Chapter 346: I can't beat it anyway

Second floor. The corner at the end of the staircase.

Chu Rusi lowered his eyes, held a cigarette in his mouth, and his eyes were gloomy and gray.

From this angle, he could just see Xu Huanxi's appearance.

He had been quietly accompanying her from the beginning, spying on Xu Huanxi's conversations with others, and every sentence seemed to pierce his heart.

- I don't want to go around in circles, so I'll be more direct, I don't want to talk too much about the past.

- I don't want to remember the matter of Emperor Craftsman High School at all, in the future, please treat you as if Xu Huanxi died in the past, and she died with Xue Jingyun.

- In the future, you should not have Xue Jingyun, anyway, he is already dead.

Seeing Xu Huanxi talking about him indifferently, Chu Rusi's heart twitched, but he couldn't do anything, he could only watch from afar.

You see, his existence is indeed a great problem for her.

The past is too heavy, and she and he are moving forward with a heavy load.

He bites on his cigarette, like a sculpture, motionless, not smoking, allowing the spark to spread, devouring the cigarette.

— as if it was eating away at his sanity and engulfing his life.

He watched Xu Huanxi see off the guests, leaning against the door alone, covering his eyes with his slender white hands, and silently shedding tears, as if he had gone through a difficult battle - throwing away his armor and being extremely embarrassed, he couldn't be more distressed.

However, he was not even qualified to comfort her, because he was the culprit.

He clenched his fists tightly, and his nails dug into the flesh, and he didn't feel pain.

If, one day in the future, Xu Huanxi discovers his true colors, how should he deal with himself?

Between them, there will be ditches and ravines, suspicion and rebirth, and there will be no more possibility.

She hated him so much.

She has such a fierce temperament, she loves so cautiously, but she hates so fiercely, I'm afraid she doesn't even want to look at him.

However, he didn't want such an ending, even if he really came to the point of tearing his face in the future, he was not ready to let Xu Huanxi go.

Even if it is hate, even if it is unscrupulous, he will keep this woman by his side.

He knows too well how to deal with Xu Huanxi, and he knows her weaknesses and tricks too well.

Just beg, God has mercy, a miracle happens, they don't have to come this far.

Chu Rusi is not without illusions in her heart, maybe she will be moved by him, or love him too much, and will eventually choose to forgive him.

He could feel that Xu Huanxi liked him very much now, and he could see that his eyes were soft.

Anyway, Xu Huanxi didn't mention the past, and he never mentioned it.

He likes his current life too much, and his eyes are full of love for her.

People always like to live in the moment, greedy for joy.

We don't know what will happen in the next moment, so when you love someone, don't lie.

When you meet someone you like, love hard, and love as much as you can.

It doesn't get much happier than that.

……

Xu Huanxi quickly sorted out his emotions, he was already an adult, and it was basic to control his emotions.

She leaned her back against the door, thinking about the beauty of the present, and her collapsed heart gradually calmed down.

Maybe because this is Chu Rusi's home, the breath of that person is everywhere, so that she always feels that someone is with her......

Invisibly, the gentle gaze seemed to wipe away her tears, as if to hug her into his arms......

Xu Huanxi subconsciously raised her head and looked in the direction of the stairs, she always felt that someone was there, looking at her......

However, there was no one in that corner.

Xu Huanxi's eyes were still wet, did she really think that there were people there, was it her delusion?

She smiled to herself, there were only her and Chu Rusi in this room, Chu Rusi had drunk a lot tonight, and the whole person was drunk, how could she run to the staircase and stare at her?

Probably because of her delusion.

She patted her face, showed a smile that she was trying to cheer up, and returned to the master room in three steps and two steps, Chu Rusi was really lying on the bed, with one hand on her eyes, her shoes were not dragged and she was hanging on the side of the bed casually.

She smiled, took off his shoes for him, took a hot towel, and gently wiped the man's body, seeing him frowning, distressed and funny: "Why do you drink so much?" ”

Chu Rusi followed Xu Huanxi's action of wiping his face, removed the hand covering his eyes, and said in a low voice: "It's hard to be gracious." ”

Xu Huanxi glanced at him and reached out to untie his shirt: "I was full of alcohol, and I smelled bad." ”

The buttons were unbuttoned one by one, revealing the wheat-colored skin that belonged to the man.

She was a little shy, and lowered her eyes and didn't speak.

Chu Rusi took advantage of the gentle light in the room, and his slightly drunken eyes greedily touched the woman on the edge of the bed.

Oh his woman.

Every time I think about it, I feel like my heart is full.

He was restless in his heart, so he simply hugged the person directly in his arms: "Sleep with me." ”

"Oh." She listened to his heartbeat, and finally did not refuse, otherwise...... Let Chu Rusi get drunk at home?

Chu Rusi lowered his eyes and looked at the little wife in his arms, the more well-behaved and gentle she was now, the more he was worried that she would rebound, and he couldn't bear it.

He desperately wanted to prove that this little treasure was his, and could only be his.

He pinched her chin, stormed the city, and patiently fed. She said when she came today, she didn't want to do it today, but what to do, he wanted to do it.

Xu Huanxi earned it, he really ...... Why are you so restless when you are drunk, and when you kidnap her to the bed, you will shed your human skin, and you only know that kind of thing?

She couldn't break free, but she didn't feel uncomfortable, Chu Rusi used skill, and kissed very gently.

She is obedient most of the time, and she lets Chu Rusi do whatever she wants, and she can't beat her anyway.

What's more, Chu Rusi is drunk, what is she screwing with a drunk person?

Most importantly, she touched some of the past and wanted to stay by his side.

Silent night.

Chu Rusi's eyes were greedy, like a beast out of a cage.

Xu Huanxi endured it hard, perhaps because he thought of his drunkenness, and became more and more gentle and forbearing.

One is willing to fight, the other is willing to suffer, that's probably it.

Xu Huanxi felt that her body and bones were not her own, she almost kicked Chu Rusi down, this person is really annoying, he is like a barbarian when he is drunk, and he tosses her without any pity.

However, she was reluctant to refuse, because in his eyes and in his mouth, she was all there.

It's not like the past eight years ago, what Xue Jingyun shouted out was not even her name.

She desperately needed some comfort to cover up the scars of the past that had been uncovered today.

It's like Chu Rusi, who really likes her, shouting her name softly and hoarsely, and offering her up like an offering.

"Call me by name." It's rare for her to be coquettish with him.

"Rejoice, my rejoice, my little wife." He responded, and his eyes were slightly drunk.

Chu Rusi knew very well what he had done before, and he could only do everything he could to compensate her.