Chapter 390: About Me I Hate the Most
"The one for my brother, I don't have the slightest idea about him. And I don't chase stars, I think her words are average. After the little fan finished speaking, he took out his mobile phone and came out to play.
For him, he is very handsome in his own right, and he is the kind that can make his debut, although he doesn't think much about other handsome guys.
This girlfriend is very tolerant of everything about the little fan, no matter how much he loses his temper, saying that the girl still hasn't thought about leaving, or hasn't thought about leaving, but has always stayed by his side.
"I wonder why you have to stay with me? I'm not good to you, I can't remember when we were together on your birthday, I don't remember, why do you still want to stay with me? The little fan looked at his girlfriend suspiciously, it should be a bunch of mosaics to be precise.
The little fan has face blindness, which is face blindness of the opposite sex, so he sees every girlfriend as the same, all a bunch of mosaics.
"Because I'm waiting, when are you not throwing tantrums, when am I waiting for you, you, to be able to be nice to me, I'm waiting for when you will love me, I'm waiting for when you will be able to take me seriously, when am I waiting, when can I change your sheets to pink and then wait, you won't spit out the food I feed you when I eat hot pot." My girlfriend's tears fell, but in fact, she has always been her girlfriend.
It was her at the beginning, Jiao Didi's girlfriend was her, and the girlfriend of the rich daughter was also her, and she confessed to her little fans many, many times.
"Then you're sure you won't be able to wait for it in your life." Little fans don't give face.
The girlfriend is gone again.
The reason is that the gift from my girlfriend on my birthday is not good.
"Is this a hand-sewn scarf? Why is it so noisy, I really hate this thing you got for me, I don't even know what you think, do this thing out, please don't want your hand, can't you chop it off? Don't weave me this ugly stuff here! The little fan was furious again.
"If you don't like it, I'll weave it for you next time until you like it, okay? Don't be angry, the more angry you are, the more unhappy I am. "My girlfriend has no temper and is still tolerant of everything for her little fans.
Until the little fan threw away the scarf, it was still the familiar trash can.
The girlfriend broke down and cried, she was originally from a wealthy family, and she didn't need to knit a scarf for the right person at all, but for love, in order to prepare the best birthday gift for him, he still resolutely chose to knit a scarf.
"I'm fed up with your moodiness, you don't care about me if you admit it, you've never had me in your eyes, you always see me as the same person as other girls, I don't even know if I'm a stranger with you or I'm your girlfriend, I want you to love me, but you never love me, you never care about me, you may not even have me in your eyes." Once again, the girlfriend was carrying her suitcase.
Looking at his girlfriend's resolute back, the little fan didn't chase it.
"Stupid, the scarf is so ugly, who wants it but me?" The little fan secretly picks up the scarf, but enters a small room where his treasure room contains the pink sheets she once lost.
The little fan has face blindness of the opposite sex, but ......
He seemed to have guessed that all along, it was the same person who fell in love with him, and he didn't know how there could be such a stupid person, who was hurt again and again and never looked back.
Again and again they quarreled, again and again they left, and again and again they came back to him, with different names and different voices, but she was still hers.
The little fan coughed, why did he refuse the love given by others again and again, because he didn't deserve the right to be loved at all, and on the day his brother died, he vowed not to love anyone again, including himself.
After leaving the field, those bad emotions have been suppressing him, and he seems to be controlled by these ominous emotions, and he has a very severe bipolar disorder.
He wanted to get his brother back all the time.
And then he still didn't do it.
And he has a family hereditary heart disease, so it is broken and tyrannical, how can he love it, and how can the people he wants to love give people warmth, he doesn't deserve love at all, and he doesn't deserve to be with people at all.
People always say that there are seven deadly sins in this world, and if he has one of them, it must be a rage.
The girlfriend didn't come back this time.
He thought it was his girlfriend who figured out that there was no benefit to being with him, until one day, he found a bloody suitcase, and they said that there was a girl who was hit by a car, so they left the suitcase.
The world seems to have left for those who tolerate his foul temper.
The world is not worth it, he doesn't want to live anymore.
"I'm here with you......"
The little fan jumped into the air without the slightest fear and jumped off the tall building, but this time he did not die.
"Why do young people always want to die, after you die, no one in the world will sympathize with you, and no one will even remember you, as for this?" Xiaoyang looked at that person helplessly, it looked like he was only about twenty-one, two, and 12, why did he want to die?
Xiaoyang couldn't understand why so many people wanted to die when this world was so big.
"Why were you able to save me? Are you swimming with some special strength? Are you the demon you say on the news? The little fan looked at Xiaoyang on all kinds of guard, even if Xiaoyang saved him just now.
"Don't worry, I won't do anything to you, think about it, if you are in a bad mood and your mood is not very good, go to see psychological counseling, don't jump off the building here all day long." Xiao Yang thought that the person in front of him was afraid of what bad tricks she would make.
"I don't mean that, I mean you're bothered until I'm dead, I heard that the government seems to be hunting down demons, and according to the news, you seem to be the daughter of the devil, so I think this bounty will be more, if I report your location, what do you say?" The little fan looked at Xiao Yang's gaze more and more strangely, and he was thinking that the person in front of him might be able to end his boring life.
"I'll leave now, you don't see anything, and don't keep thinking about death." Xiaoyang turned around to leave, but was stopped by the little fan, "You have a problem, I won't kill you, you won't let me go if I want to go, what do you want to do?" ”
"Kill me, let me end this ridiculous life." The little fan looked at Xiao Yang's blazing eyes, why did he want the demon spirit to kill him, because of his younger brother.
A long time ago, you also thought about committing suicide, knowing your own life, and not being a burden to him.
"Is there something wrong with you, is there something wrong with me, I worked hard to earn money to earn medical expenses for you, why do you still want to die? Aren't you happy to be alive? Isn't it good enough to be alive? Why do you still want to die? The little fan threw his brother's knife into the trash.
"But I think I'm a waste, I feel like my life is over, I don't think I should stay here, I shouldn't be by your side, I'm a burden, I can't be so selfish, I'm the second brother, and I'm with you for my good, but can you look at my thoughts, I don't want to live in this world." My brother has undergone countless chemotherapy treatments, he has changed beyond recognition, his body is so weak, as if the wind will fall apart, on the other side is the high medical bills, he doesn't want to be a burden to his brother, he doesn't want to make his brother so sad, and he doesn't want to make his brother so tired.
"Why do you always want to die? You're only a teenager at such a young age, why are you so bent on dying? To live is to live well, even if we don't have much money in the family, but my brother has tried his best to make up for your medical expenses, you have to persevere no matter what, and the person who commits suicide will go to hell. "The little fan still thinks that he is useless, and if he is useful, he will not be like this.
"It turns out that suicide will lead to hell, but I don't want to go to hell because brother, you said that there are demons, so I should go to heaven, I must work hard to live!" The younger brother smiled again, and that smile was like a warm sun.
The little fan is thinking that my brother must have gone to heaven, and if I am known by these demons and monsters, I may be able to go to heaven and see my brother sooner.
"I don't want to kill people, I don't need to kill people, what kind of people do you want to kill? Isn't it good to be alive? I'm telling you, these people hate monsters, are you sure you want to be killed by monsters? Xiaoyang didn't want to kill, she glanced at the person in front of her, but she was a little good-looking, her eyebrows and eyes were a little like Tian Xiaoxiao, and she was a little kind.
"But I only hurt the people who love me when I live, but the few people in this world who love me have left this world, so why should I stay in this world, shouldn't I go to them? Are you a monster? Monsters still have to save people, I'm actually more of a monster than you. The little fan didn't stop his girlfriend from leaving before he felt guilty, and this time it seemed to be his own fault, but he was so sad, so sad.
Obviously, he just wants his girlfriend to break his thoughts as soon as possible, stop pestering him, and don't like him anymore, he doesn't deserve that love, he is actually just a person who should fend for himself, he has already given up on himself, and how can he be redeemed.
Everyone who approaches him will be driven away by him, and he will get angry for nothing, because he is so depressed, he hates his current life, he hates his current self.