"Can I end this game?" Ye Zhe doesn't want to play this garbage game anymore, this is not an opportunity to change his life at all, it's just a distorted space with an irreversible ending.

"No, you can't." The electronic sound of the system is blurred, and there is no emotion.

"Force a restart of the game." The system doesn't care if Ye Zhe wants to start again or not.

This time, Ye Zhe did not choose to change history.

He touches the racing game and meets A.

"Mom and Dad......" Ye Zhe hugged the corpses of his dead parents, he had forgotten how many times this was the case, he was numb, grief-stricken but couldn't cry.

Fate begins to go exactly the same way as it did at the beginning of the other world.

After finishing high school locally, I was about to be sent abroad.

"Ye Zhe, let's go." The eldest cousin, Mu Yixuan, took Ye Zhe to the airport together.

"I don't want to go abroad, I just want to stay here and not go anywhere." Ye Zhe pushed Mu Yixuan away, this Mu Yixuan is also someone he hasn't seen for a long time, this is the eldest cousin.

Later, the eldest cousin left, and the second cousin was also called Mu Yixuan and became a substitute.

"But is there a place for you to stay? We are also for your own good, you go to study abroad and wait for you to come back home, you don't have to be afraid of anything. The eldest cousin Mu Yixuan persuaded Ye Zhe.

Ye Zhe's heart was like ashes, and he finally went, after all, he was just an ant now, and it was better to go to a foreign country to wander than to send someone under the fence.

Ye Zhe came to the familiar school, but he was very sad and unhappy here, because the people here didn't like him, and he didn't have any friends.

He was even gossiped about because he didn't have parents to say what he was like, how he became an isolated object, because he was a yellow race.

How can some arrogant white people recognize other races?

For the sake of living expenses, because the eldest cousin was gone, Ye Zhe at that time didn't know that his second cousin, who was called the second number, had become a substitute for the eldest cousin.

From now on, Mu Yixuan is another person, and Ye Zhe is also another person.

This time the system didn't pop up to start over.

Could it be that Ye Zhe's life is going to continue like this again?

Others are cynical and unwelcome.

Wandering around, hungry.

Language barrier, no friends.

Being isolated, beaten in all kinds.

Stained with blood, all kinds of evil.

The ants at the bottom suppress life.

These are Ye Zhe's lives, originally these lives were things he didn't want to mention, but then he experienced them again.

Ye Zhe has a high IQ but dropped out of school early, because he is really not suitable to stay with that group of people, those people don't care how old you are, how good your academic performance is, and how hard you work for life, they only care about your skin color.

Ye Zhe is not a very optimistic person, but he always looks like a hippie smile, because laughter is the last way to hide pain and panic.

Life did not shine, and later returned to China.

Because his aunt asked him to come back to help, for the equity in the hands of his second cousin.

Later, I didn't know what it was, and I fell deeper and deeper, probably because my second cousin Mu Yixuan really wanted him to be well.

In his dark life, the first light was Mu Yixuan.

In fact, Ye Zhe was also very surprised, one thing is why Mu Yixuan has also experienced darkness, and he has not been seen in the past, and can only be used as a substitute for his eldest cousin.

can still live well, and can even become Ye Zhe's light.

Later, QTQ was formed, Ye Zhe was actually quite sorry for Michael, if he hadn't used Su Lan to induce Su Lan to commit suicide, maybe Micah would be happier than now.

However, many things are often regretted until the end, but it is found that there is no regret medicine.

However, Ye Zhe still didn't feel the slightest guilt, because he was a complete villain.

Time went on, and it was the day that A asked him to race the car.

"Ye Zhe, do you want to play racing? I'll introduce you to a team, I'm very good at home. ”

"I'm not going, you can play by yourself." Ye Zhe didn't have the courage to go.

But at this time, a line of words popped up: Please choose again.

Time to go back and forth.

"Do you want Ye Zhe to come and play racing? I'll introduce you to a team, I'm very good at home. "Because this year is the last time to play in China, I plan to call Ye Zhe.

"Okay." Ye Zhe was forced to agree.

He was afraid that the system would start all over again, back to before his parents died, and once again unable to do anything.

A few lines pop up in front of me: Ask someone you like to go racing with you.

Ye Zhebo called Tian Xiaoxiao's phone.

"Will you go racing with me?" Ye Zhe was as plain as water, he was already numb, and he wanted to end all this quickly.

"You actually like racing, you look amazing, okay!" Tian Xiaoxiao didn't even think about agreeing directly.

Ye Zhe and Tian Xiaoxiao went to repair the car together, Micah modified the car, and Tian Xiaoxiao chatted.

It was the day of the finals.

Ye Zhe didn't want to continue, and hit the tree alone, but this time he was actually rescued.

But the point in time is back to the time before the death of my parents at the beginning.

"Ye Zhe, do you like racing?" Father asked.

"I don't like it." Ye Zhe shouted and rushed out.

He's already broken down, this garbage game he doesn't want to continue, is this a game? Or maybe his current life is a garbage life.

"This garbage game, I don't want to go on any longer." Ye Zhe collapsed and stood on the rooftop.

Why should the ending be irreversible, and why should the ending go on forever? Why is there a life and death, why can't everything be changed, why is there so powerless?

Is his existence a mistake?

The mother called.

"Ye Zhe, what are you doing? We're worried about not coming home at night. "Mother still likes to nag as much as she used to.

"Mom, I know I'm scared you're going to leave me again, I've tried so many times, you've left me, I'm broken now." Ye Zhe couldn't hold back his tears, he couldn't face everything anymore, he didn't want his parents to be so good to him, because the better he was, the more sad he would be when he left.

"Although I don't know what you've been through, I want to tell you that one day my dad and I will leave you, so I want you to thrive so that's why I'm so strict with you, and sometimes I'm thinking that I'm not doing well enough, Ye Zhe, you have to know that one day you have to live alone, but Mom and Dad still hope that you can live happily after we leave." The mother said softly and rarely, how can there be adults and children who will be together forever in this world, and sooner or later they will leave their son.

"Mom, shouldn't I like racing? I'm sorry, because you gave birth to me, your life is so bad. Ye Zhe wiped his tears and cried silently, he was caught in a whirlpool and had no way to get out.

"There's nothing wrong with you liking racing, Dad used to be a racing driver, but because of some things, there is no way to continue this dream, in fact, we oppose you becoming a racing driver, just because we are afraid that you will repeat the mistakes of the past, I hope you can have a better life, but we think about it again and again, you, you also have to pursue your dreams, how long do we care about you? There's nothing wrong with anything you do, what's wrong is that Mom and Dad won't see it from your point of view. This time it was the father who answered Ye Zhe, in fact, they all love their children.

Ye Zhe returned home and hugged his parents, he didn't seem to be so scared anymore, he hugged his parents and felt the warmth from his parents.

Maybe tomorrow, maybe wait a while, and continue the previous ending again, but time can't be turned back, he's tried too many times.

It seems that he should accept that his parents are gone, so that he can say goodbye to them in the days he has now.

"Goodbye mom and dad, I know I've never been a good son, I haven't cared about you and always make your head hurt, but I really love you." Ye Zhe let go of his parents, wiped his tears and pulled out a smile, and finally told his love to the person he loved.

"Ye Zhe, are you talking nonsense so suddenly?" Mother touched Ye Zhe's forehead, but there was no fever.

"I'm going to sleep, I'm sleepy." Ye Zhe turned around and went back to the room, he didn't have to escape from this ending, he accepted all the pain, he just wanted to leave this garbage game now and return to a normal life.

In the dead of night, driving his father's car alone.

Crashed into a tree, blood was left in the head, and it was time to wait quietly for death.

Ye Zhe clearly realized that if he wanted to escape from this garbage game, he had to let the consciousness in this game die.

He had always wanted to change the ending, but it was just an escape, and he had tried thousands of times, and each time the ending was irreversible.

At the end, when he was still a little conscious, Ye Zhe's mouth moved, "Mom and Dad, I love you, I'm sorry, I still can't save you back." ”

Life and death are separated, yin and yang are separated.

Ye Zhe felt that it was enough, thousands of attempts, although the ending was still the same ending, but he had been with his parents for a long time, and he could at least hug the person he loved the most.

Although he still hasn't changed all this, but when he thinks about it, who won't leave me.

Maybe they have become stars and are looking at Ye Zhe.

Closing my eyes, this time I didn't go back to the starting point, but to another world.

"Ye Zhe, you're back." Lin Muxing hugged Ye Zhe.

"yes, I'm back." Ye Zhe wiped away the tears from his face.

"It's good to come back, I was afraid that you wouldn't wake up." Lin Muxing was timid this time.

"Ye Zhe, welcome home." Micah had a kind smile and hugged Ye Zhe as well.

What is home, where there are people who care and people who love, that is home.

The ending hasn't changed, but it's been able to face it.