Chapter 85: Losing the World

"Do you know what kissing is?" He leaned over her ear and whispered, his tone grim.

That night, she was pulled to the hotel by him, her clothes were rudely ripped off by him, and he was thrown on the bed without the slightest tenderness, the light was not turned off, he pressed directly on her, kissing her as if he was going to kill her, his kiss slowly deepened, maybe it was an illusion, Mu Yushan seemed to see a deep and strong love and pain hidden in his eyes when he kissed her, and her heart twitched fiercely.

"Do you know what kissing is?"

Is he confessing?

Why did he look at him like that?

Why am I so sad?

That was the first time she felt the familiarity between her and the capitalists, like the familiarity of knowing each other for many years and dying.

However, she could never have imagined that she had broken into his world in what year, day, and moment in the past years?

If you break in, will you be responsible?

She suddenly wanted to laugh because her mind was open.

"Yushan!" The drum shook her arm while shouting, waking up the person in the dream suddenly, Mu Yushan rubbed his forehead and opened his eyes to see her.

"Are you crying?" She took a tissue to help her wipe the tears from the corners of her eyes.

Mu Yushan stretched out her hand and touched her face in disbelief, and sure enough, it was wet, and she laughed at herself: "How come?"

"What's wrong with you?" He furrowed his eyebrows, clenched her hand with a worried expression, and then muttered to himself with some self-reproach: "I always thought that if I didn't mention that person, you would feel better." ”

"It's okay," she rubbed her little head, pretending to be calm, "are you going back?" ”

"Hmm."

On the way home, Ren Haoqian's phone called, Mu Yushan looked sideways at the sleeping bulge, and saw that she was sleeping soundly, so he connected the phone.

"Where?" His voice was cold.

"In the car, I'll be back right away." Yushan whispered in response.

"Mu Yushan, warn you, don't do something stupid while I'm not there."

Before he could finish "I ......," there was a busy signal on the other side of the phone, and apparently the capitalist hung up the phone impatiently.

Mu Yushan looked down at his phone and sighed slightly.

How is that possible? How could Ren Haoqian like himself?

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Ren Haoqian, who hung up the phone, was sitting in the conference room at the moment, and when he was upset, he liked to stay alone in a large space, because then he would feel very small.

The quiet and spacious conference room was shrouded by Ren Haoqian's cold atmosphere, and his indifferent and good-looking side face was reflected in the floor-to-ceiling windows.

Originally, the action of tapping on the keyboard was very coherent, but as he typed, he somehow stopped, raised his head and stared out the window for a long time, and then somehow remembered that night, the night his parents died.

When he received the news, he at first thought that the Ren family had lied to him, and then he flew to France himself, and he was not disheartened until he saw the remains of his parents.

Because of a car accident, they left him forever.

He was angry, desperate, and even wanted to give up everything, the absurd reason he had promised the Ren family was because of his parents, but now that his parents are gone, there is no need for him to insist anymore.

However, there is another person.

tugging at his heart and holding his footsteps.

Just when the Ren family thought that he was going to have a showdown with the world, he chose to remain silent, because only if he was Ren Haoqian, he could keep her by his side, and he could torture her and himself under an excuse.

On the night of the bar, her appearance seemed to save the fate of the Ren family, he looked into her eyes, and he didn't dare and couldn't lose the last person he cared about.

But it was precisely because of this person who cared about him that he missed the time to spend with his parents.

So, he took revenge and told her not to see her own parents again, so that he could comfort her heart, but feel sorry for her.

Perhaps, hatred is the best excuse to love her.

However, after two years of getting along, he found that what he really wanted was to surpass this hatred, because his heart had not been warmed by love for a long time.

Although, she never loved him.

And his love began very early, as early as meeting her at the best of times, when he was just nineteen years old.

I still remember that at the school gate of Nancheng No. 1 Middle School, she was wearing a very cute plush coat and a burgundy scarf, she was standing in the snow, carrying a black canvas schoolbag and wearing a pair of white boots.

Holding the envelope in her frozen, she looked at the address over and over again, tiptoeing from time to time, smirking from time to time, her eyes seemed to light up the whole white world, warm and kind, like starlight.

When he was still Xue Muchen, he stood at the door of the car from a distance and looked at her, he tilted his head, trying to see her face clearly, but the snow was a little big, blurring his vision, and the only thing he could see clearly was her extremely beautiful eyes.

He owes someone an agreement.

"Young Master, from today on, you will live as Ren Haoqian, and everything in Nancheng no longer belongs to you." Uncle De opened the car door and respectfully leaned over to invite him in.

"I'm afraid I may have missed out on a period of youth." He looked at Mu Yushan's back, and even his voice was full of sadness.

At four o'clock in the afternoon on December 1, 2005, he met a girl who broke into his world for no apparent reason.

It's just that he didn't know at that time that one day he would lose the world in order to keep this lost youth.

I like you, that's the first time he met her.

And I love you, destined to be the end he gave her. Let me be like a star