Xia Yu listened to Zhang Shan's words a little inexplicable, smiled a little sarcastically, and asked: "Haven't I always been a dirt bun in your eyes, and I can't be on the stage to embarrass you?" You dislike and despise me so much, do you think I'm sought-after outside? ”

Zhang Shan asked angrily: "If you don't have someone outside, why would you want a divorce for no reason, not even children." Don't you just want to live and fly with wild men? ”

Xia Yu smiled bitterly: "You still don't reflect on your own problems, have you never thought about why I should give up this marriage?" Also, an arrogant and selfish machismo like you will only find fault with others, only dislike others for seeing others' shortcomings, and never reflect on, nor admit or even accept your own shortcomings.

Let's be honest, Zhang Shan, the root cause of the emotional breakdown in our marriage is not in outsiders, there is no so-called lover at all. The problem arises between us. To tell you, with my family education and my work ethic, I wouldn't do such a thing as cheating on you.

Don't try to put the blame on someone else, the problem is between you and me. I don't expect you to understand now, I only have one last sentence, that is, in the future, you must find a woman you love to marry, and don't let her suffer such grievances as me in marriage. ”

After speaking, Xia Yu couldn't help crying, covering his mouth and crying, as if he wanted to turn all the grievances and pain he had suffered in his marriage over the years into tears and slip out before the divorce. Xia Yu's words made Zhang Shan even more uncomfortable, and he couldn't figure out that the hair on his forehead was bald after working hard all day to support his family. didn't mess around outside, why was Xia Yu so dissatisfied with himself and insisted on getting a divorce?

Zhang Shan was angry, and said angrily: "Then I will take a look in the future, what kind of man are you looking for?" "Don't be inferior to me, when the time comes, you will cry.

Xia Yu listened to Zhang Shan's subtext, and directly scolded back: "A man like you, who is good in all aspects, has such a high evaluation of me at home, and he is so virtuous to me. I can count on other men. The world is as black as a crow. Men are all virtuous. The old lady is not sensitive to gratitude in this life. After the old lady has a house, she will buy a car, have a job and a deposit, why should she find a man to come back and serve as an uncle, fortunately, I am tired and tired, and I haven't gotten a good word. In this life, the old lady would rather live alone and at ease, and not be far from contact with a creature like a man.

While enjoying the old lady's dedication to the family, the uncle generally doesn't do anything, and goes to support the family in the name of beauty, the old lady doesn't need you to raise it at all, and I am in charge of the children. On the one hand, there are all kinds of disgust and contempt blows to the mother, degrading the mother to the dust, hitting the mother, denying the value of the mother, and degrading the mother for nothingness to highlight your status. A man like you, my wife really doesn't want to meet again. I have nothing to say to you.

You know that you ask the old lady for money, eat the rice cooked by the old lady, enjoy the old lady's dedication to the family, and actually look down on the old lady and demean the old lady. What is the difference between Australia and Canada, which earn China's money, dislike China, eat China's food, and smash China's pot. What else does a man who can't even learn respect want him to do?

Get out, hurry up and find a young, beautiful and virtuous girl, the old lady will smile and bless you without blinking her eyes, get rid of you as a man. My mother didn't want to spend time with you for a long time. , get back to your parents. My mother's days without you are simply happy. ”

Zhang Shan was very upset when he listened to Xia Yu's words. Just now in the thunderstorm area, the lightning and thunder of the dark clouds are dense and the wind is so strong that the black clouds and black pressure are overwhelming, and the road ahead is almost invisible, seeing a lightning bolt in front of him piercing the night sky, Xia Yu saw a black puddle in front of him, and shouted to remind: "There are puddles and puddles, slow down and slow down......"

At this time, he was a little uneasy to be irritated by Xia Yu absent-mindedly, and with a thunderous sound, Zhang Shan didn't hear Xia Yu's words, let alone observe the road ahead, and didn't slow down, and in Xia Yu's repeated howls "Slow down, slow down, ahhh......h

Listening to the thumping thunder, Xia Yu felt as if it was ringing above his head. Xia Yu shrank into the cotton wool in fear. Hiding under the quilt in fear, it felt like I would be able to dodge the thunder and lightning.

Xia Yu shrunk in the quilt, and after a few seconds, he didn't feel quite right, didn't he just go to the Civil Affairs Bureau with Zhang Shan on the highway, passing through the thunderbolt area and preparing to go to the Civil Affairs Bureau for divorce?

Why did I suddenly get to bed? Where did Zhang Shan go? Xia Yu thought he must be sulking in the small bedroom. Why did the two come back? I don't have any memory.

Suddenly, Xia Yu felt that something was wrong, why was this cotton air-conditioning quilt so thick, not as light and thin as the air-conditioning quilt in his own home. Xia Yu slowly stretched out his head from the quilt, and suddenly saw the bright tiles above his head lighting up the entire room because of lightning. Xia Yu once again got into the quilt before the thunder came.

Xia Yu thought about the bright tiles he had just seen instead of the glass windows. Looking at the gray mosquito net on the bed, the small warehouse in the room where the grain was stored, and the wooden stakes supporting the inclined walls on the side.

Xia Yu had already ignored the thunder and thunder, sat on the bed, looked at the vague familiar room through the gray mosquito net, touched his tight lower abdomen without scars, and did not have the stretch marks that formed after the skin was broken, although Xia Yu was very surprised, he was forced to accept everything now, and he would wake up tomorrow morning. Xia Yu began to fall asleep.

When he woke up the next morning, Xia Yu quickly looked at the calendar hanging on the rusty iron nails on the mud wall, and was surprised to find that he had returned to sixteen years ago for inexplicable reasons. I saw that I was so green and so dark.

Xia Yu has always been disgusted by Zhang Shan, and his skin is not as white as him, and now looking at his original dark skin, Xia Yu is a little depressed, he is really unconsciously forced by Zhang Shan! I betrayed my own aesthetics. Xia Yu had already determined that he had been reborn back to the age of fourteen, and Xia Yu had now accepted all of this. Rebirth is good, rebirth can be all over again. As long as you work hard, you don't have to live the same grievances and grievances as before.

Xia Yu came to the kitchen and saw his mother Wang Xiuzhen who was burning wood to cook pig food, pumpkin porridge was cooking on the coal stove, smelling the faint smell of pumpkin, looking at his mother's still young face, Xia Yu remembered the last time she paid social security to their mother, who was almost half white-haired, Xia Yu was even more determined that he must work harder in his life than in his previous life, and not put his hope on anyone. You must be self-reliant and self-reliant, and with your own efforts, completely change the fate of your family.

Wang Xiuzhen saw her daughter get up and said, "I've already cooked pumpkin porridge." Cut two cucumbers and mix them cold for breakfast. ”

Xia Yu nodded, began to wash the cucumbers, cut them into diamond slices, sprinkled salt and water first, then poured on the fried bean paste, sprinkled with some white sugar, sprinkled with green onions, Xia Yu tasted a piece, the taste was crisp with a faint fragrance of cucumbers. This is an authentic pure green cucumber, Xia Yu has not eaten such a crispy cucumber for many years.

When Xia Yu put the meal on the brown square table with almost all the red wood paint gone, his younger brother Xia Jie got up. Xia Jie is only in the fifth grade now, very small and short. It can't be compared with the tall and mighty appearance in the future.

The young Xia Jie picked a piece of cold cucumber slices, ate it and praised it in his mouth: "Sister, why is your cold cucumber so delicious today?" There are also diamond-shaped pieces that are particularly beautiful. ＂

Wang Xiuzhen also praised: "Yu'er's cooking skills have made great progress." Xia Yu ate in a sullen voice, thinking that he had been cooking for so many years after working, and he must have made progress.

After a family of three silently finished breakfast, Wang Xiuzhen went to feed the pigs, Xia Yu cleaned up the dishes and chopsticks, and then soaked the dirty clothes at home.

Xia Yu, who was sitting on a small bench and washing clothes on the washboard, still missed the three fully automatic washing machines in his previous home. Xia Yu looked at his rough little hands, which were worlds different from the fair-skinned and slender hands of his previous life.

Thinking about his previous life, in order to take good care of his hands, he was not only ready to buy a dishwasher, but also applied hand cream at any time. At that time, although I was also a part-time housewife, I still raised myself delicately.

I still remember that once I organized comrades to go to the community to carry out a weekend cleaning activity, Xia Yu only swept the fallen leaves for half an hour, and his delicate fingers bubbled, and Xia Yu also used this as an excuse to not get into the kitchen for three days. Take iodophoerythromycin ointment alabaster all kinds of cream to repair your fingers.

The reborn Xia Yu rubbed his clothes vigorously, twisted the laundry detergent, and sighed that his previous self was really hypocritical. Xia Yu washed it once, washed it three times, and when he wrung out the water and began to cool his clothes, he saw an unexpected person. The person herself hadn't been in contact with for many years, and even forgot what she looked like. I watched my grandmother walk by as if I hadn't seen myself.

Xia Yu remembered that grandma was away from Xia Yu's family again. His grandmother Wu Chunhua is a typical person who is lazy, selfish, uneducated, and morally corrupt. Since Wang Xiuzhen joined the Xia family, Wu Chunhua has bullied Wang Xiuzhen in various ways. Wang Xiuzhen couldn't bear it, so she didn't pay much attention to Wu Chunhua, and the relationship between her mother-in-law and daughter-in-law was notoriously tense.

Xia Yu and Xia Jie have lived in a very discordant environment where Wu Chunhua and Wang Xiuzhen quarrel for half a year and a month since they were children, leaving a very deep psychological shadow for the two. Grandma Wu Chunhua has always disliked her mother Wang Xiuzhen for not having the ability to do it, and she didn't go out to make money. Wang Xiuzhen, who was originally mild-mannered, began to resist under the increasing oppression, and after hearing Wu Chunhua's mistaken insulting words, she completely broke off contact, and there was a situation where she would no longer communicate with each other when she died of old age.