Chapter 14: It Will Eventually Disperse
Su He and Gu Xuran slowly got acquainted, and the two often met together, went to dinner together, and went to the library together. Su He began to go to him often and accompany him again.
Yan Cuo looked at her like this, and there were some words in his heart that he didn't know how to speak. Knowing that Gu Xuran had just broken up, Su He shouldn't have approached him so soon, but looking at Su He's smiling face, she was reluctant to hit her.
Maybe Gu Xuran will slowly like her, Yan thought.
This morning, when self-study had just finished class, they were about to go to the hot water room to fetch water, and they heard someone in the corner talking: "I heard that Gu Xuran and the third middle school next door had a fight, and I don't know if it's true." I was just split before, and now my ex-girlfriend is being bullied again, which is really pitiful. ”
Su He's face turned pale in an instant, and he asked them anxiously: "Is what you said true, is it Gu Xuran from the first class of high school?" Where is he now? The two talkers looked at her and felt a little strange, "It's him, just on the basketball court of the No. 3 Middle School next door, I heard that Gu Xuran's ex-girlfriend was bullied, so he rushed over to help her." ”
Su He's face turned white little by little, and the water cup fell to the ground without feeling.
She suddenly raised her leg and ran out, and Yan Cuo was startled and hurriedly chased out.
She followed Su He all the time, and when she ran to the school gate, the doorman stopped them: "It's class time, you can't go out." Go back quickly. Su He looked up at Yan Cuo, and tears suddenly fell: "Yan Cuo, what should I do, I can't see him injured, I feel like my heart hurts to death now." Yan Cuo looked at her, and just squatted on the ground and cried.
Yancuo looked at the doorman and pleaded: "Uncle, please, we really have something important, we will tell the teacher when we come back, let us go out." The doorman looked at them like this, and finally relented, and let them register and let them out.
Su He stumbled all the way to the basketball court of No. 3 Middle School, where there were a lot of people at the moment. They squeezed through the crowd one by one and saw Gu Xuran in the middle.
He looked a little embarrassed at this time, bleeding from the corners of his mouth and nose, but he still stood. The girl on the side kept crying, her shoulders shaking, and she looked fragile.
None of the classmates around them came to pull the fight, so they just watched them. Su He didn't know where he got the courage, and strode towards the place in the middle. The boy on the opposite side clenched his fist and was about to fall, and she stubbornly carried a punch for him.
With a punch, Su He's face bulged high. The boy who beat people seemed to be a little stunned, and kept saying, "You rushed over by yourself, it's none of my business, I didn't mean to hit you." ”
Su He didn't speak, she looked at the boy behind her, his embarrassed and apologetic expression at the moment was deeply engraved in her mind, she turned around and left.
Yancuo hurriedly followed her, and all the way over, she could feel that Su He was so sad and so scared.
But she didn't expect that she would rush up to block this punch for him, this woman, deeply shocked her. I can't help but feel sorry for her, she has paid too many tears for this boy, and it is too unworthy.
Such a good girl obviously deserves the best love, the best person, holding her in the palm of her hand and petting her gently.
She followed Su He all the way, Su He's face was so red and swollen, and tears had flowed all the way, but she walked like she was unconscious.
Walking to the park near the school, she stopped, looking at the lake in the distance. The lake level is quiet and waveless, looking so quiet and beautiful, but her heart is so sad, she has worked so hard, but she still can't forget it, she knows that what he likes is not herself, but she still doesn't want to see him get hurt.
She slowly squatted down, letting the tears blur her eyes little by little, and then slowly falling.
Yancuo gently hugged her and accompanied her silently. She knew how sad she was at the moment, but as a friend, she couldn't do anything, and she felt a deep sense of powerlessness.
She twitched softly in her arms, tears soaking her clothes. She comforted gently: "Cry, let's forget about him after crying, okay, there must be a better one that will belong to you in the future, we don't like him anymore, okay?" The man in his arms did not answer, but he cried even louder.
Su He couldn't hold back his tears, obviously he had tried so hard to forget him, but he always thought of him all the time.
This is the first time she likes someone so much, every minute and every second makes her want to have him, but now watching him hurt herself for others, she only feels that her heart is being pulled and torn apart.
I don't know how long she cried, but she suddenly felt a shadow attached to her eyes. She looked up and met the eyes that had appeared so many times in her dreams.
He looked at himself apologetically at the moment, with a distressed look on his face. Yan Cuo got up and wanted to let him go, but he opened his mouth a little humbly: "Please, can I say a few words to Su He alone, I'm sorry for this matter today, I want to explain it to her clearly." ”
Yancuo looked at Su He, she didn't speak, turned her head, and looked at the person in front of her as if she hadn't seen it. Yan Cuo was a little helpless, and slowly walked away.
Gu Xuran looked at the girl in front of him, her face was high and swollen at the moment, and there were tears on her face, he couldn't help but reach out and wipe away her tears. "I'm sorry to worry you." Su He turned his head a little awkwardly and ignored him.
He wasn't annoyed, he crouched down and looked at her. "Would you like to listen to my explanation, today's incident was an accident, after all, she grew up with me since childhood, and when she saw her being bullied, she didn't think much about it at the time, and rushed over. I'm sorry to worry you. ”
Su He was looking at him with an angry look, "You can put yourself in danger for her, right?" You feel sorry for her, so who will feel sorry for you, she stood there crying the whole time, and she didn't want to help you at all! ”
Gu Xuran was stunned, as if he was a little surprised by her words, he thought that he had seen it by chance, and it was just an impulse to help him block a punch, but at this time, the girl's accusations made him unable to say a word.
She thought of the way he rushed out and blocked a punch for him without hesitation, and the sad look he had when he left. He suddenly realized that this girl was not the same for himself.
There was a trace of excitement in his heart, but at this moment, he was not sure what his feelings for her were, he couldn't promise her anything, so he could only comfort her softly: "It's okay not to cry, I won't be in the future, don't worry." ”
Su He buried his head and didn't speak, he looked at her quietly, thinking of her swollen face, he felt even more guilty.
I don't know how long it took, Su He finally raised his head, still looking at the lake in the distance, there was no light in his eyes.
Gu Xuran suddenly remembered that when they met for the first time, the girl was full of energy, and her shy appearance, as well as the appearance of turning around and running away, made him feel beautiful.
And now that there is no light in the girl's eyes, he only feels a little throbbing pain in his heart.
He said with some uncertainty: "Su He, let's go to the infirmary, your face is swollen, you have to deal with it." That cautious look, as if he was afraid that the person in front of him would refuse.
Su He didn't speak, he was a little nervous, standing in place and looking at her, for fear that she would leave. The uncertain feeling, he only felt so strange, as if he would fly away as soon as he let go, and he would never find it again.
After a while, Su He opened his mouth: "You go, I'll go back with Yancuo." With that, he turned around and left. He wanted to say something, but he didn't know how to speak.
He was deeply moved by this girl in his heart, but now he can't clearly understand whether this is moved or emotional, he must wait until he can clearly understand it before he can promise a girl.
He kept watching the girl's back as she left, until the figure grew smaller and smaller and disappeared from his sight, and then he turned and left.
The following days were very peaceful, Su He began to stop looking for him, she pestered Su He all day long, in and out of class, and even went to the toilet together.
The classmates all said that they were conjoined babies, and she just smiled.
She began to try to laugh every day as before, and finally she stopped thinking of him often, and he seemed to disappear from her life.
The days went on like this, calm and fulfilling.
Every time Yan Cuo looked at her and smiled, his face was complicated. She is not blind, she has seen it many times, it is the same figure, looking at Su He from a distance, every time she looks at it, and then without waiting for her to turn her head, she turns around and leaves, and Yan Cuo found it a few times, but she didn't say anything.
She didn't know what Gu Xuran's feelings were for Su He, and she didn't know how to help her, so she could only choose to accompany her quietly.
Everything seems to be the way it was before, they study and live every day, and their lives are so single and fulfilling. Su He looks much better now, although he still occasionally feels in a daze, he will react quickly, and then pretend to be nothing.
She always looked at her and smiled, but the smile didn't reach the bottom of her eyes, like a good rag doll. She knew that she was pushing herself, looking distressed, and wanting to help her, but she always smiled and said that she was fine.
After crying, she seems to have grown up a lot, and she no longer dares to think about people who don't belong to her, and she doesn't dare to think about things that don't belong to her.
At this time, Su He didn't know that in the near future, that person would wake up, finally dare to face his feelings, and finally understand who was the person in his heart. Time goes by, and a person's memory may slowly fade, but it may also become more and more profound.