Tian Xiaoxiao chose to help her magazine write a report, probably anonymously, and I don't know why she suddenly wanted to write a clumsy girl on a whim.

I always find that I really don't fit in, it doesn't seem to be right anywhere, it seems like it's out of place everywhere, it doesn't seem like I like it here, but it doesn't matter, I know that there will always be mosquitoes chirping in the summer, and I know that no matter what season or day, some people will think you're not good enough.

"You see that girl doesn't look very good, but what kind of JK uniform she wears, it's disgusting."

"How old is this, still wearing the clothes of a child, is this Lolita? IMHO, really ugly. ”

"The clothes are so good-looking, and they are so expensive, and people who look so ugly really don't deserve the clothes, it's really better for me to wear these clothes!"

I've heard these words many, many times, what is good-looking, what is really in line with the aesthetics of these people.

But beauty will never be defined, I think I look good in these clothes, because these clothes are all clothes I like, aren't these clothes suitable for me?

Even if it's not for me, but these are all bought by my hard work, and I haven't harmed anyone or hindered anyone, but why do you always think I'm not good-looking, why do everyone think I'm different?

But I'm really not an anomaly, I really don't think I'm an anomaly, I'm a normal person, but why do you look at me with that kind of look, I know I'm really not good enough.

But I really don't like your blank eyes, and I don't like you to say those nasty things about me, and I never seem to have said a bad word about you.

Why do you hate me so much, is it because I'm ugly? But am I really that ugly?

Why do you think that because I'm ugly, I don't deserve my clothes, but my clothes don't look good because of me?

You use the most vicious words to trample on a girl's self-esteem, am I really different from you? Aren't I also two eyes, a nose and a mouth?

Why do you always have to build a line of defense between people, I really didn't do anything wrong, I insisted on what I liked, but why do you all think I'm bad.

Although I know that I am really not good enough, I really want to tell myself that you are indeed not good enough, but you are already working hard, you are already very good, you are already very good, so you must work hard.

Sometimes I really keep thinking, why don't they like me, am I really wrong? Isn't it supposed to be like them, but if I insist on what I like, it's an outlier?

But I still hope that I can always wear the clothes I like, until I am old, it is just a piece of clothing and it does not negate me as a person, but I believe that I will be able to look better in this dress, because I am good-looking, so this dress is good-looking.

I like jk uniforms, I like Lolita dresses, I like Hanfu, I also like cosplay, no matter how many times you ask me, I will say that I like them, because I really like them, I really like them, I don't like fake them, I think I will like them for the rest of my life.

It's really because I like it, so I wear it, even if many people think I'm a monster, but I really don't think I'm a monster, I think I'm just a nice person.

Hee-hee, maybe a little narcissistic but for me I'm really good-looking, because I try to be confident, I really feel like what people say about me, that's not really me, but I feel like I'm who I really are, because no one knows me better than myself.

I've been wearing some of my favorite clothes for three years, and during that time, I've encountered countless people, a lot of incomprehension, and all kinds of cynicism.

If someone asks me if I like these things if it's hard, I'll tell him it's not. It's not hard because of love, even if everyone thinks I'm not good, but it's okay, I know it's hard to reconcile, so it's probably not my fault.

I didn't do anything morally or legally wrong, I just insisted on myself and insisted on the truth, was it really wrong? But I don't think it's the same mistake, but I think those who put on the mask of hypocrisy and bully others because they think others are different are the most disgusting.

I'm not RMB, not everyone likes it, but it doesn't matter, even if it's RMB, some people will say that they are vulgar and some people don't like it, so there is no one thing that anyone will be completely liked, so sometimes you really don't want to force some.

Please don't take those who say he's a monster, so it's reasonable to bully him.

What they say is just some words, some gossip, some dislike words, some hateful words, some unpleasant words, I know that I am far from enough now.

I didn't live for these people, I knew I was living for myself.

I've been working hard because I don't feel like I'm enough right now.

But I don't hate myself as useless now, but maybe I just don't think I'm really good right now, but in my heart I still like myself.

I'm actually pretty good, at least I have a sense of justice, and at least I'll try to stick to what I like, even if it seems strange to outsiders.

But I'm used to it, I know a lot of people don't want to touch me, so I don't want to touch those people, because they hate me, so I hate them.

If you like me, then I will hate you more, if you hate me then I will hate you too, I will remember everyone's kindness to me, even if it is just a little good, I will remember it and repay it well, because I believe that I can definitely return these good things to those I like.

The person I like must like me, and there is no reason why I hate the person I hate, because she hates me, so I hate her too.

If she suddenly doesn't hate me, then I will suddenly not hate her, if she suddenly doesn't hate and suddenly likes me, then I will definitely like her suddenly, very simple feelings.

The feelings between people are mutual, we have different personalities, different thoughts, and many things are completely different, but we also have to respect each other.

I know my voice is not good, maybe in the eyes of others, I am pseudonym, but I really don't have pseudonyms, but if you have to say that I am pseudonym, then there is nothing you can do.