147. A divided life
The female doctor let out a long sigh and continued: "The profession of a female psychiatrist sounds quite lofty, but it's really not easy!" This profession requires the trust of the counselor, but their excessive trust is not a good thing. Sometimes, even at two or three o'clock in the middle of the night, a counselor will call her to confide in her heart, and she can't lose her temper anytime and anywhere. But what is even more tiring is that I have seen too many other people's psychological problems, and I feel more and more the ugliness of human nature. I don't know why today, I feel very depressed, I feel that there is a hidden camera in the corner of this room, watching me. Could it be that I have been too busy at work lately, and the pressure at work has made me have delusions of victimization? Fortunately, no matter how sad the days were, there was one person who was always with me and fought side by side with me. That's my husband, my twenty-four filial husband and best work partner: Sean. The two of us have been in love since our sophomore year, got married after graduation, and then founded this private psychiatric hospital together, working hard together, struggling together, and ten years have passed? ”
"Dr. Sean, my dear husband, have you had lunch?" The female doctor dialed the phone in the next office and asked with a smile.
"Jeana, my dear wife, are you still fit to eat? You've been in the hospital almost every day lately. A male voice came from the other end of the line, quick but gentle.
"It's okay, aren't you still with me? But I'm really tired today, I want to take a break at noon, and let's go home and have a meal together. It's been a long time since I've eaten your own food. The female doctor said coquettishly.
"Not right now, I have a previous appointment here who called and said he would be in fifteen minutes. I'm now taking the time to eat something to cushion my stomach. Sean said.
"My poor Sean, you have to pay attention to your body too!" The female doctor was distressed.
"It's been a long time since we've been home for dinner. Let's go home tonight and relax. I haven't worked out in a long time, you know. How's it going, did you miss me? Would you like to give me a check-up tonight to test my body? Sean's tone was ambiguous when he said his last few words.
"Okay, then I'll go grocery shopping after work......" The female doctor blushed, but did not hang up the phone, quickly walked to the ward, pushed open the door, and saw Dr. Sean, who was wearing glasses and white rabbit teeth, was holding the phone to feed Hey, and on the table was a box of apple pie with the lid open, red and hot, which was the takeaway of the store that Sean had always loved.
The female doctor grinned and flew over and sat down on Sean's lap, leaving a tender, lingering kiss on "his" lips.
It was an apple pie kiss, as Sean still had half a mouthful of apple pie in his mouth that he hadn't had time to swallow.
"What's wrong, you're not in a good mood?" Calm and self-contained, Sean was not fascinated by the lust, and at a glance she could see the haggard hidden behind her sweet smile.
The female doctor pretended to smile lightly: "Psychiatrists are also human!" After listening to too many other people's stories, normal people will inevitably be brought into emotions and will inevitably be affected by emotions! Dr. Sean, give me some counseling! ”
Sean laughed, "Of course, doctors are also human beings, and there are times when they are vulnerable. But as a psychiatrist, you have to have a heart like a decompressor, and a brain like a filter, at least for the time you work. You always have to make sure that after the counselor walks out of the room, whatever his story is, he will forget it and seal it in the case. ”
"Okay, okay, don't pour me chicken soup, I understand all these truths. It is not easy to completely separate work from personal in such a special job. But as long as I think about it, those patients who have gradually recovered through psychotherapy and regained their lives, I still feel that this job is very meaningful. ”
"That's right. I'm going to make you your favorite baked lobster tonight. I'm the best lobster baked man in Paris! Sean laughs.
There was a knock on the door, it was nurse Lily.
Lily said to the female doctor, "Mrs. Sean, Fiona is sick and she said she wants to see you. ”
The female doctor helplessly held her forehead and said, "Oh my God, I haven't eaten yet!" ”
Sean shoved a piece of apple pie into her mouth, chewed it a few times, swallowed it, and followed the nurse out of the field.
The scene on the stage changes to a hospital room, and a patient in a hospital room is sitting on the bed. The psychiatric patient is a 27-year-old married woman, Fiona, who is also a psycho played by Mu Fengmian.
Mu Fengmian was eating the sick meal, and he was talking to himself with a rich expression, as if he was talking to someone.
I said...... Sean, if one day, I mean, if ha, I cheated, would you forgive my mom? She asked in a coquettish tone as she ate. new world
No one answered her, but she tilted her head, as if listening to someone.
"And if I had other men before I knew you, would you forgive me?" She asked again.
Her expression was mixed and mixed, and finally she stood up and threw her lunch box in the trash.
She seemed to be saying to herself: "Forget it, let's not say it, just let that secret rot in the stomach forever!" I don't want my current happy life to be ruined by that secret. ”
She seemed to sit back on the hospital bed sullenly, looking very sad.
Then she suddenly looked up again, as if she had mustered up a lot of courage and asked, "Sean, I have a friend who once met a scumbag teacher when she was in junior high school, a well-dressed beast. ”
"If you were my friend, would you testify against him?" Her expression seemed to be asking the question she had always wanted to ask.
"But what if that person is me? You're going to let me testify the? Our career has just started to improve, and now we are a well-known person in this circle. If...... I mean, if I testify against that scumbag in court......" she asked.
"Really? Then I'll tell you something, you must not be angry! Fiona said.
"Sean, my little lamb, I've decided to confess to you. When I was in the first year of junior high school, I had a crush on my math teacher, Mr. Garrel, who cared about me and helped me with algebra tuition for free. Later, my teacher asked me to go on an outing, and he forced me to have sex with him in the wild. At first, I was forced, but then I was bewitched by Mr. Garrel, thinking that it was love, and I kept this abnormal relationship with him. It wasn't until I graduated that I realized that I was not the only girl who had this kind of relationship with Garrel, and all the girls in the class who were more pleasing to the eye were in the pocket of Teacher Garrel. This discovery finally made me decide to cut off all contact with Mr. Garrel! Mr. Garrel is my junior high school teacher, but he really doesn't deserve to be a teacher! Fiona said.
"I'm sorry I lied to you! Back then, I was finally admitted to medical school to study spiritual psychology, and I met you, and you launched a fierce pursuit offensive against me. When I was a sophomore, we established a relationship, and you loved me like an eyeball, which made me feel happier than ever. When the love was strong, you made many requests in that regard, but I politely declined. You think I'm inexperienced, scared and shy, and I don't force it. And I'm actually scared that you know what happened to me. I spent the Spring Festival with you after I had my hymen repaired. And you always thought I gave you the first time! After that night, you took even more care of me. Many people fall out of love after graduation, but we don't. You proposed to me, we got married, and together we founded this mental hospital. Many couples may not be able to start a business together because they will quarrel because of differences of opinion, but we don't. We tolerate each other, support each other, and come to this day together! But that incident is in my heart, I can't get over it, and I still can't let it go! What did you say? Are you sure? You really don't mind? You're going to let me testify against that beast? Thank you, Sean!" Fiona threw herself on the pillow, hugged it, kissed it, and cried and laughed like a child.
This is one of the personalities played by Mu Fengmian: her attending doctor, Mrs. Sean, which is another sub-personality derived from Fiona after becoming a patient of Mrs. Sean.
After a while, Fiona sat up slowly, as if she had changed again, her face numb.
The female doctor saw Fiona's performance from the camera, and knowing that Fiona's main personality had appeared again, she sighed softly, knocked on the door, and walked in.
She smiled and said, "Fiona, I heard you're looking for me?" ”
Fiona slowly raised her head and asked sadly, "Did I get sick again just now?" ”
Mu Fengmian now plays the main character of Fiona, that is, the twenty-seven-year-old Fiona, a female patient who has just divorced her husband who has been abused by her husband.
The female doctor closed the door and walked in.
"Want to relax with a cup of coffee? I have hand ground coffee here. She walked over to Fiona and asked softly.
Fiona shook her head and said, "Mrs. Sean, my illness can't be cured, leave me alone, let me die in a mental hospital!" I'm a little more comfortable here, and I don't know how to deal with the discriminatory eyes of others on the outside. ”
The female doctor nodded very understandingly, and said, "I heard that you had insomnia again last night, so you can lie on that bed for as long as you want." ”