Chapter Seventy-Six: I Was Willing to Complete the Ninety-Nine Steps Alone
Yancuo ran out quickly, the summer evening breeze was blowing in her ears, and behind her was Su He's call, but she couldn't hear anything, and kept running until she stood in the school corridor, and then stopped.
She just sat there, her eyes glazed over, not knowing what she was looking at. She seemed to be at a dead end, she didn't want to hurt him, but no matter what she did, she couldn't get the result she wanted.
Su He looked at her from a distance and didn't step forward, she should still let her calm down and think about it.
Xu Lin's feelings were warm and unstoppable, but before him, there was already the existence of Yu Muyang. Su He understands their past and knows their difficulties.
But she can only watch, she can't do anything, her words are very good, she has always known, but her heart is too small, she can only fit a little bit of people, no matter how hard other people try, they can't get into her heart.
Yan Cuo sat for a while and then got up, his face had returned to normal, Su He glanced at her with some worry, only to see her smiling at herself. Su He knew in her heart that she had finished venting, and her current words were still as powerful as usual.
Also, that strong rhetoric rarely gets out of control emotionally, and even if it does, it will recover quickly, just like now. Maybe only in front of Yu Muyang will she show the most real appearance, wanton and real.
The two walked slowly towards the classroom, and just around the corner, they saw a figure standing in front of them. They recognized it at a glance, it was Xu Xiaoxiao.
Xu Xiaoxiao walked over to them, with anger and sadness on her face, and her words were clear in her heart, she was for Xu Lin.
Sure enough, she walked straight towards Yancuo, with a bit of gritted teeth, "Yancuo, how can you, how can you hurt him so much?" ”
Yancuo looked at her and didn't speak, but Su He stepped forward and argued with her, "How did Yancuo hurt him, isn't it wrong if you don't like it, could it be that he condescended to say that he liked it, and Yancuo was going to pounce on him with joy?" If you don't understand the hurt you've suffered before, don't comment on it here. ”
Xu Xiaoxiao's mouth was biting hard, and her face was flushed with anger, "He is such an arrogant person, for you to become like this, drinking and buying drunk every day, and still calling your name when you are drunk, do you know how uncomfortable I am, my heart is so pinched, and it cracks alive."
You tell me you're not wrong, so is he wrong, he just likes you, is he wrong? If liking someone is wrong, then am I not guilty of the worst of a crime? ”
She kept looking at Yancuo, tears slipped from the corners of her eyes from time to time, and she didn't wipe it, just let it stay, with a grief-stricken look.
Yancuo and Su He were both surprised, they knew that Xu Xiaoxiao liked Xu Lin before, but no one thought that this liking was already so profound, and they had never seen her show such an expression in more than two years, and it looked like she had lost the whole world.
Yancuo suddenly felt that his throat was extremely dry, and he couldn't speak for a long time, and all the words that he had thought of in his head had been forgotten at this moment, and in the end there was only one sentence left.
"I'm sorry, but I can only do this, and I have to do this, and only if he completely dies to me, is the best ending for us."
Xu Xiaoxiao has been crying silently, the tears in the corners of her eyes kept slipping, she suddenly felt the despair she had never felt before, she squatted down and covered her face, "I really like him, I like him and I'm dying, but what to do, he doesn't like me, he said he only wants you."
I pulled out my whole heart, and he didn't even look at it, and just left. I really don't know what to do, I can only watch, watch him get depressed for you, but I can't do anything about it. ”
Yan Cuo couldn't stand it anymore, walked over and handed her a facial tissue, then squatted down, and whispered in a voice that only two people could hear, "Xu Xiaoxiao, you are a good girl, I misunderstood you in the past, if you like him, you will be brave to chase him, he will be moved by you one day." As for me, he may be unwilling, or a youthful obsession, but that will slowly dissipate with time.
Perhaps, in the future, you will be a good couple, be brave, because I will never be your hindrance. ”
Xu Xiaoxiao looked at her a little stunned, as if she didn't react to her words all of a sudden, but she stood up and looked at her with a slight smile, "Come on, believe in yourself, you are very good." ”
After speaking, she followed Su He and left, leaving Xu Xiaoxiao alone in place, thinking blankly.
Is it really possible, will there be a day?
If there really is, then I must not give up, since I have thought about holding his hand, then even if they are separated by a long distance, I am willing to go.
I am willing to walk the ninety-nine steps alone, walk in front of him, and tell him, look, Xu Xiaoxiao is not bad at all, don't you really think about me?
As if suddenly full of strength, Xu Xiaoxiao walked in the direction of the classroom, his face was no longer sad and desperate, only his fighting spirit remained.
Xu Lin, are you ready to accept my pursuit?
The three of them returned to the classroom before and after, their faces were no different from usual, and some students in the class who wanted to gossip could only put away their thoughts.
Time just flies, the busy study life every day is full and satisfying, and in a blink of an eye, it is autumn again.
Autumn in Anseong is beautiful, and the golden maple leaves fall on the streets, but they don't add any gloomy atmosphere, but they feel very beautiful.
This city is so beautiful, full of human touch, with pure human hearts and sincere feelings.
Just like when Yan Cuo came five years ago, she was lonely when she came, and now she is rich. She gained her best friend, her closest family, and, most importantly, him.
When she came, she didn't understand what love was, but now she understands that love is mutual, and love is giving. Love is desperate to find you, love is trying to let yourself precipitate little by little, accumulate little by little.
They are all in this long time, let themselves transform into a gentle person, only hope that the years, only the time, be gentle with them.
Yan Cuo and Su He still repeat the life of three points and one line, simple but satisfying, the atmosphere in the class is getting more and more tense, and even eating is running.
There are too many variables in this year, and no one knows what will happen in the future, but all we can do now is to live well in the present and leave no regrets.
After that time, Yan Cuo returned to the position of the second thousand-year-old, she was not annoyed at all, and she no longer had the obsession with the first as before. Instead of pursuing that false ranking, it is better to be as simple and frank as it is now.