Chapter 419: Hostage
When Bai Rouying's love first opened, Lu Zhan's heart was full of other things, so much so that he missed the best time to stay in Bai Rouying's heart.
God gave them fate, but Lu Zhan let this fate slip away with his own hands.
So it's no wonder that no one is right, it's just that he didn't grasp the timing himself.
"No, Brother Lu Zhan, listen to me......"
Bai Rouying shook her head vigorously and wanted to explain, but when the words came to her mouth, she felt that she couldn't open her mouth.
Looking at Lu Zhan's face, she obviously felt that she had a lot to say, but when she was about to speak, she didn't know what to say.
"Needless to say, Shadow."
Lu Zhan's tone was as doting and intimate as ever, he reached out and rubbed the top of Bai Rouying's head, Bai Rouying's hair was rubbed a little messy by him, and the current situation of the two of them was the same as when they were children.
Bai Rouying inexplicably felt that her nose was sour, and her tears were about to fall.
"Don't cry." Lu Zhan's gentle voice sounded above his head.
"Brother Lu Zhan......"
Lu Zhan's heart also felt very blocked, but he still shook his head firmly: "Xiaoying, listen to me, I've really figured it out now, you don't love me, and there is no way to love me, there is no way to force this kind of thing." ”
"In that case, we'll separate." It was the first time he had spoken in such a sensible and sober tone.
Rather than two people torturing each other and having a bad time, it is better to let each other go.
"Although I am very unwilling, I still have to let go." Lu Zhan said with a smile.
In the past three years, in fact, he has been waiting for the arrival of the three-year period agreed with Bai Rouying every day.
In fact, he finally waited for the results he wanted for three years.
Bai Rouying, who returned to China, told him that she had forgotten about Jin Yu and decided to be with him, and at that moment, Lu Zhan really felt ecstatic, feeling as if he had the whole world.
But with the contact during this time, Lu Zhan has become clearer and clearer day by day, day by day - Bai Rouying is not happy at all.
Even if he could face everyone with a smile every day, Lu Zhan could still see that Bai Rouying was not happy at all.
"Xiaoying, you don't love me, so don't force yourself to be with me anymore." He reached out and hugged Bai Rouying, wrapped Bai Rouying heavily in his arms, and rested his chin on Bai Rouying's shoulder.
The voice was deep and heavy: "Go find what you want to find, just untie some knots in your heart, the time of a person's life is really limited, be careful not to waste so much time on things that should not be wasted." ”
He slowly let go of Bai Rouying, and patted Bai Rouying's shoulder heavily before leaving: "Cherish what needs to be cherished in front of you, Xiaoying, goodbye." ”
This time it's really a complete goodbye.
After leaving such a sentence, Lu Zhan never looked back, turned around and left.
When she woke up the next day, Bai Rouying didn't remember most of what happened the night before, and the only thing that impressed her was what Lu Zhan had said to her.
Her mind kept echoing with the man's face when he spoke.
Bai Rouying suddenly sat up from the bed, picked up the mobile phone thrown on the bedside table beside her, and dialed Lu Zhan's number.
There was a series of busy beeps from the phone, and after thinking about it for a while, it gradually stopped.
Bai Rouying's brows furrowed fiercely.
She dialed again, but this time the phone prompted that the other person's phone had been turned off.
Bai Rouying immediately stopped hesitating, got up to rest, and after changing her clothes, she was ready to go directly to Lu Zhan's house to find him.
She has a lot of things to say to Lu Zhan, and the things between them can't be explained clearly in one or two sentences.
The place where Lu Zhan lives is also a single apartment, and the location of Bai Rouying's current residence is actually not particularly far away.
After Bai Rouying stopped a car on the road, it didn't take long to arrive at the entrance of the apartment where Lu Zhan lived.
When he was about to go in, he was stopped by two bodyguards at the gate of the community: "Wait a minute, miss, you can't go in." ”
Bai Rouying frowned: "I've been here many times before, you should have an impression......"
When you were before, Bai Rouying always came here with Lu Zhan, and the security guards here were familiar with her, so when Bai Rouying went to find Lu Zhan many times, she didn't even need to register.
It's really the first time I've been stopped before I even went in today.
"We know." The two security guards looked at each other with embarrassed expressions, "But you really can't go in today." ”
One of the security guards looked at Bai Rouying's appearance, couldn't help but sigh, and quietly revealed a little news: "Miss Yu, don't blame us, this is actually what Mr. Lu Zhan meant......"
Lu Zhan is a senior resident of this apartment, Bai Rouying was able to enter and leave this apartment at will before, thanks to Lu Zhan, since she can't come in now, it is naturally because of Lu Zhan.
Bai Rouying was a little clear: "He explained to you, don't let me in?" ”
"Yes."
Bai Rouying's brows suddenly wrinkled even deeper: "What about others?" Where is Lu Zhanren now? ”
"This ......"
The two security guards looked at each other again, their expressions even more embarrassed.
After hesitating for a long time, one of the security guards gritted his teeth after all: "Miss Bai, let me tell you the truth, Mr. Lu Zhan is no longer in the apartment now, he has rented out his apartment here today, and he carries his suitcase in the morning, and he doesn't know where he went." ”
The two security guards had seen Bai Rouying and Lu Zhan get along with each other before, and they were very impressed by this sweet little couple.
When I heard Lu Zhan's request today, I was really taken aback, thinking that they were arguing.
Until now, seeing Bai Rouying, she is indeed a little sympathetic to Bai Rouying.
Let's go?
Bai Rouying's brows furrowed tightly, and a strong feeling of uneasiness suddenly surged in her heart.
Where can Lu Zhan go?
It wasn't until this moment that Bai Rouying suddenly realized that she had been talking about giving herself three years to forget about Jin Yu and try to love Lu Zhan.
Even today, three years later, she is already with Lu Zhan.
But it's still not much different from before.
It is still Lu Zhan who is paying wholeheartedly, and her understanding of Lu Zhan has even stayed many years ago.
Bai Rouying's lips trembled violently twice: "I ......"
"Oh, by the way, look at my memory!" One of the security guards suddenly raised his hand and slapped his head, turned around and went to the security room, and after a while pulled out an envelope from inside.
He handed the closed envelope to Bai Rouying: "This is what Mr. Lu Zhan asked us to give you before leaving." ”
Bai Rouying took the envelope with a blank expression, looked at the pen handwriting in italics on it, and was stunned for a long time.
The two security guards were now more and more convinced of their previous thoughts.
Seeing Bai Rouying's appearance, she felt quite uncomfortable, and after thinking about it, she still comforted in a low voice: "Miss Bai, I see if there is any misunderstanding and contradiction between you and Mr. Lu?" ”
They recalled the appearance of Bai Rouying and Lu Zhan before and felt quite emotional: "Mr. Lu really loves you, even we outsiders can see it, so if there is any misunderstanding, you should solve it as soon as possible." ”
Even outsiders can see Lu Zhan's feelings for him, but what about himself?
Bai Rouying clenched the envelope in her hand, took a few deep breaths, turned her head and thanked the two security guards before leaving.
She walked down the long tree-lined road towards the outside of the apartment, and walked for an unknown amount of time before finally stopping at a small park.
There are already many old people in the park playing erhu, playing music, and playing chess, and the atmosphere looks very lively.
Bai Rouying found a corner of a pond where there were not many people, and began to open the letter.
It was obviously just an envelope, but his hands trembled and he tossed several times before finally tearing open the seal of the envelope, revealing a thin piece of stationery inside.
"Xiaoying, I don't know if you remember what I said yesterday, anyway, this time I really decided to let go."
Just by looking at the handwriting on it, you can know what Lu Zhan's state of mind was when he left this letter.
Bai Rouying's hands kept shaking, and she was about to lose the courage to continue watching.
"I've been waiting for the day when you completely forget Jin Yu, but after waiting for so many years, I found that I really lost, lost a lot, Xiaoying, I also hope that one day you can really forget him completely and start a new relationship with me, but at least not now."
"You've not been happy at all this time, I can feel that you don't need to deceive me, and you don't have to deceive yourself, if you really can't forget him, then go find him. Cherish the people in front of you, cherish the time in front of you, there is nothing more important than this. ”
Lu Zhan's name was heavily outlined, and the thin page of letter paper was almost torn.
Bai Rouying covered her mouth suddenly, and tears had begun to roll in her eyes, as if she had reached a situation where she couldn't control it and wanted to stay.
"I'm sorry......" She pinched her palm heavily, the stimulating pain made Bai Rouying sober up a lot, looking at the content of the letter over and over again, Bai Rouying finally couldn't control it anymore, and tears rolled down.
"I'm sorry, I'm still dishonest."
On Monday, the Guinness Group.
The company's weekly meeting was just held in the international conference room, the door of the conference room opened, and Jin Yu, who was wearing a black suit, walked out first.
Behind him was Lin Sheng, who finally returned from a business trip abroad.
The employees of the company behind him walked out behind Jin Yu and scattered in twos and threes.
Jin Yu went straight back to his office.
And Lin Sheng, who was about to continue to deal with the things he was piling up at hand, was suddenly stopped by a high-profile figure when he passed by the elevator and turned.
"Secretary Song?"
Lin Sheng raised his eyebrows, stopped in surprise, and looked at Song Ning in front of him: "Is there something wrong?" ”
Since Lin Sheng came back from a business trip abroad, he once again took over everything around Jin Yu, and Song Ming, who was originally the secretary next to the vice president, was naturally transferred back to his original position.
"There's something looking for you." Song Ning smiled slightly, stretched out his finger and pointed to the reception area next to him, "Can we go over there and talk?" ”
Assistant Lin's sense of Song Ning's girl is still good, and after thinking about himself for a while, he doesn't seem to be particularly busy, so he nodded and readily agreed: "Let's go." ”
When the two of them came to the reception area and sat down, Song Ning went straight to the point: "It's such Assistant Lin, I want to apply for a transfer to Mr. Jin's subordinates." ”
Jin Yu has a team of secretaries under his hands, and in fact, he has no shortage of secretaries and assistants at all.
The reason why Lin Sheng temporarily transferred Song Ning over before was also for some other purposes.