Chapter 389: About Bipolar Depression

Later, the flowers in the south of the city have bloomed.

Last summer.

"Hello, can I ask for your autograph?" Eager little fans followed.

"Sorry sir, we don't allow artists to sign autographs here." The broker is the first to block.

Little fans watched their idols go.

The idol turned back again.

"Here you go." Micah handed it to the little fan.

"Give you ......" the little fan returned home and said to his younger brother, this time it was finally not in vain.

"Thank you, brother, even if you don't have it, it's okay, but I really didn't expect my brother to really arrive." The younger brother said with a smile on his face.

"You're really sensible, and the more sensible you are, the more uncomfortable I am." The little fan looked at his younger brother and tears fell.

The younger brother is bare like a boiled egg, and the younger brother's hair was lost by chemotherapy.

The little fan is only twenty this year, and he and his younger brother depend on each other, and his younger brother is only eleven years old.

They snuggled up and walked down the street, and the star that the younger brother liked was called Micah.

The maple leaves are very red, and summer has passed, and this is the temperature that belongs to autumn, and it is very cool.

"Brother, you have to work hard to survive, otherwise what will my brother do alone, how can my brother survive alone." The little fan looked at his younger brother who was getting thinner and thinner and said that he wanted to watch his younger brother grow up and live his own life, but all this was so distant and confused.

"Brother...... I'm sure I'll survive...... This autumn's ......" The younger brother smiled, revealing two very cute little tiger teeth, as if everything was really getting better.

"Stupid brother, I obviously want you to stay alive, what does it mean to survive this autumn." The little fan has an indescribable sadness, and he really hopes that his younger brother can always be there.

The younger brother picked up the maple leaf and cut a heart, and looked at the world through the maple leaf, the world is in love.

"Brother, I hope my brother can realize his dream and be happy forever." The younger brother looked at his brother through the maple leaves, this is the older brother who has always loved him and cared about him the most.

The dream of the little fan is to let the younger brother survive.

But the younger brother survived one autumn, but left in the winter.

"You liar, you promised to stay with me......" The tears of the little fan fell, and the corpse of the younger brother was as cold as that winter.

After his younger brother left this world, the little fan disappeared all the gentleness, and he became a person who likes to be angry.

Moody, the world is so oppressive that there is nothing to relieve his sadness except emotional.

Arranged by relatives to go on a blind date.

"Look at how ugly you look, are you embarrassed to go on a blind date with me?" The little fan cursed the blind date.

"Then you find a good-looking blind date with you, but I don't deserve to go on a blind date with you." The blind date left the table angrily.

Why do humans always fall into inexplicable rage?

It's probably because real life is not perfect, and for little fans, his life is always three points and one line, so he has no good temper to treat others.

Little fans are very withdrawn and have no friends, they are very handsome but they don't like to communicate with people, they will be angry if they have a very sharp mouth, and a little thing that doesn't suit his mind will cause him to get angry.

I've been in love a few times occasionally, but it's not ideal.

The question that little fans hate most about girls asking him is, "Do you love me?" Will we be together for the rest of our lives? I love you. ”

For little fans, he doesn't love girls, he just doesn't want to be so decent, just like he still has someone to love, but sometimes he also thinks about it, isn't it strange?

But strange is really strange, but little fans still have to fall in love with someone, probably because they want to be loved, right? But love is obviously a two-way street, but little fans seem to have lost the ability to love each other.

He doesn't know how to love, he seems to have only one emotion, and that is anger, he looks like a perfect ice sculpture, but when you look closer.

He is so angry, and it seems like a fire is about to burn you to death, burning all your love for him.

When it comes to breaking up, the subject always says.

"I hate you, you never love me, you don't have me in your eyes at all, the person you love is not me at all, you don't care about me at all, your mind is full of your dead brother!"

However, the answer from the little fans is always yes.

"If you want to go, you should leave quickly, we have nothing to say, I don't like you, do you know now? I told you at the beginning, I can be with you, but I will never love you. ”

The little fan watched indifferently as the man left with his suitcase.

Next is another girlfriend, it is a delicate girl, very good-looking and sweet, a bit like a little sister.

She's a childish ghost.

"Honey, shall we go eat hot pot?" The girlfriend asked the little fan sweetly.

"Oh, I'll do whatever you want, if you like it, then you can go for it, I'll just watch you eat." Little fans don't like to eat outside things, but when they fall in love, they must go on a date, and they must have a mood.

It's a pity that the mood of the little fan is the highest-end, that is, eating out with his girlfriend, and it's not a particularly favorite meal, so he drinks water and watches his girlfriend eat.

"Why don't you eat it? Is this not delicious? I think it's delicious, come on-" The girlfriend took a chopstick with her chopsticks and gave it to the little fan, smiling and her eyes full of love.

"Okay." The little fan twisted but still ate it, holding the dish to his mouth.

"I'll go to the bathroom." The little fan casually found a reason, and then spit out the things in his mouth, and not spitting in front of him was probably the best he could do.

I don't get along well with this little girlfriend either.

The little girlfriend turned all the little fan beds pink, and she said, "This is a testimony of our love, don't you like it?" I think it's pretty good, I really like it. ”

The little fan immediately became angry, "Did I ask you to change it for me, why did you change this thing without my consent?" Get out of the way. The little fan threw all the pink that his girlfriend bought into the trash.

My girlfriend was teary-eyed, "What did I do wrong?" What's wrong with my love for pink, I'm also for your own good, I see that your previous sheets are so old, and I bought you a new one, why are you killing me? ”

The little fan has a straight face, the old bed sheet is a birthday gift from his younger brother, he has always kept it, he himself is a person who is unwilling to control his emotions, let alone tolerate a person now.

The little fan changed into the original sheets, "Get out, I don't want to see you anymore, who do you think you are?" Why do you change my sheets? You cry, you cry, what else do you do but cry? ”

He looked at his girlfriend with endless anger, he hated strangers interfering in his life, not even his girlfriend, if he had to intervene, then get out.

The girlfriend carried the suitcase again, "What the hell do you want me?" I'm your girlfriend, and I'm also the baby princess of the family, but I'm so angry with you, what did I do wrong? ”

The girlfriend turned her head to look at him with red eyes, hoping that he would be able to redeem it.

The little fan is still very angry, he doesn't have the slightest affection for his girlfriend, he doesn't care about his girlfriend's feelings, he said ruthlessly, "If you want to go, you can leave, what do you think I'm doing?" As I said, I hate it when strangers intervene in my life, don't you even know that you're a stranger? You're going to go, get away from meβ€”"

The little fan knows that he is a person who does not deserve love, and he can't control his emotions.

He was angry this time not only because the sheets were changed, but also because the color that the girl he liked at the beginning also liked was pink.

Why didn't he fall in love with that girl, that can be said to be the only girl he liked, probably because she was young and inferior at that time, and she met the best at the most needed age but didn't get those.

I obviously want to do something, but because I don't have the money, because my strength doesn't allow it, I pass by again and again.

Soon a new girlfriend arrives again.

At first, it was because of a crush.

"I like you."

This time, the object is a rich lady who is very rich.,I heard that she looks pretty good.,The figure is also good.,It's a royal sister type girl.。

"You like me, then I tell you it's easy to be my girlfriend, but you have to tolerate my anger, I'm a very angry person, and I won't give you any feelings, if you want, then let's start a relationship." The little fan said it very thoroughly, he just wanted to take the bait.

Obviously I don't like those girls, why should I be together, because I am lonely, because a person is really uncomfortable, he is obviously such a cold person, but he longs to be loved, and he longs for himself to feel love.

Although he failed again and again, he still did not give up his insistence on love and the search for love.

"It's okay, no one is without shortcomings, I can tolerate you, I like you so I'm willing to tolerate your bad, it's okay, I can." The girl was confident.

Once again, it became an object.

Customary cohabitation.

"Well, or we'll ...... it"

The girlfriend sends out an invitation to explore the meaning of life.

"Let's talk about it when I'm married, I'm not interested in women's bodies." The little fan is like a frigidity.

My girlfriend likes an idol called Micah, and this idol is the same as my brother's.

My girlfriend turned on her laptop and was watching Micah's singing and dancing videos, and she was fascinated by it.

"Why do you like Micah so much? Actually, I think it looks pretty average, in fact, I really don't understand why you girls like to chase stars so much. "Little fans can't understand what special charm Micah has.

"Don't you like him? I've seen you have his autograph before. "My girlfriend originally thought that the little fans liked Micah.