Another Life, Another Self-Destruction (2)
Many years later, Fang Chuchu stood in front of the glass door, looking at the woman's appearance reflected in the mirror, and was in the same mood - since this is already the case, why not do it more thoroughly.
That day, being kicked out of the box by the security guard, Fang Chuchu did not stop there, but wanted to make trouble, the security guard may have seen such a crazy woman for the first time, and there was nothing he could do about her.
Fang Chuchu was eventually taken to the police station. Yes, it's still that familiar place, and even the patrol officer who taught Fang Chuchu is the same as last night, and there is no change.
"I said, what's the matter with you? Where's your boyfriend? ”
Fang Chuchu raised her wet face and glanced at the troubled patrolman, "I don't have a boyfriend." ”
"Don't have a boyfriend? What about last night...... Ahhh I'll just say we were cheated by that kid...... But you- what the hell is going on? The patrolman kept observing her and felt that this woman was not simple.
Fang Chuchu didn't answer, she didn't want to say it, and she couldn't understand it. Her wet face lowered again.
"You can't do this, you have to explain something! You don't say anything, are you going to spend the night here again? The patrol officer spoke bitterly, but Fang Chuchu still turned a deaf ear.
Finally, a steady stream of troublesome residents attracted the patrolmen who talked a lot, and Fang Chuchu was left alone—a rare quiet. It's so quiet that you can think about how bad your day was - waking up from the hospital, being left by the bus, having a capricious stomach pain, and then being scolded by the executives, splashing the company's partner with water, and being intimidated when he returned to the company because he couldn't sign the contract, he resolutely resigned and took all the consequences, found Lu Yan to apologize, made a big fuss about the dinner by the way, and was thrown out by the security guard and arrested by the patrol police...... Anyway, it's just how you can destroy yourself.
"Huh!"
The woman who sneered suddenly felt a little distressed about this body called "Fang Chuchu" - "Fang Chuchu" was not wrong, it was her who was at fault, it was "she" who brought Fang Chuchu into a dead end and endured both physical and psychological torture.
"Fang Chuchu!"
It was the talkative patrol again, Fang Chuchu looked up in response, and "she" seemed to have stepped out of the body, standing aside, and staying out of the matter.
"Your boyfriend is picking you up!"
I don't have a boyfriend and she still wants to say things like that. There was no time to stop it, Fang Chuchu had already stood up and walked out the door. "She" felt guilty in her heart, and seemed to have harmed Fang Chuchu again.
Hurriedly followed, "she" and Fang Chuchu froze together - the person who came was Lu Yan, who was indifferent and ruthless to "her" this afternoon.
Bastard, standing aside, "she" couldn't help but curse.
"Why, you didn't know me so soon? I'm Lu Yan, do you remember Fang Chuchu? "The new Ferrari makes its already glamorous man even more handsome and eye-catching, but the woman in front of the man is sloppy and a little downgraded.
Fang Chuchu didn't say anything, and took out a tissue from his bag. It was bought by Fang Chuchu after lunch, and he wanted to apologize, but when he returned to the hotel, he had already left. Now I apologized a lot, but the tissue kept in my pocket, and now I finally took it out.
"She" watched from the sidelines, looking down on Fang Chuchu in her heart, how could a person be cautious and compromised to such a point, and still at such an explosive and irritable age. "She" really wanted to go up and knock out the pack of tissues. But before "her" could get closer, the tissue was caught by Lu Yan, "For me?" Fang Chuchu nodded, and then said solemnly: "I'm sorry." The mobile phone rang, Fang Chuchu lowered his head and took it out of his bag, and before he could see the call reminder on it, the dry paper towel touched his wet cheeks.
Fang Chuchu's face had always been wet, splashed with tea, and wet with tears. When she was hoarse and ruined herself, no one handed her a tissue and told her to wipe her face. Even the tissues that I had been carrying in my pocket all the time forgot to take them out. And this time, Lu Yan took the paper bag and took out a tissue from it, carefully and gently wiped it for Fang Chuchu, and said, "Silly woman."
Silly woman. "She" didn't come over after all, stood aside, looked at the two of them, and suddenly felt so beautiful.
"How can you be so stupid," Lu Yan was amused by something, "You really believe it!" Holding the paper ball, he turned to open the car door, "Get in the car." Fang Chuchu was stunned for a moment, but still decisively got into the car - she wanted to know the story behind this too much.
"It doesn't matter to you whether you sign the contract or not, it's just a means for me to soak you." Lu Yan also got into the car and glanced at the mobile phone in Fang Chuchu's hand, "Don't plan to answer it?" Fang Chuchu seemed to be still immersed in the previous sentence and did not react. And "she" has fully understood - she is so stupid, she is so stupid that she is self-righteous, and she begged for forgiveness after being tricked. "What did you say?" Tilting his head, Fang Chuchu asked stiffly. "Tell the truth." Carelessly, Lu Yan quickly glanced back at her, but his eyes were once again attracted by the noisy mobile phone. Once again, casually, Lu Yan took the mobile phone and pressed "Reject", and Fang Chuchu watched the green light flashing with "Lin Sen" dim.
"Help you hang up." Lu Yan finally felt comfortable and turned back to grin at her.
"Why are you hanging up on me?" It didn't seem to have guessed that Fang Chuchu would ask like this, Lu Yan's smile gradually disappeared, "I don't think you want to take it!" ”
"How do you know I don't want to take it?"
"I picked you up as soon as I wanted to, so why let it ring all the time." Lu Yan felt that what he said was very reasonable and couldn't refute it, but he didn't expect the woman to continue to ask, "Why can you fool me." ”
"What?" Suddenly changing the topic, Lu Yan couldn't keep up.
"I ...... It's just ......" was thinking about how to organize the language, and the woman's questions attacked like cannonballs, "Why did you lie to me without even saying hello, why did you tell me the truth after you tricked me, why didn't you keep me in the dark, why did you bully me like this!" Fang Chuchu almost trembled his whole body before he said such words.
"She" watched from afar, and finally understood what it meant to be silent and sensational. "Why?" The last bit of strength, tossed for a day, and the last bit of strength left, emotions and tears, Fang Chuchu threw them all to this "culprit".
"Why? …… If you like me. Lu Yan gave a firm answer, after last night's madness, he seemed to have seen through this woman, "Fang Chuchu, you like me." You told me that in person last night. ”
"Huh!" The woman sneered.
A gust of wind blew, scraped on the cold face, and then—fell unjustifiably. The man's call was like a distant thing, "she" finally returned to the body named "Fang Chuchu", it turned out that the mistake was not in "her", nor in that body, only because it was Fang Chuchu, he would hurt himself without hesitation.
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That night, Lin Sen, who was almost crazy, also opened the door of the dance hall to shut down the neon lights and singing.
Soon, he found the man on the dance floor, rushed up regardless of it, and hugged him from behind.
The person who was suddenly hugged was obviously startled, screamed and broke free from that embrace, and wanted to turn around and slap the "hooligan", but when she turned around, she smiled, "Lin Sen? It's you! ”
"Is it a ghost?" Lin Sen's height is much higher than that of girls, he bows his head slightly, he stares at girls intently, and the music and light expressions are just right for the beat of his heartbeat.
"So, you really like me?" The girl asked, she thought that the call she had just received was just a harmless game session, but she didn't expect this person, the person who just said he liked her, seemed to be real.
Lin Sen didn't answer, he felt that it was more convincing to pull the girl over and hug her in his arms. But after only a few seconds, the girl broke free from his arms again, covering her nose, "What smell?" ”
"Huh!" Lin Sen smiled disdainfully, "I am more fragrant than you after taking a bath."
"Why are you talking so funny?
"Do you like it?" Without waiting for her to answer, Lin Sen took her into his arms again domineeringly.
The girl named Lin Chu finally obediently stuck to Lin Sen's chest and didn't leave. "What's wrong with you? Want to touch a woman and want to go crazy? That's not what you did to me on the bus. ”
Except for the bad smell, the others were simply impeccable, Lin Chu hugged the man in front of her tightly and bit him the chest, for fear that it was just a dream. Lin Sen frowned, and said helplessly: "Are you a dog?" But he still hugged her tightly and didn't want to let go at all.
Lin Sen didn't want to let go because he needed such a temperature.
It turns out that erasing a person from his heart is not only the memories that have been carefully stored for many years, but also the temperature that rises a little bit for survival. The man was gone, and she swept her heart all over, and she took everything with her, and then her whole heart was empty. It's like a house that she was asked to live in, and she cleaned it up and stuffed it to the brim. Now she's gone, taking everything with her, and there's not even a temperature in the empty room. The house became an ice cellar, and the heart became an ice pump, sending extreme cold to every flesh and bone. Lin Sen hugged Lin Chu and refused to relax, and the girl's warm side face was pressed against his heart until the cold weakened a little.