Chapter 345: Don't Think About Anything
Xu Huanxi bit her lower lip, and finally her eyes turned red, what happened eight years ago is still a mystery to her......
It's like a bad tragedy, she didn't have a role in it, she went all the way, but she was forced to drag it in and became a tragic existence.
The tragedy watched by thousands of people is imprinted in the bones and cannot be washed away for a lifetime.
After eight years, she has moved, grown, and her aura has changed, and maybe no one will dare to recognize her at all - she is the thin little girl she used to be.
However, what happened existed and existed, even if she fled to the ends of the earth, there were still people who knew what happened back then.
Xu Huanxi sneered, just like right now, three old people suddenly appeared, which was interesting.
Anyway, what happened eight years ago, for her, just can't get by.
She was only how old she was at that time, and she had just become an adult, and she was about to enter college and officially start her life.
However, for no reason, without a head or an end, she was completely ruined.
In summary, the story is that he died and she was ruined.
But no one knows why.
So far, Xu Huanxi doesn't know why.
But she was too tired to ask why.
Anyway, the dead are dead, the crippled are crippled, and the two protagonists of the story have no strength to fight.
Recalling the past, Xu Huanxi covered the corners of her eyes and gasped, it was really a long time since she had reviewed the past so systematically, she thought she wouldn't cry, but she found that there was fluid overflowing from the corners of her eyes.
It's like you don't need money.
It turns out that there is really a hurdle that cannot be overcome.
After she learned that Xue Jingyun had an accident, she didn't believe that he would jump off the building because of what happened to her, it didn't look like a young man's unruly and sharp bones.
She had had a thought many times that she must find out these things clearly, and she must give an explanation for Xue Jingyun's death, and she couldn't watch people ruin half of her life and be indifferent.
All her hatred and struggles at that time turned into a kind of anger, she thought about it, thought clearly, made a lot of money, supported her ancestors for a hundred years, and then ...... She doesn't care if she dies or not, so she can investigate the old things without fear of death.
This was the spiritual pillar that supported her from breaking down at that time.
Afterward......
When she was pregnant, she really felt that she was done playing, and that crumbling spiritual pillar was completely shattered.
She can support the elderly for a hundred years, what about the children?
Unless God opens her eyes, she will never know in her life who ruined her life, and who killed Xue Jingyun.
However, she couldn't give up that child, it was Xue Jingyun's child, the only memorial left by that person, and she was reluctant to give up.
On the one hand, out of guilt, on the other hand, out of love, and pity for the unborn life, she carried the pressure of her grandmother's suicide, gritted her teeth and gave birth to a promise.
Before giving birth to this child, she thought about it seriously, and even spent a day calculating the cost of raising a child and how to strike a balance between school, work, the elderly, and children.
Anyway, she broke the jar, and in the end, this child became the salvation of her life, and after becoming a mother, a trace of clarity began to appear in her dark heart.
She was a lot gentler, and suddenly discovered the loveliness of this world, she was more low-key and restrained, kind to others, and made good connections, and threw away the middle two thoughts of "destroy the world and bury me with all mankind" in her heart.
Xu Huanxi struggled in life, raising the elderly and raising children, and gradually sealed the past eight years ago.
Too busy, too tired, too tired to remember.
She found that as long as she gave up struggling, didn't think about the past, didn't think about the black hand who got away with it, she was still doing well - her ancestors were more and more cheerful and lively, Baby Nono was so cute that she was scary, and she made more and more money.
Not only that, she has walked too many thorny roads, but she has also made a lot of kind seniors, lifelong friends and girlfriends, and the upper class who ripped calves, and many men who love and appreciate her.
She found that the road was really getting wider and wider.
However, she still occasionally feels regret that eight years ago...... On the contrary, who harmed her, who took that video, and who forced Xue Jingyun to death.
She wanted to know, but in the end she chose to - or not to know.
Because curiosity kills cats, the more you know, the faster you die.
When she has a child, she loses the ability to take risks, she can die, it doesn't matter, but Nuno is still long in this life, and she can't be dragged down by her.
A promise is her armor and her weakness.
She thought that she would probably live a dull life like this.
Unless her Nono baby became rich overnight, the richest man in the world, and so powerful that she exploded, she could also consider asking about the past.
She really thought that this was the case, to support her ancestors and grow up with Nuonuo.
However...... She met a man, a man who was destined to be, called Chu Rusi.
He tolerated her coldness, her cowardice, her past, unreasonable, unprincipled, unprincipled protection, spoiling her, and loving her, as if he owed her a lot of money in his previous life and came to repay his debts in this life.
The appearance of Chu Rusi is like a god coming back to her life, illuminating every obscure corner.
Xu Huanxi silently read Chu Rusi's name in his heart, and by the way, he read the prenuptial contract worth billions of dollars.
When she thought of Chu Rusi, it was like she had suddenly met Liang Jingru, and she was full of courage.
She suddenly wanted to be in his arms, that is, she had been in his arms, so that she would be safe and not have to think about anything.
I just want him to hug.
Xu Huanxi suddenly realized one thing, and let out a desperate moan in her heart, like a trapped beast playing, what to do, she seems to be getting more and more sticky, as if she likes him more and more.
It's like encountering a whirlpool and not being able to struggle out.
Planted, planted, and loaded.
Xu Huanxi wiped away his tears, thought of Chu Rusi, and stopped his tears when he was magical.
She secretly reminded herself, don't indulge too much, there is still someone in the master room upstairs who needs to be taken care of, and she doesn't know if Chu Rusi is drunk like this and vomits.
As for what happened eight years ago, it has long since turned into smoke, and it is estimated that no one cares.
And. She inexplicably believes in one thing - even if it makes waves, there will be Chu Rusi by her side to block her.
This kind of blind trust is accumulated by Chu Rusi many times to protect each other.
She believed inexplicably, just begging not to slap her face too quickly.
Chu Rusi spent so much time, energy, and money to play with her, so it was best not to let her be.
Otherwise...... She was afraid she would go crazy.
Xu Huanxi breathed softly, occasionally snorting, she encouraged herself little by little, and injected herself with vitality little by little.
- Don't cry, don't shed tears for what happened eight years ago, the tears she shed for eight years of things are really enough to save up.