to them in the future?