Mu Yushan was shocked by the sound of the square drum, got out of the car, and when he was at the school gate, he smiled self-deprecatingly, just like understanding in an instant that Fairy Zixia couldn't wait for the Supreme Treasure after all, and understood that Lin Daiyu's sister had passed away Jia Baoyu after all, in fact, everything was destined, what qualifications did she have to go back in time?

People have to look forward for a lifetime, even if every step is bloody, they have to look forward, because if you look back, you are likely to become a sad woman, crying and crying all day long, and in the end, you will die of illness in bed like Lin Daiyu, leaving the world to sigh.

In fact, she doesn't like the Dream of Red Mansions, but occasionally when she goes to Ren Haoqian's study to steal books, she always bumps into this book, she is used to looking twice, occasionally lying on the bookshelf to look at the dog-like capitalist, and asked curiously: "Do you like Lin Daiyu or Xue Baochai?" ”

He would take a brush and write a few words on the rice paper quite elegantly, and she ran over to take a look, and it was actually an attack.

Before she could ask, he said, "I like childhood sweethearts." And attacking people seems more appropriate. ”

"Shanshan! Shanshan! The drum jumped out of nowhere, startling Mu Yushan who was in a daze.

She held her arm, just like she usually went to the toilet together, Mu Yushan looked at the strange eyes of some people on the street, and began to ask awkwardly: "Do you think anyone will doubt that kind of relationship between the two of us?" ”

Fang Gugu was very proud, so he simply stood on tiptoe and hugged her neck, and coughed lightly from Mu Yushan.

She let go of her, resumed her normal walking posture, and glanced at her with a smile, "Originally, I might have agreed to your idea, but since I saw your future brother-in-law in the hospital today, I want to stifle your shameless thought." ”

Mu Yushan couldn't bear it, glanced at her, attached a punch, gritted his teeth and said: "What's the matter, you are disgusting!" ”

The two of them didn't find the bar all over the place, Mu Yushan lowered his head and searched for the location on his mobile phone, "Why don't you go home, the bar doesn't feel very reliable." ”

"Oops! Classmate Mu, if you haven't been to a bar in four years of college, it is equivalent to wasting your entire youth. ”

"Really?" Mu Yushan's expression was cold for a moment, and he said a little astringently: "Then I'm really lucky!"

As if she began to meet someone, her youth was different from someone else's.

They were lucky enough to arrive at their destination, the Post-Summer Bar.

Fang Gugu rushed into the middle of the dance floor excitedly like a wild horse, and threatened not to get drunk or return, Mu Yushan had to indulge her for one night, she chose a quieter place, sat down, ordered a cocktail, and looked at the lively and lovely Fang Gugu on the dance floor.

Maybe it was because the bar music was too sad, or the alcohol concentration was too high, Mu Yushan felt a little dizzy after a few sips, she leaned on the sofa with her head propped up, her eyes slightly closed, and she fell asleep groggy.

I don't know if it's because of the cold that Mu Yushan didn't sleep well, and many pictures of the past came to mind.

Mu Yushan two years ago had the best youth, loved by his parents, doted by Gu Cheng, a group of friends, and dreams.

However, in the summer of 2012, she met a man who has since been a prisoner.

At first, Ren Haoqian and her didn't speak, he would occupy her body strongly every time she was asleep, and his movements were never gentle, domineering and arrogant.

She was almost afraid of him, and even began to be scared when she saw the bed, and she couldn't sleep well every night, and sleeping pills and psychiatrists couldn't solve it.

However, after slowly getting along with him, I found that Ren Haoqian was a little different.

He has a very melancholy temperament, cold and arrogant all over his body, always giving people a look of indifference that rejects people thousands of miles away, withdrawn and sensitive, as if he will be rendered sad when he touches him.

"Do you know what kissing is?" He asked her this question for two years.

Every time he asked her, Mu Yushan felt that he was like a confession, and this illusion started from the night at the bar.

That night, Mu Yushan was called to the bar by a phone call from Uncle De, and she was nervous, for fear that Ren Haoqian would do something more terrible to her.

Walking into the bar, she saw him sitting alone at the bar drinking, the lights of the bar, constantly hitting his handsome face, shaking his expression, looking a little blurred.

She approached him, only to notice that he had been staring at a photo for a long time.

That was the first time Mu Yushan saw his sad gaze, like the despair of the whole world being destroyed.

She said tentatively, "Are you okay?"

He didn't look back at her, and replied in a low voice, "Not good."

"What's wrong?" She pulled out the chair beside him and sat down gently, leaning slightly towards him.

"They're dead."

"Who?"

Ren Haoqian suddenly raised his head and looked at Mu Yushan under the light, "I don't know if my choice is right?" His gaze deepened, "Maybe I shouldn't come back, for someone who doesn't love me." ”

Mu Yushan held his breath, frowned, and looked at him with a serious expression: "What's wrong with you?" Her voice was warm and intonic.

Ren Haoqian smiled coldly, as if he was laughing at himself, he took the wine glass and drank it all, and then a pair of slender and beautiful hands gently pinched her chin, and his kiss fell on the corners of Mu Yushan's slightly cool lips with a thick drunkenness. Let me be like a star