Chapter 110: The Sun of Life
After Zhou Ruikang left, Ding Xiaohui felt weak, looking at the swaying kerosene lamp in front of him, thinking of his ex-wife, he knew what it was like to be in love, it was unfortunate and painful to love someone who didn't love him, and his mind jumped with the light of the kerosene lamp.
He frowned, picked up the kerosene lamp, walked out of the cabin, and shouted loudly into the dark outside: "Come out, he is gone." ”
A quick, small cough revealed her secrets, and he hurried forward, brushing aside the layers of leaves and branches, and dragged her out of a half-man-tall cavern obscured by dense foliage.
She staggered two steps before she passed out in his arms, and he picked her up and returned to the cabin.
He took her pulse, frowned and shook his head, looking at her with a gossamer, he just sighed, she opened her eyes to look at him, with a shallow smile on the corner of her mouth: "Thank you, Xiaohui." I will repay you in the next life. ”
"Stop talking, get some rest." He caressed her pale cheeks lovingly: "Life is precious, don't give up if you can live." You know? I won't force you to marry me again. I already understand your heart for Zhou Ruikang, hehe, I'm really dull, think about Yu Tong's heart for me back then, how could it not be like this, only take one scoop of three thousand weak water. ”
As he spoke, there was a new light in his eyes, and he smiled faintly: "There are infatuated people in the world, and they all say that they are stupid, who understands the taste...... Or, only a lover can understand. I can see that Zhou Ruikang loves you deeply, and he is very painful in his heart. He comforted her, trying to make her happy.
"Really? Do you think he's still in love with me? She asked with a smile.
"Of course!" A loud voice came from the door, the door was pushed open, and Zhou Ruikang stood tall at the door.
His sudden appearance seemed to give the whole world a big flash, and the two people in the room looked at him in surprise, especially Mei Ruojun, as if someone had been input tens of thousands of volts of electricity, sat up, opened a pair of big eyes in shock, and looked at the man at the door who he had missed all his life.
The corners of his mouth trembled slightly, trying his best to restrain the turbulent waves in his heart, but his voice was still trembling: "Do you think that when I know that you have come all the way to find me, I will easily let you escape?" He strode over to the bed, frowning at her.
Ding Xiaohui stood up, smiled, patted him on the shoulder, and said, "I think I can give way." Have a good talk, I'll go out for a walk. ”
Zhou Ruikang frowned and nodded resolutely: "Thank you for taking care of her for me for so long!" Leave her to me now. ”
Ding Xiaohui sighed secretly and walked out and closed the door.
Only Zhou Ruikang and Mei Ruojun were left in the cabin, and they hadn't seen each other for many years, but there was still a trace of rustiness between the two, especially when she was crazy to chase him over, which made her feel that she was too active, too open, and too reserved.
She tightened the quilt and shrunk into the corner, she was stunned by his gaze, her face was no longer bright, he must have been frightened by his haggard and ugly, which made her feel very painful, she regretted that she did not wear a mask, glanced at the mask on the table, trembling hands and wanted to take it, but he took the first step, snatched it away, and threw it into the corner.
She curled up in the corner, buried her face in her knees, and cried sadly: "Don't look at me, don't look at me......"
She cried so much that it broke his heart, she thought he would care about her appearance very much, she thought that she was no longer beautiful, she really looked at him too superficially, he rushed up and tried to pull her out, but she stubbornly and desperately shook off his hand, not wanting him to see what she looked like.
He couldn't do it, and said angrily: "What to hide, I've already seen it, isn't it just ugly?" You weren't that pretty before! I wasn't scared to death by you! ”
Well? What is he saying? A second ago, it was very exciting, full of sadness of the reunion picture, suddenly the style of painting changed, she suddenly raised her head, looked at him suspiciously, very unconvinced, she knew that she was beautiful, he actually said that he was not very beautiful before.
"What did you say?"
"I said you were ugly before, I wasn't scared to death by you then, can I be scared to death by you now? What to hide? Sentimental. He teased her seriously.
She was stunned for a few seconds, "poof-" burst into laughter, wiped her tears with the back of her hand, and whispered, "I hate it." ”
When he saw her smile, he was relieved and opened his arms: "Come on." ”
She couldn't refuse this embrace that she hadn't seen for nearly four years, and she threw herself into it, just as back then, when his arms tightly encircled her, and the kisses that rained down had fallen.
The ice and snow melted, the sun poked its head out from behind the layers of dark clouds, and the golden light was shining, instantly illuminating her heart, he was her sun, with him, there was no pain, no suffering, no tears, even if the whole world was war, and their world had only sunshine and lush trees of love.
He kissed her black hair, tender eyes, sexy cherry lips, and she kissed him back, lips and teeth leaning on each other, conveying deep thoughts and love between each other.
Ding Xiaohui didn't know where he went that night, as if he had deliberately given up the cabin to the scarred couple.
The moonlight poured in through the window, gently illuminating the small room, and his military uniform and military boots were scattered around the bed, and he hugged her tightly, just like in the small attic four years ago, only this time, he no longer hesitated, because he knew that life could no longer wait, and he gasped slightly, because the spark in his heart was once again ignited by her. She is his robbery, as long as she gets close, she can't help herself.
The bed was small, and like the bed in the small attic, they had to hug each other tightly so that they wouldn't fall, and although it was crowded, she felt very happy. She excitedly interlocked her fingers with him and curled up in his arms obediently.
She still couldn't stop coughing, hearing the heart-rending cough, his heart was like a knife, poor Ruojun, how could he be so ill-fated, he gently pulled a strand of hair from her ear behind her ear, couldn't help but lower his head and kiss her ear, his breath lingered in her ear, making her involuntarily blush.
"Ruikang, am I ugly, will you dislike me? Will you not want me? She asked weakly.
He chuckled and kissed her ear as if punishing.
"Silly Ruojun, I've wanted to have you since the first day I met you." He whispered in her ear: "It's just that you are sick now, and when you get better, I want you every day!" ”
She turned around and held his face, looking carefully at the man who made her unforgettable, he was still so beautiful, but he had a sick face, she finally understood now why Ryan was so inferior when facing herself, and she felt the same at this moment. He is as bright as the sun, and he is like a lily of the valley that is about to die, life and decay, no matter how mismatched and disproportionate.
He saw her sadness and inferiority, and gently took his hand and put it on his chest, making her feel his too cheerful heartbeat.
"Ruojun, I'm just worried about your condition, God knows I'm going crazy if I want to have what you want." His face flushed, and his voice was hoarse.
She was in his arms, and he struggled to suppress the rushing desire in his body, and the surging fireworks were about to burn him out. Feeling his hot body temperature, her pale little face suddenly turned red, she bit her lip, looked at him shyly, saw his clear eyes, and hung her head shyly.
"Don't wait, I don't want to wait any longer, I'm afraid that waiting any longer will be a lifetime..... Ruikang ......" Her eyes sparkled, and she said with some excitement, her voice was like that thunderstorm night, so small, so weak, but it had the energy to set off a huge wave in his heart.
He excitedly held her emaciated face, his eyes were full of love, and he whispered helplessly: "Fool~" He still wanted to comfort her, but she suddenly sat up, opened her bun, shook her head slightly, and her long black hair shone like brocade in the moonlight, and fell on her shoulders, she unbuttoned her clothes and slowly took off her pajamas.
Under the moonlight, they looked at each other, and the past was vivid, from their first meeting, to the throbbing in the carriage, to the first kiss on a thunderstorm night, to the mutual confession between the two, to his resistance to marriage, divorce, to the struggle in the broken temple, to the life and death by the lotus pond, to the painful separation, to the long longing, to the fact that he saved her life, to the intimacy of the small attic, to the heart-rending wail, to the desperate separation, and then to today's reunion......
Attracted by her charm, he sat up too, and couldn't help but kiss the smooth and delicate skin on her shoulder.
Thinking of all kinds of hardships in the past, her tears dripped down, she really couldn't wait any longer, she couldn't miss it anymore, she leaned forward slightly, kissed his thick eyebrows carefully, slightly closed eyes, and slowly went down, the muscles of his whole body bulged, and the Adam's apple kept moving up and down, enjoying her tenderness.
He remembered all the helplessness in the past, and just sighed in his heart, tonight she can finally melt her heart into her body, no longer need to separate her body and mind, no longer have to force herself to invest, no need to force herself to please the other party.
This time, he relaxed and threw himself into it, and pulled her into his arms with a hot hand......
This was the first time they had experienced the beauty of the union of spiritual desires, the power of the surging of life between heaven and earth, and the power of the collision of heaven and earth.
He asked her for her many times that night, until the two of them were exhausted and then hugged each other and fell asleep.
The two don't know how long they slept, when they woke up, it was already dark, Ruikang looked at Mei Ruojun who was still sleeping in his arms, his heart was happy and satisfied, strangely, she was not weak because of last night's vigorous exercise, on the contrary, her face looked much better, he hugged her tightly with strong arms, kissed her on the temples of her ear, and whispered in her ear: "Baby Ruojun, I love you, you will definitely get better." ”
As soon as she finished speaking, she giggled in his arms, and he realized that she was pretending to be asleep and gently patted her on the buttocks.
"Okay, you're pretending to be asleep and deceiving me."
She opened her eyes, smiled and bit her lower lip, looked at his handsome face, buried her face in his chest, and wrapped her arms around his waist tightly.
"Again, I'm going to listen." She said coquettishly.
"Nope." He lay flat on the bed, pretending to ignore her, and closed his eyes: "Unless you call me a nice sound." ”
"What's it called? Lord Zhou? She laughed.
He opened his eyes and looked at her strangely, forced a smile, and said with a straight face, "What? You call me sir? Do you want me to sing a beautiful case? What a bag of adults, Zhou's. No, call again. ”
She was amused by him and giggled: "Then call Lieutenant Colonel Zhou!" ”
"Do you want to be my soldier? I'll let you go for a run in the playground. No, no, stupid. "His humor is all back.
With her, he can relax and be his original self again.
She was amused by him again, coughing and laughing.
He turned over and looked at her seriously: "Call my husband ......"
As soon as the words came out, both of them were stunned for a moment, the smile on their faces unconsciously froze, and all the practical problems returned to their minds.
Ruikang sighed, fell back on the bed, pressed his temples with his fingers, and suddenly became troubled, and his husband ...... Only Cheng Jiaqi can call him that, Mei Ruojun has become his own mistress, he looked at her with a heartache, oh my God, he loves her so much, but he can only let her be his mistress.
She saw what was on his mind, sat up and dressed, and after a cough, said, "Don't worry, Ruikang, my wish has been granted." I wouldn't ask for anything. I...... I...... It is possible to leave. “
"What!" He bounced up, pulled her over, and was facing him, two thick eyebrows furrowed, with an angry face, and said loudly, "Leave? You're leaving again? Who told you you you could leave? Mei Ruojun, you have left me many times, every time you give me hope and love, you leave, you ...... You...... You ......" His muscles erupted with excitement, and he squeezed her hands very hard, as if he wanted to pinch her to death.
"Don't worry, don't worry." His sudden anger startled her and caught her completely off guard.
He pushed her away, and his anger did not subside: "Hmph, since you are leaving, why are you coming?" You swooned me, and then pushed me into the abyss? ”
He trembled nervously, and she hurriedly comforted him: "I'm not leaving, I'm not leaving, unless you drive me, I won't leave, I'll follow you, okay?" ”
"Not good! You're like this every time, and every time you swear to me, you'll leave me. I don't believe you. He yelled at her.
"Do you think I'm not in pain if I leave you?" She said aggrievedly.
"Tell me, then, how do you suffer?" He didn't let her go, and played a scoundrel like a child.
She couldn't do anything about him, he was simply her nemesis, so she had to say: "I think about you every day, every minute and every second." “
"No, it's not enough, if you don't say 10,000 words, I just don't believe you." He slammed his fist on the wall angrily.
10,000 words...... Mei Ruojun stared at him wide-eyed, she was clumsy, even if she wanted her to say a hundred words, she couldn't say it, ten thousand words? I'm going to have to make a draft.
Looking at his worried face, she regretted what she said, lowered her head, stretched out her index finger and gently rubbed his little finger a few times: "I'm sorry, I won't say it again, I'll never leave you again." ”
He frowned at her, he couldn't be angry with her, but how he was afraid that she would disappear from his life again, she didn't understand, she didn't know how afraid he was to sit by the window every morning and look at the pale of the sky, she didn't know how afraid he was of having to rely on cigarettes every day to relieve the bitterness in his heart.
He reached out and pulled her long hair behind her ear, and said with a slight twitch of his lips, "Swear, never to leave again, no matter what happens, it will not disappear." ”
She hugged him tightly, kissed him, he was so stupid, did she want to leave him? She longed to stay with him, years and months, every second.
She swore to continue their alliance with hell, she swore to continue to suffer in the flames of hell with him, she swore to love him for the rest of her life.....