Chapter Thirty-Seven: Running towards Him
The two of them had been at home for a few days, and Yan Cuo watched them quarrel again and again, and the meaning of what they said was almost the same.
They don't want to be a drag bottle, they want to find their own happiness, they don't want to be tied up by themselves.
Yancuo wanted to laugh, and she wanted to tell them out loud: I don't want either of you!
In the end, she was still unspoken, she was far less ruthless than them, pushing herself like a thing, pushing and blocking.
She just watched like that, day by day, her heart slowly sank, and then she lost her thoughts at all.
The day Yu Ruhai appeared, it was the time when their argument was most intense. Yan Cuo stood on the side and watched, watching them get louder and more excited.
She remained expressionless and her eyes were hollow.
Until the arrival of her uncle, she saw that the uncle who had always loved her showed a look full of pity for herself. His heart tightened for a moment, and he looked at him deadly.
She was afraid, she was afraid that he would just come to see her and leave, she was afraid that she was just fantasizing, she was afraid that this was all an illusion.
It wasn't until he opened his mouth and said that he was going to take him away that Yancuo's heart seemed to really come to life, and she looked at him in disbelief, and for a moment she didn't know whether to be happy or what. Then she looked at her parents with a relieved expression, and that expression actually stung herself.
She obediently followed her uncle, then went to pack her few belongings, and before leaving, she went to her grandmother's room, carefully put away her things, and then locked the door.
This place is exclusive to grandma alone, and no one can bother.
She walked all the way, without saying a word, and her uncle did not speak, and the two of them walked all the way to the bus stop.
At that time, in Yuncheng, the bus was not developed enough, and there would only be one every hour, and they sat in a pavilion and waited.
The September day was still a little stuffy, and Yan Cuo saw sweat on his uncle's forehead, so he hurriedly took out a paper to wipe it, and his uncle looked at her with a relieved smile.
"Yancuo, in the future, your uncle's home will be your home, don't worry about anything, when you get to Anseong, I will find you a school to attend. You don't have to worry about anything in the future, just study hard, and you should repay your grandmother's spirit in heaven. ”
Yan Cuo looked at him and nodded heavily, thinking that her grandmother couldn't help but cry again, she hurriedly turned her head and endured the tears in her eyes.
Yan Cuo slowly calmed down and looked around, there were very few Yan Cuo in this place, she had barely left this place, everything she saw and heard started from here.
From now on, I will start from here, I will go to bigger and farther places, what I see and hear will be different, and I will become the kind of strong and brave girl that my grandmother expects.
Yan Cuo was immersed in his own thoughts, and he didn't see a familiar figure walking in front of him.
That's Xu Lin, I haven't seen him for a long time, he seems to have grown a lot taller, and his face is not as sunny as usual, looking at her and talking again: "Do you really want to leave?" ”
Yan Cuo looked up at him, this strange but familiar person, this person who was no different from those classmates in the class.
She looked at the sky, then spoke, her voice calm: "Yes, I'm leaving." ”
Xu Lin seemed to be a little anxious, but he didn't know how to speak, he kept looking at her, with anxiety on his face.
Yan Cuo stopped looking at her, looked down at the strap of his school bag, clutched it tightly with his hand, and looked into the distance.
The bus came at the right time, and Yan Cuo followed his uncle to stand on the side of the road, ready to get on the bus, but the boy still stood at a loss and refused to speak for a long time.
As soon as Yan Cuo walked up the steps, she heard the boy in the distance speak urgently, and his voice was slightly painful: "Yan Cuo, I'm sorry. ”
I'm sorry for my cowardice, I'm sorry for my indecision.
I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry. I have said this to myself countless times in my heart. If I apologize to you, can you please not go?
Yan Cuo's footsteps paused, but he quickly got into the car. Sitting in her place, she saw the figure of the boy under the car window, who had been looking at her with sweat on his face.
Yan Cuo looked at him, his mouth moved, and the boy kept banging on the car window as if he didn't hear it.
Yan Cuo turned his head and didn't look at him again, and the car quickly started, and the boy was left far behind.
Yan Cuo looked at the vanishing figure behind her, and she smiled.
Goodbye, never again. Goodbye to the people here, the things here.
I don't want to come back, this place is all bad memories for me, and now I don't even have the only thoughts I have.
Cloud City, goodbye.
Yan Cuo followed her uncle around a few times, and finally arrived at Anseong, which she had been looking forward to for a long time, and the moment she stepped off the bus, she felt as if she was finally different.
The rest of your life will be different, and you will be different.
She could finally stand under the blue sky and breathe the air of freedom. No more accusations, no more invective.
She followed her uncle home, and her aunt seemed not very satisfied with her arrival, and her expression remained cold. Yan Tu didn't care, he had been helping her with housework diligently, and he didn't talk much, but he shared some pressure on her.
Yancuo knew that his aunt was not bad, otherwise he would not agree to let him enter the door. As long as she is more obedient and sensible, she will definitely accept herself.
My aunt and uncle don't have children of their own, so I will definitely treat them well and treat them as my only relatives.
My uncle helped me connect with a junior high school, and I entered the school as a transfer student, everything was so unfamiliar, but it was full of novelty.
No one here knows about her unbearable past, and she can really start over.
Then, she met Yu Muyang, the boy who illuminated her like a warm sun.
The memory came to an abrupt end, and Yan Cuo slowly came back to his senses, thinking about everything that happened in front of him.
Why did Xu Lin come here, what did he want to do, did he want to debunk his past, and then pretend to laugh with others as before.
Yancuo tried hard to calm himself down, not wanting to be disturbed by such a person.
I am no longer what I used to be, and now I have goals, ideals, and people I care about.
No matter who he is, he can't hurt himself casually.
She raised her head and saw Su He looking at her with a worried face, "What's wrong with you, I see that your face is very bad, has something happened?" ”
Yan Cuo tried to pull out a smile and looked at her with a smile, "It's okay, nothing." ”
After speaking, she hugged Su He tightly, her eyes were slightly red.
It's good to have you, it's good to have you.
Let this current rhetoric not go back to the bad times of the past.
Su He didn't know what was going on, but looking at Yan Cuo's appearance, he just raised his hand and patted her back gently: "Anla, I will always be with you." ”
Later, Yancuo told Su He about what happened when he was a child, Su He's expression was full of shock, and after the shock, he felt sorry for this girl.
I feel sorry for her to endure so much at such a young age.
I feel sorry for her that she has such a pair of parents.
It wasn't until later that Su He mentioned her parents with a gritted teeth.
She felt sorry for this girl from the bottom of her bones, and wanted to treat her better, and use her thin shoulders to help her withstand some wind and rain.
The relationship between the two girls is getting better and better, and they have almost become inseparable. They can finally be like Yu Muyang and Gu Xuran at that time, and become great characters when others mention them.
Looking at the results of climbing up little by little, they are very pleased, and their hard work always pays off.
Perhaps, it won't be long before they can run towards their goal, towards that him.