Chapter Seventy-Five: I've Been Loving It for Many Years
The first class of evening self-study began, this was an English class, and the students were nervous, watching the moment the teacher walked into the office, the classroom was silent.
The English teacher is still as usual, as usual, to explain the test papers, and then find classmates to speak, because this month's exam papers are more difficult, so most of the students in the class are not very good, and now looking at her, they are a little worried.
After several classmates stumbled to speak, it can be seen that her expression sank significantly, and the book slapped heavily towards the podium, "What are you doing during the summer vacation, are you all playing?" This month's exam is just a little more difficult, so it's like this?
The students I called up just now, such a basic reading comprehension, are not well translated, I don't know how you usually learn English, about to take the college entrance examination, I hope you take a snack and be responsible for yourself. ”
Several of the classmates who were said were a little depressed, and a few female classmates had secretly red eyes. After that, she continued to explain without a pause. The time of a class is very short, the bell has been ringing for a long time, and there is still no sign of stopping, and everyone in the class is sitting neatly and dare not be distracted.
I don't know how long it took, the English teacher finally said that the class was over, and when he left, he called Xu Lin to the office.
The classmates were a little embarrassed, and a few of them were talking together, analyzing the reason why Xu Lin was invited to tea.
Please drink tea is the default name of everyone in the class, that is, the people in the class were called to the office by the teacher to train, and everyone in the class basically had this experience, but Xu Lin was the first time.
Who doesn't know, he has always been the sweet and sweet of the teachers, and his grades have always been among the best, since he transferred to the school, he has always been an existence that no one has surpassed, but this time he was suddenly overtaken, although that person is speechless, they still feel a little incredible.
The voices of the classmates were not small, and every word entered the ears of Yan Cuo, and she forced herself not to listen, but found that those voices were still pervasive.
I couldn't help but deepen the suspicion before, could it really be that he deliberately let himself? So what's the point of such a first?
As if he was slapped by reality, Yan Cuo felt a little breathless, if Xu Lin's English was still a high score, his total score would definitely surpass him by a lot, and he would still be unable to reach a height.
She involuntarily got up and left the classroom, walked towards the office, and walked to the corner in front of her, but she couldn't move her feet. She felt like a clown, what to do, to ask him, why did he deliberately let herself?
She turned to leave, trying to escape from the suffocating place, when his voice came from behind her.
"Are you here for me?"
Yan Cuo paused, turned around with difficulty, and opened his mouth to deny, "No, I just want to go to the toilet." ”
Xu Lin looked at her and suddenly laughed, "The direction of the toilet is over there." ”
Yan was embarrassed for a moment, and he got up to leave, but was stopped, "Congratulations, you won the first place." ”
Yan Cuo looked in his direction, a little self-deprecating, "You deliberately let me, didn't you?" ”
"It's not." He quickly replied, "It was caused by my own carelessness, you did well in the exam this time, congratulations." ”
Yan Cuo looked at him with some disbelief in his eyes, but he didn't know what to ask again, paused, or regained his composure, looked up at him, he looked at her straightly, there was a smile in his eyes, and she couldn't help but be stunned by the smile.
"I remember that you have always been very good in English, and I hope you will continue to maintain it."
"Okay."
After thinking about it, Yan Cuo still looked at him with a serious face, and said those somewhat ruthless words, "Xu Lin, don't do meaningless things, just be yourself, you have always been a very good person, don't change easily for the sake of others." ”
The corners of his mouth twitched, he didn't smile anymore, looked at him and whispered, "But you're no one else, you're the one I like." ”
His voice was slightly painful, his eyes were fixed on her, he refused to move away for half a minute, he didn't dare to look at him, he quickly looked away, and almost ran away.
She really couldn't face those burning eyes, as long as she looked at those eyes, all the cruel words prepared in her heart couldn't be spoken, and in the end she could only flee.
She suddenly remembered Xu Lin before, he was proud at that time, with a light in his eyes, looking at everyone was warm and warm, but with a sense of distance. Xu Lin like that seems to have disappeared suddenly.
She couldn't bear to see him hurt, but she couldn't do anything about it. Feelings are never reasonable, and if they are not the right person, it is useless to force them.
Calming down, she walked back towards the classroom, the person behind her did not move, and she stood still, as if she did not exist. Just look closely, you will find the pain in his eyes that cannot be hidden, and his eyes have been chasing the figure until he is completely invisible.
You remember everything, the only thing you forget is that I love you, or is my love for you troubled and superfluous after all.
I just want you to be happy, is it really pointless? I can't think of anything else to do to make you happy, you look at me always expressionless, and occasionally a little helpless.
But it shouldn't be like this, I used to think that the person I liked must also like me, I used to think that love must be sweet. But Yancuo, you tell me, why, now I am alone in the bitterness of love, why no matter what I do, you can't look at me a little more.
He left a little dejected, and walked in the direction of the classroom, watching the figure sit quietly in his seat, flipping through the book in his hand. He watched intently, his gaze moving with her, then stopped.
In the following class, he didn't listen to what the teacher said, but kept looking at her position, a little distracted, and was shouted by his classmates several times without response.
It wasn't until a classmate patted him on the shoulder that he came back to his senses, looked at the boy in front of him, and said politely: "Is there something wrong?" ”
The boy looked at him a little strangely, "It's been calling you for a long time, seeing that your eyes have been staring in the direction of Yancuo, do you like her?" ”
The boy's voice was not small, and many people in the class heard it, and many people turned to look at him.
Xu Lin is a very popular existence in the class, with excellent grades, handsome appearance, and good family background, everywhere is impeccable, no one believes that he will have someone he likes.
Xu Lin glanced at the position of Yancuo, and saw that her back was straight and her shoulders were a little faintly trembling, he smiled and calmly.
"yes, I like her, I've liked her for years."
The class exploded in an instant, and many people asked him in disbelief, "You mean serious?" But Yancuo has a boyfriend. ”
"But I still want to fight for it again, after all, I'm not bad, maybe she'll see me one day."
The figure in front couldn't sit still anymore, got up and ran outside, Su He called her a few times, and ran out with it.