Memory is the most terrible virus! It spreads in the heart.

I saw the scenes of the past, the years we had walked together, and the beauty we had experienced together.

: The first time I met Zhao Qian, at Nanjing South Railway Station, she walked out of Exit 18 with her suitcase......

: We traveled together and rowed on Xuanwu Lake. He drove the boat to the waters of Berao and was brought in by a speedboat to warn him......

: We went to Jiming Temple to incense under the torrential rain, the smoke and dust were billowing, and we knelt on the wet kneeling mat and kowtowed......

: We took a ride to Yangzhou, took a rickshaw around the city, and fed the ducks on the Slender West Lake......

: On the stage, I faced the strong wind: Zhao Qian, I like you......

……

- If I hadn't come,

- If you have not left,

- Does grief slow down?

There is some grief that has always been hidden in our bodies, it is hidden, it is hidden, it is conspiratorial.

When a virus-like memory comes flooding in, it will deliver a fatal blow to you!

……

Xia Xue hugged my neck tightly, loosened her lips and teeth, and cried: "Brother Lu, I beg you, don't be like this, okay?" You could have come out, but why wouldn't? If Zhao Qian is in the spirit, do you think she would want to see you like this? ”

Xia Xue's tears rolled down my neck, bringing a trace of burning blessing to my already numb body

I saw her face covered in tears, her hair scattered all over her face, and snot rolling down her chin with tears......

"Brother Lu Xia, if Zhao Qian knows that you have become like this for him, can she rest assured?"

"Brother Lu Xia, if Zhao Qian is still alive, will she like you like this?"

"Lu Xia, let it go! If she's a good girl, she wants you to live back to yourself instead of living in a nightmare. ”

The night sinks quietly, like the end of love! No one knows what you looked like before dusk, and there was not a single clue about the places you walked together. The roads we walked together, the boats we rowed, the temples we bowed to, and the mountains we climbed were finally washed away by the rain at night.

You used to be to me, all my life.

I've been to you, all my life.

None of us gave up, but why did we still separate!

Di Di Di Di,

I heard someone pressing the combination lock of the security door.

It must be you, it must be you.

I tried my best to push away the summer snow.

But why did you come? Why did you come into my life when we missed it? Will I not let you go, or will you not let me go? Why should our lives be involved?

Maybe we're all wrong!

……

Before I could sit up, Xia Xue pounced all over again. I slammed my slightly raised face on her forehead, and suddenly a spicy welling up in my nostrils.

I rolled with the snow from the couch to the floor, there were shards of glass on the ground, and I heard the snow hissing in pain. But she didn't care about that, and held me down firmly. In the end, he screamed at me with all his might: "Lu Xia, you wake me up......"

It was getting darker and darker, as if I had fallen into a dark night that could not be melted.

The thick smell of blood choked into the nostrils. At the same time, I seemed to hear the sound of someone pressing the combination lock, tick tick, and then the door handle of the security door moved, and someone pushed the door into the .......

A cool breeze swept in, and I saw a gentle scent filling the house. It was as if the air was filled with pink bubbles, dense and wet, and a warm rainbow spread out in front of me as the strong wind came.

There are gentle footsteps approaching, familiar and dreamy!

I saw a ray of light appear in the place where the fog had melted in front of me, and that elegant and docile figure was walking towards me step by step. She looked around, her eyes were full of unbelievability, and her thin figure looked so sad and beautiful.

I saw that Zhao Qian walked over with a girl in tow.

She stood in the living room, looked at the mess all over the floor, and said to me in horror: "Lu Xia, you did all this?" ”

"They're all dead!"

I looked at her, choking in pain. Staring at her with teary eyes, looking through the autumn water.

Yes, she was standing right in front of me, and I could see it clearly and really.

I saw her beautiful sideburns, fluttering bangs, pale blue plaid skirt, and high-heeled leather shoes in dark color.

I saw her undulating breathing, her scowling expression, and her frowning brows......

However, a voice kept repeating in my ears: Brother Lu, Zhao Qian is dead. Please, let her go!! Please, spare yourself!!

"Zhao Qian, they are all dead! It's ridiculous, right? ”

Zhao Qian in front of her was stunned, raised her hand to cover her mouth, and burst into tears.

I saw Zhao Qian's eyes turn around with tears in her eyes, and her whole body trembled slightly. After a long time, I heard her hoarse voice say lightly: "Lu Xia, I'm sorry!" ”

Zhao Qian choked and sobbed, and it took a long time to turn her face around, and she smiled at me with tears on her face:

"Lu Xia, forget me! You've done enough for me, so go your own way. ”

As if in an instant, the fog around the rippling surroundings gathered again, like a black oppressive cloud, trying to fill, submerge, and bury the place.

Hazy, Zhao Qian smiled at me, smiling like a summer flower.

She glanced down at her daughter beside her, touched her hair, and smiled happily on her face. She finally waved at me, and her daughter smiled and waved at me, followed her mother, and turned away.

I could clearly hear the sound of high heels stomping on the floor, I could clearly hear her daughter humming nursery rhymes, and I could feel the sound of them turning around and spinning the air......

The pressure was getting stronger and stronger, and I was starting to have trouble breathing.

I watched as they faded away, their figures blurring and their footsteps softer and quieter, until the black fog cleared and they disappeared from sight.

At this moment, I felt a mortal panic, as if someone had torn my heart apart, and the blood line stretched all the way to the depths of the blackened forest......

I pushed the snow away with all my might, and pounced on it to catch up with ....... But the night was so dark, and the forest was so deep, that I couldn't breathe from the suffocation of the pressure.

But I must catch up with her, even if I fall into the abyss, even if I never recover......

I could feel the imbalance of my body falling, with lightning and strong winds around me.

In the darkness, a hoarse voice called my name repeatedly: Brother Lu......, Lu Xia ......,

"Lu Xia, I beg you to ......"

"Lu Xia, shall we go to the hospital?"

"Lu Xia, you are too heavy, I can't carry it."

"Lu Xia, what should I do? You've shed a lot of blood......"

……

"Lu Xia, do you know? I like you. ”