Chapter 246: The Loser
It all started again, and he never gave up.
Having learned from the experience of the previous time, Ye Zhe had to avoid everything related to racing this time.
He still seemed to be a little tired, and another defeat hit him hard.
At this time, Ye Zhe came to the desk and was writing his homework.
"Ye Zhe, have you finished your homework?" His mother came over to check Ye Zhe's homework, which was her mother's daily work, because her mother hoped that Ye Zhe would be able to go to a good school with good grades.
"Not yet." Ye Zhe shook his head, the homework in front of him was piled up, and it looked like he was going to have to do an all-nighter.
Ye Zhe turned off the mobile phone that was playing the video of the racing race.
"I tell you, your father became a racing driver coach, and that's great news! Even your father's left eye was reimbursed by the convoy for medical expenses, and this time our family was lucky! "My mother seemed very happy because my father might regain his sight in his left eye.
"Good news indeed." But Ye Zhe couldn't be happy, he knew that the starting point of the car accident was because of a racing training class, and how could Ye Zhe avoid his parents from going?
"Okay, okay, don't bother you with your homework." When my mother left, I didn't forget to bring it to the door.
After finishing his homework, Ye Zhe was lying on the familiar bed, and it was really a good thing that his father was able to return to the racing track, so his parents should support him to become a racing driver, right? But this time Ye Zhe will not become the racing driver he wants to be, because he only wants his parents to be good now.
On the second day, I arrived at school as scheduled and waited until the end of school.
Ye Zhe refused the male classmate who invited him to the Internet café, and also rejected Tian Xiaoxiao's invitation.
Ye Zhe rode home alone, and the hair ring given by Tian Xiaoxiao in his hand had long since disappeared.
Maybe Tian Xiaoxiao's feelings are going to be scattered in the wind, right? This situation can be recalled, but it was already clear at the time.
"You came back so early today, huh? Don't you usually like to hang out with your classmates? The mother was surprised by Ye Zhe's early return, the mother was cooking at home at this time, and the mother was a housewife who had no job, in fact, because the parents were unwilling to let the mother show her face outside.
"Well, mom, I'm hungry." Ye Zhe threw down his schoolbag and sat on the sofa, taking out today's homework, but he didn't expect that he still couldn't escape the homework.
"Go wash your hands, wash your hands and eat." Mother poked out her head when she heard the sound and said, she made Ye Zhe's favorite sweet and sour pork ribs today, as well as braised fish.
Ye Zhe went to wash his hands, and after washing his hands, he waited at the dining table to start eating.
After eating, I wrote my homework, watched TV, watched movies and played games.
The day was uneventful, and the days went on as usual.
Ye Zhe clearly knew that if his parents sent him a racing suit, then the next day would be the day when his parents left him.
"Ye Zhe, shall we go to the same high school in the future?" As a tablemate, Hungry Tian Xiaoxiao said that almost everyone knew that Tian Xiaoxiao liked Ye Zhe, but they didn't know that Ye Zhe actually liked Tian Xiaoxiao.
This time, Ye Zhe's choice is......
"I'm sorry, I don't think it's necessary." Ye Zhe knew that no matter what, it would be impossible for him and Tian Xiaoxiao to be admitted to the same high school, and they were destined to drift apart.
"I see, I see." Tian Xiaoxiao was very disappointed, but she still had to pretend to be a strong smile.
"Teacher, I want to change seats, I think Tian Xiaoxiao is hindering me from studying." Ye Zhe offered to change positions, he knew that anyway, no matter what, he would only let down Tian Xiaoxiao during this time, so it was better to stay away and let Tian Xiaoxiao suffer a little less damage.
"I agree, I'd like to change to a different table." Tian Xiaoxiao's eyes were red, and he changed his position to Lin Muxing's side.
"Sister Xiaoxiao, don't cry......" Lin Muxing looked at Tian Xiaoxiao, who was lying on the table and buried his head in his arms and crying, he was so distressed, but he didn't seem to know what to do.
Ye Zhe bit his lip and looked at Tian Xiaoxiao and then at Lin Muxing, he seemed to make Tian Xiaoxiao unhappy again, but what should he do?
When Ye Zhe got out of school, he was actually blocked by Lin Muxing.
Obviously, the other party is not good.
"Lin Muxing, what are you looking for me?" Ye Zhe got off his bike.
"Why are you treating her like that, trash-" Lin Muxing changed his usual gentle appearance and punched her.
"Don't make trouble, take good care of Tian Xiaoxiao." Ye Zhe caught Lin Muxing's fist with his hand, he could see that Lin Muxing liked Tian Xiaoxiao, and it was natural to see that he was unhappy, if he was Lin Muxing, he would probably give himself a punch.
"I especially want to know, why are you smiling so much at Tian, you weren't like this at the beginning!" Lin Muxing was upset for Tian Xiaoxiao, that was the person he held at the tip of his heart, how could he be treated like this by Ye Zhe!
Ye Zhe got on the bicycle and left without looking back, who could have known that he and Lin Muxing would become good friends later? There is actually a cp, but if Ye Zhe insists on changing history, then everything in the other world does not exist in the past.
Ye Zhezhong finished the exam and was admitted to the key high school that his parents wanted.
When I went home to eat, I was on the sofa, and my father came back to eat at this time.
"Ye Zhe, this is for you." His father is now the coach of a certain team, and he gave Ye Zhe a cowhide bag.
"What's this?" After Ye Zhe opened the bag, he found that it was a familiar racing suit, and his heart was cold, and from now on, he couldn't let his parents leave this home for half a step.
Ye Zhe was afraid that as soon as his parents left this home, they would be separated from life and death.
"I'm a coach now, I think my son is not inferior to the students I teach, and in the future, you will become a racing driver, your mother and I met through racing, and our family is actually very related to racing." Father said solemnly and patted Ye Zhe's shoulder with high hopes.
"Dad, I don't like racing, forget it......" Ye Zhe said against his will, he doesn't want any racing cars now, he doesn't want any dreams, he just wants his parents to be good.
Ye Zhe he doesn't want such a miserable life, Ye Zhe just wants to be a child with parents, Ye Zhe doesn't want to wander in a foreign country, and in the end he was ridiculed for racial discrimination, and finally became the person he hates the most.
Ye Zhe didn't want his hands to be covered with blood before, but reality forced him to be covered with blood because he wanted to survive.
Now Ye Zhe has the ability to change all this, he must change, even if this may just be an infinite loop of dead knots.
For Ye Zhe's resistance and refusal, his father expressed doubts and disappointment.
"It turns out that you don't like racing at all, but I still want to train you to be my successor, so let me think about it." The father lowered his head so that Ye Zhe couldn't see his expression clearly, at first his father thought that Ye Zhe liked racing, but Ye Zhe didn't need it.
"Father, I didn't mean that, I just didn't think I needed to be a race car driver, and I didn't think I could be a race car driver." How could Ye Zhe not like racing? It's just that he doesn't want his parents to leave.
"Hmm." It may take some time for my father to get used to all of this.
At the dinner table, the family had nothing to say.
Mother couldn't help but open her mouth, "Ye Zhe, in fact, we are also for your own good, in fact, if your father's eyes are not injured, then he can also stand on the racing track until now, in fact, you can inherit the dream of me and your father, my previous dream was also a racing driver, but because the family has no money, I can only be a racing fan." ”
Ye Zhe bit his lip and was silent for a long time and said, "I know you are all for my good, but I really can't be a racing driver, I want to live my life." ”
The atmosphere dropped to freezing point again.
After Ye Zhe finished eating, he went to do his homework, and after finishing his homework, he went to sleep, but he couldn't fall asleep after tossing and turning.
Ye Zhe thought of a way, that is, to pretend to be sick, as long as he pretended to be sick, then his parents would not die because of what training class they wanted to see.
Ye Zhe used a spoon to induce vomiting, and then called his parents to come to his room.
"Ye Zhe, what's wrong with you? We went to the doctor. The mother eagerly touched Ye Zhe's head, and it was a little hot.
"I drove my son to the hospital, and we pulled him up first" The father wanted to pick up Ye Zhe and send him to the hospital.
"Don't go, Mom and Dad." Ye Zhe took the hand of his father and mother, he didn't give them anywhere, he was afraid of losing his parents again.
"Okay, we're not going anywhere." Mother soothed Ye Zhe's emotions and poured a glass of water for Ye Zhe.
"Thank you......" Ye Zhe's eyelids were extremely heavy after drinking the water, he was so sleepy, but he couldn't sleep, he was so afraid that his parents would leave him.
"Sleep, it's okay, we won't leave you." Father wiped the cold sweat on Ye Zhe's forehead with a hot towel.
There seemed to be a kind of magic in those words, Ye Zhe couldn't control his sleepiness, and he fell asleep.
When he wakes up......
"Little brother, your parents had a car accident in order to take you to the hospital." The doctor said emotionlessly.
It turns out that nothing has changed......
Ye Zhe rushed into the morgue and hugged the bodies of his parents, this time he couldn't cry.
A line pops up in front of you: Do you want to start over?
"Start over." Ye Zhe was tired, but he still hoped to be able to go back to his parents.
Is it because of his existence that his parents will leave?
Is there anything wrong with racing? No, I don't.
Is he at fault? No, I don't.
Is it at fault with the parents? No, I don't.
Was it wrong for him to want to get his parents back?
Failure after failure, repetition of the end again and again.
What the hell is he going to do?
Shouldn't he have had all this at all?
The ending of the wireless loop, hugging his parents who left again and again, can't he really change anything?
Helplessly watching his parents leave because of him, even if he tried many times, he could never stop his parents from going out that day and being hit by a car on that day.
It's not the ending he wants, but the ending he wants won't come to pass.
Ye Zhe just wanted his parents to be good and grow up with him, he knew that sooner or later his parents would leave, but he didn't want that day to be so early.