Chapter 414: Farewell
The phone rang twice, Shang Lu glanced at the incoming call and picked up the phone.
"What's wrong with Jingmo, if it weren't for my well-informed, I wouldn't know what happened to her." Wan Tong's anxious voice came out of the mobile phone, she has been in contact with Xu Jingmo, she couldn't be contacted two days ago, and she kept sending someone to look for her, only then did she know that Xu Jingmo was hospitalized.
Shang Lu didn't intend to tell Wan Tong that the matter had passed, and let her know that it was also in vain to worry, and said in a cold voice: "Jingmo is nothing serious, don't worry too much." ”
"And how did she get hospitalized?" Wan Tong was relieved and asked.
"Driving at night, I accidentally hit a highway railing, even if I hit the brakes." While speaking, he had already gotten up and left the restaurant, planning to go home and bring some items to the hospital to take care of Xu Jingmo.
Wan Tong was stunned, the car accident could be a minor injury, and she was even more uneasy, "Then I'll go to the hospital to take care of her." She regarded Xu Jingmo as her sister, and when she heard the words, she just wanted to take care of her.
Shang Lu didn't want to trouble Wan Tong, after all, this matter had nothing to do with her, it was all because of his carelessness, so that when she saw Xu Jingmo, she didn't know how worried she should be, and it would also alarm Bai Sleepy to wake up.
After pondering for a while, he said lightly: "No need, I can take care of her, you can use the time to take care of Jingmo and stay awake for a while." ”
When it came to Bai Sleepy Waking up, there was no sound from Wan Tong's side for a long time, and after a while, he heard Wan Tong's muffled voice, "I know, then you take good care of her, and I'll go to see her after a while." ”
He hung up the phone with a hum, drove back to his residence, took some things and went back to the hospital. At this time, the hospital was already very quiet, and many patients had already entered their dreams, but Xu Jingmo had not woken up.
Sitting on the edge of her bed, his eyes were slightly dark, just now he went to Uncle Wang's ward, he was still lying very peacefully, there was no sign of waking up, and he couldn't help but think that Xu Jingmo would be heartbroken when he woke up and saw such an Uncle Wang.
At some point, he had fallen asleep on his bed.
When Xu Jingmo was conscious, she felt that something was pressing her hand, she shook her eyelashes, opened her eyes, and subconsciously looked at that hand, and found that Shang Lu was asleep with her hand in her face.
He seemed to have encountered some problem while he was asleep, his brows were tightly locked, and she felt a pain in her heart, and she looked at his face carefully, and she didn't know when, some stubble appeared on his chin, and his whole face was telling of exhaustion.
His eyes have boiled out dark circles, you know, he used to be always meticulous, the whole person looked cold and unkind, in fact, he is very good, he has never been so tired as now.
With a little more determination in his eyes, Xu Jingmo stared at him greedily for a while, and immediately withdrew his gaze when he realized that he woke up, staring at the ceiling calmly.
"How long have you been awake?" Seeing that she had woken up, Shang Lu rubbed his eyebrows and said gently, "I haven't eaten for a long time, are you very hungry?" I'm going to buy you food. ”
"No, no." She couldn't bear to look at his eyes, those eyes, covered with bloodshots, made people feel distressed, she didn't dare to look at them, afraid that she would be soft-hearted, "You go, I don't need you to take care of me." ”
During the time she was unconscious, she was not completely unconscious, and sometimes she was awake, but she couldn't open her eyes.
At that time, she was thinking, if she was with Shang Lu, would it affect him? Jiang Mobei didn't seem to want to give up on her at all, and every time she changed her methods, she was really afraid, afraid that Jiang Mobei would do something to Shang Lu.
Instead of two people being terrified together, it is better to separate and live their own stable and peaceful lives.
At first, she thought that as long as Shang Lu was with her, many things could be solved, but Uncle Wang's matter made her realize that things were not as simple as she imagined.
Shang Lu was the love of her life, and she didn't allow him to be hurt.
Her other hand in the quilt tightened her clothes, looked at Shang Lu calmly, thinking that he hadn't heard clearly, and said again: "We're over, we don't need you here, please leave." ”
"I'm talking stupid when you think you." Shang Lu was puzzled, and then thought of Uncle Wang, he thought that she was stimulated, so he said more softly, "Don't drive me away, I want to take care of you." ”
When she heard his words, Xu Jingmo's hand tightened a little, she wanted to promise him, but no, as long as they were together, strange things would happen one after another, and she was really afraid that one day he would have an accident.
"I said, don't you understand? Shang Lu, I won't be with you anymore. ”
Her voice was cold, making Shang Lu forget to react, and even forget to think, and said instinctively: "I won't leave, Jingmo, do you have something to hide from me?" ”
His mind gradually became clear, Xu Jingmo would not be like this for no reason, something must have stimulated her, "If it was because of Uncle Wang, I could send him out of the country and treat him abroad." ”
He is always like this, looking for his own problems, he has always cared about her, but he has never considered himself for the first time, Xu Jingmo's fingertips trembled slightly, and his eyes looked at him without blinking, "I think you make me very dangerous, with you, I am very tired every day, and I am worried that I will not wake up suddenly, I say so, do you understand?" ”
Word by word smashed on Shang Lu's heart, his heart tightened, and the pain made his eyes unreal, his eyes were full of sadness, and he explained in a dumb voice, "I can protect you, but it's just ......"
"But what? It's just that every time it's not a coincidence, every time I wait until I'm injured before I arrive? She was aggressive, suddenly her eyes turned red, and she roared: "I've been injured enough, Shang Lu, you let me go!" ”
"Didn't you find out yourself? My life has changed dramatically since you came along, three years ago and still is! What qualifications do you have to stay with me? She was so angry that her voice became hoarse.
It's just nothing, Shang Lu couldn't say anything, he was stunned for a moment, looked at Xu Jingmo in confusion, and finally nodded slowly, "I know, you have a good rest, I won't bother you anymore." ”
He turned around and slowly moved his steps, and when he walked to the door, he stopped, Xu Jingmo kept a close eye on his movements, and only listened to him: "The doctor said not to let you get excited, don't be angry when I leave." "After that, it was the sound of the door shut.
At that moment, Xu Jingmo's tears burst the embankment, she didn't dare to cry, she could only suppress her crying, clutching the clothes on her chest, his eyes almost made her regret.
Shang Lu was very sad, she knew it, but she was also uncomfortable, for his safety, she could only do this, she thought, after parting today, it might be a few years before they meet again.
Shang Lu, who was outside the door, squatted on the ground against the wall decadently, his fingers in his hair, rubbing it repeatedly irritably, even if she said that, he still couldn't let her go.
His legs were numb, he stood up, his mind was a mess, he went out of the hospital to find a hotel, knowing that she didn't want to see him, he still wanted to be closer to her.
After taking a bath, Shang Lu lay on the bed, closed her eyes but couldn't fall asleep, and Xu Jingmo's resolute words appeared repeatedly in her head, she said that she was afraid.
He sat up suddenly and lit a cigarette for himself, she didn't mean that, Jiang Mobei's target had always been just her, she was afraid that he would be hurt.
To this day, she is still worried about his safety, how can he let her go. But maybe it was he who brought her bad luck? Three years ago, she suffered too much grievance.
This time Uncle Wang's matter was the fuse, and he could feel her guilt and self-blame for Uncle Wang. She is a kind woman who can't see others cry because of her injuries.
After a night of tossing and turning, he didn't figure out anything, and he didn't make any progress, but his beard grew a little longer, and it looked a little vicissitudes.
At six o'clock in the morning, he habitually opened his eyes, and when he saw the unfamiliar environment, he remembered what happened with Xu Jingmo yesterday, rubbed his eyebrows with a headache, and left the hotel after he washed up.
She would not have eaten breakfast, but it was not good for her health, and he always tried his best to get close to her.
"Give me a nutritious porridge to nourish my body, and a sandwich to pack." In the dining room, he ordered a meal with a cold look, and he had no appetite for it.
Carrying the meal, he walked to the door of the ward, but found that there was no one, his eyelids drooped slightly, and he knew that she had gone to Uncle Wang without thinking about it. Changing direction, he went to Uncle Wang's ward.
The door of Uncle Wang's ward was not closed tightly, he saw Xu Jingmo's thin and sad back, and suddenly, he felt that he couldn't open his legs, if he went in now, she would be unhappy.
"Nurse." Shang Lu stopped a nurse sister and said politely, "Can you help me bring food to the people in this ward?" She hadn't eaten in a long time. His slender finger pointed at Xu Jingmo.
The nurse's sister was a little embarrassed, "I have no reason to bring her food." Although she admits that this man is a little handsome, just look at his slightly sad expression, you can know that he is trapped by love.
"Hospital." He tried to keep his facial expression gentle, "Tell her that it was sent by the hospital, and there should be no problem." ”
"You're not going to deliver it yourself?" The nurse sister took the scented lunch box in his hand, "I see that you really want to see her, if you deliver it in person, she should not be angry." ”
The nurse's sister's kind words made Shang Lu show a wry smile, he knew Xu Jingmo, and if he said yes, if he went in, it would only increase his troubles.
"Thank you." He thanked the nurse's sister, but he hesitated: "Please make sure to let her eat, she hasn't eaten properly for two days, and she still has injuries on her body, and she needs to take good care of her......"
"Okay, okay, I got it." The nurse sister waved her hand, at first she thought that this person was very difficult, but she didn't expect to be so verbose, so she was not afraid of him, and her tone was a lot more casual, "Don't worry, it's on me." ”