Chapter 183: Confession
It's still the inaccessible woods, or the bushy path, but Ran An feels that everything here is so familiar. Even people who live nearby rarely come here, even if they have been inaccessible for many years, even if Ran An last came here was two months ago. But with that only one memory, Ran An found this place effortlessly, when the lonely helpless figure loomed in the faint branches, Ran An's heart trembled suddenly, was he distressed, was he relieved? Ran An doesn't know. But his eyes moistened the moment he saw the shadow.
It is true that Ran An did not guess wrong, Qin Susu is here, right in the place where Qin Susu placed what she thought was the tablet of her parents, and at this moment she was holding her baby in a daze.
Ran An walked over, but Qin Susu had already shielded everything from the outside world, and in her eyes, only she had the tablet in her arms, and everything outside had nothing to do with her. Ran An sat quietly beside Qin Susu, her eyes staring at Su Su's delicate skin, the fluttering eyelashes were so charming, and the teardrops between the eyelashes that had time to dry up.
"Why don't you call me here? Do you want to enjoy such a beautiful scenery alone? Ran An's soft words startled Su Su, she turned her head suddenly, Ran An's face was close in front of her, she opened her eyes, and looked at Ran An for a while.
"But it's really hard to find here, and I found it after looking for a while." Ran An blinked mischievously, Qin Susu also smiled, she wiped her face with her hand and asked, "Why are you here?" ”
"In such a hidden place, I'm afraid there is no second person in the whole world who can know about this place except me. So you don't have to watch it, it's just me, the scene may not be grand enough, don't be disappointed. Ran An deliberately said naughty words, indeed, his words were also very useful, and there was indeed a trace of a smile on the corner of Qin Susu's mouth.
"Yes...... They...... Called you? Qin Susu asked.
"They? Who are you referring to? Ran An asked.
"This ...... You know. Qin Susu lowered his head.
"I really don't know." Ran An played tricks, Su Su didn't argue, she asked in a different way, "You...... Why...... Come here? ”
"I had a heart, and suddenly I wanted to come here, but I didn't expect ......"
"You're not fit to be oily, and you're not fit to lie." Qin Susu did not hesitate to debunk Ran An.
"Alright! Now that you know everything, I won't hide it from you. They...... are looking for you...... Uncle Xiao, Brother Nanfeng, Feng Yao, Fluttershy...... Everybody's looking for you, you're going crazy. Ran An said.
"They...... Did they tell you something? Su Su asked worriedly.
"Brother Nanfeng only said a little bit when he came to me, and he didn't have time to ask in detail when the situation was urgent. Actually, I think ...... Either way, we should all hear for ourselves what Uncle Xiao has to say? You can't chase after hearsay. ”
Qin Susu looked at the tablet in her arms affectionately, there were only the two titles of father and mother on it, but these two titles once supported all the illusions in her heart about her father, mother, father's love and mother's love, but now, the fantasy seems to have met reality, and it is a very cruel reality, destroying the most sincere and beautiful things about her father and mother in her heart, her heart hurts, and the pain makes her a little unable to breathe.
In Qin Susu's world, except for the death of her parents, it seems that nothing can make up for the pain of abandoning her!
"You're not me, how do you know what I'm thinking?" A tear, a crystal clear teardrop, is particularly eye-catching against the backdrop of the sunset, cutting through the residual beauty of the sunset and Ran An's heart.
"Either way, we should face reality. Either way, at least, you still have the possibility of knowing your parents...... This is not a good thing to celebrate. ”
"I'd rather them die...... Su Su's eyes burst out with hateful ferocity, which Ran An had never seen, he looked at her, his thin body was already trembling a little, and he held it tightly in front of his chest, and the tablet ...... Suddenly, there was a sound that cut through the loneliness, and Su Su threw the tablet out, without a little nostalgia.
"Maybe they also have a last resort...... In this world, people always have such and such hardships, just like Uncle Xiao, like me, like thousands of people who have hardships. Ran An said.
"What's the problem? What capital do they have in front of me to talk about hardships? Do they know it, but their hardships have hurt me for the rest of my life! Lifetime! Su Su's contraction finally turned into a tremble, and then her whole body shook violently, and she cried, crying without hesitation.
Ran An had never seen Su Su like this, even if she met Du Shifan in Xiulin Lane that day, she had never cried like this when she was beaten and her nose was blue and her face was swollen. Ran An's heart also rose and fell with the crying, he felt sorry for her, he was really distressed, he leaned on her side desperately, and hugged the shrinking body without hesitation, the soft and petite body was so helpless in his arms......
After a long time, Qin Susu's crying gradually subsided, and her body gradually returned to normal, and she broke away from Ran An's embrace by wiping her eyes that were already full of red and swollen eyes.
"Why is Heaven so unfair?" Maybe it's really better to cry, Su Su said in a hoarse voice.
"I've also asked myself the question, why is Heaven so unfair? Some people are born with fine clothes and food and love from their parents, but I can only endure loneliness and poverty? But later...... I'm not so attached anymore, instead of blindly dwelling on why I'm so miserable, I should think about the little happiness or luck that I may still grab. Just thinking about it, I don't think I'm so unhappy. At least I'm alive and healthy. I still have clothes to wear, food to eat, and a room to warm up in the winter. I do feel less uncomfortable when I think about it, and even if in the future, maybe I return to nothing, I think I can still be grateful for my past, they are an indispensable part of my life, they are the splendor of my life. Ran An has been staring at Su Su, in a sense, they have the same disease, so that Ran An can empathize with Su Su more.
"That's a good point...... Thanksgiving was ...... But I'd rather be a beggar with no food or clothes than ......" The gloom on Su Su's face did not cut by half a point.
"Susu, don't look down on yourself so much. There is no one around you who despises your past. Including me, Uncle Xiao, and Miss Feng Yao, none of us have any contempt for you because you are in Feng Yazhai. On the contrary, I admire you even more for being able to get out of the mud in that environment. Susu, no one can look down on you, and neither can you yourself, because you are far more noble than you think! Ran An excitedly grabbed Su Su's hand, and there was no warmth in Hua Resources' slender jade hand.
Su Su looked down at Ran An suddenly, she was frightened, she was worried, she was confused, she struggled, but Ran An just clung to it like that, and never let go.
"Is this sympathetic to me? You know, I'm never short of opportunities to meet men! Su Su smiled sarcastically.
"I don't allow you to say that about yourself! I don't have sympathy for you! Never! I don't think you need my sympathy either! I just want to ...... Good ...... Protection...... You! ”
"Protect me? You have already protected it once, in Xiulin Lane, Ran Gongzi's great kindness, the little woman is unforgettable! ”
"I'm not saying it for a while, I want to protect the first life!" Ran An's hand clenched tighter, and he could feel Su Su tremble violently.
"You...... It's ......"
"Su Su, since I saw you here, my heart has been fluctuating, I am a rough person, I don't know any emotions at all, but I am now extremely determined that I want to protect you and protect you for the rest of my life."
The sudden confession was not too surprising to Qin Susu, although she had read countless people, she knew that all people were greedy for her beauty and appreciated her talents, in the capital, being able to invite her was already a status symbol, and those who were looking for her were nothing more than for their own face, and no one had ever really regarded her as a person! But now, the person in front of her has made her closed and even dead heart ignite a flame again.
"You...... I...... My brain is messed up right now, I ...... I don't know ......."
"I don't force you, you just need to do what you need to do step by step, and I will always be by your side." Ran An put Su Su's hand on his chest, and the hot feeling instantly surged through Su Su's whole body.
"What do I need to do now? What do I have to do? Su Su asked.
"Go back, let all those who are worried about you feel at ease, and at the same time, ask Uncle Xiao what the real reason for the incident is? Whether it's miserable, ruthless, decisive, or extenuating, I'm with you! ”
"Do you really think so?" Su Su asked, and Ran An nodded very firmly.
The setting sun threw the last of its rays onto the land with all its strength, and then it fell to the other side of the mountain, and night really came. Ran An carried Su Su on his back, walking through this deserted and rugged path, although his feet were not flat, but Ran An's every step was extremely firm, he knew that he was not carrying a weak woman, that was the person he wanted to accompany for life in his life. The cool evening breeze blew on them, blowing their hair, blowing on their clothes, but at this moment, no one felt a trace of cold because of each other's warmth.