12. Infatuation

Son? Shanshan's words touched Maddie's heart a little. Maddie wants a son, or a girl. However, after 7 years of marriage, Yan Yu didn't give birth to him, it was Yan Yu's fault, no matter how good Yan Yu is, no matter how good Yan Yu is, no matter how good he is, a man who has no children will not only be lifelong - but will also regret it for the next life. However, Shanshan will give birth, she is young, and as soon as he sleeps with her, he knows that she is the kind of woman who is very fertile.

Alas, Shanshan is really an infatuated woman.

Men sometimes love infatuated women, sometimes they are afraid of infatuated women.

Now, Maddie feels that Shanshan's infatuation is a little scary.

Because Shanshan's infatuation will change his life. And he didn't want to change his life, he didn't want to destroy his original family.

At that moment, Maddie wanted to tell Shanshan the truth of the matter. However, he couldn't speak, because when Shanshan asked him if he had a home in the Northeast, he replied that he didn't. Now if he talks about having a family, it means that he deceives Shanshan despicably.

Judging from Shanshan's current level of infatuation, she can't bear the blow of this kind of deception.

The only way to cover up deception is to continue deception.

"Okay." "Let me think about it and choose the right time and way to have our wedding," Maddie said. ”

At that time, Maddie had no other way, he could only perfunctory, and it was a day to delay.

Since then, Shanshan has asked Maddie to get married several times, and Maddie has found various reasons to refuse: Why is he busy with work now, and he will talk about it next time, it must be approved by the leaders over there, and the economic situation does not allow it for the time being...... On the surface, these reasons are reasonable, but when you think about it, they are untenable.

After the first day of junior high school, but not fifteen, Shanshan finally began to doubt Maddie's perfunctory.

It was in Maddie lived in Shenzhen for two months again, the night before leaving Shenzhen, after dinner, Maddie and Shanshan came to the beach for a walk, which has become a habit of living together for two people, after dinner, let the golden sand of the beach gently rub the soles of the feet, let the moist evening breeze blow on the face, let the soothing sound of the sea pour into the ear drums, that kind of comfort, that kind of relaxation and that kind of vastness is really a great enjoyment in the world.

An old man came from the opposite side.

They often met this old man while walking by the sea. The old man is 70? Or 80? They didn't ask. The old man's head was full of silver hair, like a pile of snow; He has a face that has been caressed by the sun and the sea breeze for a long time, and a body that is as strong as a bull, and his gait is very vigorous. Because they often meet, Maddie and Shanshan have a deep impression of the old man, and they always say hello, and they once thought that the old man is like the old man in the writer Hemingway's "The Old Man and the Sea".

"Hello, young man." The old man said hello

"Hello." Maddie replied to the old man's greeting with a smile, and anyone would be in a good mood for a walk in such a beautiful twilight.

"It's enviable for you two to walk after dinner like this...... "I used to walk like this with my wife, and we've been walking like this for 40 years...... Then she left, it was last year, and now I'm the only one left walking. ”

"Yes, sooner or later, everyone will leave this world." Maddie socialized. "Yes, cherish it, young man." The old man said and walked over.

Maddie noticed that Shanshan's face had become ugly.

"Shanshan, are you not feeling well? Let's take a break. ”

"Okay."

They sit on the warm and soft sand.

At that time, the sunset had just kissed the sea, half of it was drowned in the sea, half of it was still hanging in the sky, the sea water was burned solemnly by the sunset that fell into the sea, and as the sunset gradually sank, from the sunset point to the seaside showed a fan-shaped face from orange to red to purple to blue to black, and the whole sea rape was like a huge, beautiful tiger shell. Shanshan stared at the sea in a daze. There were two lines of tears on her cheeks.

He grabbed her and wiped the tears from her cheeks.

"Shanshan, what are you thinking?"

"The old man's words."

"The old man ......"

"I wonder what I'll do when you leave me?"

"If you talk about children, how could I leave you."

"Then why aren't you marrying me yet?"

Marriage again. Maddie was speechless.

Shanshan broke out of his arms and turned her face to look at him, and there was something in her eyes that was unfamiliar to him—a cold scrutiny that seemed to pierce his bones.

"Maddie, I see, you cheated on me."

Maddie immediately became nervous, did Shanshan know?

"You're cheating on me, you don't want to marry me at all. Really?"

Fortunately, she only suspected that he didn't want to marry her, and didn't suspect that he already had a home in the Northeast.

"What would you do if I didn't marry you?" Maddie said as if he was joking, trying to ease the tension and test Shanshan's attitude.

"I'm going to commit suicide by throwing myself into the sea right away."

Shanshan said it lightly, but Maddie was confident she would. Shanshan is the kind of woman who is gentle on the outside, but actually very strong on the inside.

The problem is serious.