Chapter 113: He Wants to Keep That Light
After hanging up his grandfather's phone, Yu Hanxiao bought the latest flight ticket from country M, and then waited in the waiting hall.
Yu Hanxiao was a little indescribably nervous at the moment, they hadn't seen each other for six years, what would he look like now, had he grown taller, was he taller and more handsome than himself.
He has been outstanding in appearance since he was a child, and he has perfectly inherited his father's handsomeness, on the other hand, he is like his mother, handsome and feminine.
In fact, there is a sentence that Yu Hanxiao has never said, since childhood, Achuan and Yu Muyang look more similar, in the eyes of outsiders, they are more like two brothers, and they have secretly been jealous.
He felt from the bottom of his heart that Ah Chuan was his younger brother and the closest person to him, although he and Yu Muyang were also cousins, he still didn't want them to be more intimate.
Before, he was naΓ―ve and serious, he didn't have so many flies and dogs, he only liked to be with Ah Chuan every day, watching him grow up slowly and become a young man with beautiful eyebrows, he was always very happy, and he didn't forget to take him everywhere.
It wasn't until I grew up later that I was impregnated by my parents' desire to pursue power little by little, and they told themselves countless times, Han Xiao, you have to fight for power, you have to fight for power for our family, and ask for peace of mind.
But now, are you really at ease?
He was the only time he was ruthless to Ah Chuan, but it was that time that the relationship between them cracked a huge gap, and then it couldn't be restored to the same as before.
Thinking of that moist young man, he grew up cleanly since he was a child, he has not been exposed to a little darkness, his eyes are clean and thorough, as if they are always shining.
But six years ago, the light in his eyes went out.
He didn't dare to think about it, he couldn't think about what he had experienced and how he had been hurt over the years.
It wasn't until the airport came a registration prompt that he got up and walked over, got on the plane, he looked at the sky outside the window, his expression was clear, he made the mistake when he was young, I don't know how long it will take to really make up for it, and that teenager, will he look at himself with light in the days to come.
He wanted to keep the light, as he had promised.
He once said: Ah Chuan, brother wants you to be the happiest person in the world, and you will always laugh like this.
It was he who made him fall into the abyss, so now let himself be pulled out and live in the sunshine.
Ancheng is only three or four hours from country M, and I never thought that they were only separated by such a short distance, but I have never been there once.
In the past years, how many beast things have I done?
Until he stood in that place, which was the place he sent someone to arrange for him six years ago, and now it seems to be the same as before, there are a lot of flowers and plants planted in the small villa, and a few cats are lazily basking in the sun, looking at the quiet appearance of the years.
He didn't see the person he wanted to see, he walked to the door of the villa and rang the doorbell, he didn't hear anyone come out for a long time, he was a little discouraged, but he still kept pressing, he must be here, his Achuan is the softest, he loves flowers and plants, and he likes small animals.
The young man, who was not as warm as he spoke, lost him himself.
He didn't dare to shout, he was afraid that he would hear his voice and would not come out even more, but he just stood stubbornly, waiting for the man, he believed that he would come, he had always been a kind person, and he would never make a move to hang people at the door.
I don't know how long it took, until Yu Hanxiao felt that his feet were a little numb, and then he saw the figure slowly come out, he was so thin, his face was bloodless, and he looked like he was seriously ill.
He's grown taller, and now he's taller than himself, but he's so thin that people feel distressed at first glance.
Yu Hanchuan slowly walked to the door, until he saw the figure that had appeared countless times in the dream, his expression was indifferent, "What are you doing here, see if I'm dead?" β
Yu Hanxiao looked at him and was very worried, "Ah Chuan, what's wrong with you, are you sick?" Is it okay for my brother to take you to the doctor? β
He raised his eyes to look at him, and the corners of his mouth hooked up an unknown smile, almost making Yu Hanxiao go back to the past, back to when they were young, he always looked at himself like this.
But at this moment, his words were extremely cold, "Oh, all my sufferings are due to you, you don't have to come here to pretend to stage a scene of brotherly love, there is no affection between me and you." Six years ago, we were no longer relatives. β
Yu Hanxiao stood in front of the door a little anxiously, "Ah Chuan, I know you hate me, but you look too weak now, let me go in first, I'll take you to the doctor." β
"Not necessarily." He dropped two words, turned around and went back, leaving Yu Hanxiao standing alone, shouting in despair, "Ah Chuan, Ah Chuan, brother is really wrong, can you let my brother in?" β
He didn't turn around or look back, he walked into the house step by step, and closed the door, as if everything outside had nothing to do with him.
It's just that he still has red eyes, looking at the man he has missed and hated countless times, and his heart is sad.
used to be the person he trusted the most, but he pushed him into the abyss, and then there was no trace of warmth. It's as if his existence is an obstacle that he can't wait to be removed and solved.
He covered his mouth and coughed softly, and the cough continued one after another, until he felt that he could not stand up, and then he stood up and went to take the medicine.
Since I was a child, my body has not been good, and I always have some minor illnesses and pains, especially the continuous high fever six years ago, which made my body even more depressed.
He is only in his early twenties, but his body is like a septuagenarian, fragile, because of this dilapidated body, he does not dare to love or accept to be loved, he is afraid that he will disappoint the other party, he feels that he is a sick man, he can't protect her.
He wanted to return to China, to return to the place he knew, to his family, but he was just an exile, so what qualifications did he have to go back, no one would welcome him.
He was alone in this empty villa, and he occasionally spoke to himself, or he didn't say a word for a long time. He has no friends, rejects all outsiders, imprisons himself in this place, stubborn and desperate.
Now he finally waited for that person to come to him, but he was not happy at all, after so many years, his brotherhood with him had slowly faded, until he could not think of him for a long time, and he even thought that he could forget him, forget the pair of parents.
But until that phone call pulled him back from reality, he was angry, he was sad, he hated, he said vicious things that he had never said, to curse him, he only wished that he would never see each other again in this life.
But now he appeared at his door, apologized to him over and over again, and repented over and over again.
Even, I care about him as much as I did when I was a child.
He didn't feel happy, he just felt sarcasm.
It all came too late and there was no point.
I have no hope for him and for them.