When Lin Luoluo rushed to the hospital, Shen Chanjuan had already left, and Shen Chanjuan just said Qi Yujiu's ward number and never sent anything to Lin Luoluo, but at the moment, Lin Luoluo was only anxious about whether Qi Yujiu was okay and didn't think much about it.

"I've arrived, and I'm on Yu Jiu's side now." Lin Luoluo stood at the door of the ward and called Jiang Zhijing.

"Well, is she okay?"

"The doctor said it's okay, give her a good rest, and she should be able to wake up tomorrow." As he spoke, Lin Luoluo glanced into the ward.

"Where's Chanjuan?"

"She was already gone when I came, she should have gone back to school, and their school is curfew."

"Then you remember to eat at night, and ask the nurse to get a recliner, otherwise you will be too tired to lean on all night."

"I know, don't be too tired from training, wait for me to go back!"

After Lin Luoluo returned to the ward, he looked at Qi Yujiu, who was pale on the hospital bed, and said distressedly: "Why didn't you come to me?" Didn't I let you down too? Qi Yujiu still didn't have any answer and just lay quietly, at that moment Lin Luoluo was so afraid of losing Qi Yujiu, as if she felt that she would disappear in the next second.

Lin Luoluo asked the doctor, Qi Yujiu cut her wrists in the bathroom of the dormitory, and was found by her classmates in the same dormitory and called an ambulance, and at that time, the speed of communication between students was already fast, Shen Chanjuan knew about it within 2 hours after the incident, and rushed to the hospital.

But what made Lin Luoluo feel strange was that Qi Yujiu's parents didn't come over when such a big thing happened, if it was still on the way to it, why did the doctor say to Lin Luoluo before: "Until now, her parents haven't come, only you and a few classmates have come." ”。 Lin Luoluo looked at Qi Yujiu's bandaged wrist, and felt all kinds of bad feelings, and now whether to inform Qi Yujiu's parents has become a difficult problem in Lin Luoluo's heart.

"Hello, I'll come over to change the dressing." The nurse came in with a cart, and Lin Luoluo got up and gave way.

"I want to ask, is her wrist cut severe?" Lin Luoluo didn't know how to express his eagerness to know Qi Yujiu's injury.

"Well, the cut is quite deep, but it can be sent to the hospital in time, are you friends?"

"Good friends."

"She may have encountered something, and generally she has no hope of living if she can do such a cruel hand to herself." With that, the nurse left the room.

Lin Luoluo stayed where he was, thinking about the nurse's last words, this feeling was like his former self, Lin Luoluo looked at Qi Yujiu's face and said, "What happened to you!" ”。

That night, Lin Luoluo leaned back in the chair and watched Qi Yujiu's sleeping face slowly fall asleep, and Lin Luoluo woke up when the doctor came to check the ward the next day, but Qi Yujiu was still asleep.

"I'm not awake yet!" The doctor spoke, and the nurse went up to check the temperature and some routine tests.

An hour after the ward round, when Lin Luoluo went to the nurse's station to call porridge and came back, he found that Qi Yujiu had already gotten up and sat on the hospital bed, Lin Luoluo stepped forward happily: "Is it better?" Does it hurt anywhere? Qi Yujiu just raised her eyelids and looked at Lin Luoluo without speaking.

"Hungry? I just ordered porridge and the nurse brought it ready to eat. Lin Luoluo stepped forward and asked.

"How did you come?" Qi Yujiu's tone was very cold, and Lin Luoluo was not used to Qi Yujiu's attitude for a while, and he couldn't answer.

"Even if something happens to me, can I still be sent to Nanjing?" Qi Yujiu continued.

"Are you still mad at me?" Lin Luoluo asked softly.

"Angry? I've almost forgotten what it's like to be angry, I'm fine, you go back! Saying that, Qi Yujiu got up and wanted to get out of bed, but the pain in her wrist made her pause, and she unconsciously made a "hiss" sound.

"Don't move, it will hurt." Lin Luoluo hurriedly helped Qi Yujiu, but Qi Yujiu shook her shoulders lightly and motioned for Lin Luoluo to let go.

"I hurt you, you haven't contacted me for so long, did you change your number to deliberately alienate me?"

"Even if I deliberately distanced myself from you, did you take the initiative to find me because I couldn't be contacted? Have you ever come to Hangzhou to look for me? If it weren't for the fact that I was in the hospital, wouldn't we have gone on like this! Qi Yujiu laughed a few times, Lin Luoluo had never felt Qi Yujiu's attitude towards him, from the past, their heavy words to each other were just quarrels, not cold and sour like now.

Lin Luoluo sat on the hospital bed with red eyes and pursed his lips and didn't speak, Qi Yujiu was right, if it weren't for this incident, Lin Luoluo might only think of her when he went back for the New Year's holiday, and his closest friends were so estranged, although Lin Luoluo said that Qi Yujiu was deliberately estranged, in fact, even he unconsciously alienated her.

"The weather is so nice! I thought I couldn't see it. Qi Yujiu stood by the window and looked at the sky outside the window and said softly.

"Do you remember how I treated myself in high school, what did you say to me?" Lin Luoluo choked up, Qi Yujiu didn't answer and listened quietly.

"You told me that you are here, you will always be with me, now I am by your side, but why are you pushing me away, I am so desperate to get close to you, why are you pushing me farther and farther away?" Lin Luoluo said breathlessly.

"At that time, we had a good relationship like a conjoined baby, and I never thought that one day I would be betrayed by the other party, thinking that the other party would be on my side if anything happened, and even if it was wrong, I would say something like 'I support you' without hesitation, but I forgot that we have all grown up, and we will always change when we grow up." Qi Yujiu said slowly, but her eyes always looked out the window.

"I haven't changed! I haven't changed anything about you, yes! I was sorry for Luo Yi's incident before, and I was shocked when I knew, I didn't even know how to talk to you, and I was timid and flinched. ”

"So you just hide it from me, you should know that the longer you hide it, the greater the damage, how can you not know such a truth, but forget it! I've seen this for a long time. Qi Yujiu laughed lightly and raised her head, as if looking at the ceiling but no, Qi Yujiu just used this way to keep the tears in her eyes from falling out.

"Then ......" Lin Luoluo wanted to ask why Qi Yujiu cut her wrists, if she had already seen this matter, what was the reason for cutting her wrists, but Lin Luoluo didn't dare to ask and had to hold back.

On this day, Lin Luoluo and Qi Yujiu said such a few short words, and the two were silent until the evening, during which Qi Yujiu just squinted and rested, and Lin Luoluo also knew that Qi Yujiu was not asleep but just didn't want to face himself.

After dinner, Qi Yujiu lay back on the bed, Lin Luoluo looked at it and left the ward, wanting to call Jiang Zhijing to explain the situation, but he couldn't get through for a long time, so he gave up, thinking that Jiang Zhijing might have gone to training.

"Go back! You should really want to return to Jiang Zhijing! Lin Luoluo, who returned to the ward, heard Qi Yujiu's voice as soon as he entered the door, Lin Luoluo looked at Qi Yujiu and found that her eyes were still closed, yes! She still didn't want to look at herself more.

"No, I'm just telling you to be safe." Qi Yujiu didn't answer, and Lin Luoluo didn't say anything more.

At one o'clock in the middle of the night, Lin Luoluo woke up with urine and went to the toilet to find that Qi Yujiu on the hospital bed was gone, the aisle in the middle of the night was very quiet, Lin Luoluo was afraid of waking others up, so he slowed down, and asked softly when he passed by the nurse's desk: "Hello, did you see the patients in ward 416 coming out?" ”。

"I didn't see anyone coming out, what's wrong?" The nurse's sleepy-eyed appearance was woken up by Lin Luoluo's words, because it was a very troublesome thing for the nurse to have an accident while she was on night shift.

Lin Luoluo shook his hand and said, "It's okay, it's okay!" Maybe she went to fetch water. After speaking, Lin Luoluo walked towards the water receiving area, but looked around and didn't see Qi Yujiu's figure, Lin Luoluo began to panic, and remembered the nurse's sentence that Qi Yujiu may not have any hope of wanting to live, and his heart tightened a little. But when he walked to the safe exit, Lin Luoluo slowed down, because he faintly heard sobbing.

But in a place like the hospital, most of the night when they heard sobbing, most people pretended not to hear it and left quickly, but Lin Luoluo hesitated at the moment, listened carefully, and found that the voice was so familiar, so he gently pushed open the door of the safety exit, and there was a figure on the dim staircase, which was so green that Lin Luoluo, who was not mentally prepared, trembled.

"Yu Jiu?" Lin Luoluo wasn't sure if the person was Qi Yujiu just called softly, and then the sobbing stopped, and the person sitting on the stairs turned around.

"What's wrong with you?" Lin Luoluo, who was sure to be Qi Yujiu, breathed a sigh of relief and walked up step by step.

"Don't come up." Qi Yujiu said that Lin Luoluo stopped.

"What's wrong with you?" Lin Luoluo asked again.

"Why are you coming! Why! Qi Yujiu raised her voice and lowered it again.

"I'm worried about you, I'm really worried about you."

"I thought no one would care about me anymore, I thought I was the only one left in the world." Qi Yujiu sobbed.

"How could it be! We are all very concerned about you, Jiang Zhijing is also worried about you, but it just happened to bump into training to compete, otherwise he would come with me, and ......" Lin Luoluo paused and did not say that there was Shen Chanjuan.

"Actually, I don't blame you, I just don't know what kind of expression to use to face you, whether I should smile at you or face you with a black face, no matter which one I can't seem to do."

"It's good for you to treat me with your truest appearance, if you're happy, you laugh when you're happy, cry when you're sad, you can also have a black face, you don't have to change anything for the people around you, we were so good at the beginning not because you only smiled at me!"

Lin Luoluo sat on the bottom step with his back to Qi Yujiu, who was on the first step of the previous floor, and said comfortingly, "Can you tell me why you did this?" Lin Luoluo asked cautiously.

"Cut your wrists? Hehe! Actually, I don't really feel pain. Qi Yujiu raised her hand and said with a smile.

"But I hurt so much, it really hurts when I see your hand." Lin Luoluo lowered his head and said with tears in his eyes.

"I used to feel so sorry because you hurt myself." Qi Yujiu replied.

"You know what? By the way, you shouldn't know that a week after we all separated, my parents had an accident on the way back from Lhasa, and they ...... They're all gone! Ha ha! At that time, I was really helpless and lonely, there was no one around me, my uncle helped my parents arrange the funeral, and I lived in my uncle's house to be taken care of by him, but it was different! Everything has changed, people have changed, environment has changed, and my mood seems to be different. I cried all night the night I found out, and I wanted to tell you how sad I was, but neither words nor words could express my feelings at that time. I know you can understand the pain of losing a loved one, but why does it hurt so much when it really happens to me, as if my whole body is torn apart, and I desperately try to get back to my original appearance, yes! I recovered after only a month, and when I entered college, I smiled at everyone, I participated in campus activities, and I had dorm dinners with my roommates, but I found that everyone seemed to be happy and I couldn't be happy, and gradually I got tired of laughing, and I could no longer smile at the people around me. Qi Yujiu said slowly, Lin Luoluo below looked up at Qi Yujiu in surprise, Lin Luoluo really didn't know about the death of Qi Yujiu's parents for so long, and Lin Luoluo really didn't seem to care about Qi Yujiu for so long.

Feelings of guilt and remorse attacked Lin Luoluo, and Lin Luoluo felt his head dizzy and fell forward with a "bang", "Luoluo! Qi Yujiu hurriedly ran down to help Lin Luoluo up, and dragged Lin Luoluo back to the ward despite the wound on his wrist collapsing.

"Lolo!" Lin Luoluo slowly opened his eyes: "I'm sorry, I'm really sorry!" Lin Luoluo's tears couldn't stop flowing, and Qi Yujiu looked at Lin Luoluo and cried.

"I really hate being alone, I really miss you." Qi Yujiu hugged Lin Luoluo and cried.

Lin Luoluo hugged Qi Yujiu and cried with her head back, the two got back together that night, and said a lot of things that were not said, Lin Luoluo called the nurse to help change Qi Yujiu's medicine, and of course was also scolded by the nurse to let Qi Yujiu lie down and rest and not move.

"It can't be like that anymore." Lin Luoluo touched Qi Yujiu's bandage and said, Qi Yujiu didn't nod or verbally agree, just looked at Lin Luoluo with a smile.

"I want to go back to high school!" Qi Yujiu said.

"Back in the first year of high school, let's start from scratch! We go and avoid all bad things from happening, and we all keep going on like this. Lin Luoluo responded, Qi Yujiu shook his head and said, "Back to when the five-person small group was formed, just stop time at that time!" And then it doesn't matter if that time repeats itself. ”。

Qi Yujiu was discharged from the hospital a week later, Lin Luoluo sent Qi Yujiu back to the dormitory and also visited her school, "I'll take you to play next time you come to Nanjing." Lin Luoluo looked at Qi Yujiu with a smile, and Qi Yujiu nodded.

"Please take care of Yu Jiu more! Next time I'll send you something delicious. Lin Luoluo took care of the classmates in Qi Yujiu's dormitory when he left, and the dormitory classmates all smiled and agreed, but what made Lin Luoluo puzzled was that there were only three washing cups on the washstand, and there were only three towels, didn't there be four people in the dormitory? Lin Luoluo didn't ask Qi Yujiu, but the current question was forgotten at once.

Qi Yujiu sent Lin Luoluo out of the school gate and was stopped by Lin Luoluo: "You go back and rest!" I'll go, and I'll send you a message telling you that you just don't secretly change your number again. ”。

"No, it won't! Then be careful! Remember to say it when you arrive! ”

"Yes! Bye! Lin Luoluo got into the car and looked at Qi Yujiu through the window, standing in place and looking in the direction he left, the car drove out for a long time, Lin Luoluo turned around and found that Qi Yujiu was still standing in place.

"Go back! We'll see you back during winter break! Lin Luoluo pressed his mobile phone and sent the message to Qi Yujiu.

After sending it, Lin Luoluo looked back and saw Qi Yujiu leave, so he was relieved.

Back in Nanjing, Lin Luoluo sent Qi Yujiu a message that she had arrived safely, "Okay! Qi Yujiu quickly replied.

Jiang Zhijing received Lin Luoluo and went back to school together, except for some regular greetings about Qi Yujiu's physical condition, Jiang Zhijing didn't ask too much, because Jiang Zhijing knew that if Qi Yujiu didn't say these things, Lin Luoluo didn't say it, it would be the reason why it was not easy to ask, so Jiang Zhijing wouldn't ask too much.

However, after Lin Luoluo returned to Nanjing, he has been haunted by the fact that he has not cared about Qi Yujiu for a long time, and thinks that Qi Yujiu's suicide by cutting his wrists has an inextricable relationship with him. So much so that for a long time after that, Lin Luoluo had a deep chat with Qi Yujiu every once in a while, and Qi Yujiu also smiled every time and said that Lin Luoluo's worries were too much.

"What's wrong with your forehead?" This time, when Lin Luoluo and Qi Yujiu were video chatting, they found the bag on Qi Yujiu's forehead.

"This one was accidentally hit when I opened the door."

"So careless!"

"At that time, I looked at my phone and didn't pay attention to it, so I hit it straight up." Saying that, Qi Yujiu also smiled and touched the bag on his forehead, and Lin Luoluo only complained about telling Qi Yujiu to be careful.

"We'll go back and meet after a while."

"Okay."

Lin Luoluo saw through the video that the dormitory classmates behind Qi Yujiu seemed to be playing, holding something in their hands and smiling, they would sometimes look at the camera behind Qi Yujiu and greet Lin Luoluo in the picture, although Lin Luoluo responded with a smile, but always felt that something was wrong.

Lin Luoluo looked at Qi Yujiu's smiling face and smiled, although he felt guilty about Qi Yujiu, but after getting along with Lin Luoluo during this time, he felt like he had returned to the past.

Jiang Zhijing won the winning award in the first game of entering the university after his body recovered, Lin Luoluo happily invited the whole team to dinner, but the most important thing is to let his teammates take care of Jiang Zhijing, after all, Jiang Zhijing, who had undergone surgery, still made Lin Luoluo worry about his physical condition.

Everything seems to be back on track, it seems that everything is going so smoothly, Lin Luoluo was stared at by Jiang Zhijing to take medicine on time and see a doctor, the situation is slowly getting better, everything is slowly getting better, Lin Luoluo thought to himself that maybe it won't be long before it will be like before.