Cuiliu took some money out of his body and stuffed it into Ruojun's hand and said: "Grandma, you have never seen me as a person, I have done things that are sorry for you, but in the end it was you who matched me and Zhou Fu, you are kind to me, I have nothing to repay you, you are in trouble now, no matter what, you have to accept this little bit of my heart, don't shirk." ”

Ruojun forcibly stuffed the money back into her hand, Cuiliu pretended to be angry and said, "You look down on my subordinate's money, right?" If that's it

Sort of, then forget it. ”

"No, Cuiliu, I'm not a young grandmother anymore, and I wasn't a young lady in the first place, how could I look down on you. It's just that...... I don't want to ......"

"You used to always call me sister, today I also call you sister, since we are sisters, my sister is in trouble, what is there to excuse my sister to help you, if Sister Jun, if you refuse, then I will go back and tell the master, saying that your mother and son have fallen to the point of selling goods along the street. I think the old man will not die without saving, and besides, this child is still the blood of the Zhou family. Cuiliu didn't know what was happening on Jinyun Mountain, and she didn't know how disgusted Master Zhou was with this child.

"Nope! No! No! Don't! I don't want to have anything to do with the Zhou family anymore! Mei Ruojun's heart tightened, remembering the scene when Master Zhou threw Nian'an to the ground, she felt like a nightmare, frowned, and hurriedly stopped Cuiliu: "If you tell them, I can only leave Beiping again." ”

"Then you take it." Cuiliu stuffed the money into Ruojun's hand again, and Ruojun sighed and nodded bitterly.

Ruojun looked down at the two boys beside Cuiliu.

"It's prosperity, it's all so big. He was so big when I left. As he spoke, he smiled and compared with his hands, and squatted down.

"Yes, Xingwang, come and call your aunt."

Xingwang is seven or eight years old, with long eyebrows and clear eyes, very similar to Cuiliu and Zhou Fu, and shouted very obediently.

"I also have a girl, four years old, at home, I'll bring it to you next time." Cuiliu said with a smile, her face full of happiness.

Yes, happiness is not divided between high and low, and Cuiliu is such a simple happiness, but Ruojun dreams of it. Ruojun put down the bamboo basket, took out a sachet embroidered with orchids from it, hung it around his neck, and said, "Auntie is not ready to meet the gift, I hope you like it." ”

Ruojun smiled again and looked at Dingbang who was eating "big dragon" on the side, looked at it for a while, but there were some doubts in his heart, Dingbang's tiger head and tiger brain, black and strong, very cute, but no matter how Ruojun looked, he couldn't find anything similar to Ruikang, and Jiaqi was not very similar.

But this doubt just flashed in his mind for a moment, Ruojun smiled and greeted Dingbang: "You are Dingbang, this sachet will be given to you." As he spoke, he took out a lotus sachet from the bamboo basket and put it on for him.

Dingbang looked at her and Nian'an for a while in a daze, didn't even say thank you, turned his head and pulled Cuiliu and said, "Let's go home, my mother must be in a hurry." ”

Cuiliu nodded: "Okay, young master Dingbang." ”

Cuiliu said goodbye to Ruojun again, and then pulled the two children back.

Ruojun looked at the sky, and also pulled Nian An back to the Mei family's courtyard.

……

The summer heat wave made people dizzy, even if all the doors and windows were opened, there was still no wind, Nian'an lay on the bamboo mat to take a nap, Ruojun lay beside him, wearing a thin floral vest, shaking a fan in his hand, fanning him.

Looking at his peaceful little face, Ruojun couldn't help but kiss and kiss, his hair was as soft and fluffy as Ruikang's, she remembered the night they met again in the Chongqing cabin, she missed his hugs, kisses, his body temperature, his breath, his strength, his everything, what a tender and sweet night it was, the two of them were so passionate about each other, possessed, what kind of joy and extreme it was, they were crazy to have each other, crazy to give each other, all the sweet and sour, all the pain lovesickness, They all melted into each other's bodies.

The more you think about it, the hotter your heart becomes, the more hot it becomes, it seems that the cells in her whole body are beating, and she quickly fanned herself a few times, fanning her desires, there are always a few days a month, she will be particularly irritable, especially miss Ruikang.

Smelling the smell of the fragrant talcum powder on Nian'an's body, she smiled comfortingly, she was grateful to God for giving her a Nian'an, no matter what, Nian'an is the crystallization of her and Ruikang's love, with Nian'an, she is already satisfied in this life.

The courtyard door was pushed open with a "crunch----", Meng Shuzhi came back sweating profusely, came to the door of Ruojun's bedroom, and shouted softly: "Sister, I'm back." ”

Ruojun put down the fan, got up and slapped him twice and said, "Look at your sweat, go take a bath, I made sour plum soup, soak it in cold water in the kitchen, and go drink a bowl after you finish washing." I'll squint. ”

Shu Zhi looked at her with a smile: "Sister, you are so good." He turned around and went out.

Ruojun lay back on the bed, continued to fan the fan, listened to the sound of water by the sink outside the house, and fell asleep in a daze.

I don't know if I slept for a few minutes, I heard Shu Zhi shouting in the yard: "Sister, sister, towel...... Towels ......"

Ruojun got up from the bed in a daze and answered: "Coming, coming." He muttered: "Alas, such a big person, he is still so lost." ”

I took a clean towel from the cupboard, kicked and pulled my slippers, and walked out of the room to the sink.

Meng Shuzhi by the sink was taking a scoop of cold water and pouring it from the top of his head, he was only wearing a pair of shorts all over his body, broad shoulders, thick back, straight waist, and slightly upturned hips, as well as strong long legs, the sunlight and water droplets formed a layer of shining on his body, like a layer of golden light, Ruojun was stunned for a while, she was not stunned because of his fitness, but she suddenly realized that the little Shu Zhi with clear eyebrows, a cute round face, and an arrogant personality was gone.

Just when she walked out of the door, she thought that there should be an eight or nine-year-old boy in front of the sink, but suddenly a naked big man popped up in front of her, which really scared her, she never realized that her little Shu Zhi had grown up.

In the complicated changes of the world, ten years have passed quietly, and the little beggar who followed Ruikang into the courtyard of the Zhou family with arrogance has grown into a towering tree.

She didn't feel stunned, Shu Zhi turned her head and saw her looking at herself in a daze, not knowing what she was thinking, she shook her head indiscriminately, deliberately threw cold water droplets on her face, and said with a smile: "Sister, what are you doing in a daze!" ”

Ruojun came back to his senses at this time, blocked the water droplets he threw over, and said angrily: "Take it quickly, I didn't expect that you suddenly grew so big, it scared me." ”

Shu Zhi smiled, took the towel and wiped it on his head, picked up a scoop of water from the sink, and poured it on Ruojun, he originally just wanted to have fun, thinking about the hot day, so that Ruojun was also cool and cool, and said with a smile in his mouth: "How cool is it!" ”

The water stains quickly soaked Ruojun's thin vest, and the fabric crumpled together, tightly fitting her body, wrapping her round and full breasts and slender waist, as if wearing a tights.

He was stunned, his face was hot, red to the base of his ears, his throat was dry, but his eyes kept admiring her beauty.

Ruojun was taken aback by his splash like this, and quickly blocked it with his hand, complaining in his mouth: "Ouch, you naughty ghost, I have to change my clothes." He didn't look at him again, and hurried back to his room to change his clothes.

Meng Shuzhi saw her back to the room, felt anxious, wiped off the water droplets on his body, and returned to his room to change clothes. Lying on the bed, Ruojun's appearance kept appearing in front of him, which annoyed him, and he felt that a secret that he had hidden for many years was about to break out of his chest, which made him feel terrified.

Turned around and picked up the textbook and forced himself to read the book, but where did he still read it, every page on the book seemed to be painted with Mei Ruojun's appearance and her beautiful body, he didn't know what was wrong with him, in fact, in school, there were female classmates who had already shown favor to him, and everyone talking and laughing among classmates would always pull him together with a certain female classmate, but he never thought about anything, he always felt that everyone was just joking.

Even before today, he had never thought about the difference between a woman and himself, oh no, this was not true, he had never thought about the difference between other women and himself, but he had already thought about the difference between Ruojun and himself many times.

He was irritable and scared, he didn't know if he was a pervert or crazy, although he had that secret in his heart, but he had always respected Ruojun, she was like his goddess, how could he have such thoughts about her, he felt that his sin was unforgivable.

The more he thought about it, the more annoyed he became, so he simply threw away the book and fell on the bed to sleep, but sleeping was to no avail, closing his eyes, his eyes were still full of Mei Ruojun's appearance, his whole body was excited, the blood kept surging to one place, and he propped up his shorts, he could only turn around and suppress his desires. Hope, but useless to his desires. Hope is about to explode, he feels very dirty, very mean, very dirty, very perverted, but his primitive desire. Wangqiang made him excited, excited.

After a while, Ruojun brought a bowl of sour plum soup and knocked on his door: "Shu Zhi, why didn't you drink sour plum soup?" I've got it for you. ”

He looked at the door in fear, afraid that she would really come in, so he hurriedly jumped out of bed, pulled the deadbolt shut, and shouted irritably: "Don't drink, don't drink!" You go, go quickly! ”

Ruojun was inexplicably yelled at by him, so he had to leave.

From that day on, Shu Zhi's attitude towards Ruojun became completely unreasonable, he was very fierce to her, often yelled at her, and was angry with her, either silent, or locked in the room alone.

Ruojun was yelled at by him and didn't dare to approach him, nor did he dare to talk to him, but he felt very puzzled.

Towards the end of the summer vacation, she found that he no longer called her sister as affectionately as before, and he hardly called her, occasionally calling her Ruojun.

That night, after dinner, Shu Zhi stepped on his schoolbag to go to the night shift, Ruojun prepared a small lunch box for him as usual, which contained a steamed bun, a salted duck egg, and a rose pickle pickled by himself. Then he washed an apple, put it in a bag, and gave it to him.

"Eat when you're hungry at night, sleep when you're tired, you know?"

"Hmm," he replied in a dull voice, and took the thing.

Ruojun glanced at a little dust on his shoulder, and patted it lightly, and suddenly, I don't know what happened, Shu Zhi took a step away and yelled: "Don't touch me!" ”

His sudden roar startled Ruojun, his hand stopped in the air, and he looked at him in embarrassment and confusion.

Shu Zhi was also taken aback by his reaction, he knew that he was inexplicable, he knew that he was unreasonable, but he just couldn't control his anger towards Ruojun. Looking at Ruojun's question, he couldn't explain it, because he didn't understand what was wrong with him. The only thing he could do was get out of here.

Watching Shu Zhi leave in a huff, Ruojun just stood there stupidly stunned, Xiao Nian'an pulled the corner of his mother's clothes and asked, "Mother, why is your uncle so fierce to you?" ”

Ruojun picked up his son, smiled inexplicably wryly, shook his head and said, "Mother doesn't know, probably because my uncle is in a bad mood." ”

//

In fact, Ruojun didn't notice it at all, because what he saw in his eyes was not anger, but a painful struggle, this kind of look had been seen in Ruikang's eyes many years ago, but she couldn't believe it at all, she didn't dare to think that this would be true, how could it be possible, how could it be, her little Shu Zhi, who was nearly ten years older than him, but looking back on the past, it seemed that many clues had already been buried.

Ruojun can only deny his speculation again and again, and can only pretend not to know, pretend to be dull, and try to maintain calm until once

Unexpectedly, she had to face it head-on.

That afternoon, after Shu Zhi went to school, Ruojun came to Shu Zhi's room to clean it with a dustpan and a broom and a rag as usual.

Shu Zhi has a strong ability to take care of herself, and the room is very tidy, she just sweeps the floor, wipes the table, and the window. Ruojun stood on the chair, stretched out his arm to sweep the cobwebs off the window frame, and when he climbed down, he accidentally tilted his body and knocked down the stack of books that Shu Zhi had placed on the desk.

"Oops" Ruojun quickly climbed off the chair, squatted on the ground and cleaned up the books, only to collect a few books, a few words on a page of a diary, attracted her attention.

She picked up the journal, which had a few lines of scribbled handwriting:

"The wind sends thousands of miles and must say goodbye in the end, and the plum fragrance will never be forgotten in my heart.

She and Brother Ding went to Chongqing to find him...... She never forgot him, but what about him? He married someone else, and he ignored her...... I hope that Brother Ding can marry her, Brother Ding is a good person. Ahem, why am I still so small?

I said that if he marries someone else, I will marry her and give her happiness. But if Brother Ding can give him happiness, I am also very happy. ”

Turning another page, it reads:

"Ruojun, wait for me, wait for me to grow up, if you haven't found happiness by then, I will definitely give you the best. I want to be better and stronger. Don't worry, if I can't compare to him in any way, I will never ask you to marry me, rest assured, I will definitely be better than him. I won't let you have the slightest regret. ”

Then, for the four or five years she was away, he didn't write anything.

Finally, just after she returned to Beiping, he wrote another page:

"Ruojun, you are finally back, poor you, still alone, I should be sad, but I am so happy, although your face is sad, but it is still so beautiful and gentle, God finally gave me a chance, I grew up, they said I was very handsome, I don't know if you will like me? But I'm not good enough, wait for me, Ruojun, I'll have to become better, stronger, and I'll make you forget him. Ruojun, don't be afraid, I said, I will protect you, and I will love your children. ”