Chapter 112: So He's Still There
He said sorry over and over again, with some crying in his voice, "Ah Chuan, brother is really wrong, brother was too ruthless at that time, he was too cruel to you, brother really regretted it, let me make it up to you, okay?" ”
Yu Hanxiao didn't know how many years he hadn't cried, since he was sensible, his parents told him over and over again that he wanted to fight for power, to take the Yu family into his pocket, and to firmly hold the power in his own hands. He felt that his heart was cold, no matter how many joys and sorrows he watched, how many people cried and wept, he had no remorse.
He felt that crying was a sign of cowardice, and it was not suitable for him at all. As long as you are ruthless enough, there is nothing you can't fight.
But he was wrong, he pushed his only flesh and blood relatives far away, he couldn't imagine what it would be like for him to come countless times in a strange country.
I'm such a brute, how can I live up to his hopes.
He listened intently to the phone, expecting to hear an affirmative answer, and after a long time, he finally heard the young man's clear voice, but with extreme coldness.
"Yu Hanxiao, I wish you that you will not be loved in this life. Until old age, until death. ”
Yu Hanxiao was completely stunned, tears flowed out of his eyes at once, he didn't expect his hatred to be so deep and strong. His hatred came at him, and he seemed to be unable to bear it, and squatted down in despair.
I wanted to say something more, but the phone had already been hung up first, and he was calling back, only to hear the mechanical female voice.
"Sorry, the number you dialed is temporarily unreachable, please call again later."
His heart was cold, he blacked him out, like a real momentum to never communicate again in this life, he gave himself the hatred of the sky, and then disappeared.
Yu Hanxiao knew in his heart that he would never forgive himself again. I will never see a teenager in my life again, following behind me, screaming one after another.
"Brother, brother,"
"Brother, I beg you, don't send me away, okay, I really won't rob the Yu family with you, I just want to stay here, this is my home."
At that time, he looked at his begging indifferently and ignored it thoroughly. just comforted him perfunctorily, saying that he would go to see him in the future.
But how did he do it, he didn't even allow his parents to see him, just afraid that they would relent, and take him back. He was extremely cruel to him.
At that time, he was blinded by power, and he only wanted to fight for power, and no one could tolerate it in his eyes, so he ruthlessly sent away his own brother and ruthlessly found someone to hunt down and kill his cousin.
They were all teenagers at the time, teenagers, but they had experienced too much and seen their own ruthlessness. Come to think of it, I should have been completely disappointed in myself.
He crouched down and covered his face, and he suddenly regretted that he had done so many stupid things, that he had hurt the most important person to him, and in the end, he had gained nothing, but ended up with nothing.
Tears kept pouring out of his fingers, and he felt the only despair in more than twenty years. Relatives broke up, grandfather's cold, no one was willing to look at themselves again, like hiding from garbage. Avoid yourself.
But it wasn't like this at first, he used to have his grandfather's favor and Achuan's trust, and even Yu Muyang was a brother to him before.
When did it start, yes, from the time I couldn't suppress my ambition and wanted to fight for the greatest power, the people around me left me one by one, and finally ended up with a scene where everyone shouted and beaten.
Yu Hanxiao, how many failures you have had in the past 20 years!
He smiled bitterly and looked at the sky outside, the sun was shining outside, but his mood was like ashes.
No one will love him anymore, no one will care about him.
No, it won't.
Ah Chuan, you are really ruthless, carrying your curse, I will not be at ease in my life.
He slowly stood up and walked out, the sun outside was just right, even a little dazzling, he touched his eye sockets, and the clear moistness in the corners of his eyes reminded him that it was all true.
Standing stupidly, he suddenly didn't know where to go, he wanted to go to Achuan and ask for his forgiveness, he wanted them to go back to the time when they were brothers, friends and brothers, and saw the boy with adoration in his eyes looking at him again, and called out to himself.
"Brother, brother."
He hadn't heard it for many years, and he couldn't remember it clearly, and the young man in his impression had now become his obsession, and he couldn't get rid of it.
He suddenly looked firmly ahead, no longer as depressed as he had just been, and a determination was born in his heart.
The cause that I planted many years ago is finally going to be saved by myself, but I don't know if that young man is still waiting for him.
He turned around and went back to the parking lot, and as soon as he got in the car, he sped away, and passers-by were a little dumbfounded when they looked at the speeding car, just as if it was a dead person.
He really didn't want to die, he was now full of that young man, and the apologies in his heart were about to swallow him, and he wanted to appear in front of his eyes immediately and ask for his forgiveness.
When he returned home, he roughly packed a few clothes, and hurried towards the direction of the airport, standing at the gate of the airport, he suddenly had a trance, he still didn't know where he was now, would he still be where he was back then?
He picked up his mobile phone and wanted to call Yu Muyang to ask, but he let go of his thoughts for a long time, but he was also full of guilt for him, how could he open this mouth, and he might not tell himself.
He found the number in the address book that had not been dialed for a long time, hesitated for a while, dialed out, and the phone rang for a while, and was answered.
His voice was shrill, as if those words weighed a thousand pounds, "Grandpa." ”
The old man's voice was loud, and he sounded like he was much better, and he smiled when he heard this, "It's rare that you will still call me." ”
He paused, and said with some difficulty, "Grandpa, where is Ah Chuan now, I want to go to him." ”
The old man over there didn't seem to expect him to ask like this, and smiled, "It's hard for you to remember him, I thought your heart was made of stone after so many years of ignoring it." You are as cold and hard as I was back then, but the object of your cold and hard is wrong, it is your own brother. ”
He choked in his throat, and it took a long time to speak, "Yes, it's me who is not worthy of being a human being, I'm sorry for his trust, and I'm sorry for your careful cultivation, I have figured it out now, I want to atone for my sins, I want to make amends." ”
"But the current Ah Chuan is no longer the boy he was back then, he has a grudge and hatred for you now, and he may not be willing to see you."
He raised his head and fixed his eyes on the fast-beating subtitles in the airport, "Well, I'll try, I know it's going to be hard to get his forgiveness, but that's what I should have endured, because I was too him." Now that I think about it, I can't even imagine that it was really made by myself. ”
The old man sighed, but his heart softened, "Okay, let me tell you, I hope you really repent this time." His address is: XXXX. ”
Yu Hanxiao was shocked in his heart, but smiled again.
It turned out that he was still there.