"Miss Anna, so I especially want to consult and say that I especially want to understand, because I don't know the kind of love you are talking about, the sweet feeling of vigor, in fact, I can't mention it, but I don't know if this kind of thing is real, is it this kind of thing that can be described?"

"I don't care what you say, in fact, my orphan status also makes me feel very embarrassed, although I don't think it's a big deal, but I always feel as if I'm worthy of him and always feel a little unworthy, do you like you to understand what I mean? He is a good and wonderful man, and sometimes I feel that I admire him more and admire him......"

I feel that in this process, if I say this thing, I can't know what kind of idea I have, or what kind of idea the other person is, and if the other party has the same attitude, I really don't know how we should go on next.

Anna looked at me with a smile and said to me seriously.

"Actually, this thing, we usually have such a phobia before love or marriage, this is very normal, girls will also have a kind of uncertainty in this regard, there is a very uncertain in this regard, when you meet a very good boy, and this boy is good enough to make everyone feel completely so

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e time. ”

"Actually, I'm sure you should love him very much, very much, but sometimes you will have such an expression unconsciously, because I saw your eyes yesterday, this is a kind of irresistible kind of admiration, this is for sure, you love him, otherwise you can't keep him here, you can't stay here for him."

I nodded.

"I should love him very much, if I don't love him, how can I stay here for him, how can I come to this city, because of love, so the words will stay."

"Sometimes I see how good he is, and sometimes I'm really not sure, you know? This feeling of uncertainty is a very painful thing, sometimes I am sure of a thing, but sometimes it is overturned by me who participates in it...... When that kind of thing is overthrown, there is a kind of panic in the heart. ”

Anna laughed, she probably did agree with me, otherwise she was so happy to laugh.

"In fact, it's normal for you to think like this, every girl will have such a feeling of panic in the imperial city in the process of love, suffering from gains and losses, which shows that you love him very much, in fact, you don't think too much that you don't have such a qualification, or you think you may be under a lot of pressure, in fact, you lack understanding of yourself, if you understand yourself, you will feel that you are a very good girl, you are completely compatible with her, Love will always be in a situation where the strength of both parties is equal, if you feel that you are not equal, how can he love you? It's really because you are too close to a person, so he will love you, love you without reservation, so many years you think about it, I knew him ten years ago, he has been refusing since ten years ago, and has been saying that there is a girl who has occupied all the ...... in his mind"

"If he didn't have such a long ten years, I might be suspicious, but in these 10 years, he really hasn't had any scandals with any woman, you think about it, for such a good man, and for such a healthy man, it's really very difficult."

"It can only be said that this man loves you enough, and he loves you very deeply, loves very passionately, loves very persistently, loves without reservation, and will do this, you really don't have to worry about this part, his sincerity in your love, maybe you should know yourself better in this regard, so that you will feel that this process is not so panicked as you imagined."

I'm a little unsure of what he said, but listening to his resolute statement, I probably understand, can't I imagine that I fell in love with me when I was about 10 years old?

No, he said that he fell in love with me 10 years ago, so wasn't I about 10 years old 10 years ago, this thing really seems to ...... It's too mysterious.

I didn't know him at all 10 years ago, but I met him five years ago.

Who was this blank time 5 years ago, I didn't know how he liked me at the time, did he like another girl? My God, this time and place is not right, how could it be that if it hadn't appeared in his life 10 years ago, how could such a thing happen, this data error is too big.

I suddenly realized this huge problem, and this huge problem immediately slapped my head like a tsunami.

I looked at Anna in a daze, Anna seemed to be aware of this problem, and she seemed to look at me slowly, as if the two of them couldn't reverse this principle.

That's how we looked at each other, about a minute apart.

Anna asked me a question uncertainly, this question asked, it simply made me directly disrupt all my psychological defenses, you also know that Anna is such a sane girl.

Anna: "Are you sure you met six years ago?" ”

This kind of doubt really suppressed me completely, I really didn't know how to answer her in the process, I opened my mouth, opened my mouth again, and after opening my mouth again, I closed my mouth to answer her.

I'm pretty sure of that.

"That Jintang was when I was 16 years old when I arrived at our orphanage, I remember it clearly, it was my birthday that year, he also celebrated it for me, we also went to the wild to play that day, I remember this clearly, this is impossible, I'm sure he never went to the orphanage before these 16 years, never saw him, how could I go and know them at such a long time 10 years ago, that is to say, the time when we really knew each other, According to the calculation of one year this year, it will not exceed six years. ”

"I'm sure I was about 10 years old 10 years ago, what do you think was the problem at this time? He didn't know me 10 years ago, how could he like me? Isn't it possible to like my photos? And I don't have a photo, not a single photo, so who would he have liked 10 years ago? I'm sure it's not, I'm 100%, we didn't even know each other at that time, how could there be such an opportunity! ”

At this time, it was Anna's turn to be very surprised, Anna looked at it in complete surprise, I didn't believe it, what Yang Yang's sister-in-law said just now, suddenly it seemed that all theories had been suddenly overturned.

It's like the theory of overthrowing dominoes.

When you knock out a small disc, then all the discs are like this overturning all the underneath, no matter how large a building you build, then the domino effect immediately occurs, and all the cards are stepped on in between.

Oh my God, I just found a black hole.

What's going on with this? What's going on with this?

There was already a numbness in the scalp, which was completely unimaginable, what kind of situation was this, something I was very sure of, actually in this domino effect.

does not exist.

Anna is still a little sure, "But I think that gentleman should like you very much, this is through these contacts, he looks at your eyes, his actions towards you, and some of his maintenance of you should not be wrong, this is what a man who is in love will do, but I think he really loves you very much, I really think this is beyond doubt, it should be said that there is a point in time, maybe he was rejecting me at that time, so it is possible to use such an excuse." ”

Her explanation now feels a bit self-justifying.

But I'm still a little unsure.

"But he keeps telling you that he liked a girl 10 years ago, and that Jintang generally relies on my understanding of him, he won't easily make some promises, he won't easily use some lies, what kind of person he is, in fact, the two of us should be very clear, he doesn't need to do this kind of lie, or this kind of thing, so I think this thing is still possible, what happened about 10 years ago, I really think it's a big mystery to me."

It was Anna who felt guilty.

Maybe.

I feel that this topic opens up this, just like turning on Adin's magic lamp and triggering that devil.

Anna said: "Miss Cat, in fact, you really don't need to remember this kind of thing, this kind of thing may be just a joke, he may have said it was a joke a year ago, but I can only tell you very much that he did tell me a few times, 10 years ago he did like a girl, he has always liked it, has always retained the effectiveness of this girl in his mind, so I don't want to deceive you when he said this, he did say such a thing." ”

"I don't think you need to dwell on this matter, you should cherish the present, cherish the things you have now, he really loves you very much now, and he puts all of his own managers on your heart, this is the most important thing, why bother with those things that don't exist? What you've learned has been drifting in the wind, and it's important for him to cherish what he is now, so he doesn't have to worry too much about it? ”

I nodded unconsciously, but there was something I blurted out that I wanted to ask about it.

"Anna, if you are standing in Wulichang, if you are me, I hope you will tell me seriously, if it is one of your boyfriends, or your future husband, who liked a girl 10 years ago, it is exactly the same as my current story, will you ask the source of such a story? Would you ask? ”

Anna, froze and hesitated.

This action has actually told him the answer to do, and this answer is actually very normal, that is, before getting married, every girl must hope that her husband and her lover will love her without reservation, without any hint of concealment.

This is very normal, what will really happen in the last 10 years, who knows?

But I'm sure the two of us didn't really know each other 10 years ago......