The powerlessness of love
There is only one day left in the classroom, and tomorrow begins two weeks of outdoor practical learning. Wang Yan misses the leisurely class in the classroom. In the following days, you need to use some brain cells to memorize some knowledge, and the overall training is quite easy, and it can feed the rice worm attributes hidden in the inside.
Since that night, she and Brother Peng have never been in contact again, and have been waiting for the other party's initiative to contact, but there has been no result, day by day, hope has turned into disappointment, and now the disappointment is shattered. After many years of getting along with the normal change, where the road ahead is, I don't know the result in my heart.
She knew in her heart that there was no end between them, but that they needed to give each other a certain amount of time to think, to abandon the source of pain, and to hate the creator of pain. I still can't help but think about Brother Peng in my head. Think about the bits and pieces between them. The heart is constantly warning himself not to be so spineless, and his body is very sincere to make such a spineless behavior, and there are all kinds of speculations about what Brother Peng is doing now.
People's energy is limited, consumed here, there will be insufficient, and the result of inattentiveness in class is that knot learning is full of mistakes. I used to have no chance with the scumbag, and I was in close contact with low-level mistakes, a few days ago because of the doubt of my learning ability, to the current continuous slap in the face, although this kind of slap in the face is only understood in my heart, others do not know, and the sourness of the consequences subverts the cognition established in Wang Yan's mind for more than 20 years.
The establishment of love is composed of two people, in love, any fluctuations affect the whole is often all, rather than a specific individual, Su Peng has not had a good time these days, the firm thoughts in his mind support the empty move forward in his heart, understand a little to walk over, it means to bow his head in front of the swallow, he once admired the swallow with a bright spirit to tell about the equality of all people, the equality of men and women, but now he is thinking about this problem that has always existed between them, no matter what, as long as the two are in the cold war, It's always yourself who speaks first. Love requires patience, and I know that once you fall in love with someone, you can become very humble, and I know that. Why is it always me who admits the mistake, this is a knot that lingers in my heart?
It is rare for the unit to have nothing to do on weekends, and the upper leaders have not cared for the lower units for the first time. Su Peng spent a rare weekend, constantly flipping through the interface between the phone book and WeChat Swallow, a voice in his heart disturbed the whole heart, crazy thoughts brewing in his mind, and he had already been deeply involved in it to become the ridiculous one.
"Is there any time today. Arena walking? ”
The message on the friend's WeChat distracted Su Peng's attention and did some other things, and his heart should feel better.
Games occupy the same place in Su Peng's life as painting. At first, it was Super Mario on Xiaobawang, then Tetris on the handheld machine, boxer in the game hall, Perfect and Warcraft in the Internet café, and now the game in the arena. His life is accompanied by the continuous emergence and growth of games, food can fill his stomach, games occupy his life, and it is his indispensable spiritual food. Since I was a child, because I played games and my mother constantly played tunnel warfare, reconnaissance and counter-reconnaissance, confrontation and offense were constantly honed, and I directly shaped the big killing Quartet in the chicken game and became a god.
The moment Su Peng appeared in the arena, Tian Tian's eyes never moved away from his body, and when he didn't go to work, he would come here to squat, and the stupid method of waiting for the rabbit to get the harvest, the bitterness and tiredness were insignificant in front of the harvest. There is no harvest without hard work, and God will not drop the pie in front of you for no reason, this is an eternal truth.
"Why are you here?"
After Su Peng saw Tian Tian, he naturally asked Tian Tian. Tian Tian's whole person was in a state of confusion, and his thoughts turned in shock, and God realized my sincerity and gave me a big surprise. The thousand words in my heart squeezed into my mouth and wanted to breathe new air, and the consequence of not giving in to each other was that everyone was shrouded in failure. Tian Tian's appearance at this time was a disregard for the speaker in the eyes of others, Su Peng was a little unhappy in his heart, displeasure was presented on his face, and the mixture of ignorance and consternation revealed by his big eyes was very dazzling, and when he contacted his girlfriend, the displeasure in his heart increased by one point.
The person who had a good relationship with Tian Tian here saw that the atmosphere between the two was not right, and stepped forward to relieve the siege and said, "Tian Tian often comes here, but Brother Su is a rare guest here, and I can't see you for a long time." ”
The friend who came with Su Peng said, "If Brother Su doesn't come, you should be happy, where there is Brother Su, it is the focus of the little girl, don't you become a stone on the side of the road." ”
"I know my appearance very well, the little girls are very superficial, they all like sunny and beautiful boys, and they don't like me as a man with extra sunshine."
"Brother, we have a lot of gold stickers, I've known you for so many years, I don't know you."
"There is no one to praise, I can only be regarded as a princess who sells melons, I know, we have to keep a low profile, we have to be low-key."
After finishing speaking, he looked at Tian Tian in disguise, and the person who was talking to immediately understood the inside story. She patted him on the shoulder, revealing the same expression. Tian Tian's whole energy is on Su Peng's body, Su Peng will suck her soul everywhere, and reason tells her that that person has a girlfriend, and the girlfriend is not you. There was a small hole in one corner of her sanity that told her that the man was not married and that it was an opportunity. She didn't break the law.
Su Peng played games here as a team to play games with others, and was told that there was a mysterious prize at the beginning of his participation. Su Peng didn't care what the prize was at all, he only cared about the thrill of winning.
The game ended with no suspense to win. also won the mystery prize. A bag of lollipops. After taking it, I saw at a glance that there were a few brands and flavors that Yanzi liked to eat, and she would be very happy to give them to her.
Such a mysterious award is no less shocking than wearing summer clothes outdoors in winter, and the organizer of the competition, that is, the owner of the arena, was spitted and fisted by the contestants, from a beautiful award presenter to a street rat that everyone shouted and beaten. The source of the prize is a story that can't be laughed at.
His father, an old smoker, had just been diagnosed in the hospital with a lung problem, and the doctor advised him to quit smoking. I started smoking at the age of twelve or thirteen, and with a smoking history of nearly 60 years, it is not an easy thing to quit smoking, and I heard others say that there will be sour water in the mouth during the quitting process, and candy and snacks are needed to divert the attention of ex-smokers. Filial piety is full, and all kinds of sweets are prepared, dried fruits, peanuts and melon seeds. As a result, my father only ate white rabbit and prawn halva candy, but did not pick dried fruits, peanuts and melon seeds. A lot of sugar, alpine lollipops, and toffees were left in Hsu Fu Ji. After 1 year of hard work, my father quit smoking, and the candy is expired, so I really can't deal with it, so I can only think of this method.
Su Peng heard this story with his own ears, and his father flashed in his mind. Their father-son relationship must be better than their own family. Before leaving, he casually threw Tian Tian a lollipop.
Tian Tian was very surprised after receiving the candy, and she didn't like candy, and she planned to keep this lollipop well.