Chapter 184: Reality
When Ran An returned to the city with Su Su on his back, the lights of thousands of homes had been lit up, and the bright and elegant light of the dusk reflected each other, which had a beautiful artistic conception. Although the speed of the march was not very fast, Mo turned back and was still close at hand. Ran An put Su Su down and glanced at her affectionately, the soft moonlight shrouded Su Su, and there was never a moment when a woman touched Ran An's heartstrings so low.
Looking at Su Su, who was hesitant, Ran An took her hand, "Everything has me!" Those four words are so pale, but they are so powerful at the moment.
Su Su stared at Ran An, her heart used to throb for him, but now there was an indescribable retreat, she stood there stiffly and low, but her steps refused to move forward.
"What's wrong? There I am! Ran An smiled.
"I ...... Somewhat...... Scared ......" Su Su secretly took a deep breath, originally there were countless accusations in her heart, originally there were countless resentments in her heart, but standing here, she suddenly felt that she still seemed to be a lonely weakling, she was helpless, she was panicked, she was confused, she was a little overwhelmed.
"There's nothing to be afraid of, no matter what, we're going to have to face it." Ran An said firmly.
"What if...... I mean, if, really what is rumored to be, I ...... Do you want to forgive them? Su Su asked worriedly, the hesitant eyes were clearly fighting against himself, and he was compromising with his heart.
"No one can decide this for you, but whether you forgive or choose not to forgive, I will be on your side!" Ran An took Su Su's hand and pulled her in, Mo turned around.
The whole Mo looked back anxiously waiting for Ran An's news, when he appeared with Su Su in his hand, everyone's worries were immediately replaced by surprise and surprise, all of their attention was on Qin Susu's body, and no one paid attention to the fleeting two hands involved in one place.
Feng Yao was the first to run in front of Su Su, "Sister, I'm so worried about you!" How can you say goodbye like that? Promise me not to do this in the future, okay? If you want to go out for a walk in the future, you must call me, okay? Feng Yao was still as enthusiastic as before, her slightly pale face was full of smiles, and her sincere eyes did not have any flaws, but in the face of such a sincere and sincere person, Su Su flinched, and she silently withdrew the hand that was held by Feng Yao. Feng Yao looked at her empty palm a little distractedly, and a nameless faint pain surged in her heart, but a smile still bloomed on her face after all, she believed that her Susu would accept her again one day.
"Uncle Xiao, I've brought people back." Ran An said hello to Xiao Zheng, Xiao Zheng always looked at Su Su deeply, watched her every move, watched her every word and deed, although he was silent, but he had already set off a small wave in his heart.
"That...... This is not the place to talk after all, we still ......" Fluttershy glanced at Xiao Zheng and saw that he didn't have any objection before continuing, "Why don't we go to Daddy Xiao's study?" ”
"Then go to my daddy's study and let's go, sister." Feng Yao took Su Su's hand again, this time, before Su Su withdrew his hand, Feng Yao had already pulled her hard.
The group came to Xiao Zheng's study from the front hall of Mo Huitou, this is indeed a quiet place, even if there are still so many people, but as soon as they come here, it seems that they are all silent, all the noise has quietly faded, only a few people stand there and look at each other.
"That...... Miss Su must be tired, right? Sit down and rest. Fluttershy beckoned, the first time, Su Su sat down in front of Xiao Zheng, those eyes were staring at Xiao Zheng's body like nails, the meaning in those eyes was so intricate, even she didn't know what expression to use to face Xiao Zheng, face these people in front of her!
The atmosphere in the room was a little inexplicably awkward, and Ran An was a little cramped and uneasy standing on the side, although he was unprincipled on Su Su's side, but he still didn't get used to it as soon as he saw Su Su doing his own thing in front of him.
"Dad, sit." Feng Yao pulled Xiao Zheng, who was standing, Xiao Zheng hesitated, but still sat down, inexplicably, the atmosphere seemed to ease up a little.
"I wonder what the truth is? Can anyone tell me what the hell is going on? Su Su had a straight face, her voice trembled a little, but her stubborn and arrogant head was still straight.
"Sister......
"Sister?" Su Su glanced at Feng Yao, Feng Yao immediately stopped, she hurriedly changed her words, "Maybe I should call your sister to be more accurate." ”
"I don't want to know that, I want to know, who are my parents? Why am I abandoned? Su Su tried to calm her heart, which was what made her most entangled.
"Sister...... Oh, no, sister, don't say it so badly, everything has a hard time, if it is not a last resort, who will give up their own children? Feng Yao lowered her head and muttered quietly, she could understand Su Su's mood at the moment, but she didn't want to embarrass her father too much.
"Bitter?" The last thing Su Su wanted to hear was such words, she wanted to have a seizure, but she didn't know when, Ran An stood beside her and quietly pinched her shoulder, and most of her temper that she wanted to have had disappeared in an instant.
"I want to know the truth of the matter, and I think I should know the truth of the matter too......," Su Su's voice trembled a little.
"Child, I know that you have grievances in your heart, and I also know that you have suffered a lot of grievances when you grow up, and these grievances are irreparable by us people no matter what. I can understand that you have resentment and resentment in your heart, but I just want to tell you that this matter is my fault from beginning to end, if you want to blame me, blame me alone! As for your mother, you really don't have a reason to criticize her......" Xiao Zheng was a little uncontrollable, he hurriedly turned around and wiped the tears from the corners of his eyes.
For the next long time, Xiao Zheng calmly and slowly told everyone about the past he didn't want to recall, about his small achievements, about the nowhere to hide when he was framed, about his last resort in order to protect Qinglan, and about Lan Hong's unknown cruelty...... He spoke calmly, and the young people listened attentively, although Feng Yao Nanfeng and Fluttershy already had a general understanding of all this, but they could not hide the shock after hearing it again. For Ran An, this is completely a fantasy story, and for Su Su, she originally thought she was Xiao Zheng's child, but now she has become Xiao Zheng's sister's child, and she has an inextricable relationship with Lan Hongda!
Su Su's head doesn't know when it has become blank.,The anger that was still full of heart disappeared without a trace without a trace.,I hate not knowing the object.,Forgive.,But I can't follow my heart.。 He even said that he was not his father, according to him, he should call this former Master Xiao an uncle, and he was his sister's daughter to be exact, and Lan Hongda threw himself away. Kelan grandiose ...... It doesn't seem like it's my own daddy...... A series of questions swirled in Su Su's mind, she had a headache, she was a little uncontrollable, she was a little confused, everything was like a fantasy, she had to work hard to sort out the context, but it seemed that something was wrong, the more she wanted to sort it out, the more she couldn't sort it out.
"Son, I know this is very sudden for you, but this is also my helpless action. I was going to infiltrate you little by little, but who ......knows," Xiao Zheng sighed helplessly.
"Sister, what's wrong with you? What do you say? Feng Yao asked with Su Su in his arms.
"This ...... All...... Is it all true? Su Su looked at Feng Yao and then at Xiao Zheng with hazy eyes, and when her eyes, which were already a little blurry, saw Xiao Zheng nodding silently, she was completely stunned.
"So, I'm not your daughter either?" Su Su asked.
"Sister, you're actually my aunt's daughter." Feng Yao replied.
"Your uncle threw me away?" Su Su looked at Feng Yao.
"Almost...... So to speak. Feng Yao bit his lip, even though time has passed, he still feels a little cruel when he talks about it today.
"And who is my daddy?" Su Su asked ignorantly, in a word, everyone was stunned.
That's right, Su Su's father, this is the last person Xiao Zheng wants to mention, for Su Su, who has been frightened, maybe knowing who her father is is a bigger blow to her.
"Could it be that my father is already dead?" Seeing that everyone was silent, Su Su raised his head and asked.
"This ......" Feng Yao looked at Xiao Zheng with a fluttering eye, and he didn't have the courage to continue.
"Why don't you speak? I know my mother, but who is my father? Or is he dead? Su Su persistently pursued her father's whereabouts, but this time, there was still no one to answer her.
"No, he didn't die!" After being silent for a long time, Xiao Zheng struggled to squeeze out these words from between his teeth.
"What? Haven't passed away? So who is he? Who the hell is my daddy? Su Su asked again and again obsessively.
"He's ......," Xiao Zheng took a deep breath.
"Daddy, are you sure you want to be so cruel to your sister?" Feng Yao's tears flowed from the corners of her eyes, she knew Su Su too well, how close they were in the past, how twisted and struggling Feng Yao's heart was at this moment, she felt so sorry for the person in front of her, she didn't want her to be stimulated in any way.
If you don't want to be stimulated, can you really not be stimulated? Things have come to this point, is it really meaningful to blindly hide it? Whether it is pain or blow, it is better to have a good time and be reborn in Nirvana, and accept this is how you can be baptized and tested. And for the current Qin Susu, it is tantamount to a phoenix nirvana!