Chapter 185: Rough Waves
The air in the study room was unusually quiet, as if every breath would cut through the quiet atmosphere. All the people present held their breath, although everyone had their own thoughts in their hearts to a greater or lesser extent, and they all knew some of the so-called correct answers, but they knew that here, only Xiao Zheng had the right and the most ability to tell all the facts.
Feng Yao's nervousness was inevitable, she looked at Xiao Zheng with worry and Su Su with worry, her heart was also struggling with contradictions, reality and harm, these two seemingly incompatible words, are commendably combined at this moment, reality is equal to harm.
"Zhong Shiwei!" Perhaps after careful consideration and a short ideological struggle, Xiao Zheng firmly said the name. There was a hint of crampedness and uneasiness in his wise eyes, but when those three words were said calmly, the flat tone had already exploded a thunderbolt in the study.
Not only Su Su, but even Ran An showed an unprecedented surprised face, he was shocked, shocked, completely frightened, this name had never flashed in his consciousness.
Fluttershy is also shocked, even though she knows most of the truth, but this is the first time she knows the truth, and she feels her heart be violently hit twice, and she subconsciously swallows twice.
After a short moment of surprise, everyone looked at Su Su, the weak, delicate, and charming girl was already trembling a little, her pink lips had turned blue and white at this moment, and the muscles of her cheeks trembled sharply uncontrollably. Originally, she was sitting in the chair well, but now it seems that half of her body has hung out of the chair, and the remaining half looks like she will soon fall off the chair.
Ran An quickly stood beside Su Su, and half of her body pressed her against the chair.
"Zhong Shiwei?" Su Su looked at everyone present in disbelief, her frightened expression showed a funny smile, she chanted this name incredulously, never before, she had such a thunderous feeling for this name! She has been in the capital for so long, she is very familiar with the name Zhong Shiwei, his treachery, his evil, his evil, his villain's heart, there seems to be nothing to show off in the memory of him, and now, such a person is his father?
Ridiculous, unprecedentedly ridiculous, no matter how much she thought about her biological parents in the midnight dream, she never thought that Zhong Shiwei would be her real father! It's absolutely impossible! This is absolutely impossible to happen! How could she, Qin Susu, have a blood relationship with such a person?
"Sister......" Feng Yao was sad, she felt sorry for such a prime.
"Are you telling the truth?" Two lines of crystal tears slid down Su Su's face and dripped down her jaw, like two shining pearls.
"Sister, don't ...... like this" Feng Yao also wiped the tears from the corners of his eyes.
"Kid, it's a bit cruel, but ...... But this is true after all. The old man also knows that for you, this is indeed a difficult reality to accept, but for the old man, isn't this a kind of mental torment? But reality is reality, the old man has to accept it, girl, you ...... There is no escaping either! Originally, I will explain to you slowly in the future, but everything is providential, and now...... You can only take it slowly. Xiao Zheng's heart was also stung inexplicably, he once thought it was a grievance in their lifetime, but he didn't expect it to implicate two generations. Now, seeing that the young man is so painful because of his past grievances, how can he feel half a little better in his heart?
"Accept? Slowly...... Accept? Su Su repeated through gritted teeth.
"Sister, don't be like this, we will all feel distressed if you do this." Feng Yao couldn't help but hug Su Su tightly.
"Distressed? Who will feel distressed? Whose heart hurts the most? Tears flowed unscrupulously, but Susu was expressionless.
"I'm going to be distressed, Daddy is going to be distressed, my brother is distressed, Fluttershy is distressed, and Ran'an is going to be distressed! Each and every one of us will be distressed! ”
"So many people? Will...... Distressed? "Su Su is like a dream.
"Yes, from now on we are a family, and you have to believe that no matter what happens, we will all be with you! You also have to believe that we will all get better as time passes. ”
"Okay? Will I ever get better? How can I get better? What really gets better? Su Su's desperate eyes looked at everyone in the room, and everyone who was swept by her eyes inevitably turned their gaze.
Everyone knows that any thousand words at this moment seem so pale and powerless in front of Su Su, some injuries she must bear personally, some difficulties she must personally challenge, and some knots must be solved slowly by herself.
"Sister, my good sister, I know you are miserable, but don't be afraid, in the future, if you have us and all of us, we will definitely be good to you!" Feng Yao hugged Su Su distressedly, and her tears couldn't help but fall.
"Miss Susu, I know you must be shocked and hard to accept now, but you have to take care of yourself anyway." Fluttershy can't help but rub the corners of her eyes.
Su Su ignored these warm words in the past, time seemed to stand still, and the light in Mo Hui's study slowly dimmed without knowing when. Fluttershy picks it up and cuts off a section of the wick, and after a brief silence, the room is lit up again.
Feng Yazhai's people came to inquire about Su Su's whereabouts, and after being sent away, they sent two people to squat outside Mo Hui's door.
The night has completely fallen, and the bustling capital has gradually fallen asleep, and the lights in thousands of homes have gradually gone out, only Mo Hui here seems to be bright all night. No one is sleepy, even Ran An has no intention of returning to Ran Mansion, everyone is there, I don't know who is accompanying whom, and no one wants to leave anyway.
Qinglan starts calling out to Fluttershy, which is already a habit of hers. At this time, Qinglan calls Fluttershy, sometimes she can't sleep and asks her to stay with her for a while, sometimes she wants to have a supper because she didn't eat well at night, and sometimes she just tosses Fluttershy out of reason. For some reason, Qinglan has identified Fluttershy, and even though she knows that this has nothing to do with Fluttershy, she still persists in her persistence.
Fluttershy looked at Xiao Zheng in embarrassment, as if she wanted some advice or advice, but Xiao Zheng didn't look at her at all, she just said softly, "Go ahead." ”
The room was quiet again, Su Su also heard Qinglan's call, and she also vaguely heard Feng Yao call her aunt, her dull eyes looked at the already dark outside, and followed the place where the sound came out and was silent for a long time. She knew that the person named Fluttershy outside was her mother, the mother she had seen countless times in her dreams but had never seen her face clearly, and now that this person was in front of her, they would be able to see each other if she was willing to step out of the room!
But at this moment, Su Su hesitated, she didn't know how she was going to meet her mother! She would have ...... She came to Xingshi today to ask for guilt, she was not ready to admit her mother, not to mention, she knew that her mother was also involuntary at the beginning, not to mention, that poor mother had been harshly blaming herself for more than ten years for the guilt that she should not bear!
Xiao Zheng was always watching Su Su's every move, and he knew with great certainty that she already knew who the voice outside was, and she was also struggling, entangled, and suffering.
"Son, I know it's all too cruel for you, but now I don't want to hide anything from you, you are entitled to know all about it. Now, your real father is on the other side of the street, and your mother is ...... Just in our case, don't look back...... You have the right to complain against me, against anyone, but against your mother...... I think she's just as pathetic as you are...... After so many years of losing you, she has never had a good day, and I hope you ...... I hope you don't embarrass her! This is a request of mine, and I hope you ...... I hope you can say yes! Xiao Zheng was almost saying to Su Su in a pleading voice, Feng Yao and Nanfeng had never seen their father so low, although there were understandable reasons, but Feng Yao was still a little unacceptable, her nose was sore, and her tears fell.
"Su Su ......" Ran An quietly reminded Su Su, for her, it was not like a feeling of five thunders. She has to accept everything in front of her, she has to understand the suffering of so many people, and she has to understand her mother! But how difficult was all this for her?
"Child, I know that I am not qualified to ask you to do anything, and I know that all this is difficult for you to accept, so we will listen to you in all decisions. As for when you can see your mother, when you will forgive us or not, or even whether you accept your father, all of this is up to you. We give you time, give you plenty of time, one day is not two days, two days is not three days, even a month or two months, a year or two years, we have enough time and patience to wait for you to make a decision...... But the premise of all this is that you have to stay and ask us to take good care of you. Xiao Zheng's words looked at Su Su, although the child didn't look at him for a moment.
"Yes, Su Su, Uncle Xiao has a point, you just listen to your uncle and ask us all to take care of you!" Ran An was also excited.
"Everyone?" Su Su muttered this word, she felt a little strange, a little funny, she never thought that there was a home for her in this world! Now, when this thing that I can't even dream of is realized, why is it so sad?