After the breakup, An'an deliberately kept a distance from Shiyi, although sitting together, it was as far away as a galaxy. It was too close for him to look at her, but when she left her seat, his eyes fell on her, no matter what she was doing.

Her book was dropped, and he picked it up for her, and she just nodded and said "Thank you!" "There wasn't any eye contact. People who don't know the situation think they're making a fuss. He hoped that they were really quarrelling, so that An An ignored him, he could coax her, and he could sue for peace. And now, he can only be helpless, there is no bad between them, there is no quarrel, just so indifferent, so cold, and it doesn't match such a hot season at all.

Every day when it was time to take a nap, I would lie down first, tilt my head to the other side and pretend to be asleep. Because An'an sat on his left, she used to sleep with her head tilted to the right, and he was afraid that she would deliberately sleep on the left side because of him.

Sure enough, An'an saw that he had his back to him, so he habitually tilted his head to the right side, facing the back of his head. After waiting for a long time when she didn't move, Shiyi turned around, moved her arm, approached An'an, looked at her sleeping appearance, and gently fanned her with a notebook, and if she moved slightly, he would immediately turn around and pretend to sleep.

Spring flowers, autumn moons, summer, winter snow, the four seasons change, time flies. I thought that graduation would be a day worth looking forward to, a day of liberation, and a day of freedom, but I thought that day would be very happy, very relaxed, and would be relieved. But things are always exactly as imagined, and the place where they once wanted to escape so much when they were young suddenly became silent geese, migrating and flying away to leave behind a lonely land.

After the last test of the college entrance examination, everyone came out of the various examination rooms, and An An and his classmates sat on the bus back to school, which had never been so quiet. No one asked if the exam was good or not, and no one talked about the questions of the previous exam anymore, there was just silence, endless silence. As if the car was about to reach the end, it was all over regardless of the scenery on the way.

Yes, it's all over, it's over, it's over, it's not a relaxed tone, but it's mixed with a feeling of overwhelm and sudden loss. It's just that they don't understand, what is the purpose of loss?

An'an walked into the classroom, and she saw that Memories seemed to be waiting for her. The classmates in the class came and went, and they went to the dormitory to pack their luggage, because they could leave today. Maybe the goodbye will be saved until the day of the graduation ceremony.

So just the two of them stood in the classroom.

"Where will you go in the future?"

"Iwabayashi City!"

"Will that remember me?"

"Yes."

"Can we meet again?"

"Hmm."

"If I don't want you anymore, I want you!"

An'an lowered his eyes and didn't speak.

"Just kidding."

"You have to be nice with her, too." Anan smiled at him.

"Listen to you."

"Then I'm leaving."

"Well, good. See you on graduation day! ”

"Bye-bye."

An An was just about to walk out of the classroom when Shiyi called out to her.

"An'an!" It was the first time he had called her name with emotion.

"Huh?" Anan turned.

Memories leaned down and kissed An Shore on the cheek. Anan was so frightened that he took two steps back.

"Forgive me, I just don't want to regret myself, I hope you remember me!"

An'an turned and ran. Along the way, her thoughts were chaotic and her heart was beating fast. She was thinking that she was dreaming, right? How can it be? She pinched the right side of her cheek, a little overwhelmed. Her mind was very chaotic, and she didn't know how to calm herself down.

Reborn walked up to her and looked at her with a gentle smile.

"Where are you in such a hurry?"

"Huh?" An An came back to his senses, "I'll go to the dormitory, I'll see you later!" She waved her hand at Reborn and ran.

She stood in front of the mirror, rinsed her cheeks with water, and couldn't help but rub her hands all the time.

The people in the dormitory asked, "An'an, why are you so red?" Have you been bitten? ”

An An was asked by her, and his face suddenly burned. "Don't talk nonsense."

"Looks like I'm right!"

"Where?"

"Still say no? Is it regeneration? The girl in the dormitory laughed.

An An thought that she should not meet again with Shiyi in the future, if this matter was known to the reborn, she didn't know how much it would stir up, so she decided to let it rot in her stomach like this, and she would forget it sooner or later.

The students in the class wrote each other's classmates as a souvenir. An'an didn't prepare a classmate record, but just took a beautiful notebook and wrote it for a few good classmates. She had been hesitant to write for Shiyi, and she didn't even dare to look at him now.

When An An took back the notebook from his classmates, he snatched it up and said, "Have they all finished writing?" ”

"Hmm!" An Shore nodded.

Then he wrote on the last few pages of the notebook for a long, long time, as if he was going to keep writing so that An Shore would not leave.

"An'an, I have a long, long story, do you want to hear it? Then I'll cut a long story short. I like you, it's been a long, long time! ”

"An'an, remember the day we met?

It was a hot summer, there was a lovely girl dragging a heavy bag alone, every step was extremely difficult, the boy stepped forward to help her carry her back to the dormitory, he was originally just out of kindness, but he didn't expect to accidentally lose his heart.

During military training, the boy saw the girl again, and when he saw the girl being punished for running, he could see that he was stunned, and his eyes never left for a moment.

Later, because of the girl, the boy met another boy who was often with her, and for the sake of the girl, he was willing to try to be friends with this boy, he just wanted to have more opportunities to meet her.

In my sophomore year of high school, boys and girls barely crossed paths. The boy only knows that the girl will accompany her every day, and she is inseparable every day, which makes him envious. So he always watched silently from afar, not daring to disturb.

In the third year of high school, maybe God was joking with them. They were even in the same class and became table mates. Every day and night, girls begin to open up to boys, they understand each other and talk about everything. Happiness and sadness will be shared with the boys. Gradually, the boy's heart changed, he wanted to protect her, take care of her, and didn't even expect anything in return.

Every time I see a girl lying on the table without saying a word, I am sad for another boy, sad and sad, and even secretly shed tears, the boy is always at a loss, and his heart is also uncomfortable, very heartbroken. So every time, the boy will try his best to make her happy. also asked her to promise to be strong in the future and not to cry again. The girl agreed, but she couldn't do it every time. Because a girl loves another boy, she will worry about him and feel sorry for him. Every time a boy persuades a girl not to be sad and sad, he feels even more sad in his heart, but he doesn't dare to think about it.

On the school's New Year's Day art show, the boys and girls sang a song "After Tomorrow" together, which caused a sensation in the whole school and touched the hearts of the boys. I don't know when, boys can't help but think of girls. He didn't know if they would be so good after tomorrow.

Boys go home every day, while girls live at school. Later, the girl had a mobile phone, so they would send messages every night. Although it was just a simple good night, the boy already felt very satisfied. It was a wonderful day, happy and unforgettable.

Then one day the girl gave the boy a note: I really regard you as a very good friend, and I believe you are too. But if this causes some unnecessary trouble, I think I'm sorry, let's keep our distance, it's good for you and me. Also, I'm really sorry!

The boy's heart was broken at that moment, maybe all this was the boy's own passion. Boys don't blame girls, they didn't before, they don't now, and they won't in the future. Because boys don't want to make girls sad. As long as the girl is happy, then let all the pain be borne by the boy.

During that time, the girl did not contact the boy, and the boy was very confused.

The girl once cried in her seat, crying fiercely, and that kind of crying was heartbreaking. The boy didn't know what was wrong and hurried to ask her. It turned out that I had a quarrel with another boy and broke up. Originally, the boy should have been happy when he heard it, but he was not happy at all. The girl's cries flooded his entire world.

The boy really wanted to rush downstairs and ask the boy why he did this to her, why he didn't know how to love her, why he didn't know how to take care of her, to spoil her, to love her, why did he make her sad and sad like this, why...... A lot of whys burst out in the boy's mind, but was stopped by the girl. The girl begged the boy not to go. The boy finally relented. Compromise because of the girl, the boy knows that he is not qualified at all. There is simply no authority to do that.

The girl painfully said to herself that she would never forgive him again, and she would never let herself suffer again. Every sentence is categorical. But after a few days, they were still together, together as usual. The boys' vision is starting to blur, should I bless them? Or should I go...... Tears began to flow down, maybe the boys didn't just like the girls anymore.

Senior year of high school is a short year. They have just met, and they are about to face separation. The day of graduation is approaching day by day. Boys just hope that girls will understand that everything is so real. It's okay to forget, but the boy will stay where he is.

The story doesn't end there.

I like that you're silent

It's as if you're gone

I love it when you listen to me from afar

But my voice can't reach you

It's as if your eyes have flown away

Like a kiss that seals your mouth

Let me speak to you through your silence

It's as if you're gone

Distant and sad

As if you're dead

A word and a smile for each other are enough

And I'm going to feel happy because that's not true.

Forget me, okay? We shouldn't have met.

Don't be sad, don't be sad

Fly with the dream in your heart

No one is worth your nostalgia!

Three years have flown by, and boys and girls are about to separate. Separation is also another kind of beauty, just for the next encounter! The boy will remember the promise made at that time and silently wish the girl happiness!

I'm sorry! Allow me to say sorry to you again. I hope you can be happy, as happy as a princess. Because you're a princess. I will stay where I am and keep the memories that belong to us. So real, yet so far away!

Come on! An'an!

I'm sorry, I love you!

Neruda's "You Are Silent What I Like You" is one of An'an's favorite poems, and Memories captures a fragment of the poem and describes the beauty between them.

An An looked at the words written by Shiyi, and suddenly felt a little sad. She knows that some people, some things, can only be missed, she obviously likes him very much, but she has to let go, she has to say goodbye, because love and love are different, because friendship and love are separated by a distant galaxy, she can't accept his like, she can only be grateful that in her life, there was such a person who treated her well and paid for her without asking for anything in return. She cherishes this feeling, but she can only put it into memories, and bury it in the thick dust along with her high school years, and go their separate ways!