2: Love

"No matter how far the journey is, there is always a warmth waiting in place. Spring, summer, autumn and winter, frost and heat, accept every moment of exhaustion and palpitations......"

When I saw Xia Xue's words for the first time, I knew that this quiet and delicate girl had a kind and beautiful soul. I also know that she will be the guest of my life!

In that summer, I often saw her sitting alone at her desk, her chin dragging her palms and staring out the window expressionlessly. There are no impurities and waves on the face of the pink, and the wind of the air conditioner blows slowly, and the sideburns are flying.

For a long time, there was such a picture in my dreams: a woman suddenly walked up to me with a fluctuating heartbeat and said to me: "Brother Lu, I seem to be in love with you"; Or maybe she's sitting in the passenger seat and suddenly raises her face and kisses me.

……

In the drowsiness, I heard the cry of summer snow, like a thunderclap in a silent summer night, opening a hole in the cavitation, and a large area of rain poured down......

When I woke up, it was already the second noon. I smelled the choking smell of disinfectant water, wrapped my wrist around the IV tube, and the slightest coolness drilled into my body along the plastic tube.

There is an infusion stand and a white cord on the head. The flower board was exceptionally white, like dripping porcelain, and I was detained into a large bowl.

The smell of the potion was mixed with a faint floral scent, but I looked around and saw no flowers.

Xia Xue lay on the edge of the bed and slept deeply. I tried to lift my hand, but I found that she had clenched my arms so tightly that they seemed to grow together, binding, gluing, and welding, and they had become part of each other's bodies.

Xia Xue's fingers on my arm twitched, and I saw her stretched eyebrows slightly tightened, and finally even her steady breathing became abrupt.

"You're awake!"

Eventually, Xue sensed the movement, raised her head and rubbed her eyes, her squinted eyes covered with bloodshots.

"I ...... In the hospital? ”

I looked around, amazed and at the same time, my memories were reviving in the fall......

Xue glanced up at the bottle and checked the needle in my arm. He leaned forward, looked at me, and nodded slightly: "You have surgery, maybe you won't want to walk for a long time." Moreover, they are all going to be hospitalized here. ”

"Surgery? What surgery? I asked for some reason. It's like a drunk person who can't get back his previous memories after being broken.

"On the feet. Both feet are cherry-wing," Xia Xue pursed her mouth.

I was surprised, and my eyes glared at Liao and asked, "Is it so serious!?" ”

I tried to lift my leg to take a look, but in vain. Through the quilt, I could only feel my legs sore, as if I had lost consciousness and as if they no longer existed.

The more I couldn't see it, the more anxious I became, and I felt an inexplicable panic in my heart.

Seeing that I was struggling to sit up, Xia Xue hurriedly pressed my shoulder. straightened the messy quilt and blamed: "Don't toss, what's serious?" ”

I panicked even more, grabbed Xia Xue's shoulder, and asked her, "You won't amputate your leg, will you?" Why am I unconscious? ”

Xia Xue stared at me, hesitated for a moment before laughing, wiping the tears from the corners of her eyes, :

"The anesthetic hasn't passed yet! …… Later, when you have the consciousness to talk, you should know how much it hurts! ”

Xia Xue glared at me with a pout. He pinched my arm, and his face was full of mixed expressions like crying and smiling.

"Oh......! It's a drugged, it's quite serious! ”

I muttered to myself, glanced at Xia Xue again, and said to him a little guiltily: "I'm sorry!" I ...... last night"

"Come over and you're good to go!" Xue smiled at me and said empathetically: "Actually, I understand you very well. ”

"Don't you think I'm crazy?"

Xia Xue took a deep breath and looked at me with her chin in her hands: "You know? My previous dream was to be a psychiatrist. ”

"I'm the first patient you treated." I asked with a sigh and gratitude.

I think that psychological illness is far more difficult to cure than physical illness, and it is difficult to see the symptoms.

The first time Xia Xue came to my house, when she heard me talk about my ex-girlfriend, she noticed that it was weird.

Later, I learned about me and Zhao Qian from Luo Qian's mouth, and I didn't want to ask more, but it can be seen that I repeatedly fabricated an intersection with a person who no longer exists, which made her very worried.

It wasn't until last night that she saw the various plans I had written, and she realized that I might not just miss my ex-girlfriend. Later, it was confirmed that I had a certain degree of psychological problems.

"When did you find out that Zhao Qian came back to talk?" Xia Xue asked tentatively, looking into my eyes, catching the flicker in my eyes.

"Probably ......," I tilted my head and thought, "during the Spring Festival!" ”

Xia Xue stared at me for a while, and suddenly smiled at me: "You can see this matter objectively now, and you have come out." ”

The two of them looked at each other and smiled, but I couldn't laugh when I laughed and laughed. It may be that the time for anesthesia in the foot has passed, and the pain spreads.

"Wow...... "I was a little sore and wanted to up and look at my legs."

"Is my foot serious?" I asked, baring my teeth.

Xia Xue frowned, coquettish: "Blame me!" You shouldn't have smashed those two cans of edamame tofu. You're ...... harmed."

"It's a pity!" Seeing that she blamed herself, I hurriedly interrupted her.

Xia Xuehui was lanxin, smiled at me and said, "I saw the bones!" Broken several blood vessels and ......"

Halfway through the conversation, seeing me looking at myself with a shocked gaze, Xia Xue paused, changed her tone and said: "Fortunately, the operation has been completed, so let's recuperate slowly, and it will be better soon." ”

……

When my mother came to the hospital in a hurry, it was three o'clock in the afternoon, and as soon as she entered the door, she slapped me on the head and covered my face a few times:

"Do you die? If you want to kill yourself, you jump off the building! It's a waste of surgery fees......"

My mother was trembling with anger, and my sister-in-law persuaded her for a while to let her suppress the anger. At this time, when he calmed down and saw Xia Xue standing on the side restrained and restrained, his eyebrows were sluggish, and he asked suspiciously: "Girl, ...... are you?"

"Oh, hello Auntie! I'm a friend of Lu Xia's brother, and I sent him to the hospital. ”

My mom looked the snow up and down, her eyes narrowing slightly, and she didn't know what she was thinking.

At this time, my sister-in-law seemed to notice something, pulled Xia Xue aside and asked, "Sister, tell you the truth, what happened?" How did he ruin his home like that? ”

Xia Xue looked at me with her eyebrows slumped, and bit her thin lip to my sister-in-law: "It's because of Zhao Qian's business." ”

After Xia Xue felt deep self-blame again, her big eyes were full of tears and she looked at my mother and sister-in-law, "I'm sorry, I shouldn't have quarreled with him, I smashed the glass bottle, I ......"