Approaching the 11th National Day holiday, her heart is overgrown with weeds, Wang Yan understands in her heart that the work she chooses to work in shifts is destined to be devoid of all holidays, but the habits she has developed over the years can not be easily changed. Thinking about the scene of playing with my boyfriend last year, I am full of happiness, and this year is the first long vacation to end a long-distance relationship, what kind of expectations will you have? The little man in his heart jumped excitedly.

After taking over the station, I saw the three eldest sisters of the same class in the next unit walking side by side to the parking lot, and the people on both sides carefully supported the one in the middle, and the three of them took the shuttle bus and waited for a long time, and the people from the next unit arrived after work. The shuttle bus slowly drove to the factory, Wang Yan glanced at the watch, the time was half an hour later than usual, at this time the bus had just missed, and could only wait for another 20 minutes. Although I am unhappy in my heart, I am helpless, the earth in this world is not revolving around you alone, and your existence cannot change the original laws of this world at all.

"Little Swallow, don't wait for the bus, carpool with me, I'll stop by with you today."

"I told you, I got motion sickness."

Wang Yan declined the suggestion of the flowers and continued to wait for the bus, for her on the bus is also playing with her mobile phone, and the difference is also at home, the bus needs traffic, and she uses WiFi at home. When my mother is not at home, the attractiveness of home has also diminished a lot.

"You're not afraid of spending money."

Wang Yan smiled and did not speak. Flowers got the answer from her companion and had to go to the famous carpool spot to find the car herself. Wang Yan waited for the arrival of the bus by the bus stop sign. I plan to buy some roadside stalls by the way, and when my mother is there, the roadside stalls dare not think about it, and my mother is not there to move my mind and solve my appetite.

There is a kind of causal cycle in everything, and when you see the beginning, God will also let you see the result, and you don't want to see the result at all, but this unexpected result can hit your heart and shake your soul.

The day shift was on the station, and a news of the opposite unit reached Wang Yan's ears. An older sister who had just finished the night shift lost her long-awaited child due to fatigue. For a person in her twenties, such news is commonplace, but for Pershing, who has been begging for a child to no avail, it can pull away her unpleasant memories.

Regarding the bitter tears between Pershing and the child, Wang Yan heard about it when she was working in the canteen of the brigade, but she didn't know Pershing at that time, and she didn't correspond things to people. After 100 days of marriage, an accident fell and lost the first child, and the eight-year marriage was not related to the child, which led to a war between the husband and wife and the elderly.

The technician entered the station to send the training list, and at the same time brought a notice of team adjustment, Wang Yan needed to go to work in other teams. The three of them, who were already familiar with each other, separated, and a little sadness relieved Pershing's sullenness today, and the shift of attention was not equal to elimination, but only a pause.

This day shift still can't get around the problem of children, and at lunchtime, the topic once again leads the child's body, as an unmarried person has no right to talk about this matter, and can only be used as an audience to witness the views of two married and childless people.

"Sister Pan, there are so many people in the opposite unit today, but it doesn't look like a staff member, nor does it look like a superior leader. Something big happened. ”

The flower is the first to give the answer, forcibly taking Pershing's place. "There is an eldest sister on the other side who works night shifts, and she is too tired to drain her children, and the eldest sister's family came to the unit to ask for an explanation."

"Oh. It's not related to children. Song Yi's words contained loss.

"You still don't dare ask."

Wang Yan and Hua Hua looked at Pershing together, and what they just said could obviously lead to a story.

Song Yi sneered; "In order to have children, in order to earn more money. I gave up my idle position in the factory department to work as a technician in the team, and as a result, my income was nearly 1,000 yuan more than before, and I still did not have much surplus in my savings. ”

"The poor feed the poor, and the rich feed the rich." Pershing was very casual in expressing his opinion.

"Sister Pan, my problem is not a problem of being poor and rich, but that I can't afford to pay the basic expenses of my children. I'll do the math for you, and you can listen to it. I earn more than 4,000 a month, and my daughter-in-law just reached 3,000. We have an income of 7,000 yuan a month. The mortgage needs to be repaid 2,000 yuan. There is also a car at home, and the fixed expenditure is 2,000 yuan a month. The cost of living is 3,000 yuan. Now the child's kindergarten fee is 1700. There are other costs, such as adult costs. I didn't even dare to think about being a dad. ”

"My college living expenses are more than 2,000 a month, Brother Song, you are so pitiful."

When Wang Yan heard the words of the flowers, she thought that she would spend more than 3,000 a month in college. Such an expense is very common, and for the people around me, it can be regarded as saving, and the food in the south is expensive.

When Pershing heard this, he thought that Song Yi's home was from out of town, and said; "You are an old man who can't help, I'm better than you. I remember that four elderly people in your family have jobs and social security. ”

"My parents and daughter-in-law's parents are both retired from county enterprises, and the unit is yellow, and they can retire normally, more than 1,000 a month. Do you know? I used to not want to buy a car anymore and wanted to save some money, but I discussed this issue with my daughter-in-law many times, and it turned out that the car was very important. Although there is a shuttle bus to work, the time is fixed, and the shuttle bus only goes to the factory and does not reach the following station. The taxi here is a starting price from the ground, forcing you to give a high price. The old man is old and sick in the middle of the night, and he has no car at home and cannot seek medical treatment in time. Hit 120? I could only snort. ”

"The income of the two of us is about the same as your income, and we are also supported by the pension of the elderly when we have children. Raising children here is almost always a pension for the elderly. There are a few who make a lot of money. ”

After years of family education, gnawing old is synonymous with shame in Wang Yan's dictionary. A sentence burst out of his mouth. "I can't afford to give birth to a child, so what do I do when I am born. It can only cause trouble for the family. ”

Song Yi replied; "So I had the foresight not to have children."

Pershing looked at Wang Yan with a smile and said meaningfully; "Children are the obsession of my old man, I know that it is difficult to raise children, but people say that they are raising cats, and they can raise children, and if they don't give birth, they are not filial. The big hat of filial piety is buckled on the head, and if you don't give birth, you have to live, if you can't give birth, you have to live if you find a way. ”

"Your old people are really old-fashioned, feeding children is not just about eating and closing. I don't have the money to enroll in classes to learn my specialty, but I have to spend energy teaching my children to be people. How can you equate raising people with cats, cats are pets, and children are people. I thought it was the era when they were children. ”、

"This is the generation gap. I can't help it. ”

The flower feels that the topic can't be interjected, so she finds a place where she can interject and quickly speaks out. "I also have a generation gap with my parents."

Wang Yan fell into thought, and told her mother at this moment, "Love is love, marriage is marriage." "There are different ideas, it turns out not nonsense. Can our future life be what Sister Pershing described? The answer is no.