"You don't seem to be in a good mood lately." Luo Yi tilted his head and looked at Shen Chanjuan.

Shen Chanjuan didn't reply but dragged her cheeks and looked outside, there were so many pedestrians on the road, and people who came and went in such a city on weekends didn't know each other, and they met again in a certain place.

"Hey!" Luo Yi waved his hand in front of Shen Chanjuan's eyes.

"What!"

"I see you're ignoring me." Luo Yi said with an aggrieved face.

Shen Chanjuan looked at Luo Yi's face and said slowly: "Yu Jiu is hospitalized, you know! ”。

Luo Yi looked at Shen Chanjuan and nodded lightly: "Yes, I know." ”。

"Don't you feel anything?"

"What do you want me to do? To accompany her? Would you like to? If you will, I'll go now. ”

"We caused her to do this, can you just say that?"

Luo Yi slumped on the back of the chair: "Then what should I do?" I don't want to disturb her life is the best way for her, and if I show up, maybe what's going to happen. ”。

Shen Chanjuan didn't speak after listening, in fact, it is undeniable that Luo Yi's words are really unbearable in conscience, "If you don't like me in the future, whether my life or death is none of your business?" ”。

"How can this be the same, you are you, and she is her!"

Shen Chanjuan got up and left the store after settling the bill, Luo Yi behind him didn't know if he had said the wrong thing and stayed in place for a long time without following, Shen Chanjuan turned the street and looked back and didn't find Luo Yi, the disappointed Shen Chanjuan slowed down and walked slowly in the direction of home.

Since that quarrel, Shen Chanjuan has been with Luo Yi, and Shen Chanjuan will also feel that this is very dangerous, but there is no need to say that it will drag on anymore, Qi Yujiu only said to her uncle lightly about breaking up with Luo Yi. Luo Yi's father also signed Uncle Qi Yujiu's big project, and successfully got a sum of money to help him survive a financial crisis.

Shen Chanjuan didn't take the initiative to contact Lin Luoluo, except for the time when Qi Yujiu had an accident, Shen Chanjuan didn't have a conscience, but she couldn't make a choice when facing people on both sides who couldn't bear to hurt, Qi Yujiu had an accident, Shen Chanjuan was more uncomfortable than anyone else, not to mention the main reason for the incident, but Shen Chanjuan knew that it was more or less inseparable from herself.

"Where are you?" Shen Chanjuan had already returned to the dormitory when she received Luo Yi's message, and she didn't reply after reading it, in fact, after so much time, Shen Chanjuan more or less understood what Luo Yi was like, but she was desperately looking for a reason to forgive him for the sake of liking him.

Lin Luoluo received Shen Chanjuan's message again when he was about to have a holiday at the end of the term, and that day Lin Luoluo received the message after a video call with Qi Yujiu as usual, the general content was just a request to meet when he went back, and Lin Luoluo did not reply probably thinking about it.

When the winter vacation came, the students dragged their suitcases to the station to go home, and Jiang Zhijing and Lin Luoluo took the train back to Zhengzhou.

"Chanjuan asked me if I wanted to go back and see each other, how should I answer?" Lin Luoluo sat in the car and asked Jiang Zhijing.

"Do you want to see it?"

"But if I see it, Yu Jiu ......"

"If you want to meet, don't worry about Yu Jiu, Yu Jiu shouldn't be so embarrassed that you and Chanjuan meet, even if it's Chanjuan's fault this time, but I don't forgive each other." Jiang Zhijing looked at the fast-passing scenery outside the window and said slowly, Lin Luoluo looked at Jiang Zhijing's side face and pondered, it is true! If you really want to see it, why hesitate so much, but you are worried about Qi Yujiu's mood, after all...... After all, Qi Yujiu only has Lin Luoluo now.

It was already evening when he arrived in Zhengzhou, Jiang Zhijing sent Lin Luoluo home and left, there was still no one waiting for Lin Luoluo at home, Lin Luoluo had long been accustomed to such an atmosphere, turned on the lights and put down his luggage: "I haven't cleaned it for a long time!" The house was full of dust, the sofa was still dusty, and my father never came back.

This semester, his father did not take the initiative to contact Lin Luoluo, only Lin Luoluo sent a message every month asking his father to pay for living expenses, of course, Lin Luoluo is not without money but does not want to spend his savings, Lin Luoluo's father also remitted the living expenses to Lin Luoluo's account as soon as he received the information, and did not reply but expressed it with action.

Lin Luoluo also vaguely knew that his father's career was becoming more and more successful, and his position was getting higher and higher, but Lin Luoluo didn't care about what it was.

"Are you home?" Lin Luoluo sent a message to Qi Yujiu, but did not receive a reply, and Lin Luoluo, who was idle and bored, went downstairs to buy dinner and came back to eat.

"Here we are." It took a long time for Qi Yujiu to send a message back.

"Have you eaten?" However, after Lin Luoluo replied in time, there was still no news.

The next day, Lin Luoluo found Uncle Qi Yujiu's house according to her previous memories, and Uncle Qi Yujiu's house only went once when Lin Luoluo was in high school, and at that time, it was because her uncle had just come back from abroad and brought a lot of snacks to invite them to play. Although it took some time, fortunately, it was still found by Lin Luoluo, who looked at the huge house outside and sighed at the furnishings that had not changed.

"Hello, I'm here to find Qi Yujiu!" Lin Luoluo said to the intercom doorbell outside.

"Okay, wait a minute."

After Lin Luoluo was invited to wait in the living room, after a while, Qi Yujiu walked down the stairs and smiled when she saw Lin Luoluo: "Why are you here?" ”。

"You don't even reply to my messages." Lin Luoluo complained.

"Recently, there has been something wrong with the mobile phone, and some messages are delayed." Qi Yujiu took Lin Luoluo upstairs and went to his room.

Lin Luoluo's family background is also average, but it is still far from the room here, Qi Yujiu seems to see what Lin Luoluo thinks: "Is it much worse than my previous home!" ”。

Lin Luoluo nodded subconsciously and then reacted and said with a smile: "Your home was very warm before. ”。

"Yes! I still like that place before. Saying that, Qi Yujiu lowered her head sadly, but that sadness was quickly diverted by Qi Yujiu: "I'll bring you something to eat!" Saying that, Qi Yujiu walked out of the room, and Lin Luoluo looked around the room and occasionally fiddled with the decorations on the table.

But one item caught Lin Luoluo's attention, it was an American-style saber, quietly placed on the desk, Lin Luoluo played with it curiously, and then Qi Yujiu came in with snacks and drinks and hurriedly took the American-style saber from Lin Luoluo's hand after seeing it: "Luoluo." ”。

"This?" Lin Luoluo was not suspicious, just curious.

"Nothing." Qi Yujiu hurriedly stuffed the American-style saber into the drawer, originally Lin Luoluo was just curious about this little thing, but Qi Yujiu's actions aroused suspicion.

"Are you hiding something from me?" Lin Luoluo asked.

"What am I hiding from you!" Qi Yujiu smiled embarrassedly and turned around to get a snack for Lin Luoluo, but Lin Luoluo pushed away the hand that handed him, "Are you afraid that I will be worried?" ”。

"Luoluo, don't ask, okay?" Qi Yujiu's eyes were full of begging, Lin Luoluo hugged her and whispered, "I'm afraid, I'm afraid like last time." ”。

"No, it won't." Qi Yujiu rubbed Lin Luoluo's back and replied, saying that Qi Yujiu looked at the American-style saber in the drawer.

Lin Luoluo was tired of being with Qi Yujiu throughout the winter vacation, and Jiang Zhijing's invitation was always released because of Qi Yujiu, as for Shen Chanjuan's meeting, Lin Luoluo did not reply to her after the final winter vacation, and she may still feel that the meeting with Shen Chanjuan will cause a burden to Qi Yujiu.

"When are you starting school?" Lin Luoluo asked Qi Yujiu.

"I haven't yet, what about you?"

"I'll be next Wednesday, but Jiang Zhijing and I will leave next Monday."

"Then I'll send you off then!"

"No, it's good if we meet a few more times these days." Lin Luoluo looked at Qi Yujiu with a smile, and Qi Yujiu nodded at Lin Luoluo.

On the day of leaving, Qi Yujiu still came to the station, and Lin Luoluo saw Qi Yujiu standing at the door looking at him from a distance, "Didn't you ask you not to come!" ”。

"I'm afraid it'll be too long next time." Qi Yujiu whispered.

"It's a big deal, I'll go to Hangzhou to see you! That's right! Didn't you promise me to come to Nanjing! Then you must come this semester! Lin Luoluo comforted Qi Yujiu.

"When you come, Luo Luo and I will take you all over Nanjing, and we will definitely let you vomit." Jiang Zhijing spoke aside.

"How can you play and vomit, then she won't come next time." Lin Luoluo bumped Jiang Zhijing with his elbow.

Lin Luoluo and Qi Yujiu said goodbye to the car and leaned back in the chair without knowing what to think, "What's wrong?" I can't bear Yu Jiu! Jiang Zhijing asked.

"yes!" Lin Luoluo replied absentmindedly.

"It's really troublesome, if it wasn't for the start of school, I think I'd still be playing at home for a few days." A student in the back seat said.

"You're alright! You don't know how disgusting our school is, if I hadn't said that I would have taken a few days off from work at home, I would have been in Hangzhou a long time ago. The student next to him replied.

"Did you start school in Hangzhou so early?"

"There should be only a few schools! However, it is generally early in Zhejiang Province. ”

Lin Luoluo had doubts in his heart for a moment after hearing this, but it quickly passed, and he didn't take these words to heart, Maybe Qi Yujiu is one of those schools outside of the individual! Lin Luoluo thought about it, narrowed his eyes and rested.

"Lolo, Lolo has arrived." Jiang Zhijing pushed the sleeping Lin Luoluo.

Nanjing was a little cold at night, and Lin Luoluo was still a little uncomfortable when he came out of the warm carriage, and couldn't help but sneeze.

"Is it cold?" Jiang Zhijing shook Lin Luoluo's hand: "The hand is quite warm. ”。

"How can you come out of the carriage with ice in your hands!"

"You're a bit of a bad guy when you wake up!" Jiang Zhijing smiled.

"You have to take care of it!"

Lin Luoluo remembered that he wanted to send a safety message to Qi Yujiu, so he took out his mobile phone, but no one answered the call, and Lin Luoluo changed the message.

"What's wrong?" Jiang Zhijing looked at Lin Luoluo and asked with a serious expression.

"Yu Jiu didn't answer the phone, I'll send her a message!"

"What's the hair?"

"Say I'm in Nanjing! Don't you speak cold? I'm so cold that I don't want to speak, and you keep talking. Lin Luoluo was actually a little impatient because of the cold weather, but fortunately, Jiang Zhijing had already gotten used to it.

On the other side, Shen Chanjuan and Luo Yi also set off for school separately, but the day before departure, Shen Chanjuan and Luo Yi had a fierce argument.

"Didn't you say to accompany me to school first!" Luo Yi said to Shen Chanjuan.

"Didn't I say I was looking at the wrong time! I'll be going to you during the mid-semester break. Shen Chanjuan replied.

"No, you promised me."

"I know, I'm not going to explain it to you now! I'm sorry! ”

"Anyway, I don't care, you just ask the teacher for a few days off and say that there is something going on at home, this time you have to accompany me." Luo Yi paced back and forth angrily.

"Can you not do this! I'll definitely go on vacation, you can't be considerate of me! Shen Chanjuan sat helplessly on the side.

"If it was Yu Jiu, she would definitely agree to me." Luo Yi didn't know why he said such a thing, but he couldn't take it back after he said it, Luo Yi looked at Shen Chanjuan nervously, and Shen Chanjuan didn't answer just stood up and walked to his home.

"Chanjuan!" Luo Yi hurriedly stepped forward and grabbed Shen Chanjuan.

"So don't you regret it? Now that you think about it, it's better to be the same person as before! Shen Chanjuan said in frustration, Luo Yi shook his head and didn't speak, in fact, it is undeniable that Luo Yi does think so in his heart at the moment, but he can't admit it.

"Actually, I can understand it." Shen Chanjuan shook off Luo Yi's hand and strode away.

Luo Yi angrily smashed the tree on the side with his fist, and after a long time, Luo Yi's liking for Shen Chanjuan at the beginning seemed to have begun to fade, and he would recall Qi Yujiu's kindness to him. Luo Yi had Qi Yujiu's smiling face several times at night as soon as he closed his eyes, and Luo Yi himself was also very irritable. On the one hand, I still miss Qi Yujiu, and on the other hand, I think that the person I should always like is Shen Chanjuan, so I jumped around between the two of them, and gradually my patience with Shen Chanjuan was exhausted, and once Shen Chanjuan did not obey her will, it was a quarrel.

In the end, Shen Chanjuan and Luo Yi also broke up unhappily, Shen Chanjuan neither went to Luo Yi's school, nor did Luo Yi take the initiative to send a message to apologize, and the two dragged on like this.

"Let's break up!" This time it was a sentence that Luo Yi sent to Shen Chanjuan after a week of thinking about it after returning to school.

"Good!" Shen Chanjuan replied very cleanly, and Luo Yi didn't say too much, and the two ended their relationship for half a year.

Shen Chanjuan cried in the dormitory the moment she finished sending the message, and the people in the dormitory didn't know what was going on, and they were overwhelmed by Shen Chanjuan's sudden crying.

Shen Chanjuan thought to herself that she had given up so much to be with Luo Yi, but what she got in exchange was the departure of the other party, maybe it was wrong from the beginning, she should have listened to Lin Luoluo's words and kept her distance from Luo Yi at that time. It's just that at that time, it was really exciting for me to encounter feelings for the first time when I was young, and I wanted to try but was afraid to try, and finally I secretly tasted something I shouldn't have tasted.

And Luo Yi seemed to be relieved and fell on the bed full of relief, thinking about letting people find Qi Yujiu's whereabouts and news, and thinking about how to explain to Qi Yujiu's best friend Lin Luoluo, although even he knew how scummy such an act was, he still did it towards his inner thoughts.

"Brother! Help me find someone! Luo Yi happily called.

"Hangzhou, called Qi Yujiu, I'll send you other information later, she changed her mobile phone number, you send me her specific number, class, dormitory and other related information."

"Okay, okay! I'll treat you to dinner then! Thank you! Luo Yi, who hung up the phone, was refreshed, at this moment he had long forgotten Shen Chanjuan, and forgot that he used to giggle just by looking at Shen Chanjuan.

Maybe feelings are like this, after a long time, the freshness disappears, there is no feeling, and the people around you will no longer bother to do anything, put away the smile and hug everything as if returning to the state of strangers, but the people who are not there will come to mind over and over again, that is just nostalgia.

After arriving at the school, Lin Luoluo was busy packing up the dormitory and luggage, and forgot whether Qi Yujiu had a reply message, and it was also midnight after cleaning up, thinking not to disturb Qi Yujiu's rest, Lin Luoluo had to wash up and go to sleep.

The next day, Lin Luoluo got up early to check his mobile phone and still didn't see Qi Yujiu's reply, a trace of uneasiness surfaced in his heart, Lin Luoluo got out of bed anxiously and took his mobile phone to the balcony to make a call.

"Yu Jiu ......"

"Hello, Miss Qi has a fever, is there anything wrong with you?" The one who answered the phone was the maid of Uncle Qi Yujiu's house.

"Fever? Have you seen a doctor? Lin Luoluo asked worriedly.

"Well, it's not serious, but because Miss Qi is still resting after taking medicine, I can't answer the phone, what's wrong with you? Miss Qi is awake, I'll help you convey it. ”

Lin Luoluo thought for a while and said, "Then when she wakes up, please ask her to call me back, thank you." ”

"Okay."

Since Qi Yujiu's wrist cutting incident, Lin Luoluo felt that Qi Yujiu's body was not as good as before, she was always very weak, her speech was not as hard and lively as before, and her walking was much slower. Lin Luoluo would feel uncomfortable for a long time every time he looked at it, and he always felt that such a Qi Yujiu was not Qi Yujiu.

Lin Luoluo received Qi Yujiu's call a day later, Qi Yujiu seemed to have just woken up and called Lin Luoluo, and his voice was so soft that Lin Luoluo needed Lin Luoluo to hear clearly in a completely quiet environment, Lin Luoluo couldn't wait to go back to accompany Qi Yujiu immediately, but he couldn't! The class activities are held next week, and I can't spare time to rehearse these days, Lin Luoluo knows that if I leave at this time, it will cause a lot of trouble to the class, so I have been patient.

"Are you wearing too few clothes! Have you eaten well! Do you sleep at night with the windows open! Isn't it kicking the quilt again! Lin Luoluo's series of questions made Qi Yujiu on the other end of the phone laugh: "Why are you so rambling like grandma!" I'm fine, maybe it's due to the recent ups and downs in temperature! When I'm ready, I'll go to Nanjing to find you! ”。

"You take care of yourself first!" Although Lin Luoluo complained on his lips, he felt all kinds of distress in his heart.

"Yes! You're going to wait for me! ”

Qi Yujiu hung up the phone and leaned on the bed to look at the scenery outside the window, the trees outside were slanted by the wind, and there was not even a single leaf on the trunk. Why hasn't it come yet!