Another Life, Another Self-Destruction (3)
Fang Chuchu was completely wasted - his job was gone, his arm was gone, his calf was broken, and even his soul was lost.
In the days when she was lying on the hospital bed, she was like a warm robot, being wiped by the man named Lu Yan with water, medicine, food, and mouth, taking care of her meticulously, but never giving any response, just staring at the man pitifully with those big eyes.
"Don't look at me like that." It's not the first time Lu Yan has said this, but the result is always the same.
"I was wrong! That's wrong! Still can't do it? He took her hand and spoke earnestly.
Fang Chuchu retracted his gaze and looked down at the intersecting hands - when did they become so close?
You don't need to say hello to the skin for granted. But didn't you refuse?
I didn't refuse when I had a stomach ache on the side of the road, and I didn't refuse because I fell in the office because of the stomach pain, and I couldn't refuse when I fell from the moving car, and every time I changed the sheet and sat in a wheelchair, he picked it up and hugged it so numb that I didn't even have the idea of refusing, and finally got used to it.
Get used to the hand that is always grabbed when he confesses, get used to his broken leg with his lame massage technique, get used to the clutter that accidentally sticks to the corners of his mouth when drinking and eating, and get used to the kiss he shallowly imprints on his forehead before going to bed. Accustomed to his presence, but also abhorred by his presence.
This man, this man named Lu Yan, Fang Chuchu hated him.
"What the hell do you want me to do? Fang Chuchu, I've really done a good job. โ
Which one? Do you take advantage of me without my permission? Fang Chuchu thought. Perhaps the best thing he did was to be honest - "To be honest, you are a bit stupid, how can I agree to sign such a big contract just because of you?" However, it's also silly and cute. โ
"To be honest, I really didn't mean to make you happy, I just wanted to punish you a little, you were splashed with water for the first time when you were so big."
"To be honest, I'm not a human at work, so don't bother me while I'm working, because I really won't pay attention to you."
"To be honest, Fang Chuchu, you still like me, right?" Looking at Fang Chuchu, Lu Yan smiled very well, "I like you too." As he said this, the smile on his lips grew thicker and deeper, and he leaned down to kiss him.
was stopped halfway by Fang Chuchu with a bandaged hand, this time, she wanted to refuse. Lu Yan still smiled, but smiled a little helplessly, "It's okay, I'll wait for you." The company has something to do, so I'll leave first and come back to see you later. "Don't be nostalgic, turn around and leave forever chic.
Only Fang Chuchu was left, slowly put down his injured hand, and scolded secretly: "Bastard."
That night, he still came, and as a businessman, he was still very trustworthy.
Hearing the familiar footsteps, Fang Chuchu got into the quilt, closed his eyes and pretended to be asleep. As long as he endures a tobacco-smelling forehead kiss, Fang Chuchu's performance for the day will be over.
So lying on the hospital bed, she was a little anxious to hope that the man next to the bed would kiss him soon, and she would call it a day early. But that night, the man seemed to be a little worried, sitting on the edge of the bed motionless and looking at Fang Chuchu on the bed, refusing to move.
Fang Chuchu was stared at by that anxious gaze for too long, only to feel that he was full of fever and couldn't move, which was really difficult. "What the hell does he do?" Fang Chuchu thought anxiously, and when he didn't turn his head, he suddenly felt a heat on his face, and couldn't help but open his eyesโit was Lu Yan.
"Fang Chuchu, you are really pretending to be asleep."
The man's handsome face stopped half a centimeter above her face, as if he could touch the other as soon as he lowered his head.
Fang Chuchu was nervous and didn't dare to breathe. It seems to be as long as a century, Lu Yan smiled, still so rebellious and contemptuous. Then he moved his body, moved his lips to Fang Chuchu's forehead, and lightly pressed themโfamiliar as every kiss, only this time Fang Chuchu held his breath and was about to run out of oxygen.
"Don't hold back." Lu Yan still understood Fang Chuchu, and after withdrawing, he sat on the chair next to the hospital bed again, and smiled even more unscrupulously, "I see that you are about to die of lack of oxygen." โ
Holding his fingertips into the flesh, Fang Chuchu was so painful that he finally took in a breath of air. "Sleep! I'll come back to see you tomorrow. "Pick up the suit jacket and turn around like that.
"Don't come to see me tomorrow." She was still lying flat just now, obviously with a high ceiling, but at this time, Fang Chuchu's pupils were full of man's magnified delicate facial features. "I'll be discharged tomorrow, so don't come."
Because I don't want to play anymore, I'm afraid I'm going to lose.
Lu Yan, who was close to the door, turned back again, leaned against the wall, looked at Fang Chuchu who was sluggish on the bed, and said in a low voice: "I know, so, I want to take you home."
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On Saturdays, there were no customers and nothing to keep busy. Lin Sen was idle, threw the computer store to Fang Hui, and ran to Brother Da Fei's "black box", lying on the windowsill, swallowing clouds and spitting fog one by one.
He replaced his mobile phone, changed his number, replaced the old phone book, and there was a person in the new contact who called often, and the ringtone was also changed, Lin Sen listened harshly, and simply turned off the phone and stuffed it into his trouser pocket. It's been more than a month, and Lin Sen is still not familiar with this new phone.
Big Feige, who had just gotten up, greeted him, "So early? โ
Lin Sen raised the watch on his wrist and flew towards Da Fei behind him, unable to complain, "Four o'clock in the afternoon." โ
Da Fei let out an inchless "oh", Lin Sen looked back at him, just about to prepare for a scrappy education, but was so frightened by Da Fei's slippery ass that he hurriedly withdrew his gaze.
When he entered the door, the guy was sleeping on the bed without clothes, and Lin Sen kindly covered him with a blanket, and then he ran naked again. Lin Sen couldn't bear it: "Big brother, I'm still here!" I'm a man, can you pay attention. โ
"I know you're a man, but if you're a woman, I'll pounce on you." Da Fei squinted and took it for granted, "You also know, our men are a little bit in the morning~" Lin Sen turned around, picked up the clothes on the ground and threw them to Da Fei, directly sealing his mouth. Then the one who did not squint and quickly withdrew, "Gone." โ
When I was about to reach the door, I heard a disgusting voice from Dafei in the room - "Sensen, don't leave me. Sensen, I need you. Sen Sen, ah~ah~ah~......"
Lin Sen was of course angry, but he didn't dare to speak, he was afraid that he would spit it out as soon as he spoke. Besides, when you get to the door, open the door and leave this hellish place.
However, when he opened the door, Lin Sen was frightened. Of course, I was frightened, and Da Fei, who had just chased him out of the bedroom and didn't wear underwear and only covered two points on his chest with clothes - he didn't cover it, he didn't cover it, and he was so glamorous and enchanting. Anyone who sees this kind of "bewitching slut" will scream in fright - "Ah! โ
But strange to say, the screams did not belong to the girl who was standing in front of the door and had witnessed all this, but to Brother Da Fei.
With his roar, Lin Sen couldn't help but feel a sense of shame, and he didn't bother to pay attention to what the bastard behind him was doing, Lin Sen pushed the girl out, and then slammed the door shut.
"Don't mind, he's sick today." Lin Sen leaned his back against the iron door, perhaps this would allow his body that was burning from shame and anger to cool down quickly.
"I'll go to the store and you're not there, call you and turn off your phone." The girl didn't seem to want to dwell on what she had just seen, she just wanted to know everything about the boy in front of her.
Lin Sen did not refute the girl's statement, and nodded again and again. But, "You're going to hide from me." The nodding movement suddenly stiffened, and Lin Sen raised his head slightly to meet the girl's eyes, "What do you say?" I didn't. โ
"That's it!" Girls don't give up. Tiredness came spontaneously, Lin Sen slid down from the door and looked at the girl levelly, "You said yes, that's it!" โ
"Lin Sen!" Finally provoked.
The door opened suddenly, Lin Sen didn't rely on it, fell behind him, and was caught by Da Fei, who opened the door.
"Couple quarrels?" Da Fei raised his eyebrows in question.
Lin Sen almost popped out of Da Fei's arms, and when he looked at it, this guy was dressed up like a human again, clasped his hands, and looked at him for a long time. "I said Lin Chu, our family Sensen is not forced like this."
Lin Sen was determined not to answer his words, so Da Fei turned his target to the girl, "Oh yes! It's like flying a kite, you can only watch from afar, you can't play closely. You've got to loosen a little bit and loosen a little bit and put that line farther and farther higher. โ
"You're enough!" Lin Sen stopped him, but Da Fei ignored it, "Look at it, he is in the sky, in fact, he is in your hands, and he will never escape from the palm of your hand." โ
Lin Sen couldn't bear it, so he pulled his legs and left. "Look, I said yes! He was angry. Da Fei's voice was so loud that he couldn't help but speed up his pace.
Walking out of the residential building, Lin Chucai caught up, walked quickly to grab Lin Sen's hand, and then fell silent all the way.
Lin Sen saw that the girls around him were rarely quiet, so he also slowed down his pace.
Walking to the intersection, Lin Sen felt that he couldn't go on like this, and after hesitating for a long time, he decided to ask, "Where are you going?" Lin Chu casually named a location.
Lin Sen pulled out his arm and walked to the side of the road to stop the car. Lin Chu silently walked up to him and stuffed his hand into his palm again, "Is what Brother Da Fei said true?" โ
Lin Sen didn't look back, "You listen to him talking nonsense?" When did he tell the truth? When he stopped a taxi, said the location and paid the fare, and turned to face Lin Chu, he heard her whisper: "I think this time it is the truth."
Lin Sen didn't answer, opened the car door for her, nodded and motioned for her to sit in, but the girl regretted it at this time.
"I don't want to go, I'll go with you wherever you go!" Lin Sen didn't listen, half-pushed her into the car, closed the door, and then said to the driver, "Master, the rear door is locked, thank you." Taking a step back, he beckoned to drive.
"Lin Sen! Lin Sen! You can't do that, it's not fair, it's not fair. Lin Sen ...... "The girl hung on the car window, screamed and scolded, and then gradually moved away.