Chapter Thirty-Eight: Not as much as one-ten-thousandth of him
Time flies like a white horse, and in a blink of an eye, the life of the second year of high school is coming to an end, and the learning atmosphere in the class is becoming more and more tense.
Yan Cuo and Su He still live a life of three o'clock and one line every day, although boring but fulfilling.
After that day, Yan Cuo never said a word to Xu Lin again, and occasionally turned around and left, even his shouts fell on deaf ears.
It's not a hard thing to ignore him, it's just that he's willing to let himself go.
In the evening of that day, Yan Cuo cleaned up early and went to the library from the dormitory, preparing to take a seat for Su He first. Before he could reach the library, he was blocked by someone in front of him.
Yan Cuo raised his head to look at him, and he didn't speak, just looked at it with a faint expression. He couldn't help but speak: "Yancuo, after so many years, you really can't forgive me?" ”
Yan Cuo looked at his anxious appearance, and felt a little funny. "You haven't done anything wrong, so why do you want me to forgive?"
Xu Lin looked at her calm face, a little deflated. It took a long time to speak, "Do you really still hate me that much?" What I said on the day you left was true, I really realized my mistake, and I want to apologize to you. ”
Yan Cuo looked into the distance, and his voice was very soft, as if it was floating from a long distance.
"I don't hate you, I won't forgive you, you're not wrong, you just made the same decision as everyone else at the time. For me, that was a long time ago, and now I am not as weak and bully as I used to be, and I will no longer be the girl who can only cry. ”
Xu Lin hurriedly asked her, "Then can we still be friends?" ”
Yan Cuo walked past him, and as he passed by, he heard her answer.
"My heart is small, and there is no extra place for you."
Xu Lin looked at the figure and walked away until he couldn't see it anymore. It felt like she was chasing after the bus, and she wouldn't look back at herself.
But I found that I fell in love with you, and I don't know where to start, I only have you in my heart.
You really can't, leave a place in your heart for me, even if it's just a little bit, give me a little hope.
Is it the mistake I made at that time, that is, really so unforgivable and irreparable?
After that, Xu Lin finally never came to her again, and she breathed a sigh of relief. It's okay, it's okay.
She didn't know what to be thankful for, she only knew that she avoided him like a snake and scorpion in her heart. Those rich children's games, I don't want to play with him a second time, and those unbearable pasts, I don't want to be mentioned again. Those ugly scars never want to be lifted.
On the day the results of the last monthly exam before the final exam came out, the class was boiling.
Yan Cuo won the first place in a semester, and was surpassed by a transfer student, so easily. Everyone in the class looked at the names on the school's red list, and they all looked incredulous.
This transfer student, not only has a big background, but also has such excellent grades?
You must know that Yancuo has been working steadily and steadily, and he has always worked very hard in his studies, and he has always been an example for students to learn. And Xu Lin, he is rarely seen studying, and he doesn't pay much attention to class.
This time, he jumped to the first place in the class all of a sudden, which makes people wonder how much strength he has hidden.
And Xu Lin himself still looks light, and he doesn't have a big reaction when he sees the first place on the red list.
It's just that the eyes involuntarily look at the name of the second place, and the words are overwhelming.
She is really different from back then, she is getting better and better, and she is no longer the transparent girl in the class back then.
The students stood in front of the red list and discussed for a while, and then they all left. When I left, I still couldn't help but sigh, and the first place that Yan Cuo had worked hard to get was so surpassed.
It seems that diligence is still not as important as talent.
Outside the crowd, Su He and Yan Cuo were standing there, both of them staring at the names on the red list at this time.
Su He looked at Yan Cuo in disbelief, "What is the origin of that Xu Lin, he won the first place as soon as he came." ”
Yan Cuo looked at his name on it, a little in a trance, and replied after a long time, "He has been a top student since he was a child, and he has been the first every year since elementary school, which is not surprising." ”
Su He was a little surprised and a little unwilling. "You said that we are working hard, but we are not as talented as others. God is so unfair. ”
Yancuo looked at her and didn't speak, and she was also a little frustrated at the moment.
I've worked hard for so many years, but I'm still not as good as him?
Looking at Yan Yan's lost expression, Su He was a little worried, patted her shoulder, and comforted: "It's okay, just a monthly exam is nothing, let's review well, and we must surpass him in the final exam." ”
Yan Cuo looked at her and nodded, and went back to the classroom together.
There was some noise in the classroom at the moment, and they were all talking about the results of this monthly exam. At this time, they came in, but they were all silent and did not speak again.
God knows, they were talking to Xu Lin about Yancuo just now, they have always had a good impression of Xueba, and they said a lot of things about Yancuo to Xu Lin at this moment.
Yan Cuo looked at them with a strange look. Without making a sound, he walked to his seat and sat down.
They are not interested in knowing what they are talking about, they just want to understand the knowledge points more thoroughly, and the score can be higher.
She just looked at the book so quietly, but she didn't notice the gaze behind her, staring at herself.
Xu Lin couldn't say what he felt in his heart at the moment, he hadn't seen her for many years, and he was still worried that she would hate him, so he didn't dare to get close to her.
But she has already had a boyfriend, and even in this school, everyone knows about it.
He only felt that the string in his heart was broken, and he looked at the girl's quiet appearance, and couldn't help but feel an unknown anger.
She said she didn't accept anything from her apology, but she had already made a boyfriend.
So, what is the guilt of so many years, and what is the longing?
I finally begged my parents to send me to this school, not to see her and others kiss me and mine.
Xu Lin's heart tugged for a while, he didn't know what to do, he didn't want to hate himself at a loss, but he couldn't watch her with others no matter what.
Obviously, he is also very good, and his appearance is also superior, and he is also the best in the class. Why, why can't you just look at yourself?
He didn't even bother to listen to the rest of the lesson. I've been thinking about how to approach words. The math teacher called him a few times, but he always looked confused.
The teacher was a little angry, but when he thought of his grades, he breathed a sigh of relief.
His grades are so good, and he occasionally deserts, so he can't be too harsh.
The people in the class looked at the teacher without a trace of anger at the moment, as if they had seen a ghost.
God knows, this math teacher is notoriously harsh, and even if it is a word, he has been scolded on the spot.
This transfer student reversed this phenomenon as soon as he came, it's not simple, it's not simple.
Through this incident, Xu Lin is even more comfortable in the class, and he is always supported.
Cuo and Su He have long been forgotten. Even though they still often hear compliments from teachers of various subjects, they are quite accustomed to it.
Hard work is great, but it's better to be talented.
Xu Lin went to and from class on time every day, and occasionally did not even participate in evening self-study on several occasions. But after a few random quizzes, he still ranked first in the class.
The teacher was also more tolerant of him, never looking for him for such things as skipping class, and over time, he became the most maverick in the class.
Su He and Yancuo discussed it a few times, and their words were full of envy.
"I don't envy him, I envy his brain."
Su He made a collapse and grabbed his hair hard.
"Ahh
Yan Cuo looked at her ghostly wolf howl and couldn't help laughing, "There are talented people in this world, didn't you know it before." ”
Su He's eyes lit up suddenly, "Yes, I still have Gu Xuran, he is much more powerful than Xu Lin." ”
Su He's heart suddenly brightened, there was already a great god by his side, so why bother.
Yan Cuo looked at her suddenly changed face and laughed suddenly.
She couldn't help but think about him, he was so good, why should she envy others.
He is the best, and no matter how good others are, they are not as good as one-ten-thousandth of him.