But I'm not going to hurt you because you hate me, so I know that people should respect each other well, because it's not easy to come here, don't always quarrel, if you can reconcile with me, we can take a step back.

I want to work hard, I want to be a very good person, I want to be very good, I want to be very good, so good that everyone thinks I'm good, even though I know it's hard.

But it's because it's hard, so I'm going to keep trying, I don't want to upset the people who support me, I hope they are proud of me, I hope they don't see the wrong person, I hope they think I'm worth it.

I don't want people who hate me to see me laughing, I shouldn't be so wasteful, although it's still very wasteful, but I believe that I will work hard, I will definitely make myself better and better.

I like being able to get people to say:

"This girl is so powerful, and she is also very confident!"

"This person is really good, and she works hard, and these are all worth it."

Although I know that this is really, far away, and may not be reached, I still hope that one day people will say to me, and even when they mention me, they will exclaim: Wow, this is amazing!

Some people are better than me at the beginning, saying that all roads lead to Rome, some people are born in Rome, and there are people there who may not reach Rome after spending their entire lives in Rome.

The gap between the rich and the poor is huge, and so is the class.

I believe that these can be changed through hard work, it doesn't matter if you don't have talent, it doesn't matter if you don't look good, it doesn't matter if you're not smart enough, as long as you're willing to work hard, as long as you want to get better.

I know I might be out of place in the eyes of some people, but I really don't think it's a big deal that I like these things, I like what I like.

I like my clothes, I like my personality, and I used to deny myself for a while, but for me, those voices that deny me are actually everywhere.

As long as I insist that what I like doesn't get in the way of you, why can't I wear the clothes I like, it's not something you think looks good, it's really good-looking.

I know I'm not good-looking, I know that in your eyes, I'm not tall enough and my legs are not thin enough, my face is too round and too big to be the one you like, but I don't want you to wear these beautiful clothes because I want you to be tempted.

Because I like it, I'm wearing this dress, and I know that maybe in your eyes, I'm wearing this dress on my body, but in fact, I'm not worthy of it.

But it's just a piece of clothing, I bought it for real money, why can't I wear the clothes I like, does it have to be like you?

I love Lolita, I love the jk uniform, these beautiful clothes give me confidence, so I love them, I know I may not be good-looking, but in my heart I am the best-looking.

I don't live for you, I live for myself.

It's a pretty word, and I feel like I'm living in the clothes I like, and I'm happy and happy, and I feel like I'm the real me.

I am the most powerful person when I am confident, not because I am beautiful, but because I am beautiful because of my confidence.

I know my voice may be really ugly in your eyes, very harsh.

But the voice is natural, and my looks are also natural, but I promise that I will never hurt others, I just want to stick to what I like, I really didn't mean to let you see me.

But how far away are we in this era, why let narrowness define our aesthetics, is the beauty recognized by our public necessarily beautiful?

It's beautiful, but maverick is also beautiful, any kind of aesthetic is worthy of being accepted, even if you can't accept it, please control your mouth.

You say that others are not good, in fact, others know it clearly, no one knows themselves better than themselves, if they can't even accept their own words, then do they live for themselves, or live for those unpleasant voices?

Isn't taking care of yourself the greatest tenderness to the world? Don't be weird, hate yin and yang weirdness and hate all kinds of inexplicable ridicule, I know I'm really not good-looking in your eyes.

But if it's not good-looking, it's not good-looking, I can only say that you don't have aesthetics, I will appreciate myself, I think I'm the best-looking girl, no one can know myself better than myself.

I know I'm a girl with low self-esteem, I know I'm really not gentle enough, I know I'm easy to lose my temper, I know I'm easy to get angry with others, I know I'm easy to be autistic, I know I'm lonely, but my loneliness doesn't mean I don't love the world.

I know that I really don't fit into this world, because I also want to blend in with the people of this world, but I still can't let go of my love.

But why should I give up my love? Waves of people coming and going, all kinds of words, I know I really hate these words, but I still can't help but care.

But I still can't seem to stop other people's mouths, maybe I'm really not suitable for making friends, many times I know that sometimes it's really my fault, but I still want to be accepted.

I still want to be treated gently, even if the world doesn't like me, I know that I'm really not good, I know I'm really average, but I'm still the same person from beginning to end.

I know I'll always be standing in the dust, but I also want to stand up and see the light, I want to feel the temperature of the wind, and I want to shine on the sun.

I used to live in the dark, but I knew that I had to live, and all I could do was forget the past, or rather look back and learn to love myself.

Covering my mouth and looking into the distance, I have learned to keep my mouth shut, but that doesn't mean you can denigrate my personality.

I know I'm not good enough, but please take care of yourself, I know I'm not good enough so I'll try to be better, but no matter how hard I try, it's not RMB, I know that I still can't be liked by everyone.

So I don't want to be liked by everyone, but I have to like myself, I want to be what I like, and I want to work hard in the direction that I love myself.

I know that the future may not be the future I want, but if I don't try to see it, how can I know if the future is what I want, I believe in the cycle of cause and effect, so I have to work hard from now on.

I would never give up on myself, because I knew there were many, many things waiting for me out there, many things that I hadn't seen before, but I knew they would love to see me too.

Because I will definitely be very happy in this world, because there is another gentle me in this world, so I want to work hard.

I believe that it will not be long before I can feel the harvest of hard work, although now I am really confused, and I don't know if the current efforts are not hard at all, whether they are far from enough.

But I believe that the world can feel my efforts, and I know that I am not good, so I will definitely make myself good.

I am willing to be a gust of wind, let the world feel my temperature, I am willing to be a rose, because then you can smell the fragrance of me, don't you say give roses to others, and leave a lingering fragrance in your hands?

The road ahead is long, I don't know if the future is the future we want, everything we do now is to hope that I can get a good ending, to be able to get a desired future, I hope that this world can leave my traces.

I want the people I love to be proud of me, so from now on I want to be proud of myself, I have to accept my badness, and I want to continue to work hard in the direction I want to be.

I don't deserve the hatred of this world, because this world is originally full of love, and if there is no love now, then I will let this world have a little more love.

The wind at night has my temperature, the star I want to see when I look up, and finally there is one that belongs to me, I want to be the star in someone else's life.

Although I know that many people will forget about me, I know that in the end I am not even the wind, I know that I am not a particularly great person, I am just a very ordinary person, a person who runs for dreams and life.

But everything I'm trying to do now is to hope that the world can leave a little more trace of me, and I also hope that I am not a mediocre person who passes by others.

I hope that in the future, I can work harder and harder, I can live better and better, and become more and more the person I want to be, I believe that I will become the person I loved in the past.

People have been growing up and think of their former selves from time to time, hoping that even if they think of their former selves, they will not hate them, and they will love and accept their former selves.

Because it is not good enough to be able to become good little by little, in order to make the future self better, the reason why people work hard is actually just because, none of us say that we are born perfect, so we must come on, come on.

I like my present, I am clumsy now, but I love my life, I can confidently wear the clothes I love, I like the past me, and I like the future me, because these are me.