Before "I" could say anything, Ji Zi'an's body trembled inexplicably, his face suddenly turned pale, one hand was covered on his chest, and his face showed an extremely painful expression.

Seeing him say, his emotions began to be uncontrollable again, and his body suffered because of it, Hua Chengcheng was a little anxious, and he couldn't care about it, so he stepped forward and held his hand, and said softly: "Ji Gongzi, don't force yourself, if you ...... I really don't want to think about it, so I won't talk about it, okay?"

Ji Zi'an gasped heavily, the Gu poison that had not moved for several days suddenly attacked when he mentioned the past, which caught him off guard.

Forcibly suppressing the urge to strengthen this Gu, Ji Zi'an shook his head and signaled that he would not be in any big trouble.

Hua Chengcheng frowned, and looked at Cang Wunian helplessly. The latter also shook his head at her, indicating that he would follow Ji Zi'an's wishes. Hua Chengcheng sighed, gently stroked Ji Zi'an's back, and then simply sat beside him.

Ji Zi'an, who had relieved himself, smiled self-deprecatingly, "This is called 'self-inflicted sin can't live'." At that time, Li Ji seemed to be very willing to die in my hands, and she had no desire to survive at all

Hope. She is such a person, even death can't make me feel better.

"At the last moment, I used the forbidden technique I learned in the forbidden land of the Wu Clan, which is an unknown and vicious method that goes against the sky. ”

Ji Zi'an paused again, rubbed his tightly locked eyebrows tiredly, as if he was thinking about something, and continued uncertainly: "I don't remember this matter clearly, because when I think back to the days in the forbidden land, I don't know when it was real and when it was a dream.

"I can't guarantee that the forbidden technique must have been learned in the forbidden land, and when I think about it, I can't even be sure when I learned about it. ”

"What is the method?" asked Hua Chengcheng.

Ji Zi'an rubbed his eyebrows again, and his eyes were a little anxious, "It's that seal, I took out Li Ji's heart that had been pierced by me, I ...... I...... Hehehe......"

This sudden laughter, which was not much better than crying, startled Cang Wunian and Hua Allure.

Cang Wunian hurriedly pressed Ji Zi'an, and said in a deep voice: "Brother Ji, don't be like this, don't force yourself." If you really can't face it, we won't ask anymore. ”

This is obviously a precursor to a mental breakdown, and Hua Chengcheng and Cang Wunian don't want this friend who has been born and died together for more than a year to have any accidents at such a time.

But fortunately, Ji Zi'an is probably used to being tortured, and after laughing abruptly for a while, he finally returned to a little normal, "I'm sorry to make you laugh." I just remembered what I looked like, like a butcher. I don't even know where I got the courage to cut open her chest and take out the bloody heart with her blood-stained hands.

And then ...... At the same time as I took out that heart, I used the forbidden technique to seal her memories and her love in her heart. Oh, how unwilling I am, the forbidden art did not specify which one must be blocked, I still took the love spirit, in the end, I still hope for something.

"Later, I took the heart that sealed her memories and love, and added a piece of my heart flesh to refine it into a Gu, that Gu...... It was I who had a feeling for it at that time, and I named it 'Eliminate the Other'. ”

"You mean, not only did you take Li Ji's heart, but you also ...... Still attacking himself and ripping out his own heart......?" It's so scary, so ruthless. Heart-wrenching, in order to punish himself, he was able to put such a heavy hand on himself?

Ji Zi'an glanced at Allure lightly, "I'm not as terrifying as you think, how can the pain of heart-wrenching be endured by a mortal's body? I used Gu to make myself feel no pain when I attacked myself. Despite this, as soon as the Gu was lifted, I still passed out for more than a month.

"Of course, I had already left the Wu Clan by that time, and I was wandering outside on my own. I took the Gu I had refined and wandered aimlessly around the world. During this period, I encountered several assassinations, and I think they were all good deeds done by people sent by Yu Chonghua. After a few narrow escapes, I finally came out of that state of confusion.

"At this point, I began to devote myself to the study of witchcraft, and I also tried my best to improve my mana. Whether or not my father and cousin can wait for me to go back and save them, at least, I have the ability to return to the Wu Clan to fight Yu Chonghua. He is the culprit for the whole thing, and I naturally will not let him go.

"This Gu with a seal is a son and mother Gu, after I refine it, I will plant the mother Gu in my body, the so-called 'one eliminates the other', the two people in the body need to reach a relative balance point, so that the two can be regarded as peaceful. And if the Zi Gu is not used in my hands for a long time, the mother Gu will be manic and restless, and will have a backlash against me. This backlash is like ten thousand ants devouring my heart, and every month will torture me to the point that life is worse than death, I just want to use this pain to keep myself awake and stop doing anything that will humiliate me.

"After all, I was still too young and ignorant at that time, I thought I could control this Gu, but I didn't expect that in the end, I was controlled by this Gu. It's almost ...... It almost turned me into a madman, a madman who couldn't let go of his obsessions.

"From that time on, my temperament changed again and again, and even I didn't know myself. All my beliefs, except for returning to the Wu clan to kill Yu Chonghua and save my father and cousin. The rest is that I have made up my mind to use the wisp of love of Gu Nei Li Ji to find her reincarnation.

"Whenever I have a Gu poison attack, my mind is full of only unwillingness, why did she reincarnate as soon as her soul was destroyed, but I want to survive alone and endure such pain? I want to find her, torture her, let her suffer with me, and go to hell with me. ”

When she heard this, she suddenly remembered the day she painted the second heart for Ji Wuxin, and when she dipped her blood with a mirage, she inexplicably saw a lot of Ji Wuxin's memories, those complicated memories.

She couldn't help but ask, "Could it be ...... In the past thousand years, you have not let go of her tenth reincarnation?"

As a result, Ji Zi'an shook his head, "I haven't given up searching, but there are only five lives I have found, and the other five lives are probably because they are too far away, and the love in the seal is too weak, and I can't sense where she is." ”

"That'...... Ji Wuxin ......" asked the painting Allure.

"Ji Wuxin, this is the fifth life I found. This answer seems to have been expected long ago.

"Could it be that she was reincarnated in the fourth life that you found before, and she was also turned into this kind of ...... by you? This so-called 'puppet'?" asked Cang Wunian with some confusion.

Ji Zi'an shook his head, "No, she seems to be destined to be a short-lived ghost." When I found her in those four lives, she just breathed every time. I was very unwilling, so from the first time I found her, I would take out her heart and re-elevate this Gu.

"Probably because the breath induction is becoming more and more intense, so in this life, I finally found her before she breathed, that is, as you know, Xia Roumeng, the princess of Wansang Kingdom. Speaking of which, Xia Roumeng's appearance was only six or seven points similar to Li Ji, but when I ended her life, forcibly left her two souls and six spirits, and put Zi Gu into her body, her figure and appearance gradually began to get closer and closer to Li Ji at the beginning.

"I couldn't believe I could do it, I could really see her in front of my eyes again. I rejoiced in this, but the euphoria was followed by greater anger. In the past thousand years, in order to perfect this Gu and seal, I have rebuilt it four times before and after, and I have really forgotten what I was like in the first place.

"That process is incomprehensible to outsiders, releasing all your love and hate, suppressing all of it, and having to cut open your own and each other's chests again and again...... My heart is already fragile, but I can still live like this.

"When I found Xia Roumeng four years ago, I actually felt a sense of relief, and at the same time, I felt very relieved, this world is finally not only myself tortured, this woman who I can't love but hate, I can finally take revenge on her and hold everything in my own hands. But...... Later events proved that I was not happy, not at all. ”

This is probably all that Ji Zi'an can remember clearly or is a little vague, but in addition to making people sad, distressed or cold, the whole process also inadvertently reveals a trace of weirdness.

It took a long time for the painting to recover and asked suspiciously, "You say...... You forcibly left Xia Roumeng's two souls and six spirits?"

Ji Zi'an frowned, thought about it, and nodded, "That's right, her body is dead, and it is naturally impossible for her soul to enter reincarnation, and there is love in Zi Gu, so I don't need to leave one more." I put Zi Gu into her body, which is actually equivalent to a kind of seizure, no, it is an existence similar to Ying Ban Makeup, maybe it should be called ...... Epiphytic. ”

In fact, Ji Zi'an's mind is obvious, as long as the consciousness is not extinguished, even if it only exists in the form of a half-wisp of soul, then this person cannot be regarded as a real death for the people around her who care about her.

The Zi Gu in Ji Zi'an's hand seals Li Ji's memory and love, and then uses Li Ji's reincarnated body as a skin, he can completely shape another Li Ji out, let him torture, and let him take revenge.