The female doctor nodded very understandingly, and said, "I heard that you had insomnia again last night, so you can lie on that bed for as long as you want." Do you want to listen to music? I have all kinds of music here to help you sleep, and there are also some natural sounds, such as the sound of the waves, the sound of birds, the flow of the stream, which is also a type of music therapy. Which one would you like to hear? ”

"The sound of the waves." She lay down on the bed, turned her back to the female doctor, and closed her eyes.

"Actually, I'm tired too, the sound of the waves sounds so comfortable, I really want to sleep." The female doctor turned on the music playback on her phone.

For this psychiatric patient, who resisted treatment from the start, she felt she had to go with the flow.

As the minutes ticked by, Fiona remained silent, and the female doctor seemed drowsy.

The hour hand of the wall clock on the wall is turning rapidly, indicating that half an hour has passed.

"You're a psychiatrist, how do you solve a psychological problem? But you're living so well, you shouldn't have any psychological problems, right? Fiona asked suddenly.

"Actually, there is. Every family has a scripture that is difficult to read, and unhappy families have their own misfortunes. But there are some things that I don't want to share with others, just like you. Not everything can be shared...... the female doctor said.

"You're very realistic, not what I imagined. Then let me tell you, on the wedding night, when my husband did that to me for the first time, I was unconscious, I was completely unconscious. Is this my problem or his? Why did he hit me? Why prick me there with a needle? I don't feel pain, but my self-esteem can't stand it! ”

Fiona wept bitterly.

"Fiona, don't get excited. Trust me, my expertise can help you! Can you tell me, do you feel nothing? Don't feel it at all? "The gentle voice of the female doctor makes it easy to relax and sounds exceptionally comfortable.

Fiona hesitated, turned around, looked at the female doctor and said, "I don't know how to express it, but I really don't feel it, I have done a lot of tests in the hospital before, and the doctors said that it is indeed numb to the point of being unconscious." ”

Judging from Fiona's description, the female doctor preliminarily concluded that Fiona may have suffered from madness.

"You just said your husband pricked you with a needle? Is it the part that stabbed you? The female doctor asked.

"Yes......" Fiona looked embarrassed, as if feeling very humiliated and ashamed.

"Is there anything you've ever had in the past that you'll never forget? Happy, painful, heartbroken? The female doctor asked. Because in what she has learned, ecstasy is more likely to occur after the emotions are strongly shaken, and it is more common in women.

Fiona frowned slightly, lowered her head a little sadly, and replied, "No, nothing!" Actually, I'm not sick, I'm really not sick! I'm just pretending to be sick because I don't want to go out, I want to stay here, it's quieter here than outside! ”

"I didn't say you were sick! Please think about it, is there really not? I just want to help you. You can rest assured, I will not say it to anyone, this is the professional ethics of our psychiatrists. The female doctor said. 591 net

"I don't want to mention it, I don't want to mention it!" After Fiona finished speaking, she turned her back again, turned her back to the female doctor, and said nothing.

The female doctor was completely calm on the surface, but there was a gleam in her eyes. Presumably, this past incident that Fiona doesn't want to mention is the source of her illness.

But instead of directly revealing Fiona's scar, the female doctor diverted her attention and asked, "It's been a long time since that happened, hasn't it?" ”

Fiona said: "Yes, it's been a long time, don't mention it again, don't mention it again, okay?" ”

The female doctor couldn't see her expression, but she choked up when she heard her voice, and she was more sure of Fiona's cause.

The female doctor continued to ask questions along the topic, and I believe that she will soon get to the point.

She walked up to Fiona, thoughtfully handed over a tissue, and asked in a low voice, "You must have had a hard time during that time, right?" ”

Fiona took the tissue and wiped away her tears, her gaze unfocused, visibly immersed in the past.

All the health and normality that she pretends to be on the surface are actually illusions. Such an illusion may make those around her feel reassured, but it is very harmful to her psychology. The long-suppressed pain cannot be released, and the human consciousness will naturally find its own way.

"I never mentioned it to anyone because I think it was the biggest stain on my life. Why was I so stupid, why didn't I resist, why did I worship him so much? I hate, I hate that I didn't, and I was easily taken by that well-dressed beast! He doesn't deserve to be a teacher, he doesn't deserve it! Fiona seemed to be talking to herself, as if it had been rehearsed in her mind countless times.

Hearing this, the female doctor was slightly stunned, and hurriedly asked quietly: "When did it happen?" ”

"In the first year of junior high school, my junior high school teacher, I taught mathematics. I was the math class representative, and he asked me to send my homework to his home. His wife is not at home, and his daughter is at her grandmother's house. He said that his wife went out to fool around again, his wife is a famous female singer in Paris, always likes to hook up with muscular men, and likes one-night stands! He said he knew everything, but he had to pretend not to, he was in pain, and I comforted him...... He said I looked like a doll and was so cute, and he said he loved me very much! I admired him at the time, because he was a very knowledgeable teacher, very good at math, and had a gentle and elegant temperament. But I didn't like what he did to me next! He...... He forced me, and I didn't even know what was going on. My parents had always told me about sexuality, and the physical education in school was just a null and void. He said that if I told my mother, he would kill my mother! I don't want him to kill my mother! For the next three years, I became his doll. He said he loved me, and that was a way he loved me. Fiona's body was shaking, like a yellow leaf about to fall from the branches in the autumn wind.

"I see. Actually, my cause is this childhood shadow, right? Actually, I've read a lot of books on psychology. My mother was a housewife, she loved literature, but she was reluctant to spend money on books, so she often took me to the book center to read free books. Since that incident, I've read a lot of books on psychology, and I've used the knowledge in the books to cure my depression, otherwise I would have gone crazy. I see, the reason why I don't feel there is because my subconscious is punishing myself in this way, right? I'm mad, right? Hehe, when I took the college entrance examination, I also wanted to go to medical school, and I wanted to be a psychiatrist to help those who were in misfortune like me. It's a pity that my grades were too poor and I didn't get in. It's all because of that beast, my original grades were very good, and I was the first in almost every exam! Because of him, I couldn't concentrate in class anymore, it was like the clockwork of a reading machine had been broken and I couldn't pick it up again. My parents originally had high hopes for me, it was him, he ruined me, and I let my parents down. Especially my mom, she was very disappointed in me, very disappointed! When I was sixteen years old, I didn't get into college, and my mother committed suicide. She left a suicide note, saying that she was going to escape from it all, from this mediocre life that she could see through, and that her soul was going to travel around the world! She also said that she was disappointed in her daughter! I'm guilty, I'm guilty, I killed my mom! That beast, he's still at large, and he's going to hurt more little girls at that school, but I don't have the courage to expose him! That's what I caused! Fiona said a lot in one breath and then cried uncontrollably.

The female doctor fell into deep thought. She suddenly felt something strange, but she couldn't tell what was wrong.

"I could have had a wonderful life, I could have been a psychiatrist instead of a psychiatrist," Fiona said. I'm very talented at this! For example, Mrs. Garrel, she belongs to the kind of thrill-seeker who is difficult to control herself, she has been cheating on muscular men from all walks of life behind her husband's back, but her situation is relatively optimistic, she doesn't even need to take medicine, because she can self-regulate, she can actively seek help from the outside world, she just needs someone to confide in to satisfy her desire to confide, and with proper music therapy, she can no longer lose sleep because of guilt. As for Mrs. Green, the housewife, she had severe depression and needed a change of circumstances and more family care. Mrs. Green's daughter, Fiona, is actually the most serious because she was abused by her teacher when she was a teenager and has never dared to tell her family about this situation! ”

Fiona suddenly threw herself on the ground, knelt in front of the female doctor and cried, "Doctor, doctor, I beg you, you hypnotize me!" You give me psychological hints so that I don't have to be so miserable! I've read books, I know that there is hypnotherapy, and you let me forget all the pain I had before! ”

The female doctor was a little overwhelmed for a while. It was the first time she had encountered such a patient and she didn't know how to deal with it!

In the face of people who are particularly obsessed with psychology and cannot rationally adopt opinions, the psychiatrist's next policy is to make psychological hints to the patient. Hinting at him in hypnosis, everything is over, all the pain is gone. This is risky, but effective.