Chapter 13: Forced Forgetting

Since that glimpse, Su He has always been absent-minded. Yan Cuo looked at her like this and was a little worried, she went to ask Yu Muyang a few times, it turned out that Gu Xuran had a childhood girlfriend, and the two had a good relationship.

Su He was quiet for a while after hearing this, and the girl's admiration ended before it officially began. She felt as if she was a little ridiculous, and her heartbeat for so long turned out to be just an empty joy.

She returned to her previous life, going to and from class every day and never going to him again. It's just that occasionally passing by the senior high school teaching building, I still can't help but look at the classroom where he is.

She is a little unwilling, but helpless, she is no longer as heartless as before, and often is alone in a quiet daze.

In the blink of an eye, the sports meeting is about to start, and the head teacher is actively giving everyone pre-competition guidance. The members of the class prepared a large box of mineral water and a lot of towels to prepare logistics for the athletes.

Yan Cuo and Su He are both in intense practice, although the head teacher said that he doesn't value grades, but after all, grades are related to the glory of a class, and they both want to win glory for the class.

On the day the Games began, the sun was shining. Yan Cuo and Su He put on their sportswear, put on their number plates, and sat in the class quietly looking at the other students who were competing.

Not far away, she saw Gu Xuran's figure, he was still sitting on the rostrum, talking to the classmates who came.

She looked at it for a while, and suddenly felt the gaze in the distance, and she raised her head slightly, just in time to meet the beautiful eyes. She immediately turned her head away from looking into those eyes.

Gu Xuran also retracted his gaze at this moment, and continued to seriously explain the rules of the game to the classmates in front of him.

That glance just now made Su He a little uneasy, she knew that she shouldn't go to see him anymore, and she shouldn't pay attention to him anymore. Such an uncompetitive self made her a little angry, she had never been like this before, when did she start to become such a strange appearance to herself.

Soon, the 800-meter women's run began. Yan Cuo and Su He each stood on their own runway, and as soon as a gunshot rang out, the classmates all ran out like arrows off the string.

Yan Cuo remembered Yu Muyang's words, and did not run fast at first, but conserved his physical strength and ran relatively smoothly. Su He was still uneasy, and slowly fell behind.

Yancuo was a little worried, but now that she was in the game, she could only run first, prepare for the game, and then ask her. On the second lap, many people were already out of breath, and their words slowly picked up speed and slowly overtook them.

The time for the last lap of the sprint came, and the students began to exert their strength, and Yancuo was in the final sprint stage, I don't know who shouted: "Su He was knocked down!" She hurriedly looked behind her, and Su He fell to the ground at this time, her face full of pain.

Yan Cuo hurriedly went to help her, and her hands were now broken and oozing blood. Yan didn't care about the game, so he picked her up and walked to the infirmary.

Yan Cuo helped her to the infirmary, watching the school doctor disinfect and bandage her, Su He's eyes were blank, as if what happened in front of her had nothing to do with her.

Yan Cuo looked at her like this, angry and distressed: "What's wrong with you, how could you be knocked down?" Su He shook his head, "I accidentally ran onto her runway, don't blame her." "How's it going, does it still hurt?" Yan Cuo looked at her hand, quite sorry for this girl. "It's okay, it doesn't hurt at all, don't worry. You come to help me, and the grades don't count, is it worth it? ”

Yancuo looked at the girl in front of him: "What's not worth it, you are my very important person, you can do anything for you, promise me, get better as soon as possible, you are so good, there will definitely be people who like you." ”

Su He looked at her and nodded gently, even if it was for words, he should become strong and not be immersed in sadness.

They bandaged up and prepared to leave, intending to go back to the playground. As soon as he walked out of the infirmary, he saw Gu Xuran running in a hurry: "Su He, are you okay, I see that you have fallen." ”

Su He looked up at him, there was a worried look in the boy's eyes, she pretended to be nothing, looked up at him with a chuckle: "I'm fine, thank you for your concern, let's go, goodbye." After saying that, he left with words.

The boy stood in place, a little helpless, with the red potion in his hand, and just watched their figures leave.

Yancuo helped Su He back to the resting ground, and the head teacher and classmates all gathered around: "It's okay, Su He, is there anything uncomfortable?" Su He smiled apologetically: "I'm fine, I'm sorry, I'm dragging the class back." ”

The head teacher looked at her gently, "I said a long time ago, grades don't matter, it's important that you're okay." Su He was a little moved in his heart and nodded heavily.

There are still many games ahead, Yan Cuo sat with Su He, and she said softly: "What's wrong with you today, looking absent-minded, what are you thinking?" ”

Su He looked into the distance, looking at the appearance of many classmates running hard at the moment, he felt confused for the first time, and said that he was going to give up, why would he still collapse at this moment because of one of his eyes.

She covered her eyes with both hands, and her eyes were a little hot, as if tears were about to roll out. She blinked hard, trying to suppress the feeling.

She looked at Yan Cuo and leaned lightly on her shoulder. "Yancuo, you said, why is it so difficult to like someone, I didn't know that he had a girlfriend before, and he could pursue it unscrupulously, but now I know, I can't do it to ignorance my conscience, I have thought about giving up on him countless times, but I really can't do it, what do you say I should do."

Yancuo gently hugged her, and felt a little sad for her in his heart, so he could only comfort her gently.

She saw the changes in Su He during this time, but she couldn't do anything about it. Feelings have never made sense, maybe she wasn't the first priority when she appeared, maybe this person wasn't the right person.

The sports meeting ended quickly, and Yan Cuo's class was really at the bottom. Although the head teacher said that he didn't care about the grades, everyone inevitably still had some regrets. Yan Cuo and Su He were also a little guilty, and actively helped the class do some trivial things.

The days returned to their previous peace, and they went to and from class every day, doing all this step by step.

Su He has now worked hard to adjust his state so that he no longer thinks about that person. Forcing him out of his mind, although the process is painful, it is better than cutting flesh with a blunt knife all the time, affecting his thoughts and pulling his heart.

At noon that day, Yan Cuo and Su He got out of class and went to the cafeteria to eat together. Outside the cafeteria, there was a circle of people, I don't know what they were looking at. Su He wanted to pull Yan Cuo and walk away directly, but the familiar voice came from the crowd, "Are you sure you want to break up with me?" She couldn't help but glance into the crowd, and saw that the familiar person was standing at the moment, and there was a girl standing opposite her, who was supposed to be from a foreign school.

The boy had a pained look on his face, as if he looked at the girl across from him in disbelief. The girl said with some embarrassment: "I'm sorry, Gu Xuran, I like someone else, break up, let's be friends in the future, okay?" ”

The boy looked at the beautiful woman in front of him, in addition to guilt on her face, there was a rare shyness when talking about the boy, he turned his head a little painfully, not wanting to look at her face again.

In the crowd, he saw Su He. The girl looked at her a little worriedly at the moment, and when she saw his gaze, she hurriedly turned her head, and he smiled a little bitterly, she actually saw her so embarrassed appearance.

He made up his mind and turned his head to look at the girl in front of him: "Okay, let's break up, don't meet again in the future, just be a stranger." With that, he turned around and left.

The girl seemed a little incredulous, and quickly chased after her: "Gu Xuran, why do you want to be strangers, we are still friends." He looked down at her, still the same face, he once thought it was what he liked, but now he said to himself that he liked someone else.

Without saying a word, he walked straight in front of her.

Su He hurriedly ran to the cafeteria with his words, and he hadn't reacted from the shock just now. She thought back to the scene just now, and her heart suddenly twitched violently.

She thought of the boy's sad appearance, and felt a little distressed in her heart, she wanted to comfort him, but she had no reason for it. What kind of person is he, saying that he is a person who shamelessly likes him and does not give up when he has a girlfriend?

She tugged at the corners of her mouth a little bitterly, trying to calm her heart.

Yan Cuo looked at his friend opposite, knowing that she was uncomfortable at the moment. I could only pretend to talk to her about trivial things in study and life easily, and she was absent-minded.

Occasionally looking at her, her eyes are also empty, as if she is looking through her to a place. His eyes were blank, dazed and empty.

The incident of Gu Xuran, who was in the third year of high school, was split quickly spread throughout the school, and everyone looked at him with a little sympathy, and some people would still say something when they saw him.

He didn't care, and was still doing his own thing, as if it didn't affect him at all. Su He saw him a few times, and looked at him with a faint expression, there was no sadness on his face, but he didn't have the sunny appearance when they met for the first time.

She was a little sad, but she couldn't do anything but sneak a few glances at him when no one noticed. She thought, just care about him one last time, and then give up.

She learned something about his situation through Yu Muyang, and learned that his school grades had declined a little recently, and he was called by teachers of various subjects for an interview, she was a little anxious, and finally in the evening, she mustered up the courage to stop him who was about to walk to the cafeteria.

She was a little timid, but she still let herself look at him bravely: "That, Gu Xuran, how are you doing, I know about that last time, don't be too sad, you are now in your third year of high school, the college entrance examination is important, you have to work hard." ”

The young man just looked at her like that, the sunset passed through the teaching building, and it was shallowly imprinted on her face, he looked at the immature face in front of him, and only felt a little funny: "Okay, thank you for your concern, I am not sad for a long time." ”

She looked up a little surprised, and looked at him with bright eyes: "Really, I'll just say, people should look forward, there is no grass at the end of the world, do you say yes, there must be better waiting for you." ”

Gu Xuran looked at her excited appearance, her heart moved, and the corner of her mouth smiled: "Okay, I listen to you." Su He was a little shy, lowered his head, turned his head and ran.

Back in the classroom, her heart was still beating fast, and she tried to calm herself down, but she couldn't help but think about his laughter. He finally smiled, and it seemed that his trip was also meaningful, and it was a lucky thing to be able to make him smile again.